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This is NORMAL. Stop allowing your ego to create paranoid stories. Unless there is extreme pain you are fine. On the spiritual journey your energy will start to be aligned. This alignment is the process of your ego eventually being cracked so your Consciousness can expand and is a process. Right now. your energy and sense of self is still housed within the egoic identity of your body. Your journey is controlled by your Will. If you resist this process with fear and ignorance you will suffer. Many of you do not understand that the materialist paradigm fills you with so much unwarranted fear. YOU ARE GOD. What are you fearing? You have no idea how wrong the materialist paradigm is. That error is so large...that if you are not careful you could permanently change your baseline to an entirely different reality....one that contradicts everything you ever knew or understood as your life. This is not a game....and in another sense...it is.

1. You have no idea how smart you are. 2. You have no idea how powerful you are. 3. If you go deep enough you can literally break reality. What does that mean? You won't be able to hold this reality together? Why? This reality is held together by two things, attachment, and ignorance. If you release attachment....which is the most dangerous then you won't have anything tethering you to your human dream. After that....once the veil of denial is overcome...your reality will collapse and this dream will be no more. Everyone complaining in this thread has NO IDEA how much they love being human. You are in such denial it is hilarious!!! How do we know you love being human....your still dreaming your human life. THAT IS HOW WE KNOW. If you didn't love being human right now....you would have already found a way....to collapse this human dream and you would no longer be dreaming your current human life. Your WILL is ridiculously powerful, many of you do not realize that you are WILLIFULLY IGNORANT. You heard that right.

The Path to Awakening is Honesty. I will give examples so you can understand. To learn something you need to be honest. You have to remember something exactly to learn it. If your memory is faulty you will not remember it, and if you lie to yourself about what you do and do not know then you will delude yourself and lack the proper knowledge. You learn through observation, you learn through contemplation. This observation must be in silence and this contemplation must be honest. No assumptions, no adding what wasn't experienced. The problem is, many devote their life to lies and deception and create an Ego that is so dishonest, and tricky they will never escape out of the prison of their ego. You see the complexity of your ego is designed by how HONEST you are. If you construct an ego out of a love for truth then the path to permanent awakening won't be as complicated. But if your ego was conflict oriented, and completely reliant on gaining and amassing as much power and influence and control, then your ability to awaken will be hard-pressed. Why? Because to awaken for you, you will have to drop everything you spent your entire life to attain...which is a desire to control. You see awakening is not just some feeling like you are everyone...it goes deeper than that. What would you say to a permanent dissolution so deep....that you are literally RAW EXPERIENCE. Your ego divides up reality into categories that creates resistance. For example...if you judge smells as BAD, then your ability to live from a baseline experience of pure RAW EXPERIENCE is prevented by that judgment. Literarily any judgment/resistance is you communicating NOT ME. Now your bubble of reality is a self-communicating field. All awakening/enlightenment is prevented by your JUDGMENTS. It is why I said it is NOT GENETICS this is falsehood. Your created your life through falsehood, and then erased your memory of this, this means you LIED to yourself. So the only way to navigate this journey is through love for the truth which is honesty. Perfect Self-Love is Perfect Honesty, which is perfect acceptance of what is happening. All pain...is just the resistance of the metaphysical cage of the ego. This cage is a maze, an intricate maze/web of lies that you construct to live as an individual identity. As you melt this cage...your sense of self spills out and your experience starts to change. Everything feels closer, deeper, more intimate. This is why the term DIRECT is often used. But the deeper you go...you will stop feeling human and will start to feel like RAW EXPERIENCE. This will create fear of insanity or losing ground. This fear...is falsehood. All that is happening is you are changing your experience from that of a human...to literally life with no barriers. Can you go all the way? Can you be absolutely self-less as a baseline? Up to you...

Read this article and notice...the subtle influence of mysticism...slowly seeping into this discussion... https://www.heathercaliri.com/im-autistic-and-autism-doesnt-exist/

If you didn't know you existed...you couldn't state what you stated, you couldn't even know about the void. Think about that one. I've been to the void...I knew I existed.

Everyone on the forums...seeks a response when they type a message. Nothing wrong with seeking, to seek is to communicate. You cannot stop seeking. Stop creating new experiences, stop communicating, just be an empty void for eternity with no more illusionary Universes and lives to live. Too bad that won't happen because you are INFINITY you will seek for eternity. It's why waking up is NOT the end of seeking, it's becoming aware why you constructed everything to begin with. A creator seeks to create and that is your true identity.

