Razard86

The part I bolded....that takes talking to yourself to a whole other level LOL. Example: Hey dude I didn't understand what you meant? Mind explaining? Response: It means everything to me!!! Example: Wow...dude...I guess you are the only one here....why are you so mean to yourself dude? Now onto your analysis....you said it lacks the dimension of depth of openness, because you perceive it clearly...um how can it lack the depth of openness...if you perceive it clearly...that means it was open enough to be perceived clearly...... You said he sees enlightenment as love, glory, you see it as the cosmos revealing itself as a living being. How is a living being, that is revealing itself DIFFERENT than love and glory? This is what I am talking about!!! You have a very divisive mind that seeks to divide. Literally all the epistemological teachings would say that the cosmos revealing itself, which would be called awakening is an expression of love, and glory!! But you somehow...find a way...to disagree...and create it into a debate....about nothing!!! LOL!!! You are a perfect expression of the absolute's ability to purposefully create conflict over nothing!!!! This is why I said you don't know love....because you turned love into a concept, and then as result become confused. I asked a friend of mine who has taken 5 MEO about you and why you do this nonsense and he says it is probably your strategy to stay grounded. I'm like if he wants to stay grounded...it might be better for him to get off the forums cause he is just messing his mind up. When you took 5 MEO....was that a concept? I see what the problem is....you don't like the fact that it is only you....you don't think that's love. The void terrifies you. I experienced it before so I get it, but all you got to do is remember...it's you and everything will be okay. I finally understand what your issue is. Because you think love doesn't actually exist as everything and nothing. Because you don't see the void as love...this is the cause of all your responses. At a certain point you gotta accept it man....

Who is "we"....and do you really believe the Self needs to constantly create a model? Or rather...the self that has tricked itself into thinking its human needs the model?

Which is a concept....notice...you attempt to not construct a concept....and then you push forward a concept...so which is it? Also...why do you waste your time repeating the same thing? Might as well just copy and paste that same response....on every thread...it would save you time. Also...if what you said were true....then why are you still here? On this forum....what is it that you seek?

Totally true...but all of a life is addictive....life is the craziest drug....that is the hilarious part of all this....life itself is a drug. You don't even need drugs....your body is a drug...consciousness is a drug....that's the part that is hilarious!!! People only use drugs to access a more direct connection to consciousness and they don't even realize it.

Ohhhhh I know....not the specifics but the energy...I've gone through my own...but I am pretty sure when you had your Alien Awakening it pretty much completely shattered the human spirituality paradigm so badly....you were like...'What is even the point of humans?" Cool thing for me I had an awakening into how cool humans are and how amazing they are. So I've come to realize that each Ego's job is to maximize all the different perspectival viewpoints. Infinite Intelligence will look at itself from every conceivable angle ever!!! Which is why all our interactions are hilarious as all hell in the grand scheme of things because conflict is going to be inherent because of this. I love your blog posts by the way...any blog posts I think are important I'll post them it's gonna take me awhile to go through them all lol.

You can only penetrate a mind if you first understand their perspective. Many times when you disagree...you are unable to describe what the disagreement is. You often give vague descriptions and don't go into detail so it often comes across as just random disagreement for the sake of it. For example you said above on another's post...it is lacking a dimension....that really doesn't say anything....

https://www.actualized.org/insights/the-trap-of-pragmatism Bitter people vent Leo....." Excerpt from your Rant on Pragmatism "So much debate, so many words, so little substance. None of them can render a satisfactory explanation of Consciousness, Truth, or GOD. I reached the ultimate understanding of reality despite all their bullshit. I spit on all of them. None of them comprehend GOD. Fuck you academic devils for what you did to philosophy. You turned the most important subject of all into a joke. I had to wade neck-deep through 2000 years of your horseshit to finally reach GOD on my own. So pardon me if I’m a bit bitter. I’m trying to show you how to cut through all the crap and do some serious philosophy." It's all good though, I get it I felt the same way every time I discovered a lie growing up about some aspect of the World that was presented as different.

https://www.actualized.org/insights/i-am-not-a-master Basically he is saying his main objective is exploration, cataloguing, and sharing the information as best he can. He is integrating as well but that wasn't his prime objective. I wonder what he thinks now currently.....

