Razard86

If there was no YOU, YOU wouldn't be typing anything. So what is being shown here is you lack genuineness, you are not being genuine. BEING is a YOU. If it wasn't a YOU it couldn't communicate AT ALL. DEEP SLEEP is happening right now. DEEP SLEEP is NONEXISTENCE. Non existence is superimposed onto existence so it doesn't go anywhere. So to answer your question that God was resting as BEING before my human life as it has always rested because it is TOTAL, INFINITE, and all encompassing. My GOD is not my personal GOD my GOD is YOU. GOD is INFINITE INTELLIGENCE. You literally cannot do anything WITHOUT INTELLIGENCE. All of creation is an expression of INFINITE INTELLIGENCE. To deny GOD is exactly the same thing as denying INFINITE INTELLIGENCE. Now if you don't like the word God you can say you don't like it but why do I use the word God? 1. It can create something out of nothing. It can literally using its mind imagine entire universes and nothing can stop it from doing it. As such it is Omnipotent/All Powerful. 2. Because it is NOTHING, it cannot be harmed or controlled. This means it is Invulnerable. And because it is Infinitely Intelligent it cannot be defied. And because it is LOVE it is totally accepting of itself and thus is perfect peace which=Heaven. I'm aware that I am an expression of God and the entire thing at the same time. You however are God deluding yourself that everything is not your own creation. You are deluding yourself that you are not God and that you created me and you and everything. And have decided to lose yourself in word games. James123= Deluded God in self-denial of their Infinitude, Omnipotence, and their Godhood.

Whether I name it as nothing or not does not matter because EVERYTHING is nothing. It cannot be divided!!! You are literally creating a division right now!!! Your biggest issue that blocks you is you presume to know it all. You lack humility. For example you literally deny the existence of God and evidence of God is literally all around you. Creation, existence is INFINITE INTELLIGENCE. If you don't like the name God you can use the name Infinite Intelligence. Also your biggest irony is you criticize the use of language, claimed you were going to leave Actualized.org then you returned and you keep using language. Don't you see how deceived you are? What you need to do is to take a break and sort yourself out if you want to make anymore Spiritual progress. Also there is a YOU in deep sleep, if there wasn't a YOU in deep sleep you couldn't remember it. The YOU is invisible. You think a YOU has to be visible to be a YOU. Right now your physical organs are invisible because you cannot see them or feel them (unless you have raised your awareness to full body awareness) and that doesn't make them any less YOU. Right now events are happening around you and you don't have to see them or perceive them for them to be YOU. Your issue is your allowing your finite mind to place a limitation on what YOU is. Selflessness is still a YOU. It's what is called a null identity. Which means it is an identity of no identity. If nothingness wasn't an identity, it couldn't create one. So it is still an identity it is just an identity that lacks awareness of itself. God has two extremes it can be completely aware of itself at the highest level, or it can be completely asleep and have no awareness of itself. For example a doorknob has no awareness of itself unless you as God give it that awareness by accepting it as a part of you. But if you deny that a doorknob is you, then it lacks self awareness as a doorknob. Even then your awareness of the doorknob is limited unless you awaken to all the inner energetic inner workings of it.

Its the biggest trap, because a community like this is so rare you can find yourself here for months without doing any real spiritual practice if you aren't careful. Also there are too many people who lack the proper foundation making threads masquerading as if they know what they are talking about. I mean there are people claiming to be enlightened on here who don't even know what nothingness is. In fact I think it's the biggest form of ignorance on these forum what nothingness is.

This is so true, even when taking substances whether you have a good trip or bad trip really can't be determined as well. I once took a small dosage of something and kept getting bad trips and then once took a higher dosage and got good trips and vice versa. Egoic control is so pathetic its really laughable. The only thing that seems to be consistent in my direct experience has been sincerity. It really seems the only path to Awakening is Sincerity/Authenticity/Goodness/Love. You sincerely want to discover what the Absolute is regardless of how uncomfortable it is, you will/desire is authentic as a result, you do this because you want to be the living embodiment of Goodness, and you want to discover how to be the the highest expression of Love. I've actually run tests to see if the opposite works....and it doesn't. Also patience is important as what you said is true, you can't predict when it will happen. I once got awakenings so consistently I thought I was in control and could predict them, then they stopped and recurred less frequently that I discovered that the illusion of control I thought I had vanished. It is really humbling.

It existed as nothingness. You don't seem to understand what nothingness is. So I'll tell you. Nothingness is completely invisible. Notice how before your human life there was NOTHING. Deep sleep the dreamless dream= NOTHING Notice how deep sleep is COMPLETELY IDENTICAL to BEFORE your human life. So your true identity is NOTHING!! That is completely formless. THIS is why there is NO OTHER. This is why they say NOTHING EVER HAPPENED. THIS is why it cannot be divided. AND this is why EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING IS YOU!