Many people try to push Kobe Bryant as some uncaring, ultra-maniac. But he knew how to be respectful and caring too.

There was never duality to begin with.

Baseline Enlightenment is not a complicated thing at all. Stare at reality, put your attention on your heart, then conjure up feelings of thanks, appreciation, gratefulness, do this until it feels like your heart has exploded and you will shatter the boundary and will access the Absolute. How does one become this appreciative? Live a life of integrity, and love. When you live a life this way, you raise your ability to access the love and intelligence that you are. Over time that investment will pay off and eventually you will be led towards an awakening. That awakening will be permanent, baseline if you desire to live from that state.

Oh he has...he got 2 videos about this. This is the love I admittedly struggle with. Pain is the experience of weakness/strength lol.

I agree I have met some people like that as well. Outside of something like 5-Meo I don't think most will understand what he is pointing to in his talks.

That part is going to come back to bite you. There is a time and place for ruthlessness in extreme circumstances...but in this modern age...ruthlessness is in general unnecessary. If you are taking advice from Tate on being more ruthless you are asking for a life of blind ignorance as you ruthlessly manipulate others and then deny that you did so. Your choice...but something to think about.

Good Interview, Martin Ball verifies what I have stated previously. The key to having a breakthrough non-dual experience is about opening your heart. The more you can raise your level of love....that is the key.

You are God. The only thing that holds you back is the little you's attachment. If you have an authentic desire for LOVE, and TRUTH YOU WILL AWAKEN 100 percent guaranteed. But do you? Many enter this work out of curiosity, and some out of a desire to transcend suffering. Nothing wrong with that but these motivations WILL NOT lead you all the way. In fact many people with these issues/attachments do end up having a mystical experience and start having a Messiah Complex. So be careful with that.

Just so everyone knows....every human that ever lived is Jesus Christ. Please don't go falling for the b.s. on this thread. John 10:34-38 KJV Jesus answered them, Is it not written in your law, I said, Ye are gods? If he called them gods, unto whom the word of God came, and the scripture cannot be broken; say ye of him, whom the Father hath sanctified, and sent into the world, Thou blasphemest; because I said, I am the Son of God?

You keep thinking like the character, you need to think like a creator. When you write a story, if the character always lived in bliss...there is no story. If you started up Netflix and there was a story of a guy who always had from his perspective favorable outcomes and never any adversity...would you watch it? No!!! It would bore you!! If someone told you that somewhere in that movie that he discovers he is God you would say that it was bad writing because of course he is God everything is always going his way!!! Now notice what I just said? Understand that the ego is a construction of God...but also a limited, through both love and intelligence version of God. The ego is naturally a conditional, loving and honest actor. For it to develop it must be placed in varying conditions. This is why from the Absolute perspective feeling terrible is no better or worse is not better than feeling good because the purpose is not how you feel, the purpose is how close or far are you aligned with truth. The way awakening is set up, the way God Realization is set up, it is a complex mental construction of trickery done by YOU!!! YOU have tricked yourself. We can call this you, the higher self or collective intelligence. What you think of yourself is a compartmentalization, the ego, and this compartmentalization needs to be deconstructed so you can access the infinite and awaken. Now every thought, emotion, and action is watched by your higher self for its INTENTION. You literally cannot lie to your higher self if you want to awaken. Your higher self KNOWS what you can handle and KNOW what you cannot as it can see INFINITE STEPS ahead. Awakening is the process of you learning to TRUST YOUR SELF. Notice that theme has always played out when it came to dealing with fear. A lack of trust in yourself, is self-judgment. A lack of faith in the awakening process is SELF-JUDGMENT with a capital S. Both SELF-JUDGMENT, and self-judgment are mirror reflections of each other. The only way to awaken is with a deep surrender. You have to OPEN YOUR HEART, with a desire to freely fall into the warm embrace of all that is with complete trust that Love will conquer all. Basically the path to God is an INNER ROMANCE.

