Razard86

If he consumed an Consciousness altering substance with an open mind he would probably instantly awaken. His desire to go to Islam is just his ego pulling him away from truth. Deep down he knows this....but ehhhh....it shows you the nature of God. God wants to explore. You cannot awaken God against its will, God will awaken on its own terms. I don't blame him, he is in his 20's I have no clue how my life would have been impacted if I awakened that early. I truly think early to mid 30's is an appropriate age. Part of the Spiritual Path is nihilism, not sure if it is healthy to be exposing large amounts of 20 year olds to nihilism.

Nice move.....and I'll say I think there is some appreciation...just not to the same depth...but hey...they'll get it eventually when their dream reaches the climax...or maybe they'll get it through a NDE. Remember this post you made? https://www.actualized.org/insights/understanding-karma I tested it out...and let's say....it was ABSOLUTELY TRUE. So TRUE...it was magical. https://www.unity.org/bible-interpretations/matthew-628-30-and-why-are-you-anxious-about-clothing-consider-lilies-field You said at the end of your Solipsism video that "anything you do is ultimately pointless because it is all being done for you." Let's just say I did some retarded shit on purpose to test this out and let's say I was shown this was true. The most dangerous thing is to tell someone this though lol....ohh the crazy stuff people would do!!! That's just your karma. You have your individual karma, which is the karma of the character you are currently living as, then you have your collective karma which is the karma of this entire dream. (When I say karma of the dream I mean all the history you have consumed about human history etc.) If you deep shadow work you get to see how ridiculously sick and twisted your mind is....and that you are capable of some dark and twisted shit!!! It is only because of your personal history and choices...that you didn't turn out some other way. Gives you great empathy not just for victims, but the perpetrators as well.

May I ask for an original phrase from you?

Gotta love synchronicity.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MfOAvfwEMVs&ab_channel=ShamanOaks First one is about a woman who experienced her own version of hell and heaven, and the second one is one I've posted in the past she is just telling someone else (there are a couple of Youtube Channels that chronical near-death experiencers so they end up re-telling their stories. I don't really have an opinion on Near Death Experiencers....I confirmed and live from the truth of reality being imaginary....but these near-death stories....leave me with questions.....you are welcome to share your thoughts!!

Yeah I guess he was trying to say finding out it is a dream is in one sense the cessation of dreaming because you know its a dream. Like watching a movie and realizing it is a movie for the first time, sure the movie continues...but it no longer fools you. So you are both right, but he is just pointing that being aware that it is an illusion...no longer makes it an illusion. Think about it....if a lie cannot fool you, then you know the TRUTH.

Nothing is a waste of time, it is actually impossible to waste time, there is a secret as to why...some call it an open secret. Now outside of that...I can also answer depends on how you use it. Edit: I re-read this and realize you were joking and being sarcastic...LOL my bad!!!

^^^^This entire post is an interpretation....why does the interpreter pretend...that it isn't interpreting? Maybe because the interpreter....likes to spin its own story about the story of the ego. Don't think you can escape, but you are welcome to deny you haven't escaped....

In one sense yes, in another sense....nope!!! The secret to life...is you have to find out for yourself...what I discovered...is it is not as simple as you think....LOL.

You construct the identity of *same*....what is *same*? According to science your changing every moment...a ridiculous number of cells are dying and being replaced, your brain is creating new neurological pathways, your skin is shedding, nails are growing, your body is producing chemicals that is breaking certain things down, and converting other stuff. So what is same? Notice for you to construct the identity of same...you have to IGNORE a BUNCH of things. Which perspective....is the TRUE one...

I'd say God is everywhere so the truth is everywhere Yep....paradigm shattering is apart of this work and when it happens it is absolutely amazing and terrifying all at once LOL. But....conflict is an inherit part of reality. It will happen because reality must include everything. In fact with proper open-mindedness conflict is a beautiful thing.

