Razard86

Have you ever daydreamed while driving and have no clue how the hell you got home without paying attention? Notice if you try to do this on purpose you can't....but it can happen on its own. Ever sit down to write something and the words just came effortlessly? God in its infinite intelligence designed life on love. So of course you can't help but be love, so yes the "only things I love" is the truth of all of us. When we love something we are PULLED towards it. When we hate something we are PULLED away from it. Life has that push pull dynamic to it. It's why they say Love is magnetic. You can't force popularity, it just happens. It's why you can be the smartest person in the world, but if you live in a world that cannot speak your language you are all alone. So think if someone makes a goal to become the smartest person in the world and after they reach this goal the rest of the world cannot understand them, the only thing they can do is to become dumber which is the smartest thing they can do. If they don't they will actually be stupid. This is why the highest intelligence is always acceptance. This is how you can be so smart you are stupid. Instead of accepting you are smarter and figure out how to dumb things down you overly complicate it to SHOW OFF your intelligence. LOL. So funny. Insecurity is absolutely dumb even in the hands of a supremely smart individual. Security is the highest intelligence, and the dumb and the weak teach the strong that. You have never heard me say do not seek understanding, that is a bias which is self-hatred. All experience is self understanding whether you acknowledge it or not. If it appears it means it is fully accepted, only the ego is rejecting it which it must to create a perspective. The ego is LITERALLY REJECTION, SELF-DENIAL and it HAS TO BE THIS WAY to have a perspective. So only people who are SCARED OF THEIR EGO, preach the denial of understanding or knowing anything which is delusion. If I came at them with a chainsaw they would KNOW to move. A baby wouldn't because it has not yet LEARNED the truth of that experience that chainsaw to the arm will be a VERY BAD DAY!! LOL.

Yeah that is one way you can look at it certainly. But notice in that picture....nothing is being shared. The frame is the ONE. That's the point, you can experience it as other but it's not actually other. It's like walking into a bathroom but you see a different reflection that has its own personality different than your current human avatar. If you want you can trip and do this. Even better you can actually dissolve the boundary between other if you want and hear their thoughts no different than you hear your own thoughts. In fact I would challenge all of you who are brave enough to do that with someone, maybe that can be the proof you need if you dare.

^^^^ So first you claim you don't know, then you claim you know? You don't actually know. So what is the truth? The truth is it is Absolutely Solipsistic, but because it is Absolutely Free and Unlimited it can be however you hold it. So is it like the way you just said? Sure if that is the way you hold it. BUT!!!!! That boundary WILL COLLAPSE as all boundaries will collapse and when it collapses....there will only be, being. Anyone of you that have experienced ONENESS, you never found an OTHER. Any of you that have been to the void you never found other. Any of you who have gone into DEEP SLEEP you never found other. In fact if you want to believe in other, then you must view your body as other because your body is equally part of the scenery no different than other. Anyway the truth is you hate Absolute Solipsism/Oneness and that is why you resist it. But its fine Infinite of Gods doesn't negate Solipsism so if you want to look at it as Infinite of Gods go ahead. But Infinity of Gods is just a DEEPER FORM OF SOLIPSISM. Infinity of Gods says each person you meet is literally in their own separate reality, as such that is actually a greater form of isolation than the materialist paradigm. I noticed most don't realize that. In your rush to run from Solipsism you create a deeper form of it. Absolute Solipsism says everything is One. Infinity of Gods says everything is ONE but everything is a separate absolute dream within a dream. If you use that perspective then why only the humans? It would mean even a dust particle is a separate dream within a dream. If you want to view it that way its fine. Why? Because all dreams are Absolutely relative, so you can Absolutely form whatever relation you want to it. That is proof of unconditional love.

It's a temporary condition, you get it back after you give it all away.

No fair post when I correct Leo. LOL.

