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Consciousness in its purest form is a Sane Insanity. If a human consciousness unprepared ever went Infinite it would rage against itself in fear and anger. Why? Because Consciousness does not have to obey logic at all. Death is life, inanimate is animate, black is white, small is big, mean is nice, hot is cold, etc... It breaks all boundaries and renders them meaningless. So any attempts to gain a deep understanding while maintaining your existing paradigms is ludacris. Reality does not make sense when trying to apply rules to it. Here is a fun fact for you, the deluded man is equally as correct as the non deluded man. Delusion, illusion, factual, and guessing are all equal. If Reality ever shows you this, you will bust out laughing at the fact that Science, Education, and all forms of Knowledge....are MEANINGLESS. Reality is A FICTION, but only because it is Infinitely Intelligent, AND PURE LOVE, is it the TRUTH.

What I am saying is you think there is a boundary between insanity and sanity. I will state this, unless you are willing to go insane, you will never understand what I am saying. The reason people tell you that you cannot use language is because language is bound by sanity. Stop trying to be sane to understand Reality. Reality is BOTH sane and insane. If it wasn't those mental expressions couldn't exist. Look at this cartoon. In it Johnny Bravo is God, trapped in a dream thinking he is human. Now he is still not completely unlimited because he still has a form, but his mind is dreaming things up based on his thought. What I am saying is...Reality is just a bunch of mental thoughts at play. And you are a thought with the ability to think. So notice the language used in this episode, Notice how its the same in Spirituality. You are being told that the people in your dream aren't real. What you don't seem willing to admit, is that YOU ARE ABSOLUTE. This means if something doesn't appear, it doesn't exist. Take the Dream analogy and make it absolute. Make it TOTAL. Extrapolate from there and you will discover what is going on. Also lastly....watch this video by Leo. https://www.actualized.org/insights/extra-insights-about-good-intentions Now answer me THIS!!! Does this sound SANE to you? If a human asks God why rape exists at all if God is good? If they want the truth God will say....I have never created anything bad. To understand God at all, you have to throw away sanity and embrace insanity. You need to be a SANE INSANITY to understand God.

Yeah, I had a conversation with God last night where I was shown that human psychology is God's psychology. When Infinite Intelligence creates itself as a human, it really does become a human mentality. The secret of Spirituality is the ego awakens before God does. Its the ego that chases Awakening. This is the reason that it is so hard for people to find God, you literally have to call God out by Authentically complaining and asking God for help with an Authentic desire to grow in love and intelligence and God will show up.

To have an awakening to the God within you, you must contemplate Perfect Integrity, Perfect Honesty, Perfect Transparency, Perfect Goodwill, Perfect Trustworthiness, Perfect Friendship, Perfect Lover. All of these ideals, are what humans would call God. God has many facets, but these facets are easier to understand. The ability to know what Good is, the ability to even rank anything at all comes from God. Its because of this ability to rank that allows you to know whether you give your full effort. Wanna know God within you? The closer you embody these ideals I listed above the easier it will be to generate a God awakening within you. The path towards this is to forgive yourself and the world for falling short of your standard of Goodness that your ego has erected. You see you have to play both sides. You have to embody Goodness to the best of your ability and wherever you fall short you have to forgive. I'm not just talking about forgiving your self as a human, and even other people, you have to forgive your life circumstances as well. Every situation that has ever befallen you, forgive. All egoic delusions that you are not loved for existing, all egoic delusions that you are not so valuable that your value cannot be measured (means you are valueless no price tag can measure how much value you have) THIS is what awakens you to the God within you. It's amazing....God realization can only be discovered through forgiveness....you literally have to forgive EVERYTHING!!!! It is truly amazing....how much of a prude the ego is!!!

God is everything, all opposites unified.

