Razard86

Really Good NDE. It's long.

1. Your bias stops you from realizing that the whole Red Pill movement is about manipulation. They literally teach you how to pick up women. 2. The manipulation comes from BOTH sides. You are just mad that women can win that battle too. In fact the number one advantage women have over men in these battle of wits/battle of the sexes is in general their sex drive isn't as initially high. She has to have flirty/foreplay to get in the mood before the battle can be on equal footing. 3. The media is controlled and owned by men. So all the shaming the Red Pill does to women is hilarious in the end because....who controls the media that indoctrinates both men and women on how the should operate in social settings? Men. Who writes the laws? Men. So....what's the issue? Maybe Men need to stop blaming women and realize that if you have a problem with the Male Female Dynamic recognize the part you played in creating it. I thought the Red Pill was all about holding frame....how can you hold frame when you sound like a victim? Something to think about.

Yeah when he points to being full of shit he is pointing to self-deception and hypocrisy which is an aspect of duality. All dualistic thinking is shitty by nature...you heard that right. ALL DUALISTIC THINKING IS FULL OF SHIT. LOL. But hey its a tool we utilize currently so it is what it is. Aim to become translogical, so you can see how full of shit you used to be and how full of shit the world is. Very funny indeed. Why dualistic thinking is inherently shitty absolutely. https://biblehub.com/bsb/matthew/7.htm “Do not judge, or you will be judged. 2For with the same judgment you pronounce, you will be judged; and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.

When he says love what he is saying is what you are attached to the most. For example the reason habits are so hard to break is a result of your body completely rewiring itself to make the desire and completion of that habit streamlined.

Your perspective is Absolute. Watch this video...and instead of thinking of this guy holding a camera, think of him as holding you as a person. Now...picture you dematerialize your body and now you can zoom out....if you imagine this properly you can understand how Size is relative to your point of view. Really play around with this till you get a realization. Now notice we have a photo you call that photo capturing real, but this pencil filter shows you....its really just a drawing. Now watch this video!!! These same things are done with Movies, and your camera phone, and video games. You can even do it with your mind. Close your eyes and notice you see a 2 dimensional screen. But somehow you can FALL ASLEEP and dream a 3 dimensional world onto this black screen. You can even make the screen completely disappear and blank out of existence. Like I said...the evidence is all around you. If you haven't realized it...it's because you DON'T WANT TOO!! But notice.. a contradiction...you can't help but being pulled to these threads I make to tell me I am wrong....so you keep AVOIDING the VOID that you are...but for some reason like gravity....it keeps pulling you towards me. LOL!!!! Also you can just watch this whole playlist and see how you are watching a 2D screen and eventually...it can start to look 3 Dimensional.

This guy is an amazing Youtuber. I have never met him in person but from the outside looking in his life seems like it is on track. Listen to this video and how he talks himself down. He suffers from low Self-Love, listen to the negative self-talk he has. Do not assume that accomplishments will get rid of this. You need a paradigm shift to learn to love the character you have built.

The crazy thing is he got deep into Spiritual Work, did lots of psychedelics, he even did therapy. Did you hear how he I know what happiness is, and Rupert Spira gave a good definition because luckily he discovered it for himself. Happiness is your baseline state. The problem is you are not aware of it. You are happy every time you go to sleep. You literally cannot go to sleep unless you can calm yourself enough to pass out. Sleep is a meditative state, the more you meditate the more you can access that state. This is work you have to do daily. Now its not just meditation, you also need to change your opinion of yourself. You need to uncondition yourself from society's definition of yourself and learn to appreciate your strengths and your weaknesses.

Everything is imaginary...your entire dialog is just a word game of distinctions. EVERYTHING is IMAGINARY. There is NOTHING but IMAGINATION. That is all. Anything outside of this understanding will get you lost in the maze of concepts. So your entire comment that you worked so hard to write....is just pure fantasy, pure imagination. A fleeting sensation of the infinite totality of the Absolute Mind. That's all. NOTHING, NONSENSE, INFINITY, PARADOX, ABSOLUTE, RELATIVE IT IS ALL IMAGINARY. AN IMAGINATION that has no where to go.

It can, your imagination is just too limited. And he is right everything is bullshit lol....if you are attached to logic that is. But maybe just maybe the bullshit...is just him experiencing himself. You deal with duality long enough and you realize that duality is inherently hypocritical, paradoxical, it always points to itself. It is consistently inconsistent. Maybe just maybe....it's because duality...is bullshit, which is another way of saying a lie. Maybe your true identity is the TRUTH, and you forgot what that is...so as a result all you experience is BULLSHIT!! But notice...when the TRUTH tries to present itself to you...you avoid it and cry out ITS BULLSHIT!!! And yet for some reason.....you have to deny that your current REALITY is BULLSHIT....maybe because that is what you are full of!!. LOL.