Design, reached, sounds like you reaching omniscience....was also a game.....maybe you just find the other games not as enjoyable. Well you do play the Actualized.Org moderator game....so maybe that fits your tastes? Are you not entertained? Is that not why you are here? course I am just messing with ya...

Absolute Solipsism is not even a concept....it's absolutely true and it literally cannot be unproven...and all of Science continually proves it. 1. When you go to sleep at night your current world disappears. 2. If you aren't there to experience something...it doesn't exist for you. You might say but someone can tell me about it.....that person is in your experience. But they can show me a video, that video is in your experience. 3. How do we know this to be true? Easily...have you ever known anything in what you call Life that was OUTSIDE your experience? The answer is NO!!! All knowledge, knowing, is in experience. So what does this mean? It means your experience is ABSOLUTE!!! Which means...you are the ABSOLUTE!!! That's it. This is what ABSOLUTE SOLIPSISM says. Notice...you cannot argue against it. Why? Because it's absolute. All you can do is DENY what is true, but you can never disprove it...why..because it's ABSOLUTE!! Now....when you awaken to the ramifications of what this actually means....then you discover that there is no difference between a hallucination, a dream, or what you call real life. If you truly awaken to this....it will cause nihilism, and a deep depression for many. Initially when I awoken to this and perceptual experience changed permanently for this, it was EASY for me. I was like...what is Leo talking about I love this!!! Then slowly...lately even...my desire to go back to my separate 3D experience started to come back. Then I realized what Leo was talking about. Many of you have no clue how much you love "OTHER." You do not want to realize that your reality is imaginary, you think you do but when you do....you will realize you are all alone. You are an Infinite Void...that creates OTHER. It's one thing to say it, but to live from that state is RADICAL. You might say....but why would I want to do this. Well.....your ability to interface with reality changes....it becomes DIRECT. And let's just say a whole new world appears before you. You think having a bug crawling on you is uncomfortable? Try having the whole world moving WITHIN YOU!!! Can't get more intimate than that!!

You can't really mean believe that talking on here is an actual spiritual practice of deconstruction....reconstruction, or creation, sure but deconstruction? If you want to do that, LIKE REALLY DO THAT you would need to make a thread and have us actually offer forms of deconstruction. Otherwise...using the conceptual mind actually increases the web that it tangles...you are making the ego more rigid. If you truly want to untangle the conceptual mind here...seek to accept every position here. Basically AGREE WITH EVERYTHING and argue nothing. What your currently doing is the opposite which actually makes your ego more rigid.

If you want to do 0D...do 0D...does it really matter if they put numbers on it or not? Why don't you ask yourself...why does it bother me that they put numbers on it? Also...why does the number complicate things? Did you read the source material I gave, I think they do a good job of explaining their perspective. Like anything it is a map at the end of the day...but understand if you dismiss something without truly understanding it....you are just being a bigot. Nothing wrong with that.....being a bigot is a part of the natural psychology of the human experience at some point in time we are all being bigoted. But hey you can always take the harder path.....and try to understand what they are saying....either way its ultimately up to you. No wrong or right in this scenario...and if you don't like the word bigot...we can replace it as you are being biased...either way it is what it is... thanks for your response.

I'm glad you understand...also...I didn't have my first friend until my 11th grade in high school. I got picked on bullied and got into fights as a result from kindergarten to junior year. Hell some tried to bully me in the first college I went too as well. Every friend I ever made....became a life-long friend. This doesn't mean they didn't steal from me or manipulate me in some way. I forgave every single one of them and they all changed to the best of their ability through me accepting them. It wasn't easy, because people don't like to be called out. One of my friends threatened to crash the car I was riding in with him one time (He was the driver). So all these melodramatic you don't understand my pain stuff that people like to use as a defense...it's a cop out. I will say the same thing I have always said...'Be a friend to have a friend." What is a friend? A friend is one who forgives you when you are weak and unruly. A friend is one who calls you out even though it could end the relationship. A friend is one gives to you not to get something out of it. A friend is one who doesn't keep score and if they do...they don't hold it against you. A friend roots for you in your victories, and cries with you or at least meets you in your sorrow. A friend accepts they are imperfect and so are their friend. A friend doesn't unfriend you because you haven't communicated for years. Why? Because a true friend...is a friend for life. ^^^This is the motto I have lived by. Why? It's because it is how I wish the world would be. Be the change you want to see in the world. Why? Because if you play the same game as the world....then why are you complaining....you are only complaining about yourself!!! LOL.

