Razard86

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  1. Memories are absolutely the driving catalyst. You can tell yourself you changed but you don't know how much subtlety your original self has. Do you walk differently? Wear different colors now? Like completely different food etc? Your persona can even change how strong your sight, smell, etc. is. Go do some research on personalities...your personality is very complex....to rid yourself of your personality you need to do a complete memory wipe...otherwise bits of it will still be there. Memory is the driving force absolutely....where do you think your ability to write comes from? Everything you do is just an expression of stored up memory. It's simple...you can only be what your memory is....
  2. Well its something for God to do. God can even make fun of itself for doing it.
  3. Well the traditional spiritual path is the path of denial of your current conditions. Remember I talked about indifference? The Masculine Approach to Spiritual wants you to deny thoughts and feelings, and to even renounce all desires. The goal in some of these schools is to never incarnate into form ever again. They teach that we are only here dreaming because of a desire to be a particular form and that we can end the cycle of incarnation by becoming completely indifferent to desire. If you pull that off you will completely kill the human identity. You will no longer be able to emote at all. I pulled it off but didn't like it....I felt like a got damn robot walking. You will basically just be an empty shell just walking around. Then I realized that path was a form of denial of what is. So I decided to burn from both ends. So I reattached my emotions and aim to properly integrate both indifference and attachment which I believe is the true purpose. I believe you only truly become human when you attain the perfect balance of indifference and attachment. Which is basically knowing when to connect and disconnect, lol like hanging up a phone. When to pick up and and connect and when to end it. I believe you cannot construct yourself a particular way to pull it off, it has to flow, like doing improv on a stage. You have to read the situation and respond intuitively. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-EM_KrOux_o&ab_channel=NextofKen
  4. This concept is called Mirroring and it is a well known skill in the Self-Development World but the Metaphysical Knowledge behind why it works is hilarious. If Robert Greene really knew why it worked...he'd fall out of his chair. https://youtube.com/shorts/GjGJdvJRd9M?si=YdIv83j1PtW0zACR
  5. ^^^^Said in a villainous laugh. MUAHAHAHHAHAHHAA
  6. If you want to know what is Leo's most important video, the one video that basically sums up everything he has every taught and is the central video that will always connect and explain the purpose of his channel, his website, and all of life itself. It is this video. Watch this video at a high consciousness state and you will understand what is being communicated here. This video is the HOLY GRAIL. It literally describes what you should be doing everyday. The secret is you already are doing it, you are just doing it unconsciously. Seek to do it consciously.
  7. Yeah so expect this to happen....let's say someone asks you for your honest opinion and you are direct and blunt....they will demonize you. Many a person has told me they can handle the blunt truth and when you do it...they project onto you. LOL. This is why Leo said people don't actually want the truth...they want love and compassion. So if you have a cousin who is an alcoholic, he doesn't want you to remind him or ask him to stop. He'd rather you say "I love you and if you ever decide you want to make a change I'll be here for you." Anytime you disagree with someone openly you run the chance of being demonized. Doesn't matter how good your argument is. Because humans are primarily run on desire which is expressed emotionally. You can use these forums as a trial run. I have learned the best approach (which is the hardest) is watch people you love do stupid things and stay unattached. If they come to you with deep emotions...then attach yourself to their emotions and ride that wave with them. This will allow you to communicate in an emotionally authentic way and they will feel heard. When you do you need to be receptive and only give suggestions upon request. If you try to TELL them what to do, they will feel like you are trying to control them (depending on who they are, some may be receptive) so its important to only give advice when asked and to let them know that this is just advice and they don't have to follow it. This is the most respectful way to deal with people while respecting their sovereignty. I'll admit....I haven't exactly mastered that yet. My issue is I want to fix things. I sometimes get frustrated like in this example. