Razard86

1. Being on the forum cannot be anymore of a limitation than you uploading videos on Youtube. There are rules you have to follow to disseminate information. 2. You didn't get almost banned for claiming to be Jesus because Leo himself called himself Jesus. Hell we had another forum member telling people that he alone is Jesus and is the key to salvation. 3. If I haven't gotten banned you are not gonna get banned. Nobody gets banned unless Leo signs off on it anyway. 4. You have been engaging in a lot of passive aggressive tactics in an attempt to present yourself as superior, Leo has done the same but he balances it with releasing content. If you release content then people will understand that you aren't just boasting but are actually trying to assist them in the awakening process. An ego wants to boast for attention, the opposite would be a surrender to facilitating the awakening in a way that resonates with those you put the information out too. You won't get everyone on board but you will get some. Love is a connection, that seeks to raise and empower what it connects too. Also this guy claimed he was Jesus and wasn't banned... ^^^^And he was claiming he alone was Jesus and we needed to rely on him for our salvation. Everyone is Jesus....so much delusion in him.

We can communicate with reality, and it communicates with us unknowingly until we raise our awareness so we do have so control over how things get done, just not direct control. So the human identity can communicate with reality but reality chooses how it will unfold. And yes who we have become is important to how things unfold. Got to maintain that realism LOL.

If you think watching sex has a negative impact I don't know what to tell you.

Welcome to the first day of your life. Yes! Reality does what it wants and the human identity must bow to its unlimited power.

All according to your preference. All of existence is a projection. So what you feel from them is your own projection being reflected back to you.

Solipsism doesn't negate your question. Solipsism directs the question to you. So what is the cause of your awakening. You say its suffering, but other dream characters suffer and don't awaken. So investigate, you also tried to say genes but to me that is an easy cop-out. The study of epigenetics says GENES change over your lifetime, so that answer is a lazy answer. Look up identical twin studies if you want a better understanding of what I am talking about. So the answer I think is environment. What you are exposed too. So actually investigate your awakening, what the events that happened and how did they relate to it happening?

Leo releases videos and blog posts that explains his spiritual progress. You have not done a sufficient job of explaining yourself thus you cannot be understood. Until you communicate in a manner that people can understand then you will be misunderstood.

This should be proof for you that you shouldn't care about how people feel about you. Majority of people project on you so much, they could actually be fooled that somebody else is YOU!!! There is so much projection that people do they couldn't recognize somebody if they tried. Hell the same thing happened to me. I took a break from Actualized and found out they thought some new user was me!!!

It's always detrimental. Excessive selfishness is caused by a lack of contentment, so you are never satisfied. You are always chasing your next fix, your next high. Whereas someone who is selfless is satisfied so they don't need to scheme and manipulate. The selfishness always loses, even if it appears its winning because its short-sighted and goes against truth. Truth is order, consistency, integrity, so when you do the opposite it falls everytime because it cannot be maintained.

The handcuffs of resentment is keeping me at bay, Lost a lot of joy I'd say, its leaving me not okay, To be or not to be, took awhile for me to see, that I'd still be holding onto this is cruel, who knew you had that effect on me, lead me to some place I'd rather miss, like Judas you betrayed me with a bitter kiss, Iscariot you were my chariot, you led me to my Calvary, the skull in bones turned to my sanctuary This matter is not so cool you say you tried but I say you didn't give it at all, you merely went through the motions and that's all you give to me, I'm surprised it took so long and I had to go through all I went through for me to finally see, You'll never love me the way I love you. I looked up to the path you tread, you gave me a model to emulate, but I'd have much rather we used time to relate, instead of stationary platitudes I wanted emotional ship, now the waves are crashing and my ebb and flow has dipped, you telling me I did not live up to your standards you disown me and the moment we ever met, I can fix it I feel inside if you ever let This matter is not so cool you say you tried but I say you didn't give it at all, you merely went through the motions and that's all you give to me, I'm surprised it took so long and I had to go through all I went through for me to finally see, You'll never love me the way I love you, and that's okay with ME!!! Many times I tried for forgiveness but it eluded me, Many times I tried forgetting but it kept reminding me, So I'll face what we built, and watch as it crumbles, because it was never strong, the smallest force destroys it because we never had REAL, we never had TRUTH, all we had was greetings and conversations without DEPTH, So shallow was our integration from deception to nowhere This story is a fairy tale turn it to a fable to make some use about unrequited love and the burn, the sting, of when you give your all and nothing returns in a time of need, so to this I SING!!! This matter is now so cool you say you tried but I'm fine you didn't give at all, you merely went through the motions and that's all you gave to me, I'm surprised it took so long and I had to go through all I went through for me to finally see, You'll never love me the way I love you, and that's okay with ME!!! It's Okay because the price of freedom is forgetting what you did to me........ no more handcuffs of resentment!

Title says it all.

Yeah it's sad because no matter how much you try to be understood, someone out there is going to misunderstand you and misinterpret you. Self-Deception is a powerful thing.

We are along for the infinite ride.

If you deconstruct your mind, that can be your daily experience. You are always merged you just aren't aware of it. But you can be. Deconstruct your current materialist mental model.

