Razard86

I hear what you are saying...but I will counter with the only people who look at the West with prestige, greatness, and love are those ignorant of history. I have met many foreigners who understand U.S. history better than some College Professors and they certainly do not look at the West in that regard. Every foreigner I have met who loves the West....never lived there or only visited and have a fairy tale vision of what it is like to live there. Once talked to a man who lived in Dubai....he thought the streets of America were paved with gold....I fell out of my chair.

Personally speaking I have never met someone who struggled with sleeping who also wasn't struggling with something internal. I truly believe that all suggestions outside of working within to resolve internal disputes are just alleviating the symptoms but not the cure. I believe that the act of sleep, is submission, it is the act of letting go. If there is too much built up tension in the body (emotional repression) then letting go will be HARD as there will be RESISTANCE. I have a friend, she can only go to sleep comfortably if I am around. Whenever I am NOT around she struggles to maintain sleep. She thinks I am the reason she can sleep when the REAL reason is my presence convinces her she is safe and as a result she can sleep. If she can let go of her fear, she would not need to have me around to sleep. When I am around she is able to convince herself that she is safe, which allows her to relax (release of tension) and go to sleep. I joked with her and said...so basically I've become your Teddy Bear.......

Here is a good source of energy vampires. https://scottjeffrey.com/emotional-energy-vampires/ The thing to understand....anytime you believe you lack you WILL engage in some form of energy vampirism. Think of the feeling of lack as a lack of gratitude with self, and everything you identify with self i.e. present circumstances, past, assumed future prospects, repressed emotions and thoughts. As long as you operate from this "state" you will engage in vampirism. Its no different than as long as someone is hungry they will eat, as long as someone is thirsty they will drink. You engage in these acts to calm these desires. The problem is all eating and drinking only temporarily calms these desires, the same way identifying with finitude/ or lack only allows you momentary calming of desires when you engage in an activity and reach a desired result. The WHOLE purpose of awakening is to identify with the infinite and this will dissolve the feeling of lack and stop you from being a devil/vampire. The truth is unless the identity one has taken up is infinite... they have sentenced themselves to a life of devilry/vampirism.

Anytime you engage in conflict with another, especially on the level of violence, self-delusion is needed to execute it. You cannot verbally or physically attack another unless you first delude yourself. So I hear where you are coming from, but surely someone as spiritually wise as you knows this based on previous forum posts I have read from you. I feel you expect too much, as long as we operate in this life delusion is inevitable. I guess you mean...not the blatantly obvious delusion where the lies aren't even that creative as the evidence to the contrary is so rampantly apparent?

You are very caring.

1. There is nothing to achieve in life. This is the first illusion and one that is purported by society so they can make USE of you. Every achievement you make will give you a brief dopamine hit and then you will ask "That was great but now what's next?" If you continue this way in the hopes that you will somehow reach some new level of happiness....you won't. You cannot attach your happiness to anything outside of you. I learned this early on in life by studying the most successful people throughout history and they all learned this lesson. 2. Regret is an expression of your beliefs. You CHOOSE to regret. If you CHOOSE to regret you create the emotion of GUILT. You feel GUILT because you are JUDGING yourself. When you do that you create a "SHADOW" or parts of yourself you hide from yourself to escape your judgment and walk around with REPRESSED GUILT. 3. Live your life with no regrets. Understand that you were TAUGHT to regret. As a toddler you didn't regret anything because you were too busy exploring the world and that regret was taught to you so that your caregivers and teachers could CONTROL you and curtail potentially any disruptive/dangerous behavior they assumed you might engage in. Its a necessary evil to some extent but then as Adults we have to transcend that part of our conditioning or suffer the consequences.

The real truth is there are no consequences. Enlightenment doesn't negate anything because everything is illusion anyway as its all a dream. Its just the dream feels so real that consequences feel real.

I'm not saying you integrate rapists, I'm saying you give yourself permission to heal. All past events we experience are storied in our mind as thoughts and in our body as emotion. If you carry the events you did not like as a burden that you must endure then you will continue to experience it until you release it. It's fine if you want to as its your choice. The people who do things to us in the past can move on about their day and not even notice the pain they inflict. Whereas we can hold onto it and suffer it. As long as we choose to hold on to it suffer it we will. This is what it means to be in Hell because all Hell is= suffering. Leo did a video that explains what the Devil is. The irony people don't understand is, as the Devil you place yourself in Hell and punish yourself with suffering. If it gets bad enough you start to expand that Hell and try to draw others in it. Only you have the power to free yourself, you are far stronger than you realize.

