Razard86

I just had another awakening, this awakening revealed to me the true identity of what the ego is. Your ego is your desire to survive, it is the strongest part of you, and it is completely innocent. The ego= PURE INNOCENCE. All it wants to do is survive, all it wants to do is live. Your ego= Your determination, Your never say die, it is the fight within you to overcome all obstacles.

There is no mistaken perception, the ego is dysfunctional. It functions exactly as it does, is not at odds with what I said. When a baby is taking its first steps those steps are dysfunctional, which means they do not function in the manner they are supposed to, but at the same time it functions exactly as it does because the baby has to pass through dysfunctionality before it can become functional. I'm really getting tired of you all trying to correct something that doesn't need to be corrected. Again, seek to understand before you seek to correct. The ego is dysfunctional this is why it has to go through a DEVELOPMENTAL PROCESS to achieve proper functionality. Also stop this ego transcendence talk, AGAIN you do not transcend the ego because the ego is ESSENTIAL to the human experience. As long as you reside in the human form you will have an EGO. The EGO is your psychological story, but it is more than just that, it is also the totality of all lived experience you have gone through in your current human form. For you to lose your ego, you would have to completely forget the entire human story. The point of awakening is to realize your true identity as the I AM, but that does not erase the egoic identity or the story that is attached to it.

I recently went to a Christian Church, and I felt a genuine connection. Even though the Churches do not hold a non-distorted version of truth they are authentically searching on how to be more loving. It was fun, to be around people who have a desire to come together and worship and sing about love.

What many of you don't understand is without evil, Goodness doesn't even make sense. Can't have comedy without evil, can't have criticism without evil. Without evil....there is no story no trial nothing....Evil is literally the driver of the story and without it there is nothing to overcome. Only an unintelligent creator would get rid of evil in life.

No offense to her, but what she wrote was umm plainly obvious. Jesus himself said this. https://biblehub.com/john/10-34.htm What Jesus was saying, is once you have awakened to your ONENESS with God which is Life/Death/ Experience/Consciousness/Reality/Infinity/Love/Beauty/Intelligence/ Etc. then you have attained Christ. When Jesus calls himself the only begotten Son he is saying you awaken to yourself as the Son/Daughter of God when you attain Oneness. A good definition of Love, is Unfiltered Unity. When you awaken to Oneness with Totality, You achieve the trinity also gender has nothing to do with humans, gender is poetic description of how the Absolute Manifests itself or expresses itself in Creation. So Bernadette has biases she needs to clear up to properly understand what Gender is. The Trinity is this. The Holy Spirit is the Feminine Expression. The Father is the Masculine Expression. And the Son is the Awakened Human who has properly united their inner feminine and masculine aspects and have become a purified vessel in which the Absolute can flow through without distortion. St. Germain understood this too. https://www.goodreads.com/author/quotes/7451986.Comte_de_Saint_Germain

1. You are the one who is ignorant. Ask questions to gain understanding your new here and talking like you know something. 2. You questioned my own purpose...if I give my purpose to be something then that is my purpose. 3. Learn to actually gain understanding before you respond, you have revealed yourself to be a non listening sanctimonious, parroting preachy user. You trying to teach me something I already know, and instead of actually trying to figure out what I am saying you try to tell me what I am saying. This is why new users annoy me, because yall take one post a person says and instead of reading their other posts to gain understanding you take one post, and with limited understanding projectile vomit all of your assumptions. The hide and seek is a poetic way of saying that God likes to surprise itself. But because you are a close-minded biased user you take that one saying and demonize it. Look at you, you have much to learn.

Man yall project too much, spiritual ego? LOL yall are the ones creating stuff. 1. Spirituality has this fear of the ego which makes me laugh. The ego is not evil AGAIN, it is dysfunctional but its not evil. 2. The Ego's purpose is to understand the individual perspective, and then awaken to the Union of the ABSOLUTE, TOTALITY. Without an ego, THERE IS NO AWAKENING!!! Without an ego, there is no individual conscious experience and nothing to wake up too. So all this demonization at a certain point in your maturity you need to let this demonization, this self-hatred you have, GO. It's a barrier!!! I keep telling you all on these forums let that egoic self-hatred go.

Social Standards only matter if you want them to matter. Also consider this, in a world of competition not everyone who works hard wins by result. Winning is not about results, it never has and never will be. Winning, is effort, and consistent concentration. Winning is relinquishing comparison with others and only comparing yourself to individuated self. If you can wake up everyday with renewed strength to channel in a specific direction on a daily basis, then you are WINNING. THIS IS THE SECRET!!!

Devils only tempt you, and torture you when you allow their temptations to manifest into actions against an other. But demons are also angels of light that will lead you to salvation, which is just redemption of the Self and an awakening to what the Self is. The Scriptures that only reveal devils as only the shadow and the darkness but withold away its light is an incomplete teaching and a bastardation of how evil/darkness actually works. Darkness/evil is always in service to GOODNESS whether it realizes it or not.

You'd be surprised how watching your content while tripping actually helps.