Watch this ladie's NDE with an open mind and listen to what she is told is important to God. Listen to her talk about her Life Review and how her actions influenced the lives of those around her. THIS gets you closer to your understanding of why religion exists, why morality exists, why humans have a desire to help ANYBODY at all. After being exposed to absolute goodness what I constantly see is egos struggling to avoid being nice and not being able to help themselves. The meanest person in your life can become an angel if you give them love, I once had a guy threaten to kill me and others and I sat with him and listened to him and when he calmed down he became as nice as an angel. I am so thankful for being exposed to religion first (It gave me the right foundation) and then ultimately Spirituality so I could actually make a real connection with God. I really wish everyone could see and tap into their own inherent Goodness in their heart. Think back to a time you helped someone in a tight spot just because they needed it. You took time out of your day to help someone and you didn't have to do it. THAT right there is your spiritual practice!! I'm not criticizing meditation, it can help for sure but if you really want to Realize God seek to be Godly. Feel the love in your chest, feel your inherent Goodness. I hear many a time that people struggle even on psychedelics or meditation to get a breakthrough. You struggle because you are in a selfish state of mind. Tap into your inherent selflessness and you can do that by turning your mind to the state you were in when you embodied selflessness in your life. This is why I credit Religion for giving me a strong foundation because they do preach this message of embodiment. Truth is such a thing, that if you pursue it long enough it will cause a series of events where you cannot hope but to embody it.

Wow that surprised me! Funny thing is I feel that way about you, you were one of the people on these forums I learned from the most (I bookmarked your responses along with Leo's when I first joined) so it's an honor to hear you say that. It's also one of the reasons I got confused when Leo said nobody on the forum was really awake, YOU ARE CLEARLY SO AWAKE that it exudes in all of your posts!! Also I sent you a message I think a year ago and you never responded lol.

Since there is no difference between God and the ego, (for some reason egos keep trying to create this difference) you can ask God any question. The only issue is whether you are able to decipher it. Since everything is states of Consciousness you need to be in the right state to receive the communication. One of the biggest illusions in the Spirituality Community is that there is some difference between the ego and no ego. Really think about this for a second. If the ego is an illusion, that means it doesn't exist. Since it doesn't exist that means in truth it was never really there. As such if you ever experience what is called ego dissolution you will realize that all that changes is how experience is interpreted. What happens is a recontextualization, a realization that it was completely imaginary. Even if the illusion of the ego returns, it holds no real power because it is seen through. This is why I say humans need to stop parroting Spiritual Teachings they hear and only speak from direct experience. Anyway you can ask God ANY QUESTION. NO QUESTION IS OFF LIMITS. God is perfect selflessness so God doesn't have any way it wants you to be other than what you are. God is perfect SELF ACCEPTANCE so again God doesn't want you to change into anything else. Only egos have preference. Only egos see something wrong. With all that said, for some reason God likes to communicate through feeling. This feeling is a KNOWING, no different than the feeling of a big realization. Since God's nature is counter-intuitive/paradoxical/contradictory sometimes the message can be confusing to your finite mind. This requires integration. With that said sometimes you can hear a voice that will communicate to you directly in your native tongues as well and sometimes...you are just in a psychotic state and are delusional. The key is to be patient, open, and 100 percent sincere. As long as your intentions are pure some message will be given to you, but if your ego is involved it may not like the message. Because God is in the business of Absolute Goodness which means its on the side of preserving and protecting and improving the lives of all of life including what science may call inanimate objects. To simplify, God is an ally to all and takes no conflicting sides.

Being isn't prior to formlessness because being is formlessness. Solipsism isn't a thought it is a realization that there is only Being. It is the realization that everything is Nothingness and thus nothing can be divided as such there is only ONE CONSCIOUS entity here and that will eternally be the case. There are no other minds or beings here, everything is just a singularity.

Duality is only ever dealt with when survival needs come into play. Basically having to feed, shelter, and rest this body is when duality is of concern. The point though is to see through it, then return and deal with it lighter. Obviously you know this, just pointing this out in general.

1. I know this seems obvious but the point of awakening and whatever meaning you get from it will be a personal meaning that you derive yourself. For me it increased my appreciation for life as I see all of life as living art in motion. 2. Death will definitely wake you up and reconnect you in a much grander way so if you want to wait for your human vessel to expire that is certainly an option. 3. Seeing awakening only having value in terms of serving your survival can be a stumbling block. To advance in this work you have to want the truth so bad you are willing to die for it. If that is not your true hearts desire then that means you don't really want it. If you don't that's fine it doesn't make you any less.

