Vibes

Knowing about this shit makes me want to die and disappear forever.

@Leo Gura I am with you until the end, whatever that is. I feel something deep and real, where no doubt can poison, and even though I'm fearful, broken in many ways and very imperfect I value Understanding just like you do. I love you Leo, and I hope one day we can be Together forever.

God, that inspires me to be courageous and explore more!

@Leo Gura What do you think about Jed Mckenna and his Enlightenment trilogy?

I suggest that locked threads get automaticaly deleted after 30 days or something.

To keep it public so everyone can see it.

They should be able to lock threads, not delete them without a vestige of anything.

Since you're exposing a mod... I vote for mods to lose their ability to delete threads. It happened twice, and I didn't even know who deleted it because they can do it anonymously.

Very nice man. I identify with you and wish you all the best in this life.

Maybe it's you holding on to being a human.

Have you done this? Have you experimented with it in the world with your body on the line or just in your mind?

Imagine if David Blaine performed some "materializations" for these guys, they'd go completely crazy

Maybe, if you're at the level of consciousness of being a human. When consciousness is higher you're not in the body anymore. Your body is inside you, no matter what happens, it's all inside you and you are conscious. Now, I don't think is possible to live in that state of consciousness while being a human simultaneously. Because to be a human, you have to be at a certain level of consciousness. So to go higher, it means you're not a human anymore.

It changes the content, but you're still conscious. If you're conscious enough you're not even in a body anymore, you are the whole frame/scene/field.

Have you ever questioned, what is the limit of suffering? Imagine the worst slow pain being inflicted on you, what is the limit of that? Death? Is there a limit? Just some interesting things to contemplate.

In one of my trips, I noticed that it doesn't matter / there is no difference between eyes opened and eyes closed when you are conscious enough. The same for sounds, with plugs in the ears is the same as without them while dogs bark in the background. You're conscious. Does consciousness disappear when you close your eyes?

@Leo Gura Thank you for changing your mind on this one.

@Carl-Richard My biggest problem in life is lack of confidence and fear. When I feel the fearless fire in me, I know it's real.

@Carl-Richard Still can't scare me, really. If that is necessary, so be it. But it might not be for me.

@Jowblob Thanks for sharing.

So what if I don't like it? I need to know MORE, ALL. What's the worse that could happen? Suicide? I've seen how I create the illusion of being a body, I've seen that everything is my Mind, I've felt immortal and my room was my divine heaven. I've seen how I was creating my neighbor, I've felt enormous intelligence "backing me up", and more... I also felt like those experiences were the best in my life, the joy of understanding and discovering is better than anything. And I noticed when the little drop of poison (fear) gets in, the whole juice gets bad. That's ego coming back online. And I wouldn't hurt my body.

@Jowblob Off topic question. How is your normal life? How old are you and have you had to work on your basic human bs (money, relationships, etc) before Awakening? I ask this because I'm so sick of feeling pressured to "work on the basics first" before being free to discover God. It's like a duty that people here in this forum make me feel like I must do before going more serious into Awakening. Since I was 15, everything in life became so meaningless and nothing was worth it. The most important thing since then is to understand what the fuck is going on here. Every death around reminds me that I can't stand being here clueless. So I say, fuck them all. I want to Know.

@thierry You sneaky devil. - Leo Gura

@Loveeee Could you share your sources for learning yoga nidra?

@Jowblob I don't get how God would find something unbearable when it's formless, unattached, untouched. Isn't something being unbearable an ego problem?