Solipsism is one aspect of reality. It's also absolutely true. Absolute Solipsism says there is only one self. Alone= All One. The other half of reality is the all is relatively different. So it's both the same and different at the same time. When talking about Spirituality if you do not accept paradox you will not make any progress. All logic is limitation, paradox is the lack of limits. Paradox is unreality, reality is the lack of paradox. What we call Reality with a capital R fuses these two aspects. Most of humanity is still asleep in lowercase reality. Lowercase reality is the pain, physical emotional world of survival, unreality is the mystical, uncausal, unbound spontaneous world. Once you fully awaken to this other side you are now aware you are in a dream.

I have had a desire to hear more feminine perspectives. Here is a woman who gives a unique take on free will fate and destiny. Pretty interesting perspective

@tuku747 I'll say this...talk is cheap. Anybody can claim this, but have you personally tested this to its ultimate limits? Have you been homeless? Have you been put in positions that pushed your survival to its breaking point? How far have you travelled with Death as a companion?

One of the issues with lying is it has more dire consequences than you realize. Why? Lying is the purposefully, willful distortion of factual information. Or you can just say your own personal truth. Now here is something many of you may not realize....your mind is a patterned, conditioned aspect of how you express yourself. If you lie too much a couple things can result from doing this over the years and I know this through dealing with people who lie a lot over the years. 1. People who lie a lot suffer with memory problems. They either don't remember things well, or when they do recall things they recall it with MANY distortions. 2. Lying creates a deep seated bias between you and others and makes it hard for you to both enjoy life and enjoy the company of others genuinely. So if you wanted an intelligent reason why you should aim to be more honest is your memory will be more consistent, your ability to connect to others improves, and you can enjoy life more. This is why when you deal with people who lie...you need to realize....if you lie enough you can brainwash yourself into believing your own lies. Many liars believe they are keeping it real and are outspoken truth tellers, an extreme version of this would be Donald Trump. Don't doubt for a second that from his perspective...he believes he is one of the most honest people.

The Cheetah and Peregrine Falcon. Not sure I have shared this before if I have forgive my memory.

You want to experience horror? If you want to experience horror watch his video on impermanence while tripping. This is Leo's most judgmental video. If you can trip and watch this entire video and make it through, then you have some strong self-love. Don't listen to people telling you to listen to chill music, you can do that while sober. Use psychedelics to test your love for yourself. Can you be told you are a devil repeatedly by someone you admire while tripping? What I noticed is this work can help you develop emotional fortitude so if you are interested in raising your ability to be judged and take it in stride do what I suggest here.

There are states of consciousness you can reach, where you will completely understand that Spirituality is the biggest threat to Modern Day Society. Governments and the construction of society is done with a level of intelligence that it will make perfect sense why things are exactly how they need to be right now. Spirituality should only be done when a person is at a certain level of development. It is the MOST DANGEROUS THING YOU CAN PURSUE. There is nothing more radical than true spirituality. NOTHING on the planet compares. So if you want to bring others into spirituality....be ready to be there if they suffer a mental breakdown and if they hate you for life. The love of God, infinity, is ridiculous, and radical. The Love of God= Death. Spirituality is about confronting death directly. So think of authentic Spirituality...similar to going into a war zone. You are engaging in self-sacrifice. Some of the best practices to reach high states of consciousness are things like starvation, sensory deprivation, the original baptism (holding someone down under water until they almost drown), etc. I really want people to understand Spirituality....is dangerous as all hell.

You experience being all alone already. If you go in your room you are alone. When you get into arguments with others and feel misunderstood you experience being alone. To be alone is to feel disconnected. This is why many have said I was in a crowd and felt alone. Or why many have said on long-term relationships they feel ALONE in the relationship. So you are just brainwashing yourself into predicting what the experience is going to be like as a defense mechanism. It's fine you don't have to go through with it, just know your mind has an infinite capacity to predict what might happen, just know ....it is often motivated by fear. Fear is the greatest obstacle to you discovering the truth of what you are. Is it worth it? Absolutely. Is the journey terrifying as all hell, ABSOLUTELY. So ask yourself...do you wanna find out now or at the end of your mortal body's existence. Because you will face yourself eventually.

I don't even think luck exists anymore. I've tested certain things and life seems to plan and organize each life process while allowing some wiggle room. Basically what I am realizing is that video you did on how your mind is running your life is so crazy on how true it is its scary. Literally...your mind can change outcomes in your life, change events in your life and force certain things to be experienced. So we have taught that God doesn't use force but that would be to put a limitation on God so I recently learned that God uses force but on behalf of you. Its confusing but I'll explain. So your mind is deep tapestry as you have said in the past but its a deep tapestry of desires to experience and grow in conscious awareness. As a result you have many competing interests and your mind's job is to figure out how to give you all the experiences you desire to raise your consciousness in a way that you can handle. One of the ways it does this is through manipulating your ability to experience pain, but not just that it also alters your visual experience to protect you from visual bias. My recent research into Spirituality concluded that the strongest bias in the human condition is visual bias. When someone stabs you for instance you suffer more pain in the seeing visual expressions of damage versus the actual sensory experience. In fact the cause of trauma is from the visual experience more so than how it felt physically. Why? Because there is a deep emotional attachment to the visual component especially when it comes to your body. The largest part of our selfishness comes from a desire to maintain visual appearances. You can see that be expressed by how we have built and maintained social order everything is about keeping up with the visual appearance over the actual substance.

