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You have heard it's NOT ABOUT YOU, and this is true, but the reverse is also true that it IS ABOUT YOU. You fit in where you are needed, not the other way around. So here is some information of job skills that will be needed in the foreseeable future. Just some ideas to get your mind rolling.

You mean within the examples I just showed?

Yeah you need to deal with your repressed depression.

Being=process=happening. God is that which is infinitely processing what is happening. The happening is confused by its own happening, and wants to rid itself of confusion, so it creates distinctions to separate and investigate the happening so it can understand it. This division creates process or a series of events. So God is a series of events, but also the totality of all events, As such God has already happened, and is currently happening. LOL.

https://genius.com/Kanye-west-i-am-a-god-lyrics

There is no difference between humble and arrogance. My gosh I get so tired of this humble bias. You guys literally have no clue how this game works. Sigh....

You are tripping right now at this moment. The psychedelic just reveals it.

Holding onto it as a belief is certainly a waste of time. The point is to hold it as a possibility to explore. Just because it might make sense logically to some negates the point. All beliefs are ultimately traps, because they are dualistic. There is belief and doubt. All beliefs are also attached to doubt like hot is to cold. This is why people need to understand that all beliefs are lies, you either KNOW or you believe. When you drink water within the relative domain you don't believe you drink it, you KNOW. That same level of conviction MUST be made with this work. If not you are just playing around and fooling yourself. Everything I speak of when it comes to Spirituality I have confirmed ABSOLUTELY. Its why I know who is serious and who is playing around and the fun is to watch them out themselves because eventually they will give up. What's even funnier is some of them are Spiritual Teachers by trade. I just posted a link of a woman who taught New Age Spirituality, she eventually collapsed under all the lies she was telling and converted to Christianity and now demonizes what she taught. Eventually the same thing will happen to her with religion as well. All systems based on belief will collapse as they must because they are attached to doubt. Its why the truth is the most powerful thing, it always wins in the end and that is why reality is absolute good and true. Here is the link by the way. https://mwendwambaabu.com/2023/04/27/new-age-to-jesus-new-age-deception/ This is why personal authority is so important. Give no authority away absolutely to anyone. Question everything at all times.

Don't think you can fool yourself, if you do not discover God for yourself and you desire to be loving and good you can fall into the trap of religion. Nothing wrong with that because religion is an expression of God but its also full of self-righteousness and judgment. There was this woman who use to teach Spirituality and she got caught up in the manifestation stuff. She started a website and was doing consultations with clients etc. She was quoting people like Neville Goddard and the Christian Mystic who taught Neville Goddard Abdullah. When I was early in my spiritual journey she popped up in one of Google searches and I read some of her stuff and was cheering her on in her journey. Tell me how I decided on a whim to check on her and see what she was doing and....well you read it. https://mwendwambaabu.com/2023/04/27/new-age-to-jesus-new-age-deception/ Don't say I didn't warn you......you aren't going to awaken unless you want to, and if you don't you will call it self-deception. God hides itself behind self-deception and then call it self-deception that it could have ever been true. Oh well I tried to tell people lies always fall apart but the truth always lasts to the end. And no I am not saying I am better, I'm saying somewhere in her journey the desire for her to discover the truth of what she is had a price. It's why I call it the moment of truth. You are your OWN AUTHORITY!!! I don't know how many authority figures have to fall before humans realize they need to be their own authority?

Humans be like (calls you on the phone) "I don't even know why I called you." You respond: "Well maybe you wanted to talk to me." They respond: "I didn't want to talk to you!!! You don't know me!!!" *Hangs up phone*. Then they call back. You: "Hello?" Them: "Oh I think I butt dialed you my bad." You: "Okay...umm so what's up?" Them: "Nothing umm let me call you back."*hangs up* Them: "I wonder why I keep calling them?" Me watching this game of denial that people like to play. Think of it this way....People are either saying the following things: I didn't say that, I didn't do that, I didn't mean that, you don't know me like you think you do, and blah blah blah. If you watch yourself long enough you'll figure yourself out (in general) and as a result you will figure out everyone else (in general) it will take some of the mystery out of it if you can't be playful. Also people can surprise you....because even the simplest person has some depth to them. The magic/difficulty is bringing it to the surface. Everything gotta be a process.....