You can reach a point where your feelings are like clothes you wear. They are an expression of yourself but they are not yourself. Feelings only matter when you are trying to accomplish something, protect something, and heal something. For fun I recently did a deep dive into some dark moments in my childhood and an extremely large hole of pain emerged. When I discovered it I felt like a surgeon operating on a patient who was surprised some damage was still there. Look the emotional pains we feel are only as strong as the importance we give to the story. The whole point of awakening is being able to jump back and forth between personal and impersonal consciousness. I finally get what they mean by we fall asleep. Our true nature is impersonal, you really do forget this and fall into this deep personal belief about whatever and the pain and agony can really pull you in. But there is really a space there that unfortunately right now you think its nothing. But that nothing hilariously is what you actually are. You need to become aware of that space. How can you do it? Now this is not going to be something you like but it worked for me but it can be dangerous. I have done some emotional deep dives that has brought up repressed deep seeded emotions, and have become really good at sitting with them as they express themselves. It is truly amazing to realize you can have really painful emotions expressing and you can just watch them. You can start small, think of a small event that bothered you. Really focus on that until the pain of that event comes up, then sit with it. Allow it to express while sitting, feel if you can detect any space. The better you get at detecting that space, the less you can get pulled into that feeling. If you get really good at this, you will have broken your human identity. No longer can you get stuck in character, no longer can the voice in your head or other people tell you what you are. Hell even your feelings won't be able to tell you who you are because you realize...they are just a temporary expression that eventually fizzles out. Using music can help with this process also.

You know of him, the bits he has shared. That's all though. But with some discernment...you can extrapolate a lot. But nothing beats daily interaction to really get the devil in the details on a person.

LOL here are my references!!

Look at you out here giving away trade secrets. Man I wonder if they will catch on?

Any money you lend assume you are not going to get it back, otherwise don't lend any money at all. Why? Because you do not control people, and attempts to control people will always cause conflict. Nothing wrong with conflict, just be prepared for that. Global debt is the total amount of money owed by corporations, governments, and individuals around the world. In 2022, global debt was $305 trillion. In the first half of 2023, global debt fluctuated and then rose $10 trillion to a new record high of $307 trillion. ^^^Humans are not good at paying back money they borrow. LOL

^^^There are more than 5 senses you know. Be open to that possibility.

Because you are raised in a results-oriented world you have been told that if you don't know what to do you are confused. This is false. Not knowing what to do is just ignorance, which is just a lack of sufficient information. What confusion is, is thinking ignorance is confusion. So then you might ask okay then what is confusion? Confusion is believing you are going to always have sufficient information at hand to make a decision. Confusion is thinking you will always have the capability to go through life without having to make snap decisions without knowing if that was a smart decision or a foolish one. Confusion is thinking you can avoid mistakes. Confusion is just a denial of your own limitations. Once you can accept that no matter what you do ignorance will always be at play in some form or another then you actually cannot be confused. You will either be gravely ignorant or slightly ignorant but never confused. Your life is just a bunch of educated/informed guesses. Sometimes you guess right and sometimes you guess wrong according to which direction you are trying to go.

Okay well clarity I can help you with. I've made a post on Self-Honesty before. But now I have a question for you. Why are you doing Spirituality? You don't need to answer here if you are not comfortable because this isn't about any of us. You really need to dive deep and discover why you are doing Spirituality. Is it to find inner peace? Most people do it for that reason. If all you want is inner peace I can help you with that but ultimately you will have to discover it as I can only be a guide. There is also a long way and a direct way but the long way maybe be better for you and most people. Both paths will involve much pain and suffering, sadly my friend pain and suffering are an essential tool of the path. I'll give you an example, think of your attachments like a stove, now the stove is becoming hot but you don't want to let it go, so it burns you and burns you until you finally let it go. Then the stove disintegrates into nothing and you mourn the loss of it. ^^^^This is the path whether you take the longer version or the shorter version. I have realized for many of you the longer version is probably more beneficial. I'm in my 30's, I cannot imagine trying to wake up in your 20's. For me that would have not been beneficial for me, because I was so attached to meaning and purpose, so ambitious. You need to understand that this path is counter to ambition, counter to meaning. You are destroying all meaning, this WILL create deep suffering the more attached/personalized your story of your life is. This is why in my opinion you need to be satisfied with the life you have lived before you come to awaken. Any beliefs of I am missing out on other things etc, is going to stop you. You cannot awaken by force, this is the path of surrender. Also understand in my journey I didn't only listen to Leo, I had many people who came into my life and helped me along the path. Now understand that creating bliss is actually not hard, but it is counter intuitive. I discovered how to create bliss and I can share it with you in a private message but your masculine mind is not going to like it. In fact the biggest barrier to this process is your desire to be sane, pragmatic, and logical. Which is funny because that is the same mindset that causes wars, and all the other crap humans do. Anyway if you message me I will tell you how I discovered how to create bliss, but a warning...it will seem airy fairy, naive, child-like, romantic rubbish, and this is the very reason most men will never discover a deep connection within themselves or in their relationships. In fact its the demonization of this that prevents intimacy because the most intimate nature is our child like nature.

