Razard86

A rock is the absolute.....that's my point...you don't get it. Everything is the Absolute, there is no difference between the Absolute and the relative....but in another sense there is. Think of it like this. God is an INFINITE PERSPECTIVE. Depending on what perspective God takes...that is what is ABSOLUTELY TRUE for GOD at that particular moment. Also I am not yelling I cap...for emphasis...and notice...you just did...what you asked me not to do...it's like I said...you lack awareness. You are too rigid your mind is not pliable. You are suffering from paradigm lock, God is PURE IMAGINATION, right now you are in it is ONE WAY MODE. No...it is in INFINITE MODE.

To show you some more how many of you logical types don't understand love....love is irrational. For example. Jesus said " 38 You have heard that it was said, ‘Eye for eye and tooth for tooth. 39 But I tell you not to resist an evil person. If someone slaps you on your right cheek, turn to him the other also; 40 if someone wants to sue you and take your tunic, let him have your cloak as well; 41 and if someone forces you to go one mile, go with him two miles. 42 Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you. 43 You have heard that it was said, ‘Love your neighbor and ‘Hate your enemy.’ 44 But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you 45 that you may be sons of your Father in heaven. He causes His sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. 46 If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Do not even tax collectors do the same? 47 And if you greet only your brothers, what are you doing more than others? Do not even Gentiles do the same? 48 Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect. Now does any of this seem rational? NO!!!! Why the hell would you offer your other cheek when someone slaps you? Why would you give more when someone sues you for something? Are you getting it? Love is NOT rational....it is counter to survival. The more survival oriented you are...the less loving you are!! This is not to judge you obviously, it is to show you that your mind operates on conditions. This means you operate based on time, efficiency, and personal satisfaction over what you call inconvenience or a waste of time because your personal affairs matter MORE. To raise in Self-Love it's about being able to expand your identity to the point where inconvenience does not exist in your mental vocabulary. Notice....the theme is unconditional.....conditions is about risk management, self-preservation, comfort, walls/barriers/boundaries/territory, violence, separation, discrimination, judgment, pre-judgment/prejudice. The closer you get to God....the less you care about the above. This is why God from the human perspective...is INSANE. There is a term its called DIVINE MADNESS....that's a good description lol.

How raising your Self-Love works. Each person is a individualized/compartmentalized configuration in the Mind of God. All Baseline Enlightenment is, is dissolving this compartmentalization which are metaphysical walls in your mind that block you from realizing that what you think is OTHER is YOU. For example thinking there is an external world is one of the imagined walls you have constructed/imagined that prevent you from baseline awareness. Now how you raise your Self-Love is based on everything you did prior to the Spiritual Path. Your ability to love this configuration you call yourself is PARAMOUNT. Because the love you have for your configuration is the love you have for EXISTENCE. There is no difference between love of your avatar and love of existence. They are the same!!! Now here is where it gets tricky. All of your belief systems, particularly the ones that revolve around VALUE, and the WORTHINESS of something these are your conditions that you erected to make something WORTHY of love. So the barrier to Enlightenment is your beliefs about WORTH, VALUE, when it comes to Love. This is why people who are overly logical cannot know love because their love is always being housed in reason. These people struggle to endure in relationships because they struggle with forgiveness. This eventually backfires on them because at some level they have the same flaws and they will either crucify themselves for falling short, or deny that flaw entirely. Personally the one who crucifies himself is doing better because at least they have self-awareness it's the one who denies his flaws that is the most lost. This is why I said honesty is so important. What you don't realize is gaslighting comes from a lack of Self-Honesty. Understand that God has to gaslight itself to dream itself as a human. So how do you become aware that you are gaslighting yourself? From a desire to be as truthful as possible. This means when you don't know something...you admit it. This means when you forgot something you admit it. When you pretend to know things you don't know what happens is you lose the ability to discern. Majority of people lack discernment, in fact they lack reading and speech comprehension entirely. Why? Because they have a habit of lying so much their brains are literally designed to take shortcuts in understanding something. This isn't because they are DUMB, it is just lying makes you DUMB. I need you to really understand this. Many of my friends have asked me in the past about the the value of honesty and after I explained this to them they now realize the inherent value of honesty. But....they still cling to their habits of conditional honesty...they still make justifications. It hurts them like HELL when I point out to them....you are playing the same game as those you complain about. Now slowly they are starting to improve but then they have another problem....since they had me in their life sharing these concepts....when they get in relationships they struggle because their partners are more dishonest than they are and are lost in their own minds. The core of every relationship, is honesty. Honesty and intimacy are the ONE. You cannot be intimate if you are dishonest. What do you think Enlightenment is? There is NOTHING more intimate than Enlightenment!! When you become Enlightened you will FEEL the world move WITHIN YOU. Understand this!!! You think physical sex is intimate? LOL......Enlightenment is constant intimacy. This is why fear of intimacy is the biggest barrier. When Leo says in his videos you are selfish...he is talking about metaphysical intimacy. This is why all those who deny love....aren't awake. You are not going to become ONE as a baseline experience until you are okay....being so intimate with experience...that you literally BECOME RAW EXPERIENCE, or rather awaken to the fact that you ARE RAW EXPERIENCE. To awaken to that, is to love it to DEATH. You love it so much you dissolve your imagined/constructed/erected physical barriers and are no longer physical.

