Razard86

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  1. The handcuffs of resentment is keeping me at bay, Lost a lot of joy I'd say, its leaving me not okay, To be or not to be, took awhile for me to see, that I'd still be holding onto this is cruel, who knew you had that effect on me, lead me to some place I'd rather miss, like Judas you betrayed me with a bitter kiss, Iscariot you were my chariot, you led me to my Calvary, the skull in bones turned to my sanctuary This matter is not so cool you say you tried but I say you didn't give it at all, you merely went through the motions and that's all you give to me, I'm surprised it took so long and I had to go through all I went through for me to finally see, You'll never love me the way I love you. I looked up to the path you tread, you gave me a model to emulate, but I'd have much rather we used time to relate, instead of stationary platitudes I wanted emotional ship, now the waves are crashing and my ebb and flow has dipped, you telling me I did not live up to your standards you disown me and the moment we ever met, I can fix it I feel inside if you ever let This matter is not so cool you say you tried but I say you didn't give it at all, you merely went through the motions and that's all you give to me, I'm surprised it took so long and I had to go through all I went through for me to finally see, You'll never love me the way I love you, and that's okay with ME!!! Many times I tried for forgiveness but it eluded me, Many times I tried forgetting but it kept reminding me, So I'll face what we built, and watch as it crumbles, because it was never strong, the smallest force destroys it because we never had REAL, we never had TRUTH, all we had was greetings and conversations without DEPTH, So shallow was our integration from deception to nowhere This story is a fairy tale turn it to a fable to make some use about unrequited love and the burn, the sting, of when you give your all and nothing returns in a time of need, so to this I SING!!! This matter is now so cool you say you tried but I'm fine you didn't give at all, you merely went through the motions and that's all you gave to me, I'm surprised it took so long and I had to go through all I went through for me to finally see, You'll never love me the way I love you, and that's okay with ME!!! It's Okay because the price of freedom is forgetting what you did to me........ no more handcuffs of resentment!
  2. Title says it all.
  3. Yeah it's sad because no matter how much you try to be understood, someone out there is going to misunderstand you and misinterpret you. Self-Deception is a powerful thing.
  4. We are along for the infinite ride.
  5. If you deconstruct your mind, that can be your daily experience. You are always merged you just aren't aware of it. But you can be. Deconstruct your current materialist mental model.
  6. In one sense you could make this claim and from that perspective it would be true if you choose to view it that way. There is also one mind, that is not contingent on anything but itself. That one mind can dream up your avatar under any circumstances. It just did it this way because it was the most intelligent way imaginable. So it would be more accurate to just thank the Totality than thanking the individual parts of Totality. But hey you are free to do as you please.
  7. Some people are immune to the effects of smoking. Crazy huh? https://www.mirror.co.uk/news/weird-news/woman-aged-112-says-secret-7246844 It's all relative.
  8. God has too much patience. Infinite repetition is too much.
  9. Ever have a dream where you were somebody else? How did you act in that dream? What was your thinking like? Then you awakened and realized it was all a dream...but notice....you were still YOU even when you dreamed you were somebody else. Maybe you were a girl, maybe you were a cat, maybe you were an alien, maybe you were a soldier on a battlefield, whatever you were....you were YOU. This is something you should contemplate about. When I entered the void there was no body, no physical world, there was just nothing, but....I was still ME. That's when I realized what was being said when it said it was all MIND. No matter what I incarnate as, I will ALWAYS be ME. My mind thinks and constructs a particular way regardless of what I am. I had a dream today where I was some African Soldier in a futuristic world and was arguing with another African futuristic soldier about infiltrating high level security and different heroes in our respective Armies and their ability to infiltrate. I argued with him in the same way I would as if I were my current human self even though I lost ALL memory of me ever being my human self. I awoke from the dream telling him that he was wrong. When I awoke I felt the anger of the guy I was talking too and the anger of me and I laughed at the fact I was playing both roles and was fooling myself. Realize....your whole life....is just like this dream. This is what is meant by karma. You retain your habitual thinking and emoting patterns regardless of what form you take. THIS is how you are immortal. Sure your form is temporary, but your MIND is eternal. This is the gift of GOD.
