Razard86

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  1. You are too scientifically driven. If you raise in consciousness you will understand that you can gain knowledge intuitively. That means without having to study or conduct research you can understand the nature of something. So could a TOE actually be created? Yes. Would it be complete? Yes and No. From a general sense it can be complete. But from a nuanced point no, because all nuance collapses into an infinite loop because the true nature of reality at its core is an infinite paradoxical loop that is ever expanding. So a TOE on the absolute and general level can be created, but from a relative level...NEVER because it would be infinite.
  2. Before I experienced awakening I studied the hell out of Non-Duality and disagreed strongly that I didn't need the experience to awaken. After hearing several times that without the experience you have not awakened I eventually took some courage and took mushrooms and experienced EGO DEATH and the DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL. I learned pretty intensely that YOU CANNOT AWAKEN WITHOUT DIRECT EXPERIENCE. If anyone is telling you otherwise they are telling you a lie. What happened as a result of my awakening. I went through a Kundalini Awakening. My body was altered, I now have increased intuition, increased connection to energy, a direct connection to my higher self, increased occular vison, and smell, I also have some psychic abilities but since I am not adept at meditation my ability to use them at this time is limited. So again I repeat, when you awaken....you will know. Its not the way Rupert Spira says where he says its a normal thing, no its not. It will literally alter the way you ever look at what you consider life again because now you know the TRUTH.
  3. That reality is a dream, you cannot die (only your body dies), everything you see and experience exists within your mind, that outside of your divine being, everything else is false. That Divinity is absolute truth, Love, wisdom, and everything else in comparison is only relatively true in comparison but in an absolute sense it is illusion.
  4. Lol I did. The only reason I eventually took psydelics because you kept saying you cannot awaken without direct experience so I wanted to test your statement....and BOY DID I learn how WRONG I was lol.
  5. I asked my higher self what happens after we merge. You still retain your data, the data of you never disappears. When I say data I mean your personality, your tendencies, etc. All information that is used is never discarded. It all exists in the infinite mind. Also edit: No you cannot awaken from watching a video. Unless you had a direct experience and the video you watched just aligned with what you experienced you did not awaken. Awakening is NOT conceptual. I used to think it was and disagreed with Leo until I actually awakened and he was right!! The ticket to awaken is you MUST FACE YOUR OWN DEMISE!! If you DO NOT FACE YOUR OWN DEMISE, YOUR OWN ERADICATION YOU HAVE NOT AWAKENED. EGO DEATH=AWAKENING. This is non-negotiable.
  6. A person who has realized their God and has the ability that comes with that at their disposal....can create whatever sensation they want. The biggest secret of you being God is you created everything....so you can literally manifest whatever you want in your mind an experience it. There is literally no difference between dreaming of having sex with the best looking women than actually going about and doing it within the waking dream. Your higher self shows you that there is no difference between then dreams you have in your sleep and what you think is real. When you actually experience it....it blows your mind. You have never needed anything because you ARE IT!!!
  7. Your mind is clear. You no longer have a narrator telling you tales, and story and gossiping and judging everything. UNDERSTAND the TRUE nature of the DEVIL IS THE NARRATOR in your head!! YOU THINK THE NARRATOR IS YOU!!! It is NOT!! If you only act for personal gain you will never enter the kingdom of God and recognize yourself as God. You must first die to self (death to ego) before you can enter God's pearly gates. A place where whatever you can imagine you can receive. But because you have no ego you will use that power in service to humanity to help them reach their God Actualization. The secret to life....is you come here to realize your true nature. Everything else...is just a waste of time. But hey God loves you unconditionally so you can do whatever you want. Just understand you will have to face YOUR TRUE SELF, and be COMPELLED TO THE TRUTH!!! I won't spoil the test because that's cheating but I will give you the clue I said earlier. THE EGO IS NOT YOU!!! UNDERSTAND THIS!!!
  8. I figured out how we create the future. Its really crazy but you can only figure it out if you realize yourself as God because then you have access to infinite mind and can make sense of how you are doing what you are doing. (God is a mystery onto itself). God your true self is awareness that is infinitely intelligent, but also a simulator. The reason Neville Goddard says feeling is the key, is because feeling determines the likelihood that you will change your beliefs. I'll explain. As a human being you are just data in infinite mind. You behave in patterns that are determined first by what you identify as, the beliefs associated with it, and the level of attachment or faith you have in those beliefs. Each belief you take in, literally becomes apart of you it is why it is so hard to release those beliefs and why every time someone challenges your belief it feels like they are challenging your existence. Its because they are...the existence of the avatar. Since you are so attached to the avatar (your body) you believe reality is real and that you can die. All fear stems from fear of annihilation. So you ask how do you construct your past present and future. Lol easy....when you go to sleep at night, you take all the data from your present experience and construct your future based on your data as the character in the dream. As infinite mind your prediction rate is 100 percent for two reasons. One the character is YOU so your data is 100 percent accurate and 2. your intelligence is infinite so your prediction rate is spot on. This is why when Leo had his awakening he kept saying I AM NOT IN CONTROL, YOU ARE NOT IN CONTROL!!! Its why the mystics say you need to flow through life. Your entire life is just a hallucination. A story line that gets updated every time you go to sleep. Its based on what you believe to be true and the amount of faith you have in that belief. Reality manipulation as presently taught is a lie. Infinite mind does NOT give you what you want, it gives you what you need!! All psyadelic trips exist to help you eliminate all fear. Its literally a mechanism to manifest your fear and force you to confront it. Understand that your entire life follows this SAME PRINCIPLE. Its why Leo calls life a love simulator. Infinite Love has no fear, so one of your purposes of being here is to remove all fear.