There are states levels and degrees, if there weren't you couldn't talk about it. The truth is WHAT IS. What is ....is you are using the terms states, levels, degrees, and if I asked you what they are...you could tell me. Why? Because they exist. They would have to not exist and never exist for you to not KNOW THEM. What is knowledge? Knowledge is God's ability to be AWARE of what it is. So right now...you are communicating with me because you are aware of what I am writing and responding to it. To understand truth, you have to ACCEPT WHAT IS. Right now....you are DENYING one thing and saying something else. When you CARVE UP the truth into a this versus this, you create duality. So when you say REALITY never changes...you deny your own experience of change and thus are LYING to yourself. You are denying RELATIVITY. God can imagine OTHER and make OTHER REAL!!! If GOD couldn't make it real you would have already dissolved the boundary. When we say there is no difference between what is real and imaginary we are saying that depending on what God imagines....real CHANGES!!! By denying that GOD has the ability to change what is REAL by saying it is ONLY changeless you distort the truth. GOD IS BOTH CHANGE and the LACK OF CHANGE. If GOD was changeless it couldn't IMAGINE CHANGE and that would be a limitation on God's power. You see? This is why I said...remove bias!!! Stop pointing in ONE DIRECTION. Lack of change is one direction, change is in infinite directions!!!! God is BOTH. And that BOTH is ONE!! You say how? Well because it is not logical. Logical requires division. Change and the lack of change...are IDENTICAL. Open up your mind to the possibility that CHANGE and lack of CHANGE are the same. Then you will realize why existence is magical, and a miracle, and is complete nonsense lol. God is pure nonsense, which means...it cannot be explained logically. The gurus of past only focused on the changeless to help there students...they knew....change and sameness are ONE, form and formless are one. Which means....the formless is just as much as an illusion as form, and change and sameness are both illusions. God is an illusion that is real. God is a LIE that is ABSOLUTELY TRUE!!! GOD IS PURE DECEPTION, THAT is PURE HONESTY, GOD IS PURE CHAOS, and PURE ORDER. GOD is PURE EVIL AND PURE GOOD. Why? Because GOD is EVERY perception, every opinion, everything..... GOD's POWER IS ABSOLUTE. For example...as Holykael believes itself to be PURE EVIL. As long as God dreams itself as Holykael, God is a human living in a world/life that it deems is made by an EVIL CREATOR and possibly only upon the end of this dream will it awaken to the fact that is is Absolute Goodness. But if you asked God from Holykael's perspective if his perspective of God being PURE EVIL was true he would say yes. The only way he can experience Goodness is to wake up and drop his biases....otherwise his experience of what is REAL is based on how he is holding his experience. Right now the same is true for you......for you to understand me...you need to give up logic altogether and embrace that God...is PARADOX. The paradox can only be embraced through LOVE. LOVE is NOT RATIONAL. LOVE can create rational, but it is prior to rationality.

Are you on a substance? Your mind is all over the place. Your communication is very chaotic....