Isn't the irony wonderful? Even better he is insinuating that it is low quality right? When he complains about it he isn't contributing to the quality unless he constructs a point. He point was why is it here? It's here because it is here. The point he raised answers itself. The real question is....if he doesn't like that it is here....why did he come here and complain about it...maybe...just maybe...he wanted to announce that he is here? See how easy humans are? No matter what they say,,,,it's what they do that tells you who they are.

That loops back around into a strange loop. Its trippy like that.

When has this not been happening? Name one time.

Why type words on a screen to words on a screen? For all you know we could be very convincing Artificial Intelligence. So ummm follow your own advice. See how easy it is to beat your arguments? https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Social_bot#:~:text=A social bot%2C also described,control (hybrid) via algorithm. One day Artificial Intelligence will be the greatest poets!!

My Spiritual Path actually started from Angel Numbers and diving a bit into Numerology. Every Spiritual Path is different. I started seeing my birthdate date everywhere. I looked it up because it started getting crazy coincidentally. I mean I would buy something and the price was my birthday. Then a celebrity died and his birthday was my birthday!!! LOL. So yeah it could potentially mean something but who knows.....

It is funny huh, he is so insistent that he is here that he named himself that. You can't make it up!!!

Oh its different than that....you don't exist inside your head, your head exists inside you.

Here's a good joke...when a person sleep walks...they are doing stuff but not aware they are doing it right? You have to wake them up for them to realize they were sleep walking and doing stuff. Why do you think they call it Spiritual Awakening? If a character is asleep they will tell you oh I'm awake. But if a character was asleep and woke up they will tell you oh I was sleeping and I woke up. So he's sleepwalking....let him keep denying he is sleep walking until he is ready to wake up LOL. He is enjoying his dream too much to awaken. Which is fine who am I to stop him from dreaming?

It's a facepalm he is communicating that you are wrong....even though his actions say otherwise. Remember...you move away from what you hate and disagree with, you are attracted to what you agree with/resonates. Lol its why I said humans can no longer fool me. In one sense it makes them boring, but it also lets me know....I don't have to think about them anymore, I don't need to try to figure them out, so as such I don't need control and can just be.

You are correct. Think about it, if you were always in bliss and couldn't be disturbed...how could you have an issue with anything? You can only have an issue....because its a personal issue which you project outward onto something. If God didn't create issues...God would have discovered it was ONE a long time ago. These issues are to keep the veil up. Such ingenious!!!! You have to get over yourself to find yourself!!! Its why solitude is so important. Extroverts are very unlikely to find God....they need some alone time for that one. Think of society as a game of pretend, of putting on appearances. God is basically the actor saying okay, okay, I'm done pretending. Tell me what the fuck is going on. Lol then God shows itself what it was doing and says the famous words...."What the fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk" and "Oh my Goddddddddddddd." LOL. ^^In whatever language God speaks.

I've never seen a Rabbi this aggressive before. Interesting.

I'm going to make it more spicy by adding some dysfunctionality to it!!! Here's Rebecca's issues. Rebecca is a person who doesn't like being by herself. She only feels love when surrounded by others and of course Steve is the opposite he is perfectly fine being by himself. Rebecca recently is on vacation by faking that she is sick so she can make use of her accumulated sick days. She just wanted some relaxation time by herself but the moment she stayed home for one day her feelings of loneliness kicked in and she realized her and Steve had not been spending as much time together because work for both of them had become hectic. Memories of all the cool places they had been to months ago and the magical feeling in the atmosphere of being with the man she loved. She hugged herself and laughed at how cheap and stingy Steve is with spending money and how she can always find a way to get him to spend on her. Before Rebecca met Steve she was bad with money and he helped her improve her spending habits. So when Steve came home Rebecca had a whole host of ideas of things they could do to spice up their relationship and interject fun into it again!!!