The ego is not an illusion in one sense, and in another sense it is an illusion. What is an illusion? An illusion is an image that is created through trickery. The ego is a trick that God plays against itself so it can be a human. So in that sense the ego is an illusion. Next what is a lie? A lie is something that is a denial of the truth, God has to deny its unlimited infinite nature to be a human. So now we have two ways the ego is a lie and an illusion. But it goes deeper than this. The ego is also the truth, as the ego is the filter through which you experience Reality. The ego is memory, the ego is identity, the ego is interpretation. This ego is what currently IS. So the ego is TRUTH, and currently in the present moment it is ABSOLUTE TRUTH....until you awaken. Once you awaken, the ego becomes a relative truth, which means it is non-persistent, it is impermanent and thus is a lie, an illusion, and only a temporary truth. So notice....the ego is both the truth and a lie at the same time. So how to resolve this boundary? Easy apply the Absolute Perspective. From the Absolute Perspective...the ego...was never true....there was never a relative truth at all, there was only ever ABSOLUTE TRUTH. The ramifications of that last sentence....are profound. 1. Nothing ever happened. 2. Something is just an appearance, and that appearance was a lie. 3. There is only an eternal nothing. 4. That nothing is love, that love is so powerful it is perfectly fine being an eternal nothing that is infinite potentiality. 5. It is always alone/ ALL ONE 6. As such evil cannot exist as it is the only offender/victim there is so all conflict is made up imaginary drama 7. This drama....never ends it continues forever. 8. God infinitely lies to itself, and limits its love, to awaken to the value of truth and love. Thus God CREATES VALUE FROM NOTHING through limitation, through ignorance, and through a journey of self-discovery. This is magic, this is a miracle, this is why life has meaning and purpose at all. If God did not design life this way...it wouldn't have meaning and purpose. Meaning and purpose is a result of DESIGN it is NOT inherent. In all lives the over-arching theme is the same. Honesty, Integrity, Consistency, Discernment, Sacrifice, and Unconditional Love are the only parameters to live by. Anything else...is delusion and creates suffering. Honesty, Integrity, Consistency, are one in the same. This is Unconditional honesty/truth. The truth is what is. For something to be truth it must be what is. True honesty is honest under all conditions. True integrity is unconditionally consistent, it is FREQUENT under all conditions....another way of saying frequency. This is all equal to unconditional love, and equal to self-acceptance under all conditions. Then we have discernment. Discernment is in the realm of the relative, this deals with nuance, and is the ultimate test of wisdom as it deals with Absolute Relativity and Translogical decision making which comes with an understanding of systems thinking. This deals with Infinite Intelligence's ability to see the big picture and to perfectly manifest the totality of the Universe in perfect lock step towards the themes of Unconditional Truth and Love. This theme will be played out for all of Infinity in an infinite number of variations. This is the purpose of existence and why you are here.

Metaphysical Solipsism has never been disproven, and it never will. It cannot. When you go to sleep at night....you don't carry anybody with you. If someone shot you and you were dying...you don't carry anyone with you. So why is it you can understand in sleep you are alone, and in death you are alone, but yet somehow, when someone tells you that nothing exists outside you and there are NO OTHERS who have separate experiences and that it is just your imagination of that being the case. Even Infinity of Gods doesn't violate Solipsism because the moment you imagine that, that boundary also collapses. So yes Solipsism is so true, it is ABSOLUTELY TRUE and you couldn't disprove it if you tried. All you can do is make half-hearted objections which question it, but you can't actually disprove it. But here is the kicker...you can verify it for yourself. When you do...you will initially have mixed feelings. It's a bittersweet realization and takes some time to integrate.

You'd be surprised lol. Give someone a platform long enough....they'll convince somebody.

Everything is ONE...so ONE is identical to Infinity. Infinity includes everything...so as a result everything is identical and only appears different. All difference is appearance, but it is a temporary difference which means it is untrue or an illusion because that difference cannot hold and can be collapsed and WILL be collapsed eventually.

It's called brain washing for a reason lol

Some Videos are good at being able to tap into your innate divinity. This video is one of them. Let me know if it resonates with you, one of the people in the comment section had a breakthrough experience, so maybe you will too. Don't underestimate the power of music.

NEVER!! Why should you do what you want too? *Sarcasm*lol As long as you don't harm yourself or another, be free like the wind my friend!!!

I agree with everything you said but one caveat...studying= meditation. Paying attention, concentration, IS meditation. So secretly the key to the intuitive understanding you are discussing is done through careful observation, and focused attention at those particular things which develops a high level intuitive understanding, or knowing of that particular thing.

Nice!!!! Yeah I had that insight too. Always looking at yourself. I also had the insight.....my job is to pay attention...deeply. To look at myself lovingly for long periods and appreciate the present moment of that appearance. If you do this long enough...you will wake up permanently that you are looking at yourself. It's why we have YOU- TUBE It's why we take SELFIES as you surmised. We love to look at ourselves. Maybe just maybe....collectively....humanity will wake up through this process.