  10. To God, everything is Heaven, even Hell itself. Because God is pure Love, God can only know Heaven. Only when God is in a relative form can it go through Hell. And yes Hell exists, it exists in the imagination of something less than the Absolute. But for the Absolute everything is heaven.
  11. I wasn't saying you were being judgmental I'm just saying we need to get rid of our judgment of the word hypocrite. Why? Because we are all hypocrites. If everyone in here studies and observes themselves HARD ENOUGH you will catch yourself do the very thing you get on other people about. For example lying. We all have told lies out of fear, yet we get on people who tell lies. Then we make distinctions on certain types of lies etc. It's this type of self-serving behavior that is at the heart of all that we call evil or wicked. This is why shadow work is so important. We must accept that all human evil in the world we are capable of doing. Unless someone does sufficient shadow work they will be unconsciously a hypocrite in some way.
  12. This stuff isn't rocket science. Think of it as a court room. Turn your mind into a court room and advocate for both sides and whichever side wins is the answer. Majority of people are lazy with their mind and they pick things based on the prejudices they were exposed to in their cultural paradigm. It's like a man eating certain types of food he was offered and then he goes to a new country and demonizes all the food based on its appearance without giving it a chance. You know why he is doing it, but it doesn't make him any less of an idiot to not even give the food a taste test.
  13. It's still hypocrisy, you are saying one thing and doing another. Also nobody has to accept your modification. Your modification is your own justification. That theft you did as a starving person? What if that store shut down and the only food they had left was the last food you took off the shelves to feed your selfish behind? It's easy to play that game of it's okay because its an emergency but what about the person you took from or hurt? Who draws the line, where is the line? From your vantage point its okay, but from their vantage point you are just a thief. Also saying its okay to modify a rule is something only a hypocrite would say. It's so self serving!!!
  14. That's my point. Your karma, is your patterns. If right now you were turned into a grasshopper you would act the same way that Princess Arabia would act if they were a grasshopper. Your karma carries over. When I entered the void I still felt like myself even though everything that I would have needed to be myself was gone. No physical universe, no physical body, no people, everything was annihilated and yet I still remained. What remained was my MIND. I could still think and emote, it just literally spawned creation when I did it. I've pondered for a long time what that meant, and then when I had that dream, that dream felt real and completely fooled me and when I woke up and realized I was both people I noticed how the person who got in his face and told him he was wrong did it a similar way to how I would have done it....if I was HIM in THAT SITUATION. So this is complicated but I'll say it like this. What makes you and me different is your karma. Your physical body, your past actions, and your memory of those past actions (you could just expand the definition of memory and say Physical body, and past actions are all memory) and so how you respond versus how I respond to a situation is ONLY different because of that. For me to become you on the relative level, all I need is your karma. So you can say Self= Karma=Memory. And No Self= No Karma=No Memory. So God in the Absolute sense knows Nothing, But when it constructs a Universe it Constructs Memory which is a/the SELF. Hope this helps.
  15. If you are starting your own business, the exact opposite is needed, same with politics. You can only really focus on this if you choose to be a bachelor. So think long and hard about this. Also don't overdo it, you do need to care at some level about how people feel or you will be an asshole. The main point of that video and messages like it, is to not tie your value or self-worth to the opinions of other people, but it is not meant for you to ignore the complaints or opinions of other people. Sometimes people can point out when you are overdoing or underdoing something. So contemplate on that as well.
  16. Why does Spiritual concepts have to be repeated so much before the answer is understood. You don't want to know how many times you have said Death is imagination or Death is imaginary or Consciousness imagines death etc. LOL This forum needs to move on at some point to some other point.
