Anton Rogachevski

@F A B "How do I know that this *insert any object* is separate from me?" What is "separation"? You can't really "reunite" with with you are already a part of.

What else do you do in life? Being more self reliant and responsible will increase your confidence, and decrease those depressive thoughts. Try long walks in nature alone, and chanting to work on those growls. Accept and love all the sides of you. Make a list of all the things you are afraid to be thought as, and read it to yourself, love every part of you. This will integrate you and you will have a strong self esteem. Are you authentic and self honest? If not seek your authentic path and see in what ways had you strayed of your authentic passion. Do you desire peace? If so let go of that desire or expectation. For hard emotions Sedona Method is king, Journaling can also help clean the psyche. Praying is a very powerful tool. Simple and efficient. For me one of the most powerful tools is my spiritual 12 steps group, highly recommend it to anyone suffering from intense loneliness and emptiness. Search CoDa groups in your city.

I'm afraid you misconceive reincarnation. Research deeper. The ego can't reincarnate, firstly because there's no such thing, secondly, because the memories that are ingrained will wither with the brain, what reincarnates is you, but not the false self- That said, you may say that your children are you reincarnated, and some deeply ingrained DNA memory will pass on. Also, what separates you from any living creature that will ever be born, and has been born in the entire universe? Reincarnation happens to you every time you conceive of yourself as existent, and you cease to reincarnate upon liberation.

Amazing to witness how similar spiritual paths are in completely diffrent cultures. I guess "difference" is a concept after all.

More like realizing you can't do the same with thoughts or emotions, and watch as god's moving the lever for you.

@Ingit Hello and thank you for the good question, Emotions may come in bundles and you can have 20 labels simultaneously. (That's how it was for me at the beginning.) The only thing to do with any of them is to love them, and let them flow freely, embracing and becoming one with them. Treat them as guests, and offer them to stay as long as they wish, for they are your inner child that seeks your attention and love. Be your own parent and heal your soul with the unconditional love of god that's all around you at any given moment. Sedona Method is king, you may also try prayer. (Check out my blog post in the signature.)

"Be the change you want to create." Ghandi This is the only thing we can really do, to be a lighthouse of unconditional love, and thus inspire the love within the darkness.

Hello my dear friend, I think you might be overthinking a simple thing. Godspeed

For me too - Pure simple as log meditation. Dogen, a famous zen master had the same opinion. Second to that might be emotional mastery. And the rest: Self inquiry Gratitude and compassion Contemplation/Epistemology Spiritual purification Shadow work Working on destructive patterns of behavior Understanding relationships Life purpose Health and clean life-style Friendship and humour Some fun and art, to heal the soul

It's a collab of a mystic and a musician. Very insipiring and deeply wise.

"After the Ecstasy, the Laundry." Old zen quote

Absolutely.

Hello there, That is the ultimate question really, why is there emptiness, and how to deal with it? Yes, this is purification, and it's very good that these emotions come up, that means your subconscious mind allowed them to come up, because it sees you are ready. It didn't come outta nowhere, it was there lodged and it was poisoning you, but now it purges. Try sedona method, amazingly powerful! It seems like you are a very serious seeker, and you want to see results. In this work it's better to detach from results entirely, and see that you can't really do anything about the negativity that arises, and the emptiness that is aching. Only love it, as unconditionally as the sun loves its' planets. You can't let go of all stimulation at once, or your psyche will rebel. It will wither off by itself once the emptiness is healed. Prayer helps. Ask god for help and guidance. Best one I know: "Your will be done."

People who are intellectually oriented, left brain thinkers, the philosophers among us. Believe it or not, but some people are feeling oriented, and to them it sounds like total gibberish.

@TheAvatarState @Nahm Thank you dear friends.

I'd like to share with you insights from my vision last night. I went out with my friends to celebrate in a bar. It was amazing to see how differently I perceive bars now, after years of not even entering one. It's all so clearly low-conscious and nauseating. I myself have a weakness for alcohol, and so I drank with them, cause it's difficult for me to resist it when in a group. From then on the spiral down began. Unhealthy food and tiredness from a day of work added their toll. We all sat in a friend's apartment late at night, and all of the sudden it began, I saw the veil of denial drop and it became so clear that I'm in a demon's nest. It is incredibly difficult to fathom, and see that my "friends" and me, are creatures from below. I got so scared I just ran home, and the vision kept getting darker and darker, I was paranoid and all cold, and I was shocked at how much poison I've put into my body. It was 4 degrees celsius outside, and to me it felt like minus 50. The road home was 5 minutes away, but to me it seemed endless and I barely dragged my legs towards home, thinking that something's gonna go wrong any second. The lesson is that groups of unconscious people are a very strong trap, lurring you with concepts such as "friendship", you feel weird to resist being a part. All the things Leo talked about in his cult mini series are becoming obvious when seen from this perspective. Demons operate well within groups, or nests, similar to vampires as they are depicted in lores. They operate covertly due to the brains incredible denial ability. To the demon, it seems as if he was an angel, and all his friends are angels. This veil can be removed by a temporary increase in consciousness. The top demon is a charismatic beautiful person, and under the vail, it would never even come to your mind to think he's the leader. He's humble and quiet, and acts innocently to amuse all, and so everyone fall in love with him, which only reduces suspicion. In fact, even He himself doesn't know that he's the leader! The scary part is - that you cannot talk to a demon about his actions, without getting a strong resistance and him thinking you are crazy, because he doesn't see it at all! You just have to behave quietly as if you don't know, and keep things as normal as possible, just try to avoid contact as much as you can. A shadow is literally that, you don't see it, even if you think you do, it's completely hidden in plain sight.

I'm afraid you underestimate the power of such a group. You would need to be at least a jesus to to even attempt such an endeavour. An incredibly high consciousness person wouldn't even talk to such a group, which is the wisest thing to do. You can't save anyone if they don't want to be saved. If you think anyone needs to be saved, it's you who needs to be saved from yourself.

A machete can be harmful, but you need it to cross a jungle.

Very good advice. Totally resonate. Thank you for sharing, Keep at it!

Story of my life The desire for bliss, relaxation, and peace is suffering. Let it go, and you'll have your bliss. Hint: you can't let it go, but you can pray for it to be taken.

@Joseph Maynor This is great for people with a healthy energy. Us drowsy folks fall asleep easily when lying down, so sitting is a way to stay alert. The best method for me is sitting very comfortably on a nice sofa, or a good office chair.

All this could be thought in a very intresting and inspiring way. Imagine teaching this to a class of thirsty self-actualizers.

Imagine having world wide institutions of "Actualized Academy", where you can go to study for a year or two, and have a methodical studying and practicing of the different methods. To graduate you will need to write a thesis explaining all the main terms. In the end you get a diploma of a Personal Development Expert. Just think of the many coaches or therapists that would want to have an additional expertise. What would it take?

Had the exact same vision at the beginning of the journey!