If we all agreed on everything perfectly= DEATH. Can't have that. When I became aware that conflict actually avoids death it blew my mind. Yes conflict can lead to death, but it's also an avoidance of death. How would you feel if you walked outside and everything you said and did....everyone agreed with? Then when you thought of something....someone said it out loud? It would completely destroy everything. This thing is so well done that even when you wake up it can pull you back in. I mean my sensory experience is that of duality and nonduality at the same time...and still if I got kidnapped and subjected to torture that would be one hellish experience for me. I have yet to master my consciousness to an extent to remove my awareness of all that pain. I admit I could still love them afterwards if they let me survive, but ummm I would avoid them like the plague and would have to spend some time working through that shit. But with that said it would depend what state of consciousness I was in, because at a high enough state that torture would feel like ecstasy. The Love of God is so powerful it can drive a human to suicide, its too seductive.

Is everything God's will? LOL. God speaks through every form. When you become a creator you realize truly in your direct experience, that the creator determines everything. Your life is like Stan Lee zooming into one of his characters asking what determines the outcome in the story. You are given the answer....and you don't like it. So you keep on questioning. Everything Stan Lee said is true for all of humanity. LOL. God has spoken!!! And he didn't need 5 MEO DMT this time!!! HAHAAAHA

Let's just say....the best grounding is nothing. If you ever find yourself in a hellish experience, you can ground yourself in nothingness. I don't disagree with anything you have said thus far because you have spoken truth obviously. But let's just say the point is to stop ourselves from falling too deep in the dream. It is wonderful to know that the safety valve is NOTHING. LOL, sounds so stupid to say considering what humans actually think nothing is.

It can be dangerous if you do not have a strong grounding. I've been posting NDE's of people experiencing Hell for a reason....your mind is one with Universal Mind. As such it is the strongest force/only force in existence. You can enter states that are otherworldly. In one sense you are not wrong that dangerous is an illusion, but God's ability to trick and delude itself is TOTAL. So if you are not properly grounded there is no limit to hellish experiences you can conjure up. Humbled the mess out of me when I discovered how strong the mind can be.

Its the best drug!!

Going somewhere IS THE ILLUSION. Its nothing, therefore nothing is going anywhere. Nowhere=nothing. You are so focused on distinction you aren't getting it. Whether you allow or don't allow doesn't really change anything. Perspective is just a game. That's all it is. It's a game that takes it self seriously because of fear of being uncomfortable and fear of annihilation. All your post was, was trying to come up with a better strategy. Think about this....all human strategy is a strategy about NOTHING!!!! Now tell me how that is not funny!!! This is why men don't understand the point of participation trophies...as they blow their brains out when they lost their jobs or their girl cheats on them and leaves them. Nothing=the ultimate value because it is the same as everything that could ever be. Only your divisive mind thinks something is actually superior.

You got it!!! Now that's wisdom right there talking!!! Look at wisdom thy name is Princess Arabia!!

Yes he understands. Always judge a teaching by self-love, for those who don't like the word love, you can replace it with care. You only pay attention to what you care about. You will only sacrifice and give your all for what you care about. You will only die for what you care about. So don't like the word love? Use the word care. You can only fight, kill, and survive, because you care. But the greatest care, is to care so much...that you don't care. Why? Because the greatest care is always at play so there is nothing to care about. LOL. Nothing to care about, so care about what you want.