Yes. Only from our selfishness do we think something is good or bad. Think about it. Love is acceptance. Anything you love you desire for it to exist. Hatred is the denial of existence. For something to exist that God created it, it would have to exist because God loves it. So infinity loves all of creation. There is no value, that is a creation of a finite self that has needs, wants/desires. Based on the preference of that finite self good/bad exists, valuable and not valuable exists. So obviously from a finite perspective events are either negative or positive. This is one of the toughest concepts to grip, and even if you can grip it intellectually it is even harder to grip it emotionally. Umm that is sexist....so you kind of made my point. What I meant was what I said. We all have parts about our selves that we may not be proud of and instead of acknowledging these parts we pretend we don't have them. Then when we see someone with those parts we demonize them. What parts have you rejected? You literally said f*** masculinity so you just rejected the masculine energy you have inside. This also means you hold resentment to men who are very direct. Which parts are being sent to you? Whatever parts you reject. So whatever you say you "hate" about "others" or "yourself" are the parts you reject. As a result those parts are the ones you will continue to experience. You will experience it in a couple ways. 1. Whatever you hate you will be highly sensitive too, so you will experience it at higher frequency as a result 2. You may try to be the "OPPOSITE" of whatever you hate in yourself which will cause you to attract people who are the OPPOSITE of how you present yourself. Ex. If you believe being aggressive or assertive is wrong, you may act nervous or unsure and will attract aggressive or assertive people. 3. You will randomly and sometimes through triggers (things that remind you of trauma and repressed emotions) act out the behaviors you reject in your self and without self-observation not even notice when you do it. In psychology they call this the shadow. You must incorporate the shadow (the parts you don't like about yourself) to become whole.

Not sure how you can realize your true potential when your true potential is a limitless possibility. Good luck with that one.

The person who posted that message to you was VERY sincere in fact your reaction to their post actually reveals somethings. 1. They do have love for you otherwise they would not have spent the time to write the post they wrote. 2. They already stated in the post that they have spoken in the past so the fact they are replying again means they care. 3. Their expression of love is very masculine and direct. 4. You only want them to respond to you in a nurturing form, and not a direct to the point way. 4. This means you have a resistance to masculine love expression and could mean you had issues with the Men in your early life. Here is something that people fight but it is the ultimate truth about life. Every event in your life, my life and our lives is NEUTRAL. We PROJECT onto each event that it is good or bad based on our PREFERENCES. We then FEEL these preferences emotionally and it VALIDATES our perception as the TRUTH to us. Every perception has an element of truth to it, but NO perception is ABSOLUTE TRUTH but God's. The more preferences you have in life the more anger, irritability, impatience, and suffering you will have. To release your preferences you must first solve one problem. Your feelings of shame and guilt. You must first realize your Self-worth. Leo did a video that proved absolutely that existence is absolute Love. What this means that EVERYTHING THAT EXISTS is ABSOLUTE LOVE. So by virtue of existing YOU ARE LOVE, stop denying yourself your love. You have a RIGHT to EXIST, you have a RIGHT to experience SELF-LOVE. You have a right to EXPERIENCE YOUR EMOTIONS WHATEVER THEY ARE. Like someone else said, don't run from negative emotions EXPERIENCE THEM. Emotions are COMPLETELY NORMAL. As long as you reject parts of you your higher self will keep sending towards you the parts of yourself you reject. This is what HELL IS, HELL is the rejection of GOD. Hell isn't some mythical imaginary place it is SELF-DELUSION, the REJECTION OF SELF.

Well obviously the desire for any outcome would be ego, no argument there. Nice question though. Thanks for your input.

I cannot argue with any of this, your knowledge of this experiment is beyond mines clearly. Thank you for your input and thanks for the lesson. Now I ask a question in regards to all of this. Would the teachings of Neville Goddard have any relevance to what we discussed?

You are misunderstanding the results of the experiment. You are constructing a duality between the wave and the particle. That wave when analyzed in how it responded represented the merging of past present and future. They ran various tests throughout the decades and its basic function was essentially undefined. Through an observer it gained a definition. This test literally proves the existence of God because the basic building block of everything we see is infinite which cannot be defined. Your interpretation is like creating a duality of infinite and finite which doesn't exist. In this experiment they are NEVER able to observe the infinite. That was the point. The experiment just revealed that an undefined, infinite possibility of past, present, and future existed. The past is the story we construct in our imagination, the present is our being, and the future is prediction we construct in our imagination. The finite beliefs we construct in our imaginary self create and influence the reality we experience. What I am pointing you to is the manipulation that can be at play with Lucid Dreaming. The same way you can impact your waking dream, you can also impact this reality dream.

