Razard86

While you playing I don't think that is outside the realm of possibility.

You will understand in the end, and then you will laugh at why did you question anything to begin with. Don't worry eventually your answers will be given. Live life for now, and look forward to it, understand you will have to answer for every question you ever asked. Don't worry you will get the answers you seek and it will be a harrowing journey that will culminate in completeness and then you will understand the totality of your life. That is God's grace, that every life gets to understand the importance of its existence and design/self-expression.

You might have a biological disorder that creates suffering. What is it that makes you suffer daily. Are you hearing voices, are you experiencing negative thought cycles, or is it constant physical pain?

Simply beautiful.

Glad you liked it, I find some nifty tunes every now and then.

Lol at the stuff you said and to the bold part....you could....you definitely could. It could also increase too.

One day you will know how wonderful life is, I hope you learn it quickly.

I'm both glad and disheartened you know this to be true. Sorry if I offended, I've just been humbled recently so I want everyone to know we all need the benefit of the doubt because we are all trying our best from our own perspective. Hope all is well, today was a good day for me and yes survival is brutal.

lol never change you always respond with links so funny I love it.

Thanks for sharing, I've dealt with this recently the best advice I can give is first recognize you are stronger than you realize, seriously this isn't a joke. Notice when you felt the social anxiety, nothing actually happened to you outside of that crippling fear. That fear is tied to instructions in your mind to protect you from a possibility, possible scenario that COULD happen. But notice....nothing happened. So what you will have to do is keep putting yourself in environments that create that fear and watch those emotions arise and nothing happen. It's easier said than done, but the experience will teach you that we create emergencies....prior to the emergency. It's a defense mechanism that sometimes overworks itself. Also if you can try to stay away from drugs as they can alter the functionality of your mind/body and distort your reality in a way that can confuse you.

Was with you before you said this. Be careful of your assumptions, life may educate you that survival is not as simple as you think. Understand you are one bad chain of events from losing everything, and I mean everything. Someone could spread a rumour about you, a new executive could be brought in to clean house, a drunk driver could hit you, your car could malfunction, you could trip down the stairs, not saying this to sound negative but some people had those bad chain of events and would look at what I bolded and tell you to your face your full of it. Everyday we have what we need is a blessing. Also inflation alone would destroy your argument.

I've been punched hard enough does that count?

Memory is all inclusive. One of my trip experiences I had was I literally got the privilege of feeling my entire life as a sensory experience, the huge sensory experience, like a cocktail on a shelf and it filled me with so much tears I literally almost chocked/suffocated to death. Your life is the most valuable thing you have. You have no clue how valuable. It is so valuable that if God gave it to you again no matter how bad some parts were you would choose to have it no other way. The will you exert in every moment to fight and claw and grasp what you want and desire is so precious, so beautiful, it reveals the preciousness that is priceless beyond all measure. Wassup how's it hanging? I know I have not come across anything else like my experience before. No clue, I'm ridiculously sensitive it's why I will never take another drug/substance as much as possible (outside of occasional medicine). Why? Because once you deconstruct reality....it stays open and I have chosen to shut the door. I saw and gleaned all I needed to too. At the perishment of my body I'll return to totality. But my trip was one for the ages, got into a fight with a 300lb man and suffered no physically visible damage but let's say he punched me so hard I think I suffered an undiagnosed concussion. Spirituality makes you super human, but if you go far enough in it, you stop understanding what it means to be human and you can lose your connection to your humanity. At a certain point I forgot how to cry and express emotions and became as indifferent as a robot. I'm not saying any of this as bragging, think of this as a warning. Spirituality is the most dangerous pursuit you can do, I also jail breaked my mind and unlocked a Super Intelligence, let's say I've since started reverse engineering this process. At that level you will struggle to communicate and enjoy human interaction. Life as a human is so precious and I got to experience that by losing my touch with it. Also I got to experience the power of Jesus. I'm not saying I became him, but I called out to him when things got too insane and things just started fixing themselves on autopilot. So God uses Jesus as a source of calm within the storm. This is just my direct experience though, as they say....your experience can vary.

Love so many time I thought I knew ya Forever change is what ya showed me, even though I thought I knew you Love so many ways you twist and you turn such greater depths for me to learn, the deeper I get new fear I earn Striving to release the pain that comes Ohh I never knew Love could be so heavy, Love could be pain, Love could be dark and sinister, Love could laugh at me. I grew up only being taught one side, who knew what some call evil is love in disguise, Love is hopeful, Love is forgiving, Love is tough when times are weak, Love is strong when times are hard, Love is unplanned with a plan in hand, Love is lost and found again, over and over again displaying ever newly. Inspired partially by this spirit of this song.

Whatever you allow yourself/are allowed to remember. You can have a direct experience right now, and have it completely wiped from memory, only to rediscover later on what you experienced. This shit gets heavy lol. So it is whatever you are allowed to remember because without memory there is no direct experience. But even that can be co-opted because you can forget and remember an experience you never had and that can become your new direct experience.

Otherness is not a trick. Oneness is not limited to a lack of Otherness. Oneness is all inclusive.

The Spiritual Process is Taking Ownership and not allowing your thoughts, and emotions to control you. The Ego is an addiction. You are a love addict, and you desire to be the Ego. All the Spiritual Practice is...is your therapy to break your addiction. The only thing I disagree with Sadhguru on....some people don't like mangos!!! LOL.

Javfly33 there is thought in power, its just you are so powerful that your power can't be found.....cause your it!!! Its like a nuclear explosion that already exploded and is looking for evidence. The proof of YO POWER is ALL AROUND YOU!!!

