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@Leo Gura How the hell am I going to become Omniscient if I am way stupider than you? I feel like an idiot. I doubt myself at every word I speak. If I keep doing the work (which to me means, real desire for understanding + psychs to boost the process by x1000), is it guaranteed that at some point a miracle will happen to me? The way you speak, it seems like even if I dedicate 100% of my life to this, it'd still not be enough by a lot.

Psychedelics + Contemplation (real desire for understanding something / getting the truth of it)

@Hojo Thank you. Is there an end to this accepting more and more process?

@Hojo That would be Heaven to me. Knowing, for sure, that no animal has or is ever suffering. I just hope you are right, but I am incapable of believing you. I have to see for myself.

Have you done this yourself? Or just heard of someone who did it?

What the hell is wrong with you guys in this forum? Seems like you never suffered or experienced strong pain in your life. You live in a fantasy while minimizing pain, so you can feel safe. You won't forgive your killer, you will be in despair and misery. You will forget your awakenings, you will suffer like anyone else.

This guy used to charge $500 per hour to talk online with him. That's some bullshit right there. Edit. Maybe it was $250, but still...

Part of me feels the same. But what are you gonna do while you're still alive? At least try to enjoy what you have. Your pet if you have one, moments of appreciation for beauty, food, small things that you feel others don't have and would wish for... Your life could always be worse than it is, no matter what you say. You know it's true. By the way, if you try to hurt your body you will regret it immediately. Maybe you'll only see this if you have an accident and survive it. And especially if you were responsible for the accident by acting recklessly and stupidly.

I think you are naive and overestimating your progress. If tomorrow someone hurt you or someone you love, you'll change your attitude immediately. You won't see love in it, you will forget all your awakenings, you will be miserable, and you will suffer. So stop playing the cool kid.

I was gonna ask why is there only one way for God to do anything, but it's pointless. I hope one day I can truly understand this.

One more, from the movie Bruno. It's all real reactions from real people.

Sacha Baron Cohen is a fucking genius!

Knowing about this shit makes me want to die and disappear forever.

@Leo Gura I am with you until the end, whatever that is. I feel something deep and real, where no doubt can poison, and even though I'm fearful, broken in many ways and very imperfect I value Understanding just like you do. I love you Leo, and I hope one day we can be Together forever.

God, that inspires me to be courageous and explore more!

@Leo Gura What do you think about Jed Mckenna and his Enlightenment trilogy?

I suggest that locked threads get automaticaly deleted after 30 days or something.

To keep it public so everyone can see it.

They should be able to lock threads, not delete them without a vestige of anything.

Since you're exposing a mod... I vote for mods to lose their ability to delete threads. It happened twice, and I didn't even know who deleted it because they can do it anonymously.

Very nice man. I identify with you and wish you all the best in this life.

Maybe it's you holding on to being a human.

Have you done this? Have you experimented with it in the world with your body on the line or just in your mind?

Imagine if David Blaine performed some "materializations" for these guys, they'd go completely crazy