1. Your entire post is a claim to Authority. How so? In one fell swoop you claim nobody on the forums has the answers....okay...how would you know this? To know this you would have to have some authority on what is true. 2. So by claiming there is a lack of truth, you would have to know the truth....so who knows it? You mentioned the Mayans and claim they humbled you and shown you things. So by your message...the Mayans are the Authority on the truth. 3. But notice...you claim you don't know what is true!!! But you claim we don't know. But the Mayans showed you things....but you still don't know the truth. But you know the truth isn't on the forums!!!! Notice this....and you think we are the confused ones? Come on man wake up!!! LOL!!!

https://www.actualized.org/insights/hate-or-love Read this post...it talks about ethnocentrism. Majority of my friends and family are ethnocentric. I luckily escaped this in my late 20's when I started to see the hypocrisy. But I will take ethnocentrism and raise you perspective-centrism....can you see outside your perspective? Like REALLY? Majority of humans that have ever lived....never accomplished this. The wisest person ever, would be able to understand EVERY perspective. From the most ignorant and simplistic, to the most advanced and complex!!! What a goal to have!!! Maybe just maybe, it's a worthwhile goal.....of course it is entirely up to you!!!

Actualized.org Season 3!!! Will Someoneishere and PrincessArabia get along...or will more drama ensue?!!! Find out Next Time On...... (uhh we are making it up as we go...so uhhh...we'll let you know....later on....)

He means well, I assume with no evidence outside of his emotional outbursts that he is probably in his 20's. He is just excited to share what he has learned from the Mayans. The Mayans are a very knowledgeable group. They are very well versed in mathematics, and astrology, and their culture is rich with herbal knowledge. But the issue is, the poster's identity is strongly tied to this message so much that at the slightest provocation he explodes. He doesn't realize the value of these forums, because he doesn't like that these forums attack your identity relentlessly. These forums are really good at rattling your ego because so many diverse perspectives meet here. These forums hold no quarter lol.

1. I joined this community as a member on February 27, 2022. This means I have been a member for 511 days. This means my current post count including this post is 4,472, 4,472/ 511 comes out to 8.75 posts per day. Does 8 posts per day constitute ALL DAY? Now let's address another flaw in your argument. You said you were gone after being an active user a while back and have come back on two occasions. If this is to be believed (you said it) then how would you know I posted all day? So let's see so far...you weren't present for majority of the time I was here, and the math says I only do 8-9 posts per day....hmmm....the evidence doesn't look good for you. Next you say I like to force my views on others...but again you have failed to actually make a sufficient argument for this....in fact..you have only proved that YOU like to force your views on others because the moment I disagreed look what you have done. You used the word CUTE, multiple times, have sufficiently LIED as I proved above because you made claims about things you were ABSENT for, and made assertions that don't hold up because you didn't check the math. But why would you? Why would you LABOR for the truth? Why not shoot from the hip? Then you said why do you feel like you need to be superior.....while posting CUTE multiple times which is a claim of superiority tactic. When a person does something someone feels is beneath them the term CUTE is used. So again...you accuse me of being YOU which is true...reality...is self-reflective. Right now you are projecting onto ME a clear mirror which is showing your reflection and you are recoiling in horror. You point at me and say YOU think you are superior, as you express superiority. You have not done sufficient shadow work my friend. You are still in the dark.