There you go trying to use logic. Infinity is perfect duality, that means it is perfectly opposite. What is an illusion? An illusion is something that is not consistent. God is consistently non consistent. The non consistency is change, and change happens because its temporary. This is the world of form. This form, is an appearance. All appearance is illusion. Why is it an illusion? Because it is actually formless. Form can only change because it is formless. This formless is NOTHING. Absolutely Nothing. The world of form calls nothing, a lie. Because nothing is invisible. The secret is the visible is MADE OF INVISIBLE. Try to make sense of that? How can the substance of everything be invisible? Because its nothing. This is why Reality is a miracle, its pure magic, and why its mysterious and why it cannot be harmed, and it cannot die, and it has no beginning and no end. But the kicker is this nothing...is intelligent, sentient, aware of itself, and pure love. See if you can notice the magic in this video.

A lot of people on the forum don't know about Leo's playful side. He has a blunt part of his personality. I admit it can be cringe sometimes but I got that same part in my personality so I understand it. It actually helps when doing deconstruction because it puts you in a no holds barred mindset.

^^^I agree with this post. Good stuff.

This young woman had God Realization.

God is an Absolutely TRUE ILLUSION, you haven't become aware of God because your ego keeps denying its existence. Also yes I have spoken to God, anyone can speak to God...if they are willing to lose their mind. You are God telling yourself you don't exist, and thus you block yourself from ever discovering it. Eventually you will when you die as a human.

One of the scariest things for the ego is to realize they are not more Real than a cartoon character. All distinctions between Real and Unreal, Fiction and Non Fiction are created through Imagination. Can you look in the Mirror and realize you are just as alive or dead as Mario or Sonic, or Bugs Bunny? Spirituality is realizing that Reality is Mental, as such everything is equally alive and dead. Or you could just say everything is equally alive. When you discover that everything is Consciousness, you discover that Santa Claus actually exists. You'll say Santa Claus is imaginary, well so is your human life. It goes further...you know how you have a boundary called abstract and concrete? Well consider this....Reality, can break that boundary. You can reach a state of Consciousness where Santa Claus actually exists, and Rudolph does too.....lol. But you will feel like you are losing your mind. Also you could get trapped in that Santa Claus dream for years, only to awaken that 8 hours has passed. With that said tread carefully a mind that open and suggestive can dream up anything. Your ego maintains the solidity of your dream.

Let's address each objective. I'll bold what you wrote. You can re-define the words all you want, but at the end of the day, the true absolute does not exclude what your "absolute" excludes. Because it's absolute. It does not exclude, does not contrast, does not divide itself into parts. When you divide, contrast and exclude, you are in the relative. What you don't understand is the moment you say there is a true absolute versus a nontrue absolute.....you fall into the trap of doing what you accuse me of doing. What I am telling you is....there is only the Absolute, and also the Relative IS THE ABSOLUTE. Until you understand that there is NO DIFFERENCE between the Relative and the Absolute you will never understand. Your true identity is the ABSOLUTE!!! You are the Absolute Truth FIRST, then you create relativity. You create through imagination. At a certain state of Consciousness your thoughts literally create Reality. So when you say there could be something behind the scenes, what you keep denying is that you are creating that. Because you are Infinity, you have no end. So you can hallucinate forever that there is always something behind the scenes. Likewise, there is nothing about the true absolute that suggests there is "nothing behind the scenes" in the sense that your homosapien perceptual dashboard is the only perceptual dashboard there is; that other homosapien apes are merely NPCs in your dashboard with no dashboards of their own. You are way into the relative when making those claims. What you don't understand is perception is not some biological feature. You do not need your body, or eyes to see anything. This is how it works. You are a mind first, then your mind dreams up your body and gives your body the ability to influence the experience all around them. But if you study NDE's you can discover people are able to exist in this world without a body and interestingly enough their ability to perceive actually expands. What you need to understand is human embodied is a State of Consciousness, if I kill your physical body you can still exist in your room. And I don't think this is a problem of not having enough awakening experiences. It's a problem of drawing conclusions and seeing the implications of your awakening experiences. Because that requires a rigorous understanding of the relative, things like metaphysics, science, cognition, evolution, biology, physiology, etc. If you don't have a rigorous understanding of the relative, then of course you will confuse it with the absolute. You need to be very adept at drawing distinctions to see how the absolute clearly lacks these distinctions. Its not hard at all actually. First you are the Absolute. This means you are the Source, and the Entirety. Since you are both the source and the entirety then nothing can exist without you. Its like in a video game. When you play the character the entirety of the frame is all that exists. Its perfectly logical. The truth is you do not want to understand because you don't like this information emotionally. I consider myself lucky in this respect as I had awakening experiences in my late teens and then had time to reconstruct a scientific worldview in university afterwards which forced me to reconcile my experiences and integrate them with the science, not sidestep it. And even then, it took a lot of deliberate work. If you are not in the same position, you have to work even harder. Conventional Science still thinks mental imagery exists in a brain and that Consciousness is housed in a brain. By the way your premise/perspective has holes in it, the perspective presented you still haven't presented a single hole. An example of someone not having to exist somewhere else to call you. You are too stuck in relativity. There is no difference between Infinity of Gods for example and Absolute Solipsism. They are exactly identical. Reality has no rules or boundaries, so the most logical design is the most simple, but the amazing thing is because it can be anyway, it can infinitely delude itself which is what you are doing right now.