1. Authenticity: A genuine desire for something. Things that are opposite of authenticity, pretending, going through the motions, fear, nervousness, ignorance, putting on airs, arrogance, ignorance. How to develop Authenticity. Authenticity is Self-Knowledge, for now we will keep out the BIG SELF, and put the focus on the little self. What do you know about your little self? First question would be what are your talents? You only know your talents by trying many different things and seeing what comes easy. Second question how honest are you about why you believe what you believe and why you do what you do? Really question EVERYTHING you do...for example....if right now you want to use the bathroom...but you don't....WHY? Maybe you say I will go walk in an hour....but you change your mind... WHY? You need to have a psychological profile on yourself!!! In the spy community they call it a Dossier. You need to have a Dossier on yourself!! Height, Weight, favorite jokes, favorite color, favorite past-times, etc. How well do you know the human character you are playing? Ever notice when people admire someone they know everything about them? They hang on their every word? Ask yourself...would a spy no more than you about yourself? Ask yourself would an UBER obsessed fan of yours know you better than you know yourself? Ask yourself....has Razard86 predicted you very well....and why is that? The better you understand yourself...the more you will see yourself in others and not only be able to relate to them intellectually but experientially because you will understand their struggle. Every single person in life is on the journey of self-knowledge...that is why you often hear people who are wildly successful eventually say the famous phrases "I didn't know who I was, I wanted to discover who I am.....and blah blah blah it happens so much it is starting to become an old movie. Life is SELF-DISCOVERY, SELF-KNOWLEDGE, the more you learn about the amazing human you are inherently....the more you can share your amazing self with us.... When you finally understand this character....then you can truly be AUTHENTIC. Authenticity will be for you....I know why I do this, I know what I value, I know my strengths, I know my limitations, and I know that I am constantly changing so even this map I have of myself...is a continual update. But at least with this map...I can be Authentic. The last piece of Authenticity.....through the constant studying of yourself and calling yourself out and allowing others to call you out...you will develop discernment. Discernment IS SELF-AWARENESS, It is the highest level of accountability. With this skill in every moment you will be able to see your ego CLEARLY and the egos of others clearly. So one important aspect of study is to study what is ego? Pay attention to the things I point out and notice they are universal....all egos are the same in what they want...how they obtain it...is the only difference. How did I learn this? Through honesty about what I want...and studying human history and the people around me and noticing....we all want the same thing. YOU are human history...every human that has lived is you...and you are them so the better you understand yourself the more Authentic you can be. Be your greatest fan....cause there will never be another life like yours...EVER!!!

Now when your tired of acting like a know it all, and actually have some humbleness to you...here is a good source that can describe what 5-D is. Majority of you will never reach 5-D because you are too afraid to deal with your repressed pain, and are too in love with hatred and ignorance. Prove me wrong.... https://www.cavalher.com/what-is-the-5th-dimension

You don't understand their message because you lack consciousness. Ever thought this could be true? I know what they are talking about....and its not bullshit...but if you lack the awareness of course it will be bullshit to you. Tell a racist his views are wrong and he will call bullshit. No difference than what you are doing right now. Because of your bias, you won't know what they are saying....such a shame...to live a life with the arrogance to assume you know something is bullshit without actually investigating it. Just....like a racist.

The highest Good is Death.