There is ONLY nothingness. There has never been something ever. Something is really NOTHING. You cannot divide nothing. All division is just an illusion. There is only ONENESS you just haven't become aware of that. You aren't even really human, you are just pure awareness fooling yourself that there is actually something. But once you awaken, truly something is ONLY seen and experienced as nothing. I only experience NOTHING appearing as something but its somethingness is seen as the NOTHING it really is.

God loves delusion too much. LOL.

If there was no way to connect....explain how he made a connection then? You didn't watch the whole video. It is impossible for God to be disconnected from itself because God is nothing. Also even without Leo making a connection wouldn't matter because God cannot be divided. God is nothingness. Nothingness is non physical which means it has no location, and does not exist in time. The only way God can disconnect itself is by IMAGINING that disconnection which it can break AT ANYTIME. Why? Because God is unconditional Love which means it will NEVER DENY ITSELF ITSELF. You humans and your tainted Love keep projecting your conditional love onto God as if its a thing. Now with that said am I saying that Infinity of Gods doesn't exist? No I'm saying they are COMPLETELY IDENTICAL which makes it THE EXACT SAME THING AS SOLIPSISM. There is ABSOLUTELY NO DIFFERENCE. The only reason God would do such a thing is because God is ALL ALONE and it is the GREATEST THING EVER so why not CREATE A GIFT(Another Copy) and then share the gift of yourself with yourself. Ironically God is doing that right now with your human life. It is gifting itself your human life. So its the same thing being done just at the Infinite Level.

I have realized I'm God. God is pure nothingness. Nothingness cannot be divided. This is practical. Forget the not knowing. Investigate what nothingness is. Once you investigate and realize what Nothingness is you will realize why even Infinity of Gods is just God imagining other Gods. Also you are mistaken, Leo says that there is direct experience and then there is imagination. I AM NOT SAYING THAT. I am saying something much more simpler...there is ONLY IMAGINATION. The same substance that human imagination is made of, is the same substance your HAND IS MADE OF. Leo complicates things too much, there is simply just imagination. To even create a difference between your human imagination and God level imagination of direct experience is to go too FAR. So once you realize THERE IS ONLY IMAGINATION, and IMAGINATION is NOTHINGNESS. Then please explain to me how something can happen OUTSIDE OF YOU? Your problem here is you are speaking as a human. Of course a human can have an event happen outside of them, that is because a human is located in a specific location. But nothingness? It exists EVERYWHERE. Nothingness is everything! This means if something as you say could exist outside of you, that something is YOU. There is only nothingness. Become aware of what Nothingness is! Once you become aware of it, you will realize this whole discussion is SILLY. For example ever go into DEEP SLEEP? Nothing how there is nothing? THAT is the building block of ALL of EXISTENCE. Nothingness is NON EXISTENCE THAT EXISTS. Are you getting it? You cannot divide that which doesn't exist. You can't stop non existence from being everywhere because it doesn't exist!!!! And yet....it does!!! This is how God breaks the logical mind and all parameters. You cannot box in or control that which does not exist. So God is a nonexistent being that has always existed. To understand God is to understand that God is so powerful God doesn't even need awareness of itself to accomplish a thing. For example your human body functions completely fine without you being aware of all the innerworkings involved, notice how you as God don't need to be aware of it for it to do what it is doing. God is completely autonomous and it can do so WITHOUT SELF AWARENESS. Now THAT is a MIRACLE.

The most annoying thing to me is the Realization of Nothingness, is identical to the Realization of Infinity. Why in the hell do these humans keep thinking that they are human doing this work. Once you realize Nothingness...you realize that division is literally impossible so nothing can be outside of you. The most important thing that needs to be dropped is this belief that you are human. You are nothingness imagining that you are human, not the other way around. I swear majority of this forum has not realized nothingness. When I realized it, it hit me in the face so hard I realized division was impossible and that was the only illusion done.

You are imagining that....and since all there is, is imagination you are experiencing that BELIEF that there is some how an experience outside of you. But notice!!! You cannot confirm it!! If you cannot confirm it, then that is just an assumption, that is just belief and neither of that is true. TRUTH and Leo so greatly put it= What is. What is not, is fantasy. You really do not understand that you are God. As such....NOTHING can be outside of you. If you were a human then sure, something can exist outside of you. The moment you tell me something can exist outside of you that immediately lets me know that you think you are a human or some part of God, instead of the WHOLE THING. You are the WHOLE THING mister!!! YOU CREATED ME. YOU CREATED ACTUALIZED.ORG and then you delude yourself that you didn't do any of these things.

