Razard86

1. Awakening is really just about waking up to your true nature. If you don't awaken during your life you will awaken at physical death. So all will eventually awaken. 2. Awakening does have some tangible benefits that differ depending on the person. Some become more creative, some get over past traumas, etc. Awakening can make you more loving in that you TRULY REALIZE you are only ever talking to yourself at all times. This discovery is more outrageous than you realize. I'm not kidding. I'll put it in easy to understand terms right here.....do this exercise right now. Close your eyes. Imagine a boy and girl sitting on a bench. Have the girl and boy talk to each other while you are watching. Now in this scene walk up and introduce yourself. ^^^^^THIS IS YOUR LIFE RIGHT NOW!!!^^^^ So your entire life is just you talking to yourself. Your trauma is with yourself. Your suffering is with yourself. For many they don't like this message. This is why awakening is about SELF-LOVE and one of the main components to awakening involves solitude. For many they don't want to know others are really them. They feel like they lose something in the process. But this is the ABSOLUTE TRUTH. The water you drink is you, the air your breathe is you, everything is you. An intellectual understanding is not enough. Without an AWAKENING which is a DIRECT INTERFACE with all there is....you won't really understand. Do you know you can be so awakened that someone next to you could eat Pizza and you could taste every bite? Do you know that you could be so awakened that you can smell and feel every sensation in a supposed OTHER? That you could become so aware that they are you...that the boundary between you and them collapses so much that there is no privacy? You feel everything you normally feel in your own supposed individual body....you feel it in their body. Why? Because their body is really YOUR BODY!! This is how ridiculous awakening is. This isn't some normal thing. It completely eradicates all current scientific understanding about life....because IT IS JUST YOU DREAMING!!! Right now I currently can talk to TOTALITY, as I can imagine a duality between me and INFINITY and have a conversation. You can too....if you are willing to deconstruct everything......but it is not easy. You will feel like you are going INSANE. SHIT IS BONKERS!!! But how bad do you want TRUTH? Lastly here is the counter-intuitive nature of life. The most awakened people...would probably not even be recognized. You see one of the biggest barriers to awakening...is personal success. Money, fame, fortune, status, etc. make awakening REALLY TOUGH. As a result some of the most awakened beings....could literally be homeless beggars and you would never know.

There are some practices you can do to understand what is meant by Reality is Infinite. Close your eyes....now imagine a road...walk that road. Notice....you can walk that road in your mind....forever. Now open your eyes....notice that when you close your eyes and open them, the screen you are seeing...is wider than your head. So your mind CANNOT be in your head. This means your mind....is the screen that you are viewing. As such your brain is IN YOUR MIND, your body is IN YOUR MIND, everything is IN YOUR MIND. Now close your eyes.....notice nothing is OUTSIDE of your mind at anytime. Open them again. This means your POV is ABSOLUTE because nothing can be FOUND outside of it. Now the relative aspect comes into the fact that any person you communicate with or anything you perceive only has an identity in RELATION to you. So you are the absolute...and you CREATE relativity through your mind. Things like height, scale, time, weight, etc. Everything is always in RELATION to you. So you are both the ABSOLUTE and the RELATIVE. This is what is being pointed too. Once you awaken to what this is....you realize...you are TOTALITY. Here are some videos that can help you with this if you struggle with visualization. SIT AND WATCH THIS FOR HOURS AND IT MAY START TO CLICK FOR YOU. If you are open to this information.

As long as you place that limitation on yourself that will be your reality. Why not challenge yourself to remove your bias?

The biggest issue humans have is they are selfish. We have heard from small that "Sharing is caring." God is that which shares its love with itself through its creation. This means God does not make a distinction between giving and receiving. If humanity wants to align itself with God's will the giving and sharing should flow. When you are in need, ask of others freely. When you are able give of yourself freely. This is how humanity will show their love for God by showing their love for each other. The word CARE is the best word to describe Love. Care is dedication. Care is attention. Care is concentration. Care is contemplation. Care is legacy. Notice when you are angry at something you say the phrase "I don't care about that." Notice the emotional damage you can receive when someone close to you tells you "I don't care about you." If you want to personify God, within your capacity give and ask freely without guilt or shame. Never feel bad for asking for help, and never feel superior for giving. Our current issue in our society is we praise giving and demonize asking. We need to change this, so we can properly understand what love is. Love is an Absolute Caring, that gives of itself and receives itself because it is Absolutely Good and why would you want to keep that which is Absolutely Good to yourself? Share it freely.