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-4EDhdAHrOg&t=6s
  8. https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/85147-why-feeling-is-truth/#comment-1199698
  9. Yes exactly right. When I say lie I mean...a bias, a judgment of something being bad. I investigated this personally to the fullest and questioned God relentlessly until I realized that everyone and everything is PURE INNOCENCE. Just like a tree cannot help but be a tree, you cannot help but be you. Now the reason we as humans think people should be held responsible for things, is because we have the ability to access the Masculine aspect of God...which is indifference. Reality has two expressions there is the ability to connect on a deep level, total immersion, hypnotism, trance, to be seduced, this is what we as humans generally call love, which is attachment. This is the feminine expression. The Masculine expression of God is indifference, which is the same as impermanence, which is the same as conflict, and the same as DEATH. THIS is what we demonize. We don't call indifference love. Indifference is robotic, calculating, discerning, and uncaring, it is totally detached and without bias. But the feminine expression is completely absorbed and is full of bias. Now the two expressions are actually ONE so there is crossover as they both have aspects of each other....but to understand this. A person can only be in conflict with you if they are indifferent. A person can only leave you if they are indifferent. A person can only be compassionate if they are connected to you. A person can only stay with you in tough times if they are connected. So we cycle back and forth through indifference, and connection. God is absolutely indifferent....because God is Absolute Masculine, and God is COMPLETELY YOU (the human identity) because God is ABSOLUTELY FEMININE. This is why a person who does not understand the value of human emotions, will demonize them and will not be able to connect deeply with anyone. To the Masculine...the dynamic, ever flowing emotional expression of the Feminine is SCARY because the Masculine likes stability and order. You might respond....but I thought the Masculine was indifferent...so why does it bother it....good question. Because the Masculine's Feminine side is underdeveloped....(because it relies too heavily on its Masculine) when a well-developed Feminine appears...instead of trying to understand it through its own Feminine it tries to use the Masculine. Well the Masculine likes to draw from its own map of understanding which is logic. Logic is past information. But the Masculine with an undeveloped feminine doesn't have the necessary information from its feminine to make sense of what is going on....so it demonizes it and says its NON-SENSE!!!! Her emotions are non-sense she is crazy!!! The Masculine would need to do a deep dive into its own Feminine...THEN and ONLY THEN will it understand the Feminine because the language of the Feminine is feeling, intuition. The language of the Masculine is words, symbols, images. This is why a woman who hasn't developed her Masculine cannot explain her feelings in words, and a Man who hasn't developed his Feminine cannot make sense of her feelings. And THIS is the cause of ALL CONFLICT between the sexes of human kind. No Man is qualified to discuss women in depth until he has connected with his inner woman.
  10. It is so obvious God wrote this^^^^ Beautiful^^ Thank you for your beautiful art and your wonderful words of wisdom. Genius!!! Utter Genius in everything you wrote!!! Such a blessing to read!!!
  11. Lol you'd think Leo made this post. Good job, good imitation. You are very good at mocking those you disagree with. Well Done.