Stop putting limits on imagination. The moment you say something is impossible you create a duality. Contradiction only exists in duality. For Leo to contradict himself...he would have to be seperate from you. Leo is YOU telling yourself that imagination has no limits. How about you open your mind to the possibility that Infinity of Gods is Solipsism. He literally said...that these realities are ABSOLUTE realities which means the only way he can experience them is to imagine. Close your eyes right now. Dream a dream in which you discover as some Scientist that there is a secret reality and it can only be accessed if your open your mind to the possibility that it can be accessed. You would respond...but how is that possible, aren't I just making it up....exactly which is what you are doing with EVERYTHING you call your life right now. Right now you are MAKING EVERYTHING UP!!!! When you as God create the world...you create the existence of a LIE. This is why imagination is both the truth and a lie, and a lie becomes the truth when it gets too attached. A LIE becomes true when it is in love with itself and that is how you create a story!!! Ever notice how a well-written story can pull you in and even make you cry? You see a story as a lie, but if it is crafted and acted out well enough, it becomes TRUE for you and triggers emotions within you!!! This is the same as your life!!! A lie is no different than the truth. It's what governments and dictators realize. If they craft a lie well enough, people are too lazy to investigate it and will believe it and it will become the truth for them. All of life is teaching you....if you are lazy when it comes to the truth....you will be lost in lies that you think are true. Why? Because they are the same LOL. You say but if they are the same....then why do you say I get lost in them. Because the truth is...when you created your life, you forgot, and made that life's job to hide it from you. So the only way for you to realize this is to pursue it as a possibility. All the evidence of this being true is right in front of your face. 1. You have always felt alone. That isn't by accident, you have always felt locked out, and felt as if your experience is a SOLO experience with nobody truly understanding you. Your life has felt like a single player game, in a world of others. 2. Now notice in the video game....the others are made of the same code....so in your solo video game even though you are the single player...there is no separation between you and others. The same is true for a movie you watch. How? Because you can store the whole movie file as one big data. 3. Infinity of God is basically duality on the Absolute Level. Now you will rebuttal me and say....but you told me duality is not real. To which I will respond...REAL is a distinction you create. Just like imaginary. Notice that you live in duality and it feels REAL!!! Enlightenment to you currently is just a concept, it's not REAL for you. Because of this...you don't understand how REAL is created. You see REAL is a sense... a feeling to you. Something has TO FEEL REAL, for you to accept it. But notice...your entire life is just sensations....if you could prove to yourself that sensations....are imaginary...then your whole concept of what REAL IS....gets destroyed. Why not find a way to investigate if your sensations are imaginary because if they are....then REAL gets recontextualized in a RADICAL WAY. It's why I like the word NONSENSE better as a pointer than Nothing. Because you live in a world of sensations in which you try to investigate using said sensations to discover what is true. But the truth cannot be SENSED!!! It doesn't need sensations to exist, it IMAGINES SENSATIONS!!!! So when somebody says the phrase to me "That's nonsense, or that doesn't make sense!!! My answer is " EXACTLY!!!!! What makes you think Reality needs to make sense? Because you are too in love with SENSE!!!! You are too attached to the world of sensations that you created!!!

You imagine that imaginary is just a label. You claim an aversion to labels...yet you are constantly on here. You claim that "For me, all of those are mental handles" yet day after day you spend time on here describing the Absolute and relative. I say it again over and over....."Your actions reveal how you really feel" you claim all these things but your action says different. Also once you have an aversion, that aversion is SEPERATION, which is a bias, which is a disconnection from truth!!! So again you are playing a separation game while claiming to not be playing that game!!!

This is another good pointer. https://www.actualized.org/insights/god-goes-full-circle Also notice what Leo said at the bottom....actually discovering this...truthfully, honestly, FOR REAL. Want to understand what is REAL? Walk the path of HONESTY!!!! Tell the truth about what you know and do not know lol. Never take a firm position on something unless you investigate it to the end with an open mind. Always keep an open mind until you discover what is true with an authentic investigation.

The relative and the absolute are identical!!! There you go...you are creating distinction again!!!! All is the same!!!! It's the same!! Form and formlessness are the same!! Close your eyes...imagine a world...is there really anything different in that world? No!!! It is all appearances. So it's the same. So if you say the relative is not real, then the Absolute is not real. If you say the Absolute is real, then the relative is real!!! So pick one!!!!! Also you have no idea how much fun it is when you realize it is all imaginary...you no longer experience just your body anymore....you experience everything as you. Reality is felt like an INTIMATE PARTNER. You don't feel separation anymore. And the funny thing is...for fun...you are able to imagine Separation again if you want...and go back to unimagining it. Through this, you truly realize that you did it to yourself. All of you can awaken...you just don't want too. Because you are too judgmental and fear the greatest form of intimacy ever. When I talk to people....I experience myself as IN their body lol. Can't get more intimate than that lol. And I have discovered their are even more levels to this intimacy so I have been purging myself of even more resistance to experience even more of people. Who knows....maybe I will experience their thoughts....if I concentrate I can experience their heartbeat as my heartbeat lol.

