Razard86

It's a good start but I'll spoil the movie for you. Pros: You will become incredibly aware of your inconsistencies, and will be able to deal with them. Con: You will turn honesty into an identity and will have little tolerance for the dishonesty of others. This will cause you to speak out against said dishonesty and you will be viewed as a demon by others. As such your conflict and suffering will increase. But go for it....just know whichever path you point toward....it's opposite must be felt. As they are One.

I'm glad you get it. They are the same. But I will say....you can still experience an ever deeper and deeper Oneness. That's the mystery. It never ends with how deeply intimate you can experience yourself.

You can impart it, the part that you've currently shared that is. But he'd have to be receptive enough to take the parts you have shared. He can only receive what you have shared. He'll need to consume all 46,729 posts and all your videos and blog posts, or become Consciousness enough to telepathically talk with you.

That's a story. Consider that you could use all those things you mentioned to Realize God. How do I know? Cause I did. All paths lead to God because ALL is God.

True, with me initially I loved it so much when I awoke to it I didn't have any existential fear arise....then after awhile it snuck in the backdoor. So while many have to face that upfront, I faced it in the rear LOL. I guess that fear must be faced regardless. It's all love at the end of the day, even though intense physical pain can be shitty as hell LOL.

Don't assume arbitrarily that you want to deconstruct your life away. Spirituality is akin to you watching a movie, like the Avengers and as you watch the movie you admit to yourself that the entire movie is a creation. What is a creation? Something that is made up. Can you admit your life is just made up? Are you sure you can admit that? Think about it....if you are honest with your self you would say that the Avengers is fake, because it was made up....but your life was made up too. It had to be created. So by this metric your life is just as imaginary as the Avengers. But notice admitting that incurs an emotional pain. But consider this, maybe that pain exists to protect you from going further to deconstruct more....be careful now...are you sure you want to continue? Are you open to completely destroying this life as a human you are living as? Are you okay with doing this? This isn't some arbitrary decision. It will have consequences. It will recontextualize everything. So why do it? The only reason you should do it is because you don't care about the so called consequences. That you want the truth of what is going on and damn everything else. One of the mechanisms you need to understand is a creator would make sure that the creation is jam packed with things to explore. So why wouldn't the creator turn itself into a journey? Think about this for a second. If we say your life is just self-discovery....that would make a lot of sense right? Your whole life you are discovering things about your self. You originally think your self to be a human and your whole life so far has been learning about this human, and what other humans think about this human. Well what if discovering yourself as the Creator is just a large version of SELF-DISCOVERY? To discover the human is not really the self, but really all of creation is the self. That the only true identity is a BLANK MIND. Why is it the only true identity? Because it never changes and is permanent and will always be permanent. But if the only true identity is a blank mind....then the absence of vision, taste, smell, sound, physical sensations, emotional sensations, thought, is equal to existence? How can that be....that's impossible. It's actually in plain sight all the time, you just don't identify it, which is the same as recognition. You don't recognize that which cannot be recognized, because you limit recognition to sensory perception. But what if the building block of existence was the lack of perception? Now the boundary between real and unreal is getting questioned. Because you call death the end of what is real. But if life is made of the end of real. Then how can life be real? What if I told you that your life never happened, and isn't happening now. What if I told you, that you were dead this whole time, and you have only appeared to be alive? That your true identity is DEATH. Now you are going into dangerous territory.....this doesn't feel good. This is why I say....are you sure you want the truth? Be honest it's okay. Nothing wrong with loving your life. Just go back to your human story and pretend none of this every happened....ironically because....none of it ever did.

It definitely is amazing and one day you do it long enough it will be completely ordinary to you. You will get to experience being amazed and feeling normal at the same time. LOL. Pretty amazing.

Your mind doesn't lie to you all the time. If it did...you couldn't undo the lies because it would just lie forever so you could never escape the lies. The mind does have a capacity for truth as well. It can only seem like it lies all the time...if you train it to be that way.

