Anton Rogachevski

@F A B If you even ask such a question you are either depressed, or you are deeply within suffering. If you saw the "fantasy", which you so confidently talk about, you would be in awe on your knees crying. And so there is something to do! It's to stop suffering and have a blast! Cheers

@MM1988 By real I assume you mean "Is it worthwhile?" - To that I would totally say yes. Also it appears your expectations of "How is it gonna be?" might be a bit exaggerated. There's not gonna be a mystical light shining out of nowhere, spirituality is being very honest about your direct experience and not confusing stories for reality. You are welcome to read more if you like: https://antonsjournal.home.blog/2019/01/01/existence-explained/ Also spirituality is a "hoax": https://antonsjournal.home.blog/2019/01/13/the-meta-lesson-in-being-a-seeker/

Careful or the non-dual police will catch you both for using illegal concepts!

@ivankiss Thank you all for the contemplation. I would say that spirituality is about realizing you are dreaming, and personal development is about making the dream nicer. There's no other place to be. Cheers.

My amazing family bought me the LP course. What could be a better gift?

@Dodo Unless you have a fully integrated shadow, it's hidden from you in the subconscious mind. Upon deeper meditation, or psychedelics you will see it. There won't be any doubt. Are you 100% fear free? If not, the little fear you have, is the tip of the iceberg.

Going to groups of spiritual development and listening without judging.

So if you haven't seen darkness it's not there?

Thank you for your input dear friend, Please elaborate on how you came to that conclusion.

@Joseph Maynor I think our friend is right. The devil trancedends ego. It's pure darkness. The left hand of god.

This will not make sense without having a mystical experience. Keep researching deeper, and go on a journey to see this for yourself. Good luck fellow traveler! Cheers

Thank you for sharing dear Ivan. Totally resonate. Love that band, liked it especially when I was 16. Keep up the incredible content, Cheers.

First realise there are is no better "Authority" than your direct experience. Be connected to the actual at all times, and compare any belief that seems to contradict that. Cheers

Hello there! What you talk about is Unconditional Acceptance of what is. Meditation might help, but you need to keep being mindful of any resistance you have to what happens. Once you saw the resistance, be with it until it fades. The more you do it, the better you will be at this. And things will start to fly though you like nothing. Good luck man! Cheers.

Good luck on your quest! Your motivation is nobel, and I really hope you make it. Btw Leo's got about 10 videos about perspectives, totally check em out. Also watch his Spiral Dynamics miniseries.

It's all about your relationship with yourself. And it goes way deeper into the way you treat the devine nature in you. Wearing nice clothes says unconsciously: I respect your devinity, you are welcome here. It can be seen in temples in the way they are decorated and cleaned. Just take a look inside a catholic church. Your body is a temple.

@purerogue This might help your contemplation:

I suggest you to go deeper my friend. That's quite a rash assumtion about the nature of reality. How do you know?

" This is a gathering of Lovers. In this gathering there is no high, no low, no smart, no ignorant, no special assembly, no grand discourse, no proper schooling required. There is no master, no disciple. This gathering is more like a drunken party, full of tricksters, fools, mad men and mad women. This is a gathering of Lovers." Rumi

@SoonHei Very insightful. I can see you are excited about it, and it's pretty awesome! Keep posting your valuable insights. Cheers

In my last vision I saw that demons are actually fallen angels. Humans are angels who forgot their nature, and the deeper the darkness of unconsciousness the more demonic the Angel turns. Deeply ingrained destructive patterns of behavior are totally demons. My trip report where I had the vision. Cheers

@ivankiss You are loved dear Ivan! Wow! This goes very deep. I'm truly inspired my friend. Thank you for sharing and adding light and love to this community, I really appreciate that. Also it's a great exercise! Stop breathe and let it come back naturally. Simple and amazing pranayama! (It's actually similar to an exercise I used to do, and now neglected. So thank you for reminding me.) Cheers *saved for re read when I'm more alert.

The best video about tao would be a no-video. "The Tao that can be named is not the eternal tao. Check out my post about the nature of existence for a modern look upon Tao. Also good luck to you! Cheers.

Sounds like you are on a good path, Imporving your relationship with yourself. I resonate with a lot of what you talk about. It's hard to find friends that are also as serious with this work, people like you are actually very rare, which is good news, cause you are super evolved. I'm going to these groups, and even though they might not be really advanced (stage green), the sense of union and shared goal is healing the loneliness and allows me to learn about forming healthy realtionships (which I totally need.) Good luck on your path, Cheers.