This is what happens to most of you when you do break through. You have to lie to yourself and deny....because you don't want to accept the truth. He saw it, he cannot unsee it, but he chooses to ignore it anyway lol.

There is ONLY mind. You think thoughts and concepts are mind which means you still think in the materialist paradigm. ALL IS MIND. If Life is a dream, what is a dream? A dream is a figment of MIND. Your brain is NOT your mind. Your body is NOT your mind. All is being dreamed WITHIN your mind. Your MIND is absolute. You cannot know anything OUTSIDE of your mind. That is what it means to be TOTAL. Solipsism is NOT RELATIVE!!! I am talking about ABSOLUTE SOLIPSISM. ABSOLUTE SOLIPSISM is the same as saying ALL IS MIND. Reality is ABSOLUTELY RELATIVE. Which means it is an ABSOLUTE MIND that can RELATE TO ITSELF. When you think, you are relating to yourself. So nothing I said...has been broken. All you are doing right now is resisting the truth as you must, because you do not want to awaken because you are full of too much Self-Hatred. You do not want to accept that you are the ABSOLUTE and what comes with that acceptance. Don't worry, at the conclusion of your human dream you will go back to the realization that you were just looking at the mirror of your mind....talking to yourself. No different than looking at a mirror in a bathroom talking to yourself. Or sitting in your room talking to yourself...or what we call thinking. LOL.

You can only awaken if you love your Avatar unconditionally. All hatred of your Avatar comes from relation!!!! You compare your Avatar to another Avatar and say I HATE MYSELF!!!! But if your love for your Avatar becomes ABSOLUTE, then you have enough love to awaken to the fact that you ARE THE ABSOLUTE. This is the game that is being played. Life is a LOVE and TRUTH simulator. The more you hate what arises....the more lost you will become. But the more you embrace what arises....eventually you will realize...you are creating it all. It's why the path of devotion is the direct path. Someone who loves the truth will pursue it with an open mind and be brave enough to accept what they find like a TRUE scientist. If you spend a life telling lies, forming strategies to get what you want, then you will not have the strength to realize this because you have created a mind that prefers creating its own conceptual world and projecting it onto the waking dream. It's ingenious really!!! You as God create a consistent dream, then allow yourself to erect a dream on top of that dream (like wearing sunglasses) and you get stuck in the frame of the sunglasses not realizing that what you think is happening is not what is happening. It's like I am screaming take the shades off, take the shades off and you are like...there are no shades!!! What I am seeing is what's real and I am going to keep these shades on....even though these shades have me questioning forever. The irony is....you play this game of denying that you are wearing shades while admitting to yourself there are no shades. Many of you say things like there is NO SELF, Or all is SELF but you don't live from that state. This means you are still wearing shades. So you are not telling the truth and that is why you are disconnected. You are pretending. It's not your fault, you were taught to pretend to survive in society. But until you stop ACTING, you cannot get out of character!!! LOL.

I'm talking to myself It's called THINKING, IT'S called dreaming. When you think you are dreaming...or do you deny that too? Because the words you use are images, and they are images used to represent more images. So thinking is dreaming....it's why you can get lost in thought the same way you can when you day dream. So all I am doing is thinking when I talk to you, or I could say...I am imagining!!!

These Sim characters are just as real as everybody you know.

This is an example of how the screen works. You can zoom out or zoom in. You can also take the first person view of a character you constructed. You are a hypocrite and this is why you will never awaken and it is why I told you several times that an attempt to awaken through intellect is insufficient You can say its utter non-sensory but that is the point PURE IMAGINATION IS NON-SENSE. All sensory perception...is non-existent according to your human definition of what is real or existence. This means according to your LIMITED definition of what real is, sensory perception cannot exist. AND THIS IS TRUE!!! WHY? Because it is imaginary!!! As long as you think your night time dreams are LESS real than what you call life then you will be lost. Here is the funny thing that shows how full of crap you are!!! When you look back at the memories of your life, you consider them REAL!!! How do we know? Because they can have an emotional impact on you!! So why are your MEMORIES real, true, but your dreams at night UNTRUE? Because you only believe the story of your life because it has a certain consistency to it. Your dreams at night are random. So notice this inconsistent definition you have of what is true and what isn't. Well think about this....under your current understanding you will never discover the true nature of reality. But if you open your mind to the possibility that you could be wrong (You know you are wrong currently because you have no discovered the truth yet) and investigate with an open mind then you can investigate and truly find out if I am wrong. But you don't want to do that because it has emotional consequences that you are not prepared to handle. LOL. The truth is the most dangerous thing, because it is the most powerful force in all existence. But notice....you can't handle the truth so for you...the truth doesn't exist.