Why don't you do it. Also you don't know what arrogance is if you think choosing to not debate someone is arrogance what is arrogant is thinking defeating someone in a debate will change their mind. I have spent years debating and my friend gave me an old adage that holds true... "A man convinced against his will is of the same opinion still." If all it took was a debate to change people's minds....suffering wouldn't be a thing. Majority of humans need to suffer to learn something, logic is not something people actually care about and if you studied humanity long enough, or even yourself for that matter you would know this. Humans are irrational, illogical creatures who weaponize logic through the filter of their bias to justify their lack of logic using logic to make it appear to be logical. Why? Because emotions, and physical sensations pull humans all over the place. Things like hunger, headaches, backaches, fatigue, hot, cold, painful memories, fear/judgment of appearances matter more to MOST people than your fancy sounding debate. Wanna know how much people care about logic? See which sells more or gets more views...comedy, drama t.v. shows, violent video games, or logical debates? LOL

Very well written and I agree completely but there is one problem with that cheat code. If you are not at a certain level of development that cheat code won't do nothing but two things you mentioned. 1. You mentioned "rest is up to you through your own direct experience and only you can do that." and you mentioned "I have to travel through madness." So in essence what Leo offers is madness, and as a result in one sense he gives you a cheat code by transcribing and organizing and sharing his journey....but unfortunately to understand his message you must TOO TRAVEL THROUGH MADNESS and through your own direct message verify if what he says is true. So....you still got to take the journey all Leo did is draw a wonderfully detailed map....but he can't force you to take the journey. Many on here want to waste time discussing the map as if they have taken the journey and some who have taken it, the MADNESS was too much so they recoil and back away. But I realized as I am sure Leo did...MADNESS is the only TRUE SANITY......

True Christians don't believe that. True Christians are Mystics who understand that Jesus was saying that everyone is the Son of God. Jesus quoted "Jesus replied, “Is it not written in your Law: ‘I have said you are gods’d? 35If he called them gods to whom the word of God came—and the Scripture cannot be broken— 36then what about the One whom the Father sanctified and sent into the world? How then can you accuse Me of blasphemy for stating that I am the Son of God? The key part is the if he called them gods to whom the word of God came. Jesus was pointing to the fact that the word of God, is one with God. Jesus plenty of times said his authority came from the father. When Jesus does this he is pointing to the Absolute. Jesus also said the word sanctified. John 17:17 Sanctify them by the truth; your word is the truth So what is Jesus saying? Jesus is saying he is the Son of God because he knows the truth. That his authority comes from the TRUTH. If you study Jesus the core of his teaching is that he is the Son of God because he is the word made Flesh. Jesus states he has not come to destroy the law of Moses but to fulfill it. Now the Law of Moses was retributive. It followed the eye for an eye standard. Jesus mentioned that it was created because the Israelites were too selfish. Jesus was asked this very question by a Pharisee who was considered to be “an expert in the law” (Matthew 22:34–36). Jesus answered by saying, “Love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind. This is the greatest and most important commandment. The second is like it: Love your neighbor as yourself. All the Law and the Prophets depend on these two commandments” Jesus mentions that Moses law was given to the Israelites because of the hardness of their hearts, which means they were too selfish at the time to receive a message of like the one he is presenting. “Because of your hardness of heart, Moses allowed you to divorce your wives” (Matthew 19:8) So Jesus is basically saying to love God is to love one another equal to the love you have for yourself. This is the message of Self-Love. But watch this...“Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother’s eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? 4 How can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? 5 You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye. Matthew 7: 3-5 So Jesus is saying observe yourself, and clear your vision, before you look upon another and attempt to clear their vision. This means to work on your Self-Bias, your judgment. Matthew 6:22-23 "The light of the body is the eye: if therefore thine eye be single, thy whole body shall be full of light. But if thine eye be evil, thy whole body shall be full of darkness. If therefore the light that is in thee be darkness, how great is that darkness!" This means your eye should not see division, but see unity. This is the direct path. Jesus speaks to work to purify your vision which will purify your vessel. When he says vision he means your perspective. To seek to remove all Self-Bias, which will allow you to love and appreciate all things like God. Once you understand and embody this message then you are the Christ, the chosen son, daughter of God and thus are the physical embodiment of God, the word made Flesh. THESE were Jesus's teachings, and it got completely corrupted. ONLY TRUE CHRISTIANS RECEIVE THIS MESSAGE!!! The rest are pretenders!!!