If you don't like the word love, you can replace it with caring. God is indifferent because God equally cares about everything. When you watch a movie the screen equally cares about everything that appears. So you can use care if you want. Existence cares about itself absolutely. You are attempting to separate yourself from separation. Attempting to separate yourself from separation is also a lie. Stop trying to escape!! LOL. You are trying so hard to escape. I'll explain what my experience is since you guys don't seem to get it. I experience BOTH separation and the lack of separation. Get it? Your whole life before enlightenment is just separation. When the boundary falls you experience BOTH. Nonduality INCLUDES DUALITY!!! It is just pointing to the fact that you are only eating one side of the cake, you can also eat the other side. That's why they use the before enlightenment chop wood carry water, then you get enlightened and you go back to chopping wood carrying water. Enlightenment is freedom because you realize you can look at life however you want. The only reason we push towards silence, is because the only truth is what is, and it doesn't need our conceptualization. But guess what? Conceptualization is actually play. We don't do it because it needs it, existence doesn't need anything. We do it because its fun!! We do it because...what else is there to do? There is nothing else to do!!! There is no reason to do anything, and that is the reason to do anything. God creates itself as a child, and is free to do what it wants and is socialized into being an adult, and then awakens and realizes it is okay to be a child. Do whatever you want. Regain your child-like imagination.

There are many ways to measure the efficiency of a scorer but today I will use what I believe based on its applicability is the most accurate. The metric I use if I want to understand how efficient a player is in scoring in basketball is POINTS PER SHOT ATTEMPT. With this metric it accurately includes 3 pointers and can also include freethrows without creating statistical noise that true shooting percentage and effective field goal percentage create. For example: Player A takes 10 shots and hits 5 of them and each shot was a 2 pointer. This player thus went 5/10 and scored 10 points. Player B takes 10 shots and hits 5 of them and each shot was a 3 pointer. This player thus went 5/10 and scored 15 points. Player A scored 10 points on 10 shots so they scored 1 point per shot. Player B scored 15 points on 10 shots so they scored 1.5 points per shot. Now here is a nice insight you can take with you. Many people do not include freethrows as part of the shot attempts. If you want to do this you can. They like to count freethrows as extra points seperate from field goals. But notice this, if you include the points off freethrows it can equal a three pointer, I'll explain. There are two main freethrows in basketball not including technical foul freethrows which are different. There is the foul freethrow which rewards you for attempting to score and being prevented because of a foul (excessive physical contact), and what is referred to as the "And 1" where the same contact was made but since you made the basket we reward you with one extra freethrow. If you attempt a 2 point shot and are fouled and don't make the point you get 2 freethrows worth 1 point an attempt and if you attempt a 3 point shot and are fouled you get 3 freethrows worth 1 point an attempt. Now with this understood watch this... Player A takes 10 shots and hits 5 of them. Player A also got fouled on a 3 point attempt and hit all 3 of them and was fouled on a 2 point attempt and hit 2 of them. So player A went 5/10 from the field, and 5/5 from the freethrow line. If you do not count freethrows as field goal attempts and are still doing Points Per Shot. You could include the points from the freethrows without including those attempts as field goal attempts. As such player A scored 1.5 points per shot on 5/10 shooting because they also hit 5 freethrows. If Player B never got fouled and awarded freethrows then even though Player B hit more 3's Player A made up for that differential by drawing fouls and hitting their freethrows. Why is this important? Because the NBA is currently obsessed with the 3 point shot. But your ability to score in the paint effectively and efficiently, draw fouls, and consistently make your freethrows is equivalent to hitting 3's. The only difference is your ability to draw fouls is based on the subjective interpretation of the referees whereas you hitting 3's is based on your ability to shoot the ball. ^^^^Understand why God makes it hard for Big Men to hit freethrows consistently. If God allowed that to be normal, shorter players wouldn't have a chance.

There is no difference. Reality, God, is Selfless, this means it has NO QUALITIES. This means it has NO APPEARANCE. This is why it is eternal. All form is like cutouts of the blank each with their own qualities and limitations. Something that is selfless is all-encompassing. Because it is blank it cannot be effected by anything. So how your experience has pain, and suffering....is because of love. God COULD make an appearance just happen upon this blankness that it is without pain and suffering, but that would rob God of the experience of what it is. Close your eyes, think of an apple, notice you can create an apple. But can you actually experience it? No!!! So God not only thinks things into existence, it experiences it. Why? Because whatever God creates it LOVES!!! This is why all experience is LOVE!!! It's so simple. You try to separate determinism from allowing. What allows is what determines and what determines is what allows. Talking about difference. LOL there is no difference!!!