Razard86

The Masculine likes to use the words, awareness, consciousness, the feminine prefers the words feeling. You feel that you are aware. Notice appearance, and feeling are one and the same. You feel what you are, you know you are existence through awareness of your feeling. When you fully awaken people say how will you know? Through feeling. You only feel separate, if you destroy the boundary you feel completely unified. I use to be so confused with the word awareness, when I discovered that it was feeling I was like OH!!!!! When you are conscious you are water for example, you feel you ARE water. When you are conscious you are me, you will FEEL YOU ARE ME. Do you feel me? LOL.

I made this post after I listened to James Brown while on an edible trip.

Notice your bias.....since when do feelings not have Spiritual Implications? I made a post similar to what Bazooka Jesus did just now. I FEEL GOOD is a spiritual song. At a certain state of Consciousness you will realize that James Brown is God telling you that he made sugar and spice and everything nice because it feels good!!! Have you not noticed that humanity is in constant search of a good feeling? Why do you stay in your room to get away from other people? To feel good. Why do you talk and communicate with people you like and avoid people you don't? To feel good. Why do you eat your favorite foods? To feel good. Why do you go to therapy? To figure out how to arrange your life to feel good. Why do majority of people join Spirituality? Because they want to end their suffering so they can FEEL GOOD!!! God is Good all the time, and that is why all of life is in a search for God. The search for God, the desire to BE GOOD, is the desire for God. I gave you a hint with the Kingdom of God....you didn't notice it.

Irony I believe. Look how cuddly I am (I will destroy you!!!!) The answer to all questions like these is actually very simple. The implementation is the hard part. Your values are your values. There aren't good values or bad values in the case of what activities you like or don't like a person engaging in. When it comes to the things you posted above and saying you want to change it, take it from someone who is much older, you are going to be adjusting yourself for the rest of your life trying to fit everyone's criteria. So then you might ask so then what do I do? Simple...what to you is the ideal man character wise? I'm not talking money or status and all that I mean what type of person do you want to be? Forget conditioning and all that right now, who do you actually want to be? If you want to get over her having male friends then construct a belief that make it okay. What you are not aware of is everything can be justified but not everything is justifiable. What this means is human beings have an unlimited ability to justify their actions while also making claims that those actions are only justifiable in certain situations and they will argue and justify. So forget about what society thinks, or I think, or anybody else. WHO DO YOU WANT TO BE? Pretend you are a girl looking for a good man. What do you think is a good man? Seek to be that. Once you have accomplished that. Ask yourself what do you think is a good women? And pursue that. Only accept women who fit your criteria and live by the criteria you set for yourself. Through this you are true both to your individual self and your partner. See? It's simple. But it will take a life time of implementation.

There are infinite perspectives on any one thing. Orgasm is like a drug high, for a brief moment you enter the kingdom of God....then you fall back down LOL. Orgasm is a high of love, borne from the most intimate act of love between humans, and they chase that high so much. The first thing people discover after awhile is one night stands don't feel the same as an orgasm between someone you love. Another thing people realize is the orgasm feels intoxicating when there are painful memories (ups and downs) between you and your partner. This is why many people get trapped in cycles of toxic relationships because the makeup sex is addicting. It's even the case why two highly functional partners with little issues, start doing things like BDSM because they want to taint some of that purity with some toxicity even if its pretend. So yeah an orgasm can show you the enticing nature of the darkside, and the ecstacy of bliss highs you can get.

Well I wouldn't call it fear, because literally God is invulnerable. Does a game designer fear how he constructs his game? Only if he forgets its a game. So I wouldn't call it a fear unless you are talking from the character point of view. Also Death is the destruction of all meaning because Death is ONENESS. Notice that Enlightenment also is the realization of ONENESS which also destroys all meaning. So yeah in one sense death creates meaning because life is limited. But the only reason eternity destroys all meaning is because eternity IS DEATH. If you are eternal and cannot be killed, then technically you are already dead. You can't kill what is already dead. God is unkillable because God is death itself. We call form life, we call limitation life, so if God ever created an unlimited form that cannot be killed God would be the walking dead. LOL.

I've made a post about this before, but people don't like to listen. A significant portion of young Black Men do what I call revenge voting. They either vote against their interests by voting Republican because they see the Democrats as traitors, wolves in sheep clothing so they would rather deal with the "enemy that they know", or they refuse to vote at all. https://www.pewresearch.org/short-reads/2022/11/07/10-facts-about-black-republicans/ This is why I said the Democrats are WORSE than the Republicans. Why? The Republicans are lower developmentally. They are like children, the Democrats are like adults who know better and refuse to do what they say they are gonna do. It's cool to see the young idealist, become a hardened pragmatist that goes along to get along.

Yeah without the heart there is no life. That shit is dead. I had to realize that the delusion is what makes it alive and the end of the delusion is what makes it dead. So I get it, but you cannot live freely unless you are dead. So counter-intuitive. And yes he plays the game like the rest of us. I like this guy, he is real Authentic.

Sounds like you have heightened awareness, hopefully it stabilizes within manageable levels can't have you spazzing out 24/7 at the beauty of things....well unless you want too...

Yeah....its called DEATH. Hello ME!!