LOL you are so lost in your own biased perspective its funny allow me to show your hypocrisy because it is so easy. 1. You said if I know everything....when did I say I know everything? On repeated times I have said I am full of shit. If you actually read my posts you will realize that I have stated multiple times I don't know everything. So guess what? That was an assumption and a projection!! LOL!!! So error number 1!!! 2. You said I try to impose my point of view on others? That's one way of looking at it, you could also call it sharing my point view on others. It depends on how you look at it. I could ask you...how is your post not an attempt to IMPOSE your view on others? Why is your post any less a form of imposition than mines? Also...here is the funny thing...you cannot impose your view on ANYONE!!! A man convinced against his will is of the same opinion still. If you could actually impose your viewpoints on anyone...we would be a singularity with no diversity, notice one of the universal laws is inherent soverighty. Human history is FRAUGHT with attempts to impose and the all crumble!!! So...uhh I am not inposing anything...but you wouldn't know that because you are biased and short-sighted. All attempts to share any point of view is an attempt at persuasion, influence no different than what we are doing right now. The difference? Is you are being arrogant...you think I missed the part where you said CUTE. CUTE is a term to imply that you are superior, your entire post reeks of an arrogant superiority. So you think because you hung around some indigenous people now you are SUPERIOR to us on the forums and we are just wasting our times... LOOK how quick your arrogance came out it was IN THE FIRST LINE!!! LOL!!! I see through you!!! Then you talk about your number of posts...your number of posts does not determine how much work you have done. In fact nobody on the forums has absolute knowledge on how much work either of us has done. We have to use our investigatory abilities, discernment to glean based on what you POST. Quality POSTS= Quality work. Your work, or development is based on what you can share and explain. Authority is GIVEN, its earned, people consider you an authority or lack there of based on their personal standards and values, not based on how often you post on the forums. Notice....your argument...sunk...it cannot hold. Also let's visit this quote right here. "You are talking to me as if I do not already know these things, and you have completely missed the point of my post, and you are so self righteous and drunk in your own shallow understanding of these topics." So notice the tone in your post. You call me self-righteous....but you say what I say is cute, you accuse me of many things, and say you have facts....if you didn't notice....you have been describing yourself the entire time. Let me educate you on something called projection. Example: Person A makes post. Person B makes critique and disagrees. Person A intreprets Person B's critique as condescending and self-righteous because of their fragile ego and accuses Person B of being self-righteous while displaying the very characteristics that they accuse the person of. There is a famous phrase....two wrongs don't make a right, and don't jump in the mud with mud slingers because onlookers cannot tell you apart. You claim to have all these awareness and you showed everyone...that at the slightest provocation you can get caught in your own trap. Now I am not immune to this myself, I do it every now and then it is actually what makes this forum valuable...it reveals your insecurities and your insecurities, your shadow.....is pure display right now. So though you claim to have done work...your shadow leaked out very easily....barely took any time at all. I love your "cute" post....I guess you got it all figured out!!!! But notice....you claim I'm the one that thinks that!!!!

If you go far enough in this work...you will find that impure and ugly thoughts....aren't impure and ugly. Life= Infinite diversity of expression, so as a result, your impure thoughts MUST arise. It cannot be any other way. https://www.shape.com/lifestyle/mind-and-body/mental-health/what-is-shadow-work Without darkness there is no conflict, no story, nothing to overcome, no growth, no depth, A truly creative mind, has no morality. It creates morality....within its creation to create a demarcation of good and evil. But notice, to the side of evil, they are good, and to the side of good they are good. Why? Because they have different definitions of good. What we call evil, seeks ultimate control and power, it seeks to have the greatest capacity of destruction at its finger tips. And what we generally call good seeks to share power and democratize how that power is shared for the benefit of all. So evil usually falls into two categories: Survival of the Fittest/Quest for Strength/Destructive Power or the Desire to wipe everything out/Nihilism/Meaningless Whereas Good: Is very simplistic: The preservation of all life, and the sharing and respect for all life in an equanimous nature, Meaning. So notice....evil= Death, Good= Life. So there you have it....the cause of all bias. As long as pain, suffering, and death are demonized, Good and Evil exists. It makes for the perfect story of conflict!!! You can write INFINITE STORIES with these elements!!! P.S. : Ever notice sometimes the quote on quote evil villains will team up with the good to fight another villain? Why? Because the villain that seeks ultimate destructive power still believes in meaning, they just differ in how they define meaning from the heroes. But the villain who is a nihilist and just wants to wipe everything out....well he messes up the villain that wants powers plans. So to many the ultimate evil is the lack of all meaning, the lack of all distinction, absolute unity. LOL.....DEATH!!!

Gotta love Nike!!! One of my biggest weaknesses is over-analyzing...., what I call analysis paralysis, sometimes...just jump right in, and Just do it!!! Nike knew what they were talking about....it was a WINK from God. I might make a thread about WINKS from God.