  12. What if I told you at a certain level of consciousness you realize....emotions are thoughts....what if I told you there is a form of language that doesn't use symbols, but that there is an emotional, empathetic understanding that is even deeper than thought? Also from one perspective he is right that thought can lead to emotion, but emotion can lead to thought as well. It's like this....your ego has a set of beliefs. These beliefs are like thoughts that are set in place and will respond when messed with. So for example lets say you hate getting wet...then you walk outside and somebody sprays you with water, you will immediately get angry. You didn't have to THINK to get angry because that thought already existed. If this happens I will get angry. This is why you will hear people say stuff like "I'm a type of person if you do this it will piss me off." You see? So you already have a conditioned response. Some of your conditioned responses are biological, and some are sociological. For example shivering when its cold is a conditioned response. Also your goal shouldn't be to stop getting upset, the purpose of anger is protection. Anger gives you the strength to protect yourself. If I robbed you of the ability to get angry you would never protect yourself. Some people have been taught to not be angry so much they repress it. Anger is not bad, or evil, the only thing you should be concerned with is not letting that anger control you. Now obviously if you think you are getting angry at things that are not important from your point of view then you can do an investigation into why it bothers you. Always remember this...reality goes both ways...LOL. Its bisexual!!! LOL that's a joke. But seriously emotions trigger thoughts and thoughts trigger emotions. If anyone ever tells you that something is only one way...they are unconsciously lying to you. So this guy in the video is only half right....and it is hard for my mind to listen to half right people...sigh....also there are NO NEGATIVE EMOTIONS. You need to understand....society has a bias against, anger, sadness, depression, etc. because society wants to put on a veneer (cover, appearance) of happiness. Everything is always LOOK HAPPY!!! Notice people unconsciously say "How are you doing?" And you unconsciously reply 'Fine." Why? Well part of it is habit, but part of it is you know if you start telling them your problems they will probably make some excuse and leave. Notice that unless you speak in a nice non-aggressive manner people will demonize you and tell you that you are bad. This is the problem that is leading to suicide, depression, because everyone is always trying to tell you WHEN it is appropriate to express your emotions. Why? Because they are not comfortable with their own vulnerability they project that onto you. This is why God made women and children, to teach the power of vulnerability. To teach the importance of free emotional expression. Men complain that only women and children are allowed to be emotional, it is like that only as long as you believe that. Now with that said he is not wrong that lies are what leads to what he falsely calls negative emotions. But that lie is just a BIAS. So a bias is the belief that something is not GOOD. So the video of the person you sent me...HE is lying. He is guilty of what he is preaching. Because he thinks there are negative emotions. All emotions are GOOD!!! His issue is...whenever he feels anything but peace love and joy, he judged himself as Non-Spiritual and demonizes himself. So he has created a Spiritual Ego (which is the biggest trap in Spirituality) of how he is SUPPOSED to be instead of accepting himself as he is. So let's put his foolish notion to the test. If I came at you with a chainsaw...and you felt fear...is that based on a lie? Sure...the lie is that you can die....you cannot die. But....without that fear you cannot be motivated to either run or fight. You would have to be so NON-ATTACHED, that you completely are okay with losing the human you have been living as. If this is WHAT YOU WANT? Take his advice...but we both know that is not what he is saying. So thus...based on what he is saying....what he says can only be relative, and contextual. So what he SHOULD be teaching is HEALTHY emotional expression. There are no negative emotions, but there are NON-HEALTHY NON PRODUCTIVE forms of emotional expression.
  13. YOU ARE MIND. That's it. You are a MIND that is dreaming everything up. That's it full stop. If you have not realize all is mind then you don't know what is going on. I've noticed many of you try to say mind is some relative thing, no you aren't getting it..MIND IS ABSOLUTE. You are an ABSOLUTE MIND, because a MIND doesn't actually have a form. So you are an ABSOLUTE MIND, that imagines everything around it. I could say your whole life is a cartoon show if I wanted too, or a virtual reality, or a dream it does not matter. It is pure imagination so intelligently done you cannot distinguish it from what you call real. It's a masterful work of art.
  14. That's just your interpretation. I don't want anyone to agree with me, I want you to agree with yourself. It's not about me, I don't matter only you matter. Remember I'm only here for you to have self-clarity. That's the only purpose of all of my posts. Its the same theme. It's why I push self-honesty. Its why I explained what conflict of interests is, its why I explained in depth what every ego desires. Stop making it about me, who gives a damn about me. LOL. It's only about your self-understanding. I already figured out why I am the way I am. I only seek to expand that everywhere.