In one sense you could make this claim and from that perspective it would be true if you choose to view it that way. There is also one mind, that is not contingent on anything but itself. That one mind can dream up your avatar under any circumstances. It just did it this way because it was the most intelligent way imaginable. So it would be more accurate to just thank the Totality than thanking the individual parts of Totality. But hey you are free to do as you please.

Some people are immune to the effects of smoking. Crazy huh? https://www.mirror.co.uk/news/weird-news/woman-aged-112-says-secret-7246844 It's all relative.

God has too much patience. Infinite repetition is too much.

Ever have a dream where you were somebody else? How did you act in that dream? What was your thinking like? Then you awakened and realized it was all a dream...but notice....you were still YOU even when you dreamed you were somebody else. Maybe you were a girl, maybe you were a cat, maybe you were an alien, maybe you were a soldier on a battlefield, whatever you were....you were YOU. This is something you should contemplate about. When I entered the void there was no body, no physical world, there was just nothing, but....I was still ME. That's when I realized what was being said when it said it was all MIND. No matter what I incarnate as, I will ALWAYS be ME. My mind thinks and constructs a particular way regardless of what I am. I had a dream today where I was some African Soldier in a futuristic world and was arguing with another African futuristic soldier about infiltrating high level security and different heroes in our respective Armies and their ability to infiltrate. I argued with him in the same way I would as if I were my current human self even though I lost ALL memory of me ever being my human self. I awoke from the dream telling him that he was wrong. When I awoke I felt the anger of the guy I was talking too and the anger of me and I laughed at the fact I was playing both roles and was fooling myself. Realize....your whole life....is just like this dream. This is what is meant by karma. You retain your habitual thinking and emoting patterns regardless of what form you take. THIS is how you are immortal. Sure your form is temporary, but your MIND is eternal. This is the gift of GOD.

To God, everything is Heaven, even Hell itself. Because God is pure Love, God can only know Heaven. Only when God is in a relative form can it go through Hell. And yes Hell exists, it exists in the imagination of something less than the Absolute. But for the Absolute everything is heaven.

I wasn't saying you were being judgmental I'm just saying we need to get rid of our judgment of the word hypocrite. Why? Because we are all hypocrites. If everyone in here studies and observes themselves HARD ENOUGH you will catch yourself do the very thing you get on other people about. For example lying. We all have told lies out of fear, yet we get on people who tell lies. Then we make distinctions on certain types of lies etc. It's this type of self-serving behavior that is at the heart of all that we call evil or wicked. This is why shadow work is so important. We must accept that all human evil in the world we are capable of doing. Unless someone does sufficient shadow work they will be unconsciously a hypocrite in some way.

This stuff isn't rocket science. Think of it as a court room. Turn your mind into a court room and advocate for both sides and whichever side wins is the answer. Majority of people are lazy with their mind and they pick things based on the prejudices they were exposed to in their cultural paradigm. It's like a man eating certain types of food he was offered and then he goes to a new country and demonizes all the food based on its appearance without giving it a chance. You know why he is doing it, but it doesn't make him any less of an idiot to not even give the food a taste test.

The solution is easy, become your biggest fan.

It's still hypocrisy, you are saying one thing and doing another. Also nobody has to accept your modification. Your modification is your own justification. That theft you did as a starving person? What if that store shut down and the only food they had left was the last food you took off the shelves to feed your selfish behind? It's easy to play that game of it's okay because its an emergency but what about the person you took from or hurt? Who draws the line, where is the line? From your vantage point its okay, but from their vantage point you are just a thief. Also saying its okay to modify a rule is something only a hypocrite would say. It's so self serving!!!

That's my point. Your karma, is your patterns. If right now you were turned into a grasshopper you would act the same way that Princess Arabia would act if they were a grasshopper. Your karma carries over. When I entered the void I still felt like myself even though everything that I would have needed to be myself was gone. No physical universe, no physical body, no people, everything was annihilated and yet I still remained. What remained was my MIND. I could still think and emote, it just literally spawned creation when I did it. I've pondered for a long time what that meant, and then when I had that dream, that dream felt real and completely fooled me and when I woke up and realized I was both people I noticed how the person who got in his face and told him he was wrong did it a similar way to how I would have done it....if I was HIM in THAT SITUATION. So this is complicated but I'll say it like this. What makes you and me different is your karma. Your physical body, your past actions, and your memory of those past actions (you could just expand the definition of memory and say Physical body, and past actions are all memory) and so how you respond versus how I respond to a situation is ONLY different because of that. For me to become you on the relative level, all I need is your karma. So you can say Self= Karma=Memory. And No Self= No Karma=No Memory. So God in the Absolute sense knows Nothing, But when it constructs a Universe it Constructs Memory which is a/the SELF. Hope this helps.

If you are starting your own business, the exact opposite is needed, same with politics. You can only really focus on this if you choose to be a bachelor. So think long and hard about this. Also don't overdo it, you do need to care at some level about how people feel or you will be an asshole. The main point of that video and messages like it, is to not tie your value or self-worth to the opinions of other people, but it is not meant for you to ignore the complaints or opinions of other people. Sometimes people can point out when you are overdoing or underdoing something. So contemplate on that as well.