  9. I just came to a new level of awakening and it is crazy but it all makes sense. God is an infinite aware and intelligent simulation with a prediction of 100 percent. This is what it means by God being perfect. God creates past, present and future and is only able to do it because its prediction rate is perfect. God makes no mistakes from infinite mind. Here is also a secret.....you have never made a single mistake in your entire life!!!! This is crazy what I am finding out!!!! I kind of love deconstructing reality its an infinite puzzle!!!!
  10. When you are at a sufficient level of self-love if you take a psychedic you will trigger the process of ego death. Once you start this process it will continue to resolution. YOU CANNOT AVOID IT!! Trust me I tried!!! It didn't matter, it took me 3 days to fully complete the entire process because I kept running from God's love. So if you decide to start the process it is in your best interest to complete it that day. Couple of things to know: 1. You know it has started when your third eye opens....this gives you access to visions. Most people stop here. 2. If your love is high enough your true self will attempt to snatch out of the dream and take you through hell or what some call 3. "The Dark Knight of the Soul." During this process you will be forced to account for all the judgments you made about life and God will raise your consciousness and show you your delusion." 4. After you complete Hell the final battle is upon you, you must overcome your fear of annihilation. I won't tell you the answer you must find because there are many. 5. If you pass the test your Crown Chakra will Unleash and you are nearing the End of the process. You must then bring the Crown Chakra into Balance. 6. I won't tell you how to do that either but none of the articles online that offer advice about it are correct. The Clue is to follow your feeling. Remember ALL SEPERATION IS ILLUSION!!! Good luck!!!!
  11. The path to God realization is primarily through feeling. All logic is separation and all separation is false, delusion, and illusion. Understand you were brought into a world where you are constantly trying to make sense. The true nature of reality is infinite, you cannot make sense of that which is infinite. Infinity is a paradox and all attempts to make sense of it will fail. As long as you commit to logic you will never reach God realization. God communicates to you by feeling and then your brain attempts to make sense of what is being told. All tension is cause by fear and fear drives logic. The only way to receive God's messages is to overcome your fear and release your tension. The less tense and apprehensive you are...the closer you are to god. Notice God's grand design. Women are more receptive to the messages of God because they are more heart centered. But their feelings don't make sense and since most have not developed their logic they are unable to communicate their feelings clearly. Men are more logic centered in general and so they close their heart and focus on things making sense (survival). Then to throw more wrench in the plans...the one that is closer to receiving God's message the woman, is more fearful by nature because her body is not as tough as the man. So by her nature since she cannot make sense of the Divine messages she gets....and because she is fearful will evaluate a man on his competence in survival and attach herself to him. The most competent men at survival on average are paired with woman (for simplicity sake cause it can be complicated when you break down the parameters of what constitutes survival) more frequently and because their logic and selfishness gives them great power and riches they believe their orientation in life is correct. The woman...who when she is safe and secure in the environment her man creates through logic is now able to attune to God more clearly and starts pushing for more love. This throws her man off because she only got with him because he was the most logical man, and that was the LOGICAL CHOICE. But now that they are comfortable SHE WANTS TO TALK ABOUT FEELINGS. What the man does not realize is this is by design. Master Survival first...then seek God. Its easier to seek God when you have survival under wraps. The woman is actually doing what she is supposed to do to carry humanity ever closer to God. Now if the woman has not developed her logic, she will not be able to make sense of the messages God sends her and her Man who thinks feelings are not important will not listen to her feelings and help her decipher it. If the woman has developed her logic and can make sense of it, the man will ignore her because she is physically not as imposing and she hasn't focused and mastered survival like he did. This is why Jesus said "It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of god." You have to be willing to release your attachment to survival to reach God. All attachment is separation from God will is denial of Ultimate Truth and Love. The only logic that is true...is everything is love. The key to reality is understanding....that the truth is FEELING. This was the truth all along!!!! It is the Ultimate truth because before their was truth.. there was love.
  12. Non/Duality likes to say that God is awareness. Awareness and Love is the same. You can use the word consciousness as well. Notice...that you only pay attention to what you love, if you do not love something.....it is invisible to you. You do not raise consciousness/awareness by meditation, you raise it by increasing love. The more loving you are, the more aware you are and the closer you get to God. Now through meditation you can raise your love, but the act is not stopping thoughts and feelings if anything its focusing on the feelings and using logic to appreciate the beauty. As long as you hold appreciation of all or as Leo would call CAPITOL SELF LOVE as your focus you WILL REACH GOD Realization. Meditation itself can become a trap and so can psychedics as well. These are both tools, to assist you. If you do not focus on self love, appreciation, gratitude for everything......these tools will never take you to God Realization.
  13. All of reality is conflict. The Conflict of Duality. Since Duality is a lie, understand that what makes your life so real is conflict. The only reason you are attached to life is because you LOVE CONFLICT. If you didn't you would realize the truth that everything is one and you would leave because you would have nothing to do, nothing to achieve. As long as you have something you want to do, you are engaging in conflict, the duality of conflict. Because you believe it is better to do one thing over another!!!! From God's perspective there is nothing to do, so God separates itself, into different versions of itself which are localized perspectives of the infinite. As such they all hold