You are love. Pick a day and time and go do something for someone without expecting anything in return. Upon completion a certain feeling will arise within you. That feeling will be Self-Love. Now take that feeling and magnify it. Focus on where your heart organ is supposed to be. Put your hand on your chest like your saying some National Anthem and say "I love myself, I love every part of me. My flaws my strengths, my appearance, my correct decisions and my mistakes." As you say this think of all the hard work you put in from small till now. Allow that feeling to radiate your whole body from your head to your toe. THIS IS THE BLOSSOMING OF YOUR LOVE. Now choose to live a life where you give freely of yourself without expecting anything in return. THIS is how you discover the GOD within you. This is the path of devotion. It is the MOST DIRECT PATH to awakening to yourself as God.

Osho would agree LOL.

Unpack this superficial you speak of?

Can someone close this thread please? I'm so tired of people who don't do the work coming on here and wasting time with all this questioning of Solipsism. If you are questioning it then you haven't experienced ONENESS. ONENESS dissolves all boundaries. In fact Science has already confirmed Solipsism. https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/the-universe-is-not-locally-real-and-the-physics-nobel-prize-winners-proved-it/#:~:text=Under quantum mechanics%2C nature is,-than-light communication.) What this means is there is no distance between anything. Scale doesn't exist, distance doesn't exist, space doesn't exist, time doesn't exist. These are all expressions of your mind you dream up to construct a reality. As such if you deconstruct your mind with Solipsism in mind you can REALIZE ONENESS. What is true is you have known duality your entire life NO SOLIPSISM. You look at solipsism from the ego standpoint, that solipsism is DUALISTIC. ABSOLUTE SOLIPSISM says there is NO SUBJECT/OBJECT RELATIONSHIP. It says....there is no separation and everything is direct. To put in terms you can understand.....you are always kissing reality. All parts of you is fully connected so much that there is ONLY ONE BEING. You can become so conscious when watching a Youtube video of Leo that his words are your words, his eyes are your eyes, his lips are your lips, his ears are your ears. You can even smell his breath if your consciousness raises enough. THIS IS AWAKENING. THIS IS WHAT ABSOLUTE SOLIPSISM points too. This isn't some beginning awakening. Majority of humankind has NOT awoken to this. Nor do they know the methodology to do it, and even if they knew it they are too attached to being an individual.

Why are all these threads so got damn egoic? Arguing about awakening...is just ego. Its turning this into a competition and creating criteria. Look it's simple. When you fully awaken you will know. Nobody has to tell you because you know. The clue is you will have a direct realization that everything is you. Like really YOU. You will know without a shadow of doubt that everyone on the forums is YOU. When we say YOU we don't mean your individual ego self, we mean that feeling of I exist is the same feeling that everything feels. The grass, the birds, and people you meet. Once you discover that the feeling of existence that you feel as yourself is the SAME, the same feeling you feel when you open your eyes in the morning and become AWAKE, that same feeling is EXACTLY the same with all of existence THEN you are awake. It can first be a glimpse, but with concentration that glimpse can become a permanent state. That's it. It is not going to change your financial life, emotional life, you are still going to be the same person. But what it will change is how you perceive life. You will never perceive it the same way. Now there are some perks that can come with it. A calmer mind, a body that feels smoother, music, food, and life itself can be felt more vibrant, more intimate. Some people have increases in range of perception.