  15. Contemplate? This is elementary. A man is good when he can fully accept what he calls evil. A man is good when he is fully committed to an early investment in his childhood in empowering himself, and then in adulthood committed to empowering everything he comes across to the best of his ability. A man is good when he discovers that he is the embodiment of a blessing, not that he receives a blessing but that he himself is a blessing (discovering your talents and your flaws) and is committed to embodying the blessing that he is to the fullest. This is equivalent to a man understanding what beauty is, what romance is, and the understanding that every part of the design of what he is....is mysterious, seductive, and that allure of beauty and romance is mystery, anticipation, the build up, and that the beauty of his own design mirrors perfectly the beauty of the design of life itself. Through this he can communicate this effortlessly and by extension is a vehicle for others to recontextualize their own situations. A good man is a living inspiration, through his ability to express self-acceptance. Through his ability to honor the constructed divisions of those around him while being fully secure in his own unique construction as well. A good man is like a well of inspiration from which those around them can draw strength and belief and appreciation of themselves. A good man is like the perfect motion picture, when you come across him you lost track of time. A good man/woman....is all of you...which is usually hidden inside your bedroom when you can finally let down your guard...and be "You."
  16. Listen to this explanation for how Anakin Skywalker becomes Darth Vader. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LqQ8xl1SpVo&ab_channel=StarWarsTheory Now I can sum this up very easily....the Jedi were full of bullshit. The Jedi CLAIMED they weren't attached...but they were!!! Attachment is a desire to be a certain way...the Jedi desired to pretend they weren't attached, but when they discovered that Anakin wanted to save his mother they tried to persuade him to let her die instead of helping him free her from slavery. If they truly cared for Anakin they would HELP him achieve his goals, they would empower him through training and direction and then allow him to burn through his karma. Instead they tried to control him and TURN him into one of them. Thus proving they themselves were attached. The Jedi's fear of being involved, yet trying to defend and use force (LITERALLY CALLED THE FORCE) while claiming detachment is one of the biggest bullshit conartistry of all time. The moment you use force against anything you are attached!!! So the Jedi fed themselves this bullshit and that is why they suffered. The Jedi brought out the evil in Anakin through denying their own evil. Attachment is the source of all conflict, and how can the Jedi claim to not be attached....when their whole training is centered around using "force." So funny!!! The dark side and the so called light side are two parts of the same running around denying that they are both doing the same thing just a different way. If anything...you could argue....the dark side in Star Wars...was more honest. They didn't claim to not be attached, they admitted it.
  17. He has experienced direct experience as a way of knowing through reading, questioning, dialoguing. The only part I disagree with is that he is good at staying open. He isn't. There is great fear within him. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=91_G8iaokk8&ab_channel=WanLittle
  18. You are an inspiration as well and you are doing it too, look at this thread? Also I can't help it anymore than Leo or anybody else. Awakening to me is equivalent to God realizing why it created its human character. When Leo was like God is the most amazing thing ever and it had nobody to share it with, so it created the ego so it could share itself with itself/other....I had no idea how accurate it was until I awoken. That's when I realized that every single desire that has motivated me in life...was that same desire. It was like...of course I am the way I am and of course humanity is the way they are. A girl taking a selfie is just God wanted to share itself with itself human avatar and other. A politician running for office to change their country, is God wanting to share itself with itself. A yogi doing mahatsamadi is God wanting to share itself with itself. And the list goes on....its one big circle jerk. It's why God is the biggest narcissist. It falls in love with its own reflection for all of Infinity. Perfect Beauty, sharing itself forever. So I can't help but do this....because why would I keep all this beauty to myself? It doesn't make sense...so I will wake up the partitions within me who want to wake up and the ones who do not, help them realize they don't want too. I want to help them get Self-Clarity so they can realize the desires of their heart and seek the actualization of those desires. In some dreams God wants to realize itself indirectly through duality, and in some dreams God wants to realize itself directly. In some dreams God wants to be unmotivated, and depressed, and suicidal. I just want to be a conduit...so God can go on its merry way figuring itself out in whatever crazy configuration it has manifested. Because God's infinite capacity to deny what it is = EGO= Every Gathered Opinion= Whatever shit I feel like making up. God is the greatest story teller ever, that loves to tell itself everything....
  19. https://www.sciencenews.org/article/electrons-have-potential-mutual-attraction#:~:text=ELECTRONS ATTRACT Although electrons normally,from other electrons (purple). New study says they can attract. Stop trying to put limits....