  17. We can just say prejudice of any kind is hypocrisy because nobody likes prejudice but we all do it at some level. If you lived in a neighborhood and people wearing red shirts beat the crap out of you everyday. When you move from that neighborhood you would still assume people wearing red shirts would hurt you. Understandable sure, but its not fair to people who wear red shirts to be unfairly judged because of your past, but we all do it. The more conscious you are the more you can mitigate how often this happens but we all have prejudged at some point in our life. Yes this is hypocrisy, yes you are a hypocrite but so is everybody who has ever lived. Even Jesus Christ was a hypocrite. He preached turn the other cheek, and took out a whip and whipped people and overturned tables to chase people out of a temple he thought they were desecrating. We go against our beliefs sometimes because life is fluid and you cannot strictly adhere to any paradigm perfectly because life is INFINITE. Accepting you are a hypocrite can teach you compassion for those who are unconsciously hypocrites.
  18. My aim is just to simplify things. God is Pure Love, so anybody's teachings that align with that is teaching God. God is truth, God is an eternal consistency, God is infinite. So those who emulate beyond average consistency in how they communicate both in word and action are teaching truth. THIS^^ is how you determine if someone is enlightened or not. You don't need some technique all you need to do is observe and life will reveal. Since we all are an expression of finite love of the infinite we all have our failings our flaws. So this is why consistency/truth is your best barometer. Now one can be highly conscious but inconsistent and one can be lower conscious and more consistent, but is that consistency dogma, or flow? You can discover if it is flow by their ability to adapt both in word in action to different circumstances. If they are rigid in their actions and words then they are missing the integration of Love. Love is connecting without judgment, and truth is consistency. Put the two together and you have what you need to figure out someone's level. Look at their actions, and look at their words and observe with discernment, but without judgment. If someone needs an example ask and I will provide one.
  19. High Quality Post! Glad you discovered what you did.
  20. Sadhguru is overly complicating the truth. Reality is imaginary. The grasshopper doesn't see reality the wrong way, the grasshopper lives in a grasshopper reality. A human doesn't see reality the wrong way, they live in the reality they constructed mentally. Since reality is imagination, however you choose to imagine either consciously or unconsciously that is your reality. And that's it. All these other constructed teachings are just going to get you lost in your mind and you will never awaken to Love, Truth, All is Mind, Pure Creativity, Etc. It's as simple as this. You are Nothing.....This Nothing is a Mind. This Mind imagines a human life, as it imagines things into existence it records what appears into memory. But it doesn't recall what it records perfectly so it can function in the present and get over things that it doesn't like. So it has a selective memory. This memory is termed the past. This Mind also makes predictions of what can happen next, this it terms the future. So in the present it can imagine a past and a future, and in the present it is also imagining. The same substance that makes up one thing is the same substance that makes up all things. You can raise your sensitivity to the subtlety all around you that first everything is nothing. This nothing feels empty, and absence of all qualia except presence. Then you can feel the fullness. This fullness has a bliss qualia to it, that bliss is what can be called love. Then you realize the full bliss qualia and the empty absence of qualia are the same thing. Then you become aware that nothing is intelligent. Then you later become aware that it is pure creativity. And there you have it. Your human mind is a smaller mind within Universal Mind. You clear out or hollow out your smaller mind of labels and biases so you can receive the flow of intelligence of Universal Mind. The more you hollow out your mind the more expansive your love, intelligence, and creativity is. This takes a concerted effort of mentally dissolving the dualities in your mind. A classic trap is separating duality from Non-Duality. Reality both has and doesn't have duality. To be all inclusive you must include both. You must be able to both see and not see duality. And that's it. Anything else is just a waste of time on the path. You will be running around in circles for decades. To resolve biases you have to activate the heart chakra, to resolve dualities you have to contemplate differences between a thing, if you become conscious of nothing and love, the differences will resolve themselves in the present moment. But the cool thing is reality can resolve the differences another way for example hot and cold are just differences in vibration that is the logical difference, the conscious difference is....Universal Mind imagines COLD, and HOT qualia....and thus an imagined difference is there and it is completely direct. That's it.
  21. First notice what was bolded. ^^^^Do you notice what is being hinted at?
  22. Yeah.....there is, the book you are going to write to cure yourself of boredom.