Both are true. Reality is an infinite perspective. Every ego is just a perspective, every form is just a perspective. The problem is many human forms are too busy arguing their individual piece of the puzzle and are caught in this delusion. 1. Every single human perspective is right. 2. Every single human perspective is wrong. That's it. The End. Nothing to see here. Once you have fully grasped this....THEN you can start gaining true understanding. You should seek to understand every perspective you come across...because they each hold a different piece. Real, Imaginary, they are the same. Natural, Synthetic, they are the same. Fake, true they are the same. Lie, truth, they are the same. Reality is a transparent nothing, that is intelligent, and a mind, that is loving, and creates....emotions, creates sensations, creates perception, creates perspective, creates time, space, length, width, height, etc. Many of you spiritual people are like a person in a video game going around saying...there is no video game, and the rest who already realized that...and come back full circle, say....there is and there isn't. When you watch a movie you can say...there is no story, you could also say...there is...and enjoy the story. BOTH are true. Everytime you say there is no anything....you just put yourself in delusion. Reality is both nothing, and something. Reality is both real, and imaginary. If I lowered your consciousness...reality will be a 3-dimensional reality, and if I raise it high enough....existence will dissappear. So which is true? BOTH!!! Which is more true....BOTH!!! If you are trying to see more of existence.....then you should aim to accept its imaginary nature, but if you aim to be the character and forget your imaginary nature...aim to see it as a physical reality. God loves diversity!!! So God both wants to be lost in the dream....and to wake up. And both....are equally the same. If you knew how much the same they were....you would realize that all our quibbling...is just a game...just God entertaining itself.

I think that is just the story you tell yourself. Which is cool, because guess what? Even when it is seen to be a dream,.....there is always a story. Why? Because every production has a story, if it weren't true for you....you would have forgotten how to speak. I say this all the time "your actions reveal how you really feel." You are here because you are still seeking, and your story is you paying it forward. Just like Tony Parsons, that is the story he says. What I have noticed in human spirituality many of you create delusions of denial. There is nobody here? As you charge people for your retreats and meetings. Nobody is speaking....as you dodge when something is thrown at you. Miss me with all that. On one hand I understand why it is done, it's to help the egos that cling to dream to awaken, on the other hand....you also delude yourself that you aren't clinging too. As long as you seek to eat, and maintain your form....you are part of the clinging to survive. But you can certainly delude yourself into thinking otherwise....but I don't fall for that b.s. lol.

That is because the word dimension is important. I'll give you an example. 2D stands for 2 dimension. Height and width 3 D stands for 3 dimension height, width, and length. Do you understand that baseline enlightenment....allows you to enter a 5 dimension in which....distance, and time is removed? For example....let's say you watch a video of Leo....as a regular human it is just some video on Youtube For an enlightened person....they are in the same room as Leo, Leo is just them talking to themselves for the FIRST TIME EVER, and.... it is realized that Leo is imaginary, and is YOU telling yourself a story about their experiences. Oh and also...his body is felt at your body. You realize that the screen of your phone, tablet, or laptop is imaginary so Leo isn't in the screen, he is within you. You see? You open up another dimension of experience that you previously couldn't access. What you don't realize is LOGIC, creates walls of dimensions. You only experience a 3D reality because you believe reality to be 3D. I don't live in a 3-D reality...my experience is NOT 3 D. Or 4D. My experience of reality is 5-D. Most psychedelic users are in 4D. They glimpse 5 D but it scares them because that is the perceived reality as being imaginary. Also 5-D is nothing....if I can drop my attachment to being human enough....I will be able to transcend 5-D and go even beyond that. Going beyond 5-D removes physicality completely. Now is when you start entering creator mode, but that state currently would feel like pure insanity...for most humans 5-D is pure insanity LOL. Hell most can't even handle 4-D. Consider that biology and technology are the same....consider that what you call nature....is the same as technology. Consider that maybe the biological human body...is really just a virtual reality suit that can be modified and upgraded and depending how you do that...changes the subjective experience of said reality. Ever consider that? Also....as technology and science change their models due to true understanding of Consciousness, you are going to hear more about dimensions. One of the issues with the Spiritual Community I have learned is you all's bias against logic and thinking. Guess what? Silence and sound are the same. Thought and the lack of thought are the same. For example...to think...is to meditate on thoughts!!! Some people think meditation is standing still, but concentration is a form of meditation and you can do that MOVING!!! The key to greater understanding is to remove your bias!! Your bias will restrict your ability to make sense of things and will get you paradigm locked!!! You don't know how many traps I had to avoid because of all this traditional human bias. Traditional human bias is BULLSHIT!!! Instead of blindly believing....TEST things!!! There is nothing wrong with 5-D it does a good job of explaining this video Leo made in the past.... https://www.actualized.org/insights/sherlock-holmes-brain Leo uses the word "orthogonal" https://www.google.com/search?sca_esv=567835797&rlz=1C1VDKB_enUS991US992&sxsrf=AM9HkKlHDCl0cS1XlAwV1B9Uhisb-mQdwA:1695469294877&q=orthogonal&si=ALGXSlbK6dNKc3P-z0hratVoTzWIsDxAZ1lLU7x9N1xOd-XH0vxhagLClTpkSqWeYCXy0OhNVqLKLhKPYNos1rx46VeUD2DvRWRbfuCjB_d0rw-sEZyNdUg%3D&expnd=1&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwiLyLGo08CBAxWeJUQIHUPQAAwQ2v4IegQIHRAT&biw=1422&bih=678&dpr=1.35 Sometimes brainy math nerds like Leo confuse people talking like this. In this example the word dimension...can be used. Consider that Enlightenment....might be the ability...to perceive dimensions....that are outside of the normal experience of those in a 3-D reality. Your senses limit your dimensional experience.