Breakingthewall why forget the word dream.....why not forget all words? Notice how selective you are, this is a bias. This is what I am talking about...you are lost in concepts, and then project that onto me and claim I am lost in concept. I'm not. I communicate VERY clearly. There is no difference between a thought and a dream. Close your eyes. If I say think of an apple, you will create an image of an apple in your mind. That apple...is a DREAM!!! The same stuff that apple you just conjured up in your mind...is literally made of the same stuff as all of existence. This is why we say it's a dream. Because if I ask you what the apple is made of you thought of you will say nothing....you might even say it doesn't exist under the human definitional understanding of what existence is. Well if that apple doesn't exist...then neither does this present moment. The truth is there is both existence and non existence at the same time. Because what you call existence is whatever you are aware of. This is the game God plays....it imagines something and is then aware of what it imagined. What you call your life is just sensations that are being imagined. To imagine something is to THINK IT. So you could call your entire life just a thought. You see a dream is a COLLECTION of thoughts, so its just semantics whether you call it a thought or a dream. But you have a very rigid mind that is very particular, notice you resist changing the way it is phrased. That resistance is just bias, and ego, which makes it hard to broaden your perspective and take in more of what you are...

Oh and don't assume for a minute this is easy....for example....can you love feces, insects, and other things you hate that you can identify as them too? Can you have metaphysical sex with the smell of feces, the texture of feces..... can you FEEL insects crawling within you and be perfectly okay with that? Enlightenment is NOT what you think it is LOL.

Now your getting it!! This is what I am pushing on the forums although I won't say it's impossible it will just be harder. The more arrogant and judgmental of an ego you construct the harder it will be to deconstruct it. Why? Because to grow in self-love it has to make sense for you to do so. As you seek inward and get closer to truth you will receive intuitive messages of loving someone who did you wrong, of learning to accept all that you hate as good. To a person who is conditioned heavily in kill or be killed and that value comes from achievement instead of inherent existence this will be an ordeal. My own individual ego was built on a desire for truth and love and my Gateway video was Leo's video on everyone acts from good intentions. That one video most people COULD NOT make it all the way through much less be able to accept it and integrate it. But unless you do....you are not going to reach baseline acceptance. Why? Because identity is METAPHYSICAL, Leo mentioned this once and I confirmed it. What does this mean? To be able to become Enlightened you need to be able to open your mind and imagine a possibility that everything you perceive is YOU. Do you know how much self-hatred you would have to purge to identity with individuals whose life choices completely conflict with your own? If you are big on personal responsibility and accountability people who make excuses, lie, cheat, and take shortcuts in life are going to piss you off lol. If you are a very giving person, how could you accept that everything you consider evil...is actually being done by YOU? So yeah people who enter that hyper-competitive Body-Building may struggle to deconstruct their mind to accept people as them who are not as driven. I won't go too deep into why it is so hard, just know your greatest fear is to BE LIKE THE PEOPLE YOU HATE that is why you fear understanding much, less entertaining their perspective at all. This fear is valid from a survival stand point....but it is a denial of a crazy truth. That truth is every person you meet is YOU living another life. Which means....if I gave you their body, their brain, their memories and all the events from past to present, you would be them ABSOLUTELY. So you are literally judging and fighting with yourself LOL. This realization...is the funniest shit ever!!!

Of course lol....because this thread talks about a truth we all share...we are all in love with whatever we share....this is romance!!! When you talk about your trials and tribulations and your perspective you are talking about things you are intimately involved with. What people demonize as attachments...is just...romance!!! Without romance...we would have nothing because this is how we express our love. I dropped this thread...so people can understand what Love is. Our zest for life comes from appreciation. The only reason you give up your attachments in search of truth is as a romantic gesture, an expression of your love for truth. It's like coming to somebody you want to marry and you say I will give up my entire life for you as an expression of my love. Problem is....most aren't ready to do that....the path to awakening is an inner romance. THIS is how SELF-LOVE is raised.

You got it!!! LOL.

I personally advocate micro-dosing if you want to raise your baseline. I need everyone to understand this....your baseline is raised by increasing your self-love. Now it goes too fold. You need to increase your love for your human self, then increase your love for existence itself. The path to increase Self-Love is the path of appreciation. Appreciation is synonymous with the creation of art, romance, recognizing beauty. Basically the ability to drop judgment. Micro-dosing, and deconstructing can help you enter a state of consciousness that allows you to much easier perceive the beauty and majesty of existence. This is why solitude is so important so you can get away from distractions so you can focus on connecting to this Self-Love.

That Electrocution is probable a precursor to a Kundalini Awakening. I guess your Spiritual Journey is now officially beginning.