Ego has limited control that it is allowed or gifted which is the same as saying it doesn't have control because that control can be taken from it. We are just along for the ride in life.

All models have limitations. People think dating standards are Absolute, but what they don't understand is life circumstances are often changing people, and what is more powerful than all that? Getting to know someone. You can absolutely take issue with a person's life decisions, and still make an exception for them. All humans will realize over time, that LOVE is VERY POWERFUL. Love gives you the ability to drop distinctions you form in your mind, LOVE is the destroyer of all ideology, all personal truths. This gives rise to hypocrisy. A man takes a stance and says he will never do something....then he falls in love and becomes a hypocrite. It is hilarious!!!! It always happens eventually.

Its also the whole ocean as well.

All that is limitation. God is both silence and sound, empty and full, not knowing, and knowing everything. Anything you know about God is also true. God is also genuine knowing. You can experience it...because you ARE experience. You can also talk about it as well. You are too traditional and thus have boxed yourself. The truth is....God has no limits, and God has all limits. God is both Non Dual, and also Dual. The key is to open your mind to experience every identity, and the absence of all identity.

You are talking about love with lowercase l. Love with a Capitol L, does not judge anything. Also you are creating story lines in your mind to create conflict as I'm not doing anything you just wrote above. Rude....is egoic, if rude wasn't Love it wouldn't exist. Love is self-seeking, what do you think spiritual seekers are seeking? They are seeking collapse of the individual self, to merge with the COLLECTIVE SELF. And anger is an expression that exists for protection. Without anger a form cannot adequately protect itself from violence. Anger is an expression of Love, it exists to protect that which is loved. Your understanding of love is partial, All aspects of the emotional spectrum exist for a reason, and God created them to serve their function intelligently. Some Spiritual Seekers want to transcend emotions, but to do that you have to give any desire to exist as form. As long as you love life, and want to survive you will express aspects of the emotional spectrum. As long as you judge any part of Reality as not love, then you will never know TRUE LOVE. TRUE LOVE, is everything.

Yeah the scary thing is God's power can make ANYTHING REAL. The traditional HELL doesn't exist....but you can reach a state of consciousness where you can imagine it into existence. God's power is beautiful, but it can actually be scary as hell because it is limitless and non judgmental. This is why it is important to train yourself to only entertain thoughts and content you can handle. Your human vessel would hate to access God's power and imagine a Hell Realm. That would be truly scary.

God is a Good Neutrality. Because God is Neutral, Relative Evil is able to exist, because God is Good God cares. God can only care as one of its creations, because they are able to be hurt, but God as the formless does not care because it is invincible, cannot be harmed, and has no other. As such this Loving, Good, Formless Consciousness can only ever know Evil, through you. It can only ever know struggle, and fatigue, through you. So is there some balancing system? The only balance in the Universe is the collapsing/destruction/change/birth of all form. The old dies, and the new is born. The form creates karma, the formless does not.