1. You don't understand Solipsism, when Leo talks about it and when I talk about it I am talking about ABSOLUTE SOLIPSISM. You literally cannot disprove Absolute Solipsism. 2. Just because they have a long rich tradition doesn't mean they understand reality in a superior way. Majority of their wisdom is just content in the dream. What does this mean? Wisdom comes in many forms, so does knowledge. For example they could have vast knowledge of the flow of nature, have a deep relationship with trees, animals, they could have evolved genetically through their practices and developed a higher level of natural intuition and baseline consciousness, they could be more naturally peaceful and receptive in their communication and better at surviving without negatively impacting their environment. 3. The flaws of these tribes though is they are very ritualistic, which makes them dogmatic, they are very symbolistic, turning things into deities, avatars, what you don't realize is mystical experiences aren't enough, a mind that removes it self of all symbols has a more truthful grasp of reality from those mystical states. 4. You think these people to be wiser, but wise....is relative. From certain states....stupidity and insanity can be superior to intelligence and sanity and the lines of these distinction are SUBJECTIVELY DRAWN and are almost always based on SURVIVAL. Many of you are still too stuck in human ideology. 5. Consider the one who is full of potential...might be you. Are you skeptical enough to realize that you are just getting caught in more content? The Maya people are just content in the dream just like your human life. Nothing wrong with loving the content but reality...is beyond just mere content. Think of an infinite void, a blackness so black it folds in on itself and disappears. This void can conjure up anything, from one perspective it can make humans appear to be no different than robots, it can make them appear to lack any consciousness....they can look and act like NPCS in a video game. Then next instance they can appear to be vibrant, and alive, with emotions, and feelings and depth!! Then next this blackest black, can become the brightest bright, it can appear holy, divine, and pure in its essence, this then can appear malevolent, like the darkest, scariest, craziest thing, like pure evil, ....THIS IS REALITY. Drop your notions of good, bad, survival, etc.... and then when you are done purifying yourself of your silly human perspective....THEN you can finally receive truth. But the human perspective....is a hard perspective to drop.....because it really means death. Not just death through a mystical appearance....oh nooooo, it means you become the walking dead. You escape the perspective of the character you have been playing your whole life.

I've experienced what you experienced...it can get even darker...what you got to experience was your shadow. If I locked you in a room and tortured the hell out of you long enough....the part you just experienced....would surface. So you got to meet your dark side. The reason you enjoyed it is because you LOVE DARKNESS!! You LOVE EVIL!!!! This is a secret most don't want to explore. You love everything, and I mean EVERYTHING!!! What you think you hate is just societal conditioning, the constructed ego. Those shrooms got you out of your conditioned mind to experience malevolence. It's crazy that, that is just as much you as the normal fun loving guy you normally are huh? Now that was the REAL WORK!!! I'm glad you got through it okay, glad you didn't get suicidal. That trip showed you why WAR exists, slavery, genocide, and whatever other horrors you can think of.

^^^^Naw you aren't wrong...but umm....if infinite intelligence followed your very limited perspective....consider the consequences.....ever think of that. I notice a lot of people never think about that. Reality is constructing infinite perspectives....actualized.org is just one itty bitty tiny perspective among a ridiculous infinity of perspectives. So while what you say is true....umm where is the fun? The adventure? Let's say reality were to listen to you and adhere to what you just posted....what do you think would happen?