When I see someone question whether God is just another illusion....I almost pass out from the sheer ignorance. How in the hell do you think existence got here? How the hell in one fell swoop you accept that there is Infinite Intelligence but then question whether there is a God. What is God? God is formless. What is God? God is Infinitely Intelligent. What is God? God is a Mind that can create instantly without a process. What is God? God is Love. What is God? Pure Power. What is God All encompassing that it has no outside. Anyone who does any work with psychedelics is literally shown this information. You really think Reality is not God? Really I mean come on...really? The term God is used because it is the CREATOR. The term God is used because it is all powerful and has no limits. The Term God is used because it is PURE LOVE, AND PURELY GOOD!!! How and I serious here....how in the world do you come face to face with God and then doubt? I mean seriously? HOWWWW? God is the only REAL thing there is. All of God's creations PALE in comparison to how REAL God is. So how do you DOUBT what is REAL? Do you DOUBT the existence of your HAND? I am facepalming so hard right now. I can understand if you didn't take a psychedelic, I can understand if you never entered an altered state. But according to you, you have taken them and you still doubt? You stole doubting Thomas's role from him. It's like seeing a hole in your hand and denying it is there.

Lol whatever God.

I really wonder when people on this forum will realize that contemplation is not TRUTH. Can it be valuable? Sure. But if you really want truth you need to change your state of consciousness and allow consciousness to SHOW YOU (which it will if you have a true desire for it) what is true. Once you discover the truth, coming on the forums and reading threads of people trying to debunk something that is Absolutely True is such an eyesore. I mean it reeks of such intellectual dishonesty it's laughable and this is me being nice. 1. You have only ever known your own mind. 2. You have never had an experience outside of your mind. 3. Your own body and all its parts have always been housed within your own mind. 4. You can only confirm what is right before you, anything else is just a thought. This means when a person is not in front of you, they do not exist in your reality and you cannot confirm their existence until they either call you or stand before you ^^^All of this is so true you don't even need 5-MEO to confirm it. The only parts you would need a Pyschedelic for would be to realize that everything is Imagination. If people were struggling with that part. THEN I would understand. Next we come to the fact that Reality is pure nothingness. If you discover that, then division becomes a total farce. There is no division PERIOD. All division is the ONLY ILLUSION, why? Because physicality is an illusion. In fact if you have a vivid enough dream you could experience physicality in that dream just as real as what you call real life. Then we have the Understanding that Reality is Infinite. If its Infinite that means its total and nothing can exist outside of it. If it has no outside, then Solipsism must be true. If it is nothing and cannot be divided then again Solipsism must be true. If you cannot confirm no matter how hard you try something outside of you, then again Solipsism must be true. Its very simple and straightforward. So why is it so tough to accept? Because the human psyche is designed to NOT LIKE THIS MESSAGE. It's specifically designed to RAGE against this message. This is how you know if you have really progressed Spiritually when you can accept that just because something makes you uncomfortable doesn't make it false. Besides....you literally cannot falsify Solipsism, the only way to falsify Solipsism....is to look at your direct experience and say its false even though it is TRUE. Which means you falsify yourself. This all happens because all you have ever been...is experience. Your true identity is just Direct Experience. Experience is not what you are having....its what you are. And since you are experience...there is nothing that can exist outside of you. And to even confirm something were to exist outside of you....would be to confirm its existence as experience...which is what you are...thus proving again nothing can separate itself from you. You are Reality, the entire thing. There is only ONE Reality and that is what you are. Your like a video game, the only video game that exists, looking for another Video Game. All you will find....if you try is just the same game.

I've done research on this (Researching NDE's) and the only delusion I've found people can get lost in when their human vessel dies is they can stay as individuated parts of Consciousness that think and act like their human selves and even create a body that is both physical and non-physical and deny that they are God in totality and just keep telling themselves they are only a part. Blew my mind when I found this out. So you can have relatives who die and become God again but deny it and stay and experience themselves as something less than.

This is an honest question....um what part about his thread makes you think he could be a troll?

Oh I like this statement you think when his human life ended he remained lost in delusion?

Your right but how you say it sounds so complicated.

It only kills other, and it only kills your human self as a non fictional character. It makes your human self a fiction just like Santa Claus or a Unicorn. You can basically say you are both dead and alive. Dead because the human self is not really real, alive because the human self borrows its realness from God. The only thing that is REAL is God so as a result everything God creates is real by proxy or relationship. But since everything is God...you could just say everything is REAL since REAL has no other because REAL IS IMAGINARY because there is only IMAGINATION. REAL has no other, and Imagination has no other, so God in it's Infinite Intelligence creates a duality between Imaginary and Real.