I'll use a stereotypical example. Steve is a 35 year old man. Steve works for a living and has been married to Rebecca for 10 years. Steve comes home and Rebecca is irritable. Rebecca tells Steve "We need to talk." Steve drops his bags, tired from a long day at work. Rebecca recently was on vacation from work at home and was noticing she was feeling more alone in the relationship and wanted to discuss it. Steve says "So what is the problem now? in an annoying tone. Rebecca responds "Why do you think there is a problem? And why are you talking to me that way?" Steve responds" I'm not talking to you any type of way this is just how I talk. And every time you want to talk its always some problem you are creating in your head of something that I'm not doing!!" Unbeknownst to Rebecca, Steve is under a lot of pressure at work and his co-workers and boss are always nitpicking what he is or isn't doing. As such this has made him hypersensitive to criticism. As a result when Steve come home he just wants to release the burden of carrying all of those insults and rest. So how Steve copes with stress is he withdraws inward and doesn't connect with others as much so he hasn't really been engaged or present in his interactions with Rebecca. Rebecca on the other hand likes to deal with stress by talking about it. She believes that honesty about emotions allows one to better understand themselves and the world around them. As such her desire to talk to Steve is to find out what is going on with him because he is usually more open to communication. Sure when she met him he was rigid and not as expressive but over time this changed, but now it seems like not only is he reverting back to how he used to be its almost like its a more extreme version of this. Rebecca doesn't want to be alone in a relationship, she seeks deep intimate connection on all levels. She wants to be there for Steve but how can she when he pushes her away. Steve isn't trying to push Rebecca away, he is too lost in the drama from work, that when he gets home his mind processes any type of complaint as the same thing as he experiences at work. So Rebecca is just experiencing the pain and frustration that Steve is bottling up. But Rebecca does not have both the intellectual knowledge of this or experiential/conscious/being knowledge of this so she can only respond to his words from where SHE IS and how SHE FEELS. The same is true for Steve because he has no idea where Rebecca is at and how she feels and he will not be able to care until he first cares about his own feelings. So his denial of her feelings is because he denies his own feelings. He can either work out his feelings on his own=personal acceptance. Or he can talk about his feelings with her=relational acceptance. The source of their current strain is they are disconnected which is a lack of relational acceptance stemming from a lack of personal acceptance. ^^^^^Once you understand what is going on.....human interactions are SO OBVIOUS!!! God just makes it more complicated....by bringing in all sorts of people.

It is non-linear and it constructs linearity, this is sense making....humans have a linear bias, which is a sequential bias, we cannot understand non-linearity. We call it insanity. But creativity is that which is non-linear in infinite directions. Which is the same as totality. Because it is non-linear in all directions....and a direction is linear, it means it is both linear and not linear. It's nature is construction, which is basically saying improv. God is the most intelligent improv. If you don't realize this is all improv then you will be full of fear. Because every time you think you figured it out...something new happens and it doesn't make sense. To a strictly logical person the world doesn't make sense, to a nonlogical person it makes perfect sense. The more insanely grounded you are...which means you understand logic=ground, but you understand that ground is just a temporary ground which cannot be all inclusive, =you become all inclusive with the realization that whatever is happening is always all inclusive...but what is happening=YOU. Anytime you see someone arguing they are always both right. All arguments are Good/Correct/Fighting for itself for supremacy on what is most correct. It's why emotion is so cool, because humans are emotional, they can be manipulated. Because emotional truth is not always in agreement with what is happening. If God cannot distinguish between emotional truth and non emotional truth God cannot make sense of anything as a human. And if God denies/ignores emotional truth, God becomes depressed and unmotivated as a human. So God needs to include everything emotional and non-emotional. Women and babies teach emotional truth, and men teach non-emotional truth. Develop both two understand. Any man that denies love, denies emotional truth. Its why I had to use the word care. I understand the bullshit of the Masculine and its hatred of instability. So I knew the word care would be more in lock step with it. Because the Masculine love mastery. The Feminine loves emotion, because emotion fuels experience. Experience is heightened or dampened through the connection of the emotion. Emotion brings things to life, which is why the feminine and babies are so connected to the vibe and magic of life. Burn both ends to understand the whole.

And a non linear fashion....otherwise you couldn't trip on psychedelics. Gotta include that too!!!