  20. I'm still doing my own shadow work....my current bias is dishonesty, or lying. And I'm not bent out of shape actually I'm enjoying the drama that dishonesty creates. I just find it funny how no matter how accurate you are at showing something to yourself, your self has an infinite capacity to deny. I am fully aware that these versions of myself actually know they are full of shit. It's just funny how they actually think they can fool me or you, they can't even fool themselves at this point. Because again....when you are told that it is no different than your night time dreams...all you gotta do is close your eyes.. imagine a scenario, open up your eyes and realize its the same thing. Oh and the method I gave the guy? I told him to eat an edible, and watch Leo's Guided Exercise for Realizing You Are God. That is like the laziest path to awakening. You can let Leo's video deconstruct your reality for you. Just sit, with a clear mind, don't think, and listen to that video in an altered state...and your consciousness will on its own start stripping stuff away. This is why I said....at this point anyone on this forum not using the easy mode that Leo laid out for you...you just aren't interested. You don't even need an edible or consciousness altering substance, its just faster that way. You can also alter your consciousness by staring at this. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aenWZUYKOH8&list=PLimK6clJHdM2E00rg4EwzNFcvVfBLPVaC&index=1&ab_channel=TobiasBassline Chakra music combined with consistent meditation can also influence you also. But when I say God created so many pathways to awaken, God created a ridiculous amount of pathways to awaken. If you don't awaken, its not cause of genetics, because Spirituality will alter your genes, it altered mine. So if you don't awaken...you didn't want too. But again it doesn't bother me, it is actually fun for me to keep pointing out that you don't want to awaken...because if you did....you'd be awakening.
  21. Majority of people in this thread just want to argue against what is obvious. We have already solved all the objections, so now they start attacking the labels. You notice that? Since they cannot disprove what you say...they avoid it by saying...who needs labels its all stories, you notice that? It's like....we don't give a damn about labels we are using labels because that is what language is....labels. We can't hand them the realization, nor should we because we would be a devil if we did....the worst kind of devil lol All we can do is create pointers and you either accept it or you don't. But notice...we overcame all their objections...so all they have left to do is either criticize the use of labels...or play the "you never know card." It's so funny....because all it proves is you don't want to awaken...you just want to dance around the void. It's like go find something else to do, why pretend to want something you don't? I had a guy message me a couple of months ago, I gave him a method to realize what he is...he started the process and existential fear arose and he felt like he was going crazy. I foretold him it would happen and how he responds will reveal how he truly feels. So when it happened he freaked out and said he realized he wasn't ready to give up his humanity. I showered him with praise and commended him on his bravery and honesty. That's how you do Spirituality. You do the work and if you feel its not for you, you put it down and move on. Not pontificate about it for 10-20 years or more like most Spiritual seekers. I mean I understand that because God is infinity...God must live a life of pretending it wants to awaken and never awaken until physical death, just like God will also be a criminal and go to jail. But......um....do you want that to be YOU? That version of God that just runs around in circles?
  22. Yeah I recognize its just playfulness. It playfulness disguised as drama. Although sometimes that drama...can get dark heavy. But people who dislike being serious will be loose with the wording of their thoughts and can confuse themselves. If you do not understand what motivates you in life you will go around in circles. Obviously this is not something that is easily understood but hey, the most important endeavor you should undertake is self-understanding.
  23. Technically everything is feeling....we just like to put limitations on what we call feeling. But notice if you couldn't feel your body, and couldn't see it visually....how could you BE anyway? Technically in that case you would be everywhere and no where.....so how you as God can create a center....is to feel you are the center. I could also just replace the feeling....with just perception. Perception is just feeling.... If I rob you of all perception...you couldn't be aware of your being. For example...you could go BLANK.....and I'm not talking a black screen, I'm talking about blanking.....how would you feel about blanking permanently? The irony is....you could blank out for eternity....and you would never know how long you were blanked out....because time again is bound by perception, feeling, etc. The dream, pure imagination, this works better usually, but looking at feeling as an absolute can work as well if you expand it enough.