The mind is a conceptual prison. The prison is your opinion on everything in life. So basically your entire world view. How do you escape the prison? 1. Deconstruct your worldview. You are currently in a character state of mind. If you want to escape this state you need to first question all your beliefs. Second you need to alter your state in some way i.e. meditation, drug use, sensory depravation tank, or other methods don't feel like listing them all but you need to alter your state significantly from your normal baseline state. This will make your mind more fluid. 2. Once in a fluid state....start letting go of everything.....EVERYTHING. Let go of the belief that you were born, that you have parents, that there are others, that time and space exist....etc... Now if you are not trying to go that far and you just asking for help on broadening your perspective just do this simple exercise. Close your eyes, drop your current perspective and put yourself in another person's perspective. Think about what emotions come up for that person, what fears they have, what motivates them and maybe then you can escape the prison of your worldview enough to gain another perspective. Don't worry about it making sense for your character, learn for it to make sense for the person. Example: I know why a terrorist would blow himself up for his religion. I understand that from his perspective he is doing the right thing because his frame of reference is so narrow. I understand that if I were to wipe my own memory and were given his memory and body....I would do the exact same thing as him. So he can only act based on what he knows and how he interprets what he knows.

I like what you did there.

Many people as they go through life come up with strategies to increase their psychological toughness. For a lot of people, one avenue will be physical fitness. Now physical fitness can improve some psychological issues such as the ability to deal with physical pain and fatigue, and the ability to stick to a strict routine. But some people believe that if they gain the ability to bash someone's head in that will help them overcome things like interpersonal skills or their fear of being in crowds. It won't. Things like that are stuff you will just have to continually face and deal with. Dealing with people can be difficult if you like to feel in control, the cause of all conflict is a desire for control and a difference in interpretation of communication. There are different forms of strength, some are great at hitting people, while others are great at negotiation. But don't ever think that physical strength will ever solve your fear of dealing with people, fear goes much deeper than that. This fighter's fear of people comes from good intentions. He clearly avoids people because he knows he struggles to deal with them and would be tempted to harm them as an easy solution. So his strategy is to avoid contact as much as possible to protect them from him. But the problem is no matter how much he tries, he will still have to deal with people on some level.

This is a story. Every time you close your eyes and go to sleep....you let go of other people. You just don't call it that. If I told you if you closed your eyes and went to sleep you would never return.....THAT would scare you. But you assume with NO PROOF, that when you close your eyes and go to sleep that you will return. So notice how you conceptualize something, how you hold it, will create emotions. Emotions only reflect how you look at something and whether you think it is good or bad. But again you let other people go all the time when you go to sleep.

Yep but of course we knew you knew that LOL. Yep so true. https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-047 This blog post adds to this thread.

Exactly, and then learn to dissolve the hatred over time.

The very same lie you claim I'm in, is the same lie that makes you respond to me. You say there is only things happening to you and you attribute meaning to....what are you doing right now? Learn to follow your own advice. Also I can tell by your responses....you didn't understand what I wrote because what you just wrote....was already stated. In your rush to play the role of the teacher...you swung and missed.

It isn't complicated. A lack of truth creates complexity. That's the point. Only judgment creates separation. Also I never said one was superior....that's the point I keep telling you. You have a know it all mentality which prevents you from learning the truth you claim to seek. Your head is so full of self-deception you make arguments that aren't even made. Your reading comprehension suffers because of your prejudgment. It's like I said before, only judgment separates. If you argue this there is no hope for you.

Yep but that is why we are here. We are here to experience ourselves. Only judgment prevents us from experiencing ourselves to the fullest. What I have realized is we decide ultimately what experiencing yourself means. For Leo it's chasing what he calls higher states of consciousness. But if you truly investigate that....higher eventually becomes lower. Since reality is an infinite holographic fractal it always goes full circle because there is no beginning and no end, so higher and lower is a distinction that a perspective is making. So in one sense Leo is right, and in another sense he is wrong. In one sense he is truthful and in another sense he is deceived. This is the case for all perspectives because no one finite perspective can contain the fullness of infinity. For example...you could zoom out to outer space and become Conscious of Earth as a whole and all the living beings, the water, the air etc. From this perspective you could know everything there is in totality of what is going on Earth. You could sense the movement of the weather and survival flow of all life and become aware of the direction its going. But you wouldn't know specific details like how much money I have in my wallet, or how many hairs on my head etc. You would need to zoom in to my location to become aware of this tiny human Razard86 in the huge planet called Earth. As such the more someone chases those high states, the less their ability to connect to humanity and their survival oriented perspective. Now someone else could zoom in more. They could study the day to day survival of their life and humans and become an expert on it. They would see the day to day, whereas the other would see the big picture. Neither is superior, in fact learning from both would be ideal instead of picking one as superior. But ironically...they could debate between themselves on who is more awake. The advantage of the person zooming in, is since majority of humans have a survival bias they would see the person zooming in as more awake because he is easier to understand and relate too. LOL.