Quiet non awaken person. You have no clue what you are talking about. That black screen is the same transparent black screen that allows you to dream at night. That black screen can also go blank. That black screen can also be light and you have the waking dream. You have NEVER experienced anything outside of that black screen. Because even the blank is just a screen. That screen is both one dimensional and infinitely dimensional. That screen is just images being dreamed up with no substance behind them. Why? Because that blank screen IS A MIND!!!! That is what is going on. That's it!!! This is not complicated. You just don't want to understand.

1. Your human character is also imaginary. 2. The point of view he is referring to is not through the eyes. Close your eyes right now. Notice that black screen. That black screen is absolute. Notice it can zoom in forever, and zoom out forever. That black screen is absolute. 3. Notice your POV HOLDS the body and your head. Your head and body do not take up the entire screen because just like everything else it is just part of the scenery. 4. He explains it very well you just don't want to understand it so you close your mind. He literally gives you an exercise to make it real for you by telling you to close your eyes and dream up your mother and stab her in the dream. 5. You are all alone, everyone you dream including your human character are imaginary. The only reason they are REAL to you....is through the power of LOVE. LOVE is the miracle that turns imagination...into REAL, which we call reality. This is why nothing is lost or gained but self-understanding. Can you love the truth so much that you realize that everything is just pure imagination? Everyone who argues this is NOT enlightened. How do I know...because I awoke and realized he was telling the truth. In my direct experience everyone is imaginary including my character. Also what he says lines up with the teachings. But Leo realized that most people couldn't understand this teaching. But the irony is....it cannot be disproven either. It holds true absolutely. And when you use the dream model...you realize the dream model....is absolute. Why? Because imagination has NO LIMITS. NONE!!! Why does imagination have no limits? Because it is nothing. You cannot put a limit on nothing. That is why it is the truth. It is the truth because it can be whatever it wants without limit, which makes it always true. For example, Infinity of Gods is true, if you say it isn't then you place a limit on imagination and show yourself to be the fool you are which many egos do not understand. All egos that seek to place limits on pure imagination are fools, and do not understand what God, Imagination, Nothing, Nonsense, Infinity, and Love is. One of the main issues you egos have is you cannot understand that two can equal one. That duality and oneness are the same thing. So because you only think dualistically, your imagination is dualistic. So how do you awaken? You open your mind to the possibility that your POV is absolute and that ultimately he form and formless are the same, that duality, and oneness are the same. One way to do that is to realize 2 dimensions and 3 dimensions are the same. There is no difference between a piece of paper and your room. If you open your mind to that possibility then you escape the difference you make in your mind between dimensions and break out of the conceptual matrix of duality you have constructed.

You cannot tell me that his entire article is not funny. Consciousness is funny as all hell. https://lithub.com/how-do-some-authors-lose-control-of-their-characters/#:~:text=Many fiction writers say that,outside of their conscious control.

You are too close-minded to even understand what I am saying....the human bit I wrote is to challenge the concept of what is a human. You don't even know what a human is....only what everyone is doing around you. Have you questioned if Science even understands what a human is? Does Science even understand fully how the body works. Right now Science thinks it needs to fuse machines with the human body to upgrade it....what if there are ancient practices...that upgrade the human body so it can flow smoothly with reality itself? Would Science call that a human....or something else? In some traditions they call that an AVATAR. So are you a human or an AVATAR? Who knows...you tell me....

^^^ It can only destroy you if you forget what you are. Many of you still think like humans on this path. How radical is your understanding of what you are. To really test the limits in Spirituality you will have to do some Insane stuff eventually. It's why this path is so dangerous. It's akin to fighting a dragon, many of you are too afraid to fight the dragon. Is it insane to fight the dragon? Yes. Is it insane that you created the dragon yourself to test yourself to see if you could be up to the challenge? Also yes. Why did you do it? To test your ability to love yourself after you wipe your memory of what you are. Is it ingenious? Yes. It is a ridiculously genius plan. Wipe your memory. Convince yourself you are so human. And see if you can escape that mental limitation and remember what you are. And....hide your path behind all the bias/judgments you created which are held together by Love which is what makes all those biases....seem REAL. Ingenious design. You actually think you are human.....LOL.