Vibes

Yeah. I feel this hurting, devastating feeling in many areas. I read your post and thought, sometimes when I'm hurting I want everybody else to hurt as well... Kind of fucked up. Then I thought of those who kill, rape and harm people. Imagine what it's like for you to be fucked up enough by your parents, community and life in general, and that makes you go and kill somebody because you are hurting. Then others will hurt you for hurting people. They'll hate you and want to harm you badly. Isn't that sad? A different example of sad love. My nephew is 3 yo. When he wakes up, he wants to be with his mom, he wants to hug her and be safe with her. Isn't it sad that a child is thrown into this unsafe, chaotic world? You know what I mean?

@Leo Gura I believe you. And I feel healthy. Because you are the ultimate guidance, but I also know I need experience to validate what you say. In other words, I hold what you say as a possibility for me. All I need to do is go deeper and cultivate real desire for understanding.

@Squeekytoy Is this your first account?

@Razard86 I appreciate your posts man. You are one of the real ones among the many bullshitters here.

I'm talking about the other guy saying this is a cult.

Sure! We need more closed-minded people who don't experience for themselves what Leo talks about, and come here talking shit saying this is a cult. They do not really want to understand anything. They think they know better. And if you don't take Leo seriously, what the hell are you doing here? That's so much bullshit that makes me sick.

That's not what I am saying. You shouldn't be here in this forum.

Aren't you aware of your mindless parroting?

Thanks. That lights me up

You guys are clowns. Everything is reason for stupid jokes and dismissal. I don't know what you are doing here if you don't take Leo seriously. Get the fuck out of this forum. You know who you are.

@Leo Gura How the hell am I going to become Omniscient if I am way stupider than you? I feel like an idiot. I doubt myself at every word I speak. If I keep doing the work (which to me means, real desire for understanding + psychs to boost the process by x1000), is it guaranteed that at some point a miracle will happen to me? The way you speak, it seems like even if I dedicate 100% of my life to this, it'd still not be enough by a lot.

Psychedelics + Contemplation (real desire for understanding something / getting the truth of it)

@Hojo Thank you. Is there an end to this accepting more and more process?

@Hojo That would be Heaven to me. Knowing, for sure, that no animal has or is ever suffering. I just hope you are right, but I am incapable of believing you. I have to see for myself.

Have you done this yourself? Or just heard of someone who did it?

What the hell is wrong with you guys in this forum? Seems like you never suffered or experienced strong pain in your life. You live in a fantasy while minimizing pain, so you can feel safe. You won't forgive your killer, you will be in despair and misery. You will forget your awakenings, you will suffer like anyone else.

This guy used to charge $500 per hour to talk online with him. That's some bullshit right there. Edit. Maybe it was $250, but still...

Part of me feels the same. But what are you gonna do while you're still alive? At least try to enjoy what you have. Your pet if you have one, moments of appreciation for beauty, food, small things that you feel others don't have and would wish for... Your life could always be worse than it is, no matter what you say. You know it's true. By the way, if you try to hurt your body you will regret it immediately. Maybe you'll only see this if you have an accident and survive it. And especially if you were responsible for the accident by acting recklessly and stupidly.

I think you are naive and overestimating your progress. If tomorrow someone hurt you or someone you love, you'll change your attitude immediately. You won't see love in it, you will forget all your awakenings, you will be miserable, and you will suffer. So stop playing the cool kid.

I was gonna ask why is there only one way for God to do anything, but it's pointless. I hope one day I can truly understand this.

One more, from the movie Bruno. It's all real reactions from real people.

Sacha Baron Cohen is a fucking genius!

Knowing about this shit makes me want to die and disappear forever.

@Leo Gura I am with you until the end, whatever that is. I feel something deep and real, where no doubt can poison, and even though I'm fearful, broken in many ways and very imperfect I value Understanding just like you do. I love you Leo, and I hope one day we can be Together forever.