There you go again. You seem to be the type that when someone asks for an answer you provide them with a mystical puzzle.

https://www.discovery.com/science/Double-Slit-Experiment This experiment says that whenever we look at something in reality on the smallest level of existence it exists as infinite possibility (What we know in this community as God) and that when you observe it it takes on ONE specific possibility. When people in certain communities discuss conscious creation they state that you must remove your desire for something to obtain it because desire comes from a belief of lack and you do not lack anything since you are the source of everything. So for example if you want to start a successful business you just close your eyes and observe that reality and really live it in the dream and then release it and operate on a daily basis and events will happen to realize that reality. Proponents of this use that experiment to make that point. That the true existence of the universe is just infinite possibility and we turn it into one specific realized possibility based on our belief systems be they conscious or unconscious.

It certainly is an idea I have seen floating around, but some claim its a projection of the ego for us to think that. So I guess the only accurate way would be to say maybe God creates because God is love. So God only creates because God loves to create.

Sigh you only feel alone because you are not looking at it clearly so I will help you out.... WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE RIGHT NOW IS IMAGINARY. SO THE YOU THAT YOU IDENTIFY WITH IS JUST AS MUCH AS AN ILLUSION AS EVERYBODY ELSE!! So how can you feel alone when you are imaginary as well and only your TRUE SELF, WHICH IS THE SOURCE OF EVERYTHING IS THE ONLY REAL THING? Yeah stop feeling alone. It doesn't even make sense once you realize this.

Wow I read an article about a guy who went to an all expense paid trip for 5 MEO DMT and he described ego death similar to you. He described it as the picture you see on WarHeads. He also went to the black void on his first trip and felt unconditional love. Question: Do you still feel translucent? Or has it gone away?

Lucid dreaming is the awareness that you are creating everything. I'll use the word conscious creation at that point. Also every desire is not a creation of the ego. If that was the case God wouldn't create anything. God creates because God is love. So out of love comes the desire to create and to experience creation. Anyway do you all have any experience with conscious creation? Conscious creation is based on interpretations from quantum Physics that the true nature of reality is infinite possibility (Which we would know as God) and that based on what lens or perception you have will create a finite path or possibility. Similar to how Leo tells people he realizes he is not in control. The moment you observe something you create past, present and future all at once. These are created by you within this dream world. So I wanted to know if you all have dabbled in conscious creation.

You are discussing conscious creation and quantum physics here. Mind going into more detail about this process?

Do you mind expounding on this psych trip? It deeply interests me

The answer is pretty much what many have already said. The phrase I use which is the foundation for all issues or problems in life is everything starts with you. 1. You must first accept yourself in the present moment. Love is acceptance, and hatred is denial. Accept everything about yourself, your physical appearance, your personality, your past, your quirks, EVERYTHING. 2. Recognize (experientially) that you are the creator. You ARE THE APLHA AND OMEGA. 3. If you have trouble recognizing this go look up Leo's Neti Neti Guided Meditation Video as a good start. 4. Once you start to love yourself you will be able to love others in a HEALTHY WAY. As someone mentioned earlier stay away from co-dependent behavior. Seeking medical professional help is always a healthy choice. 5. Choose to act in a way that YOU believe is noble, and if you make mistakes lovingly accept those mistakes and their consequences and move on. Your lack of love for yourself is ALSO an illusion. Had you met yourself in another form you might very well pedestalize the form you are in now. But when you are inside looking out the form doesn't seem so great. Recognize that you may be thinking more highly of others than you aught to.

This trait is called the need to be right. It isn't a bad trait, its a trait that pushed you to find meaning. This means in whatever you do your tendency is to figure out how things work and what the point of everything is. It is a trait of a seeker, and it is the trait that led you here. I have the same trait that you do and sometimes as a result I might overstep boundaries and attempt to persuade forcefully using debate tactics to make someone submit to my way of thinking. So yeah when it is out of balance you may be too aggressive but when it is in balance you are just very curious and inquisitive. It is a sign of a creative person which means you are very creative. You have a way to seeing things from multiple points of view since you desire to investigate and get to the bottom of things from every angle. Upon observation Leo has the same trait, its why he according to his own words he was skeptical of everything even skepticism itself.