This teaching needs to be updated. Evil and Good are only aspects of lower states of consciousness. The reason that the absolute does not know what evil is, is a result of the state of consciousness of the Absolute. At that level evil cannot even be experienced. For evil to exist as an experience your consciousness has to be sufficiently lowered for you to even know evil. Basically its impossible for God to be evil, because evil can only exist when resistance to what is happens which can only happen at states of consciousness where pain and suffering can exist.

He is both right and wrong in what he says. Drugs alter experience, the easiest way to learn or awaken to something is to create a change in experience!!! For example...you won't know what sex is, until you have a front view personal eye to eye experience of it!!! That experience WILL create a state change, and thus will create a sexual enlightenment which is you waking up to what sex ACTUALLY is and not what you have been told. I love Peter Ralston but he is splitting hairs!!! Drugs DO wake up up, also....your entire body is a DRUG FACTORY!!!! Sex is a drug....it causes your body to release specific compounds which create a specific sensual experience. Psychedelics....are no different than they cause your body to release specific compounds that will alter your reality. Notice how Leo never said take them alone, he tells you to first deconstruct your mind and use them as a TOOL!!!! When used in conjunction with Spiritual Practices....THERE IS NOTHING MORE POWERFUL THAN PSYCHEDELICS!!! NOTHING!!!! Anyone who disputes this doesn't even understand what Psychedelics are doing. Psychedelics tell your body....that it is dying...and you basically simulate what death will be for you. One of the things that Leo tells you is to test Reality's bluff. Reality tells you from your first memory of your childhood that you can die. Psychedelics are one of the many ways you can test this concept and discover what death is!!! How far has Peter Ralston tested and exposed himself to death?

Nice!!! Cheetah for the win!!!! Maybe go be a Yogi. You know how you think Sadhguru is a fraud.....lol go test out what a Yogi like him had to do with snakes.

I haven't slept in 4 days. Yogananda said Spirituality can get rid of your need for sleep. We'll see as it is now day 4 of me not needing sleep. I already confirmed and this will blow your mind....you don't need food either. I survived for several days perfectly fine without food, now with that said....it was detrimental to my body. Your body needs that....but as you know...you aren't your body. Think of your body like a vehicle. With that said, I would still recommend eating sleeping to keep the body healthy.

The purpose of psychedelics is to awaken you to your true nature. If you use it over and over it can get rid of the fear, but it could also create a new fear. Some are not ready to accept their true nature and what it means. Awakening to your true nature is DEATH. It is the death of the fantasy of what you thought was true. So be careful with this unless you are ready to accept your nature.

I already had awakenings into my true nature but sometimes because of the doubts from it being too good to be true cause some more awakenings to happen soberly. For me personally the use of drugs in Spirituality was for me to unlock higher levels of consciousness in my lived baseline experience. So I closed my eyes just now and realized I had no identity and then smiled and realized that I awoke that the ABSOLUTE is looking through my eyes. Sure I already knew it, but the reconfirmation is fun to experience. Sometimes you like to reconfirm what you already know to be true. It is a privilege to awaken that the ABSOLUTE TRUTH is looking through your eyes, its beautiful because it proves you are ABSOLUTE INNOCENCE!!! You have never been guilty, guilt is a concept that can only exist in an unawakened mind. The Absolute is always pure perfection, and all actions and consequences are pure perfection manifesting at all times. There are no mistakes, only experiences to go through, it is both preordained and not at the same time. The preordained= Each action is part of a sequence you have constructed to experience some aspect of your character expression. The lack of preordination which leaves room for things such as doubt, hesitation, and fear to modulate your experience and cause you to run or resist your said manifestation is also part of your masterful design. Like a hero on the run from his mission that he believes is too much for him to bear, you allow ignorance and mass confusion on what you should be doing in the moment to take effect so you can experience true authenticity. This is why life is truth, you aren't faking your expression, you are AUTHENTICALLY YOU. If you understood how much work goes into constructing the particular character expression that is you through all your adversities and triumphs you express perfect honesty of who you are in each moment at all times. You don't understand how masterful it is. An actor would struggle to imitate you with the same perfect authenticity that you portray yourself with each day. This is why you are a walking masterful miracle. All of creation expresses authentically at all times, this is why it is all ABSOLUTELY TRUE!!! Oneness= TRUTH. Because it is all that is, it cannot lie to itself, every experience is actually true, even lies. So this is why you are the ABSOLUTE and will always be ABSOLUTELY TRUE, you actually cannot be untrue, you need to fool yourself to believe yourself to be untrue. Its so beautiful!!!