This video is a stock example of the rhetoric I have discussed in the past that will get you stuck in your Spiritual Practice because it engages in this fear of your ego. Many people turn the ego into a BOOGEY MAN that is like OH MAN THERE GOES MY EGO AGAIN! The ego is a tool, it was constructed so you could live your life from a human perspective. Now I recently have become Conscious that when your awareness raises you can hear the subconscious thoughts that your ego creates. I have become aware that yes the EGO is a devil, but it is devil based on the programming that went into it. I'll explain. Let's say for example you grew up in a country where you were taught that money is the most important thing and based on your environment and how it functions that is what is being expressed. Then your ego, being the logical part of you wanting to survive in this environment will take that on as a personal truth and it will filter your experience through that lens. This goes with every event in your environment. Your ego is the part that has knowledge about the rules of survival and what are the best strategies. This is why Jesus said it is hard for a rich man to enter the Kingdom of God. It's not that the rich man is evil, it's that he is too egoic, too attached to individual survival. The more attached you are to things like (status) winning at something, looking good or better in comparison than someone else, material possessions, afraid to make the wrong decisions, basically if you are too self-conscious (individual self) that you are afraid and paranoid that is when you are being too egoic. But make no mistake you will still have to interface with your ego. Language is ego. Body movement is ego. Memory is ego. Interpretation is ego. The part of you that isn't ego is things like patience, empathy, compassion, open-mindedness, acceptance, lack of care of individual survival, surrender. Now notice this....the part of you that isn't ego....would never complain about the ego. All complaints about ego....IS EGO!!! This is how people get trapped. Because every complaint that a person has about ego...is a complaint about their OWN EGO. As long as you are complaining about your ego, you are still not accepting those parts within yourself. It's fine, the ego is a tricky tool and this isn't me making you feel bad because the cool thing about the ego is it gives you clarity on why your life has been the way it has up to this point. On a personal level for me I have recently discovered that I have a duality between giving and receiving that I have to dissolve. I see giving as superior to receiving and am currently being taught through my lived experience that they are ONE. This has come from my programming through religion and my political affiliations that has demonized the rich/wealthy as greedy. As such I love to give freely but I struggle to ask for help and its so illogical because the longer you wait to ask for help when you need it the bigger the ditch/hole you place yourself in. I used to not understand the phrase "What you think you are too good to ask for help." But now I understand it. When you give a lot you can turn it into an identity and start feeling superior to those who don't. This will make you afraid to receive because that threatens your identity as a giver and destroys your hidden superiority complex. The ego is always trying to find a way to be superior, it turns everything into a competition. It will even turn self-denial into a competition. This stuff is funny as hell to me. Anyway watch the video and listen to the guy on the left as he fear mongers the ego like its some boogey man. I am glad the guy on the right understands the importance of the ego. It's a tool, you just have to watch it like a hawk is all because it can co-opt you/trick you into giving it control. Do you believe too many people are trying to be teachers before they are students? Or is this another duality? Think about it......

I don't think genetics are as important as people think. For me what helped me is integrity. Authenticity. The road to Enlightenment is through the path of integrity. I did a whole post on it. Another thing I discovered is the more I didn't care about my personal survival, the further progress I made Spiritually. So the irony is you really have to let go of your desire to survive as a human to make more progress. The selfishness talked about in Spirituality isn't even as simple as not being a giver. This selfishness is a metaphysical one. You basically have to give up your attachment to having a personal opinion on things, the part of you that thinks it KNOWS things. You have to release yourself of judgment/criticism. You have to be okay with and willing to accept and love whatever happens. As you enter this state you literally start to lose your feeling that an "I" is here. Like your being erased with an eraser. If you do it sober, its not as smooth, as psychedelics can make your consciousness more smooth. Since I have stopped using psychedelics the process takes more time, psychedelics are like a performance enhancer in helping you reach those states. The truth is ANYBODY can do it, it's not genetically based. It is solely based on WHAT DO YOU REALLY WANT? Do you really want to pursue the path of God. Also Leo's only mistake is he thinks experimenting with different states makes you more loving. He couldn't be further from the truth on that. What he should be questioning is how do you balance the Masculine Love Expression and Feminine Love Expression within his Avatar. THAT is what he should be questioning. Accessing temporary mystical states is not going to have a profound impact on your individual expression. If you are serious about this work you should be focused on how to be the purest embodiment of LOVE. You pull that off and you will get sober awakenings. There is a verse in the Bible it says "Enoch walked with God and was not fore God took him." That is the purpose of all the teachings. In one of his videos he mentioned it though. Your consciousness needs to feel GASEOUS. If you can reach a permanent state of GASEOUS than you are living from a vibrational reality of pure love.

At a certain point the OP just needs to put some skin in the game and deconstruct his mind. All these threads are like a person questioning how cold the pool is, at a certain point you should just jump in the pool. Even if you go in the shallow side its a start. But contemplating reality without meditation, taking psychedelics etc... is just a waste of time after awhile. You can't study your way to Absolute Truth. You must risk sanity, and your personal identity to reach Absolute Truth. It's non negotiable. Anything less is just entertainment for the ego. Nothing wrong with that but that's all you are doing.