Shhhh don't stop it...I'm here for all of it!!

Breakingthewall you know you are all over the place recently.....I need you to realize...that you project a lot. For example you said a dream implies an agent...how? Explain to me how a dream implies an agent? Because when you lose consciousness....where is the agent? When you regain consciousness where is the agent? You don't have an agent when you sleep at night. I could give you a drug that knocks you out and you go blank, then you could wake up in a dream, and then into the waking dream. Where is the agent? You see? YOU are imagining an agent in this scenario and then claiming we are implying an agent. A dream does not need an agent. And a mind....is not physical....a mind is the same as saying...a screen. Notice...you have only ever seen a screen. This screen is transparent and holographic which is why it can go blank and not be seen because it needs light to be imagined to be seen. So this is why it is said you are the LIGHT because you IMAGINE LIGHT to be seen. So NOTHING can be seen until you IMAGINE LIGHT, or ENLIGHTEN yourself.

You know the best analogy you could have used is just say try to explain the color red to a blind person lol.

Let's just say some Realizations...hurt like hell. Existential Crises are no joke. I could say something about this thread....that could cause an Awakening (you never know) and put someone through a downward spiral. I know sometimes I confuse people on here but genuinely from my heart I truly wish the best for all on here. I don't wish harm on anyone here and through my direct experience I have seen how brutal this Spiritual Process is.

https://www.actualized.org/insights/infinite-love-awakening

Because I am conscious of what love is. When you become conscious of what you are...then you will know love. I'm surprised you are still stuck in your current paradigm when you took 5 MEO DMT if that couldn't wake you up to what Love is...then that means you are too stuck, too in love, with your limited framework. Attachment is love. That alone should tell you what love is. Notice you cannot FORCE yourself to stop doing what you love. You have to negotiate with yourself and convince yourself something is better for you. Which is love. Whenever you use force, it only works temporarily whereas on a daily basis you always surrender to what you love. Without love nothing is alive, Love is the miracle that turns nothing into something. The reason why many of you cannot live from a Non-Dual State is because you judge nothing as not real, and run back to your 3D materialist paradigm because you love that conception of Life over the empty Non-Dual state. That right there proves the power of love. You block your own permanent awakening because you don't love it. And you can't force yourself to love it. It's why unless you grow your self-love you will NEVER permanently change your state to a Non-Dual lived state. That is why I use the word love. I speak from direct experience.

You don't know what love is....that is why you say that, Love is undefinable...therefore...everything is love. Love is ONENESS therefore it cannot be broken. Love cannot be contrasted, because Consciousness, Imagination, Nothing IS LOVE.

You are being close-minded. Changes does exist, if it didn't...it couldn't be imagined. Of course it is nothing and illusion...that is why it can change. Change is IMPOSSIBLE if it was actually solid. It has to be nothing....to be everything. So the fact that it is illusion is a property or characteristic of change. If you can change your definition of change as illusion then change...is real and it exists it exists as illusion because what you call existence...is an illusion. What if I told you...that God is an illusion? How would that make you feel?

You got it!!!! Can't escape yourself....because you are everywhere and nowhere LOL.

Lol .....is that in your direct experience....or did you hear it in a commercial?

Also here is one last mind crazy thing.....all iterations of your hand are currently here...you are just not aware of it. So when your hand so call disappears what happened is you became unaware that your hand never disappeared. So what is appearance is awareness and lack of appearance is lack of awareness but notice...you are aware that you are unaware.....and thus they are one and the same and cannot be explained apart from each other. Logic is an appearance of consciousness so it cannot explain what is both appearance and lack of appearance simultaneously. So all communication is relative and has to pick a direction. So if you think of communication like a journey or trip/travel towards something then you can understand why it cannot explain Infinity because Infinity is all directions and no directions at the same time.

Read this part....it can help a little. "I'll give you a paradigm shift. Motion doesn't exist. Take your hand. Move it from left to right. Now notice that what we call movies or film is just a bunch of still images being replaced. Currently with our technology we are limited to 60 frames per second. Reality has no such limit. So what is actually happening....is this picture is being generated and replacing each image at infinite speeds. So when you so called move your hand from left to right what is actually happening is your hand is disappearing and reappearing instantly with no lag or delay. It's literally a miracle."