You gonna be setting boundaries for the rest of your life. LOL. You don't even control your response. When it is cold do you control your shivers? When something is too hot do you control your reaction to remove your hand? LOL. Just learn to accept what is happening and realize its temporary. Majority of the events that happen in your life you don't even remember. The shorter your memory the less you suffer the past.

The knowledge you are trying to unlearn is equally God because it too is part of your experience. But I know what you are trying to say. But remember they are too parts of the whole. You won't understand what God is doing if you throw away that "knowledge." Humans didn't really construct that knowledge....that was GOD. God does every got damn thing. Because God is ABSOLUTE. The dream/illusion is that there is something that isn't God. Society isn't a mistake its a perfect grand design of God, same with War, Conflict, etc etc. To understand God you have to look at it like a creator. Go write a compelling story, create some creatures, a system of government, religions, etc etc. See how complicated it is to create an immersive world. No Pain and Suffering no immersion. Consider God created logic to attach you to reality. Because everything that ever happens is INTENTIONAL.

I don't disagree with anything here, I'll also say we don't like being the same is in alignment with this. Ever part of God aims to be unique, because it is unique. So its design, its functionality, points to what it WILLS ITSELF TO BE. So God loves difference. Too bad difference is the cause of all conflict. Its a catch 22. But since God loves conflict and drama, its no problem LOL. Can't have a compelling story without drama.

^^^^LOL but its so funny!!! Cause sometimes...life will really try hard to pull you into drama. Once I was walking to class when I was in highschool and a guy came punched me in the back of the head. I found out later that he did it because he was trying to get into a gang and that was their initiation. They were like "wanna join our gang go punch that guy over there." I've had similar incidents every now and then where I am just minding my business and something "POPS OFF." That shit is hilarious because people think you can make sense of reality. I mean yeah that explanation makes sense, but it doesn't make sense at the same time. Why the fuck you wanna join people who want you to walk up and attack people....one day that person might be YOU. LOL. It's why most gang members don't live very long. In fact I think the person who did that to me died actually.

Believing you have eyes is one of the traps. Why do you think some people created the headless way to help people get it? LOL. You don't experience eyes. You don't see your eyes, you need a mirror to see your eyes. I'm not saying you don't realize that by the way, I'm saying people don't get it when they say direct experience. If a person never saw a mirror, a lake, or any type of reflection, they would never know they had eyes. They would know something was there, but would never know what they look like.

Until humans can expand their definition of existence as something that does not appear, they can never awaken. It makes perfect logical sense in that something has to be housed within nothing. That nothing has to expand infinitely otherwise you can't walk down the street. So a non physical space must hold all physicality. It's simple. I don't like saying stuff like that because it can fool the ego into grasping something. It's why its better to just call it a frame, an empty black frame, a mind, so it cannot be grasped. A character on your tv screen cannot grasp the screen because its inside the screen, the same is true of the human identity. It cannot grasp it, because it is it. Another way to look at it, close your eyes imagine you are walking down the street, then realize....you are dreaming all that. Watch this till you can see that this screen your typing words on can be zoomed into forever.

We are definitely all complicit, cause you cannot separate anything, but you can definitely delude yourself into thinking its true. Every story is only mysterious because it is chock full of lies and you have to unravel the tapestry to find out what is true. Also everyone is ABSOLUTELY GOOD at all times. You can't see it because you cannot see it in yourself. You actually delude yourself that people are different than you. Do you WANT to do harm in the world? If the answer is no, understand....everyone thinks the same way. They just define harm differently. We are all the same, we just define ourselves differently. That's all that's really going on. The same goodness in you is the same in all the world. Your goodness is equal to the goodness of everything. The world is just ignorance run amok.

Nihilism is part of the path, deep despair is part of the path, existential terror is part of the path, can't avoid it. Awakening is both simple and complex. The simplicity is its direct, but the fear makes the process very indirect. Awakening is like any relationship its a push and a pull.

I was waiting for you to say it. Did you know when he wrote his trip report he said it was love? Then he came back down and denied his experience. Crazy huh? Then he denies that he denies it. Infinity is a tricky thing....it just denies and denies and denies. It doesn't even care if it makes sense. SO FUNNY.

LOL there are actually people more unconscious than him...his followers. So they are even more woke from that paradigm and they will tell you that if you talk to them.

The only issue with anything is lack of balance. If you overdo contemplation you will have analysis paralysis. This is because you have deluded yourself that you can know what to do absolutely/100 percent predict the future. You don't. Your whole life is just an educated guess.

Of course its a bias, also a lot of 20 years old who enter spirituality ALSO kill themselves. Have you not heard the stories? If not go research them. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC8593880/ https://abcnews.go.com/Nightline/story?id=3685391&page=1 https://www.suicideinfo.ca/resource/siecno-19820064/ If you look for anything you can find proof for it. Is it a high risk thing? No, but for some people psychedelics are dangerous. Even Leo has started to backtrack on his advocacy on it and me too. The shit is dangerous for undeveloped minds and most 20 years are not sufficiently developed to be taking it.

I don't even recommend 20 year olds touching spirituality in most cases. Wait till your 30's.

^^^Exactly as long as you are living true to how you want to be, you can go peacefully.