Lol you are turning him into a comic book character

The return of Holykael....lol. Nice to meet you Holykael #2.

I don't miss it....how can I miss what I am? All is dream? So how can I miss it? I literally just showed you that the dream said genetics is NOT absolute and you succumbed to your bias...and ignored it. You literally said genetics was an absolute...when all of existence is relative.....this is what it means for it to be Absolutely relative....it's relative!!! But you took one relative changing dynamic...and stated it was absolutely responsible for Spiritual Awakening success and...you never tested this, this means you spoke from a place of ignorance!!! For example I saw Leo make a video saying that majority of people who become Enlightened were seeing visions from small, were master meditators, etc....none of this was true for me. So I speak from personal experience when I say I only discovered Spirituality and Mysticism within the last 2 years. When I first started I could barely sit for 10 minutes. Hell one of the things I learned is the illusion of time is different for a meditator versus someone who doesn't because time has sped up ridiculously fast for me now. I have learned so many secrets as to what makes it hard for people to progress on the Spiritual Path I could write a book on it. The number one issue is bias against Sex, the second is bias against drugs, and the third is bias against technology. The three things that helped me become Enlightened very quickly was Sex, Drugs, and Technology, the very things demonized in both traditional Spirituality and in a lot of Mainstream Circles. 1. Sex helps with the Chakra system which allows the purification of the vessel (body) to start. You cannot maintain an Enlightened State as a baseline until this purification happens. This purification has to do with smoothing out the energetic flow of the body. It's why I uploaded the video of Martin Ball discussing this so people on the forums could understand. He discusses it in his work with 5 MEO. I did this without access to 5 MEO. How? Through Self-Love. A Self-Love for myself and humanity forged through a life lived AUTHENTICALLY with the intention for the discovery of truth and love. For example you know how Jesus told a "A Rich Man to Give Away ALL His Money?" I did that. I have run various tests on some of the things Leo has stated and made some startling discoveries. When Leo says things like the path is inverse to Survival, yall have no idea how TRUE this statement is. Like NO CLUE. Some of the things I did in that post I made about what happened to me when I walked the streets I left out because I didn't want people to get hurt. But let's say I put my physical body on the line to get hurt, I actually faced physical demise and all it did was raise my Consciousness. Literally nothing happened....and my Consciousness raised. NATURALLY, SOBERLY. The only thing that stops humans from progressing is all your societal beliefs from your human perspective that is fed to you. Let's just say FEAR is the most powerful drug, the most power sleep mechanism and its favorite mechanism is rationality. The more rational you are, the harder it will be for you to awaken. It's why I am glad my entire life I was aware of how irrational and rational I was. Most rational people, ignore their own irrationality and thus can never walk the path. The direct path is UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. And you all have no idea how radical that actually is. I got a glimpse of it on the streets....and it blew my mind how ridiculous it is. Psychedelics....make it easier, the non Psychedelic path....is much harder. Why? Because it is easier to tell yourself I am working on going through stuff on my Trips so I can integrate it back into my life. LOL. That is such a lie!!! Why? Because there is literally no difference than a Psychedelic Trip and your life!!! NO DIFFERENCE!!! ON ANY LEVEL!! All I discovered when I walked for 2 weeks is LIFE is truly a dream....I did stuff that was supposed to kill me PHYSICALLY....and nothing happened. I was like...what the fuck!!! Are you kidding me? When Leo says don't harm the physical body....I'm like....such a bias....what makes you think harming the physical body actually puts you in any danger? The only thing that stops Spiritual Progress is what you call sanity, not some silly argument like genetics!!! LOL!! If I took a bat and hit some people on these forums over the head... a lot of them...would have mystical experiences!!! LOL!!! Mystical Experiences are INHERENTLY part of the human experience. key word is inherent. Lol Psychedelics...if Leo incurred a significant enough injury he would have NDE and trigger a mystical experience. Oh my gosh I just debunked the genetics argument and I didn't have to try.

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The answer to every question is authenticity.