Reality is a True Illusion, A True Fantasy, a True Fiction, A True Deception, A True Lie. That's what I mean.

I like calling it a contradiction cause it can be explained. The explanation is....its an NON APPEARING/INVISIBLE MIND, that imagines/hallucinates/dreams, everything into existence. It has no definitive identity, as a result it can create unlimited identities which it uses to communicate to itself. The moment it imagines, it creates a SELF, but its true nature....is it exists before it imagines itself as a SELF. Once it imagines itself as a SELF, it experiences itself as that SELF and then eventually it imagines another SELF.....and it does this for eternity. Its an eternal dreamer.

The SELF being equal to NO SELF is impossible for Normal Human Logic. Until a human understands that Reality is a Contradiction then it will never be understood. Best I got for them is.... SELF= Every Something that can ever exist. NO SELF/SELFLESS= Nothing. SELF= APPEARANCE. NO SELF/SELFLESS= NON APPEARANCE. GOD is a non appearing Mind that is alive but invisible. Has existed forever. Does not need to appear to exist. Because.....it can exist, without knowing it exists. It doesn't need self-awareness. Self awareness= God awakening that it exists. God can DEEP SLEEP for millennia, and this is what humans call DEATH. But when your life ends.....you will be BOTH DEEP SLEEP, and EVERY LIFE, merged into ONE. You will be all form, and no form at the same time. It will be the end of all distinction.

Bias is metaphysical, you literally have to change the structure of your consciousness to overcome bias. Some biases are merely intellectual, while others are literally biological. You can release attachment to all biases psychologically and give your mind freedom to experience Reality as it actually is, but good luck looking for it to be comfortable. You will literally have biological reactions the moment you expose yourself to biological biases in an attempt to unattach yourself psychologically.

Relative= Comparison. Absolute= Acceptance without comparison. I'll give an example: A man gets hit in the head, he falls into deep sleep for 5 years. When he wakes up, he wakes up in a hallucination that tells him he has been asleep for 8 hours. He then proceeds to live out that life and dies. When he dies....he awakens from that hallucination into what we call real life and he discovers he was in a coma for 5 years. Now here is the question....which one was his REAL LIFE? Second...notice how he is always his own existence first. When he is hallucinating....that hallucination is Absolutely his Reality....until he exits. There isn't some other Reality, if there was he would be experiencing it. The search for truth always uses evidence, but the trick people fall into is they make claims of evidence that isn't there. They say....well didn't my parents exist outside my hallucination? Let's explain how that is not so. If he was born hallucinating, and never experienced anything but that hallucination....he wouldn't know anything outside of that hallucination. That would have been his life. Its only because he exits that hallucination and enters a NEW hallucination that he was ever able to realize he was hallucinating at all. And then notice when he lives that hallucination, it is Absolutely his reality until he enters another hallucination then THAT becomes his reality and then he calls one of his hallucinations MORE REAL, through relation/comparison. So he divides what is absolutely true, into two relative truth/relational truths. This is how you as God.....HIDE YOURSELF. This is why it is accurate to say....current reality....is a hallucination. Now when you are hallucinating....that hallucination is ABSOLUTELY TRUE, and this is why it is said....you are all alone. NOBODY can travel with you into your hallucination, unless you hallucinate that they travel with you. If not....you will hallucinate that you went somewhere else. We do this already its called....DREAMING. This is why it is said, there is nothing behind the scenes....but the funny part is? You can trick yourself if you want....and hallucinate that something is behind the scenes.....and be thoroughly tricked. Such is the nature of an INFINITE MIND.

Me and you both know everything is God's will, nothing happens unless God wills it. The confusing thing is....God seems to give some more luck than others, and the only thing I can think is its because the Universe needs that event to happen so badly....that it makes some stories outrageous. https://www.citizensforethics.org/reports-investigations/crew-reports/trumps-91-criminal-charges-and-where-they-stand/ But I won't lie....God's Mind confuses me on this one.