Ask him if he is interested enough in pursuing the true nature of reality so much that he'd give his life for it. If he asks you what you mean by truth tell him, the very purpose of his existence, why his life seemingly in his experience popped out of no where. If he says all humans do it and none have the answers yet, ask him how does he know that? Ask him does he think he has investigated this with his whole being, or does something stop him. Ask him if he thinks he is open-minded enough to study enough of human civilizations that have asked those questions and has he thoroughly listened to see if there was an over-arching theme there.

What I understand about reality. 1. I am love. How do I feel the love? I feel it because I have unblocked the blockage between my crown chakra, third eye chakra, and throat chakra so my energy flows smoothly. I changed my profile picture as a hint to people. Work on smoothing out the knots of your energy. Any hatred, judgment, trauma, etc becomes tangled up, distorted energy and it blocks your ability to experience the love that you are. 2. What 5 MEO does for you for FREE!!! Is it takes the ego offline because it hits it with a force that is so powerful that it cannot hold together. The ego is an energetic pattern that holds the memory of your personality and all your physical sensations when that goes offline your ability to feel the love that is you is no longer filtered. Through this process it will naturally start to move to remove blockages. Now I have never taken 5 MEO I only know this through Martin Ball....but here is something I discovered...you can do it without 5-MEO which I have. 3. How do you do it? You put out the intention daily that you want to know what Love is. That you want to grow in Love. Daily put that intention out there and meditate and eventually it will start to happen. Also deconstruct all of your beliefs as well if you are still mentally conditioned. The goal is to empty the mind so it can connect to your heart. Once that happens then your ability to love and connect to the love around you AWAKENS. All of this I have verified in my direct experience. I can make requests all the time and get shown many things. I recently was taught how to be even more disciplined and I laughed at the simple answer I was given. I tested it out and it worked. I'm not some person who fakes who he is, wisdom, knowledge comes from honesty. The reason I can say what I say, is because I can back it up. If you notice...you still have the same questions from 2 years ago. This means you are not searching hard enough, there is resistance in you. One of your issues is when someone brings up a possibility that you disagree with, you don't realize that you disagree out of principle. For example when we tell you that reality is love, you call it a concept. I've told you over and over....TEST IT. You claim you don't know what reality is, but then claim that you KNOW that it isn't love. Do you see how you fool yourself? That is a statement of knowledge!!! How can you say you don't know reality but you KNOW it isn't love? The answer is because you DON'T KNOW what love is!!! You haven't received it or given it enough to know that YOU ARE LOVE!!! To know reality is to KNOW YOURSELF!!! This is why I said HOW YOU CHOOSE TO LIVE is =to HOW YOU DISCOVER GOD!!! To know God is to BE LOVE!!! To LIVE LOVINGLY!! I don't mean just doing kind acts, because anybody can do kind acts. So how do you discover God? Through authenticity, through honesty with self and other!!! Think about it? The ego is always filtering you!!! So it can keep up appearances!!! Now think about this for a second.....God is NOT an appearance. God is no appearance....that appears to experience itself. Because God is not an appearance it is consistent. It is the most consistent thing that can ever be. That is why God is pure honesty. That is why we call God true. God is unconditional, which means God is unwavering. So how do you as an inconsistent appearance which means you are dishonest in comparison to God, and mortal which means you are less true than God.....discover you are God? By BEING GOD. When you tell the truth regardless of the consequences. When you help another or yourself not to gain something, but because you have pure desire to enjoy the activity or to provide for another. When you consistently desire to be loving and to love more of yourself and what you call life....when you choose to drop your judgments....then you will realize you and God as one. How do I know this? Because it is what I did. So purify your heart chakra, clear out all your energy distortions and you will know that you are unconditional love that hid yourself in plain sight using a conditional, logical, personality structure called the ego.

Great!!! The secret is unconditional love for your avatar and for all of life!!! Love is the path!!!