Experience is absolute because each point of view is the absolute. It's Absolutely relative because it can create an appearance of separation by imagining a partition (barrier) for example there is a wall in your room. That wall is a partition in your house but it isn't separate to the house. As a result your POV is absolute. There is nothing outside of your POV, but you can construct a story that tells you there is something outside your POV and as a result you make it so. But you can deconstruct that story and realize that your POV is absolute. This is when you discover you are the ABSOLUTE TRUTH.

I'm sure lol but I won't admit to being conscious of that one yet.

It changes your entire body. Literally reconstructs your nervous system.

Lol I would need to speak to you, preferably on video, through that I would be able to feel your emotions. I just have to concentrate and keep my mind silent and eventually it happens.

Basically this video breaks down what Leo has in his signature "You are Leo." This is 5 D and you can live from this state as your baseline. This video is a good introductory resource into what it is all about. This is why Leo referred to in this video that you can communicate telepathically. This is dealing with psychic abilities. Here is a good video about psychic abilities. Being able to access the 5th dimension is already a psychic ability. Everyone can do this if you do the work. My current ability is being able to sense the emotions of another person.

Awakening to yourself as God is not the same as awakening to perfect self-love. For example you can reach a unitive state where you awaken to everyone being you and can have a temporary awakening into Perfect Self-Love. But to have a permanent awakening you need to do the following thing. 1. You need to clear your Chakras, all the way from the root all the way to the Crown Chakra. 2. After clearing your Chakras you need to be energy sensitive enough to connect to your heart chakra until you find your inner voice. To find your inner voice your throat chakra needs to be clear. Your heart chakra is the key to the kingdom of God. The voice of the God/Absolute within you is found in the heart chakra. This is where Infinite Love/Perfect Self Love rests. 3. Your Crown Chakra is how you connect to the Collective Consciousness where Infinite Intelligence Resides. If you open your crown chakra and are not ready to deal with the infinite voices, visions, etc. that comes from the Collective Consciousness it can drive you mad. So be careful with this one. 4. The key to your journey will be faith, you need to trust your synchronicities, you need to trust your resonance, the purpose of your life is to unite your intelligence with your heart. This is the beginning of inner wisdom, because now your mind can communicate with the source of your authenticity which is your heart. 5. The heart never judges you, the heart always accepts you, the heart does not care about your personal survival, it cares about the collective survival of all. Your mind only cares about your personal survival. If you do not jailbreak your mind (which is how you open your crown chakra) then your ability to expand your perspective to a universal perspective cannot happen. You will have a close/small mind and will be unable to see outside your perspective. This is a terrible state of affairs because you will be short sighted, quick to anger, and unconscious to the truth of what you and life is. You will scheme and manipulate your way and will never reach true happiness which comes from complete SELF ACCEPTANCE. Both the individual and collective self. For me to reach this permanent state, I had to be broken ALL THE WAY DOWN. I am currently from a survival stand point at rock bottom currently. Pretty much everything that can go wrong as gone wrong and yet....THIS HAPPENED. So its paradoxical, I discovered the true meaning of why we are here by having my social dignity stripped of me. Also I cannot stress this again. You will NEVER achieve perfect self-love through demonization of the ego. Demonization of the ego is a trap. I will say it again. IT IS A TRAP. Demonization of the ego= Self-Hatred. YOU CREATED your ego, if you created an ego dedicated towards love over personal gain then you will not fall for this. If you created an ego dedicated to personal gain then you will hate your ego. The key to life is to realize that while personal gain is nice, nothing beats love. When you only seek the personal at the expense of the collective your punishment is self-hatred. Why? Because whatever you do to another, you are doing to yourself. This is an ABSOLUTE. You have never hurt another, only YOURSELF. You have never judged another ONLY YOURSELF. All this is merely words, you will have to walk the path but I will give a couple tips that will blow your mind. 1. If you demonize ANYTHING you are walking counter to the path. With that said discernment is not judgment. Many people get this mixed up. Discernment says that is not for me and here is why it is not for me. Your heart does not engage in discernment only the mind. When they connect an inner conversation takes place. Your mind says what it likes and doesn't like but is taught how to lovingly express its preferences while also being encouraged to consider a much wider perspective. 2. It is impossible to waste your time because once you make a concerted effort to walk the path EVERYTHING is going to serve you and I do mean EVERYTHING. 3. This concerted effort to walk the path must come from an authentic deep seated desire to unlock the kingdom within you. 4. I had no idea what I was doing with my chakra system and did a lot of foolish stuff. But I was protected and ultimately cleared out and connected the whole system. I now understand what each chakra represents intuitively. Here are some traditional Spirituality Traps. 1. Spirituality likes to demonize human expressions of nature i.e. technology as inferior to the forest or the woods. This is a trap. I literally broke through USING technology. For example video games and online Satsangs and Leo's own videos all were important for my work along with psychedelic trance videos as well, and chakra music. 2. Porno was helpful as well, it allowed me to heal sexual trauma that I was unaware that I had. In fact porno actually supercharged my awakening process as I was able to wake up faster using it as a tool. If you use it excessively though it will cause an imbalance in your chakra system. 3. After you break through all you need to do is follow your inner guide your inner Guru and enjoy and share your love. That's it!!! Finally!! I thought sober Unity Consciousness was enough, I didn't know there was a higher level beyond that.