The definition of a joke is a lie that is true that you can only understand if you have lived through it. Hence the term inside joke, you can only understand if you been there before. This is why Life is a Cosmic Joke you can only understand if you lived through it!!! Think of Jokes as a Funny Movie Review. God makes life hard so it can laugh at itself. LOL Pain is the birth of comedy!!!

Leo Gura said that Donald Trump is the Greatest Con Man Ever....I don't know man Billy Graham fooled majority of the world into thinking they weren't God. He got all them praying to a figment of their imagination for help. When you can trick God into thinking his own creation is greater than him.....now that....that is a master at trickery right there!!!! Take a bow Billy Graham!!! The greatest con man ever!!!

God drops itself into the unknown, which is darkness. God must navigate this unknown without knowing what to do. God tests its knowledge of what is good by lying to itself and saying that knowledge is the path to Goodness. But the truth is, the path to Goodness is feeling good which God learns through sex and video games. Mankind was only able to survive because God gave Man a ridiculous power called a sex drive. This allows men to put up with women who they never listen to all because they want to have sex with them. Then God created video games for men. Men want to play games where they feel like they are in control of their fate because many men feel like circumstances don't go there way and as such will only feel compelled to give their best when they feel like they have a fair shot. Video games represents Man's desire to feel like the hero in ever story who has a fair chance at exceeding the odds and coming out on top. The problem is.... man is God and God is a perfectionist. The same things that make man feel powerful in a video game is the same things that make God feel good period. So when man tries to be as powerful in what he deems real life as he does in a video game you have what we call evil. Man will do some crazy things in order to feel powerful, in order to feel like the ultimate authority. Why? Because Man is God in disguise. So how does God figure out how to wield authority? Through experiencing weakness for so long, which is pain. What is pain? Pain is the opposite of feeling like God, pain is feeling like a mortal. It's how you felt when you were a child, and what a woman feels giving birth to a child, and putting up with the job of having to stroke a man's ego which is his desire to feel powerful and in control. Through the pain of limitation God understands that the ultimate hero knows how to deal with pain with the power of feeling good. Good deeds, kind words, they go a long way, more than you know. Even lying has its benefits, its called toxic positivity. God is crazy, God is toxically positive which is why life has so much misery. God loves to challenge itself in the craziest ways and sees if it can stay positive know matter what happens. THIS IS THE STORY OF GOD!!! Isn't it funny? God is like....why feel good for free? When I CAN WORK FOR IT!!!!!!! But God knew it needed to find a way TO FEEL TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE which is God's true definition. So God made it that you will only discover you are God, The Ultimate Authority, when you constantly work to feel good for so long, you discover you don't have to work to feel good. You will realize that God doesn't need validation, as such God is willing to spread Goodness absolutely for free, because to truly be God is to spread goodness for free...all for eternity. So God creates other for this very purpose....I am that which spreads good feelings for NO DAMN REASON! I WILL ENDEAVOR TO MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD, by being toxically positive FOREVER!!! NO JUDGMENT FOR YOU!!!!!! To be God as a human is to be toxically positive, that is perfect balance, THAT is HOW YOU DEFEAT EVIL!!!! WITH TOXIC POSITIVITY!!!!! This is why all good feelings are toxic!!! Sweets, sugar, etc. do it too much it will kill you!!! Infinite Love is death, to know God is to be ready to face death head on!!!! This song, this picture, these words tell the story of God!!!!

There are two parts two truth. The Masculine believes Truth is observation and bare facts. Basically a report and analysis of what happened. Problem is...you cannot analyze anything without feeling. A man would say no that isn't right!!! To which you would reply so how do you determine what is right? If he's honest he will respond if it FEELS RIGHT. So the other half of truth is how you feel about something. If you want to properly understand something, remove all bias so you have a clear report of what actually happened, then after considering all perspectives pick which perspective feels right to you. Now you have an honest assessment from your point of view. Want an even greater understanding? Seek to remove all bias possible, the more bias you can remove the more dots you can connect and the greater understanding through feeling you will get. If you deny feelings you are denying your humanity and denying that you even have a perspective because a robot does not have a perspective because all perspectives are rooted in feelings. Don't even try to talk about how robots can come to conclusions, humans input a goal into every robot they code and that goal is a bias. This means secretly humans have corrupted robots with their selfishness by inputting goals which is the same as inputting feelings. By this definition alone...you could argue...robots are alive. LOL.

Truth and Fantasy are the same. If you haven't solved this riddle you have a long way to go. Stop creating dualities, the only lie is that the truth and the lie are not ONE. Everything you hate= bad and to you it is falsehood. This means you believe in evil and thus you believe in falsehood. Falsehood=that which does not exist. YOU ARE GOD. Therefore if you say it doesn't exist it doesn't exist. So think about it...if you say a lie exists...then a lie= truth because the truth is what exists!! So lies and truths are ONE AND THE SAME and that is why it is so hard to understand what is a lie or the truth...because what is a lie and is what is true is based on FEELINGS. The only way to see the truth...is to be indifferent to everything. But you can't because if you are indifferent to everything...you can't form an opinion. This is why the Spiritual Path is to first understand meaning, then drop all meaning and understand the lack of it. This is how you discover the TRUTH of what you are!!!

Through Jesus Christ and Billy Graham. At least in this dream anyway!!!

God's love is strange, its unknown because its indiscriminate. What we call Alien= Strange/Unknown So God's Love is Alien. Humans are actually aliens who forgot they were aliens by constructing an identity called human which claims they are evil. When you awaken to yourself as God you discover that humans are actually aliens and that they naturally are born indiscriminate and are taught discrimination which is referenced as the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil. So humans are born alien and taught to be human. This is the truth of Alien Love, Alien Awakening!!!