The reason I go so hard on here, is because God is the most amazing thing there is. Just recently before this post I was contemplating the nature of God and watching a video, then suddenly God surprised me again!! My direct experience became even more intimate and magical before my eyes! I lied down and enjoyed it and laughed at how amazing this is!! Many people have to take substances of some kind to experience this, while I get to "trip" for free!! It was at this moment where I understood God's dilemma through me. God is so amazing, but I can't force God on you. I wish so much for you to feel the amazingness of God but I can't force it on you. People chase God in sex, video games, drugs, etc....they have to pay money for these extroversions.....I get God for free. It's so amazing!!! You have no idea, to get God for free? Sigh....this is the only thing I wish I could give you.....God-Realization for free.....sigh.....all I can say is don't stop. Don't doubt that you are God, don't doubt you are worthy of the love you as God want to share with yourself. Challenge your notions of what is possible. Don't believe in things absolutely, but test the possibilities of what is possible. You as God want to surprise yourself!!! So test what is possible and watch the surprise!!! I really hope one of you reading my posts and the posts of others on here eventually breakthrough the realization that you are God and that you created yourself and all others. When this happens all human knowledge will appear as a fools game to you and you will be open to testing everything. Explore your dream with an open mind, and maybe one day you can realize that you are the greatest gift ever!!!

What does it feel to encounter God? Some can call it the purest pure. The most genuine. An authentic giving. So how to experience God? What are you encountering? You encounter your generosity, which is an expression of your genuine giving. You experience the authenticity you have cultivated, the pure love you have for a thing. To love a thing is to experience God. When you cultivate this love long enough, this love will accost you with its warm embrace. If anyone says that they don't know God, know they have not realized God, and they live a love-less life. Love is the greatest gift, its the greatest wealth, when you realize you are love you become the richest ever! Why is that? Because all money is spent for a better experience, bigger house, fast car, pretty sexual partners, travel, drugs, creation.... But when you are God every experience becomes a better experience and it constantly unfolds with more surprise. To discover you ARE EXPERIENCE ITSELF, saves you time chasing your own tail for something outside, for something separate from yourself. Because you are experience, you can get it all for free!! Who knew God was the greatest amusement part and the price of admission was your generosity? All you have to do is empty yourself of ill will, and you get the greatest gift of all time, to experience yourself more intimately!!! Thank God for this inner romance!! Thank God for this constant surprise!!! Thank God for the chance...to help another to awaken to this surprise gift that they hold inside!!!

Wow. Did the snakes bite you?

The more selfless you are the more power you are given. That is how you designed it. So if you are willing to take a psychedelic and surrender your life in that trip you can return with greater self-knowledge and even possibly spiritual abilities. So when you are ready to stop conceptualizing and put your feet to the fire and trip, you will have your answer. But staying on here and conceptualizing is going to do nothing. Jump in the deep end of the pool, or sit around and waste time in analysis paralysis.

1. My issue with you is you make baseless assertions. You will say oh you are this oh you are this with NO EXPLAINATION. The first rule of critiquing is to be able to explain your critique. Otherwise it has no BASIS. 2. What you don't understand is making baseless critiques is a waste, the person who receives it can do nothing with it and all it comes across as you engaging in one of the ego's favorite past times which is criticism. Egos love to criticize, everybody has some complaint, some issue, some judgment, or joke about somebody LOL. But just because you have one doesn't mean it has merit. 3. I'm not scared I literally told you I LIVE IN A SOLIPSISTIC NON-DUAL WORLD. I awakened to SOLIPSISM, there is no seperation between me and anybody. I experience all others as myself, there body as my body, etc. I have deconstructed the boundary of time and space, so I am not limited to that either. Now for you, this is just fantasy, but for me it is reality. Why? Because I didn't allow fear to stop me. You literally had the privilege to use something like 5-MEO and still live in duality and talk about fear to me? Are you kidding me? Do you not understand that the ONLY reason you returned to duality after 5-MEO is because your ego mind rejected it. But I'm the one that needs to be humble? LOL 4. Humbleness is not superior to arrogance or confidence, and secret humbleness can be a form of arrogance. What you don't realize is whether someone is humble or arrogant is open to interpretation which is why I said you need to actually EXPLAIN why you think someone is whatever you say they are. If not then all you are revealing to people is you shoot from the hip which is what most people do. Discernment is a SKILL!!! If you are not high in discernment then you will not be able to deconstruct your mind and as thus you will stay in duality. I have over and over presented you and many with avenues to do this process and all you do is push yourself away further. I mean you literally deny yourself from what you want the most and then deny that you are doing it. I have exhausted the many explanations I can give you. Also if you really do not believe you can collapse this reality....then you REALLY are asleep. YOU ARE GOD!!! NOTHING CAN STOP YOU FROM COLLAPSING THIS DREAM BUT YOU!!! In fact the irony is, you deny you have this ability, because you are afraid if you admitted you could do this that you might do it. That is how much fear you have. If you want proof of people who have collapsed the dream go to Insane Asylums. There are people there who are living in completely alternate realties.