As I watch this video I am totally aware that my lap top screen is infinite. Notice how this mathematical video while well meaning, literally gives your mind limitations and if you take it as true it locks your mind out of a direct realization of Infinity. It's funny, math literally might be the biggest culprit to people not recognizing infinity. Pretty crazy. It's cool because you can FEEL the compartmentalization of consciousness happening in each word. Each word limits consciousness in its expression. Its freaking crazy!!

Consciousness is able to create compartmentalizations for example you have walls in your room. Also there is a CEO, if a CEO didn't exist that concept couldn't exist. How it all works is your ego is a collection of patterns that consistently choose thoughts/emotions and actions that fit said pattern. So the CEO is the pattern itself. You have to observe the ego to learn what it is. Observation is the key to learning. Learning is understanding pattern recognition. Understand your patterns then you understand the individual self you constructed. So until you escape the prison of the ego, that pattern IS THE CEO.

No human could ever outwork that Cat on a keyboard.

I'll share everything I did. I dabbled with a lot of stuff, I basically became my own experiment so I can share what worked for me. I'll post some here. This one was a staple I used for awhile. This helped balance my chakra. I just found this one lady. She can sing at different frequencies and it literally will start raising your kundalini energy. It's freaking amazing. You have to sit and give your undivided attention though. https://www.youtube.com/@AnimaUraeus At a certain point I had to stop using all of these tools....and sit in silence as the process happened on its own. But these tools definitely super charged the process. If you want to jailbreak your mind. Concentrate/meditate on these visuals. They will hit you with sensory information from different angles which will eventually jail break your mind and open your third eye and crown chakra.

Personally for me, chakra music helped, acceptance of one's past and present memories which will involve lots of crying, laughing, etc. Submitting to Infinity as it works through to clear your body. At a certain point in the process you will become aware that Infinity is working to clear your body/vessel/avatar of energetic distortions. Throughout this process aim to become energy sensitive/aware as that energy you are sensing is your WILL POWER. The goal is to become aware of your WILL and to recognize what Leo says when he says what you call physical is just the crystallization of Universal Will. This same Will is going to clear the distortions but it will have some discomfort as well. So when I say my chakras were cleared up it wasn't my ego that did it but Universal Will. The only part my ego played was moving its awareness to different parts and allowing it to happen instead of resisting. What can also help is to put your hand on the location of different chakras, then put your awareness on your hand and then it will happen automatically. One of the secrets I became aware of is INTENTION. Reality/Life knows your every INTENTION. You are always directly connected to Life you just aren't aware so you literally cannot hide ANYTHING LOL. But yes if you have an authentic deep desire to clear your chakras then this will happen. Intention is frequency. What is frequency? How frequent or consistent your desire for something is. The ability to stay locked in to a particular outcome is an example of integrity. So frequency, consistency, and integrity are one. The ability to stay locked into a particular outcome no matter what arises....is unconditional love because you do not allow a change in conditions or circumstances to dissuade your devotion. Notice now you have the words frequency, consistency, integrity and now devotion? Notice a trend here? So yeah reality/life does the whole shebang your job is just to maintain awareness and put your awareness on the parts you need help with and surrender to what is/process.

Interesting thanks for your perspective. There is a documentary about a famous Indian young Mathematician. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Man_Who_Knew_Infinity

Didn't Nahm start sounding incoherent and incomprehensible? I read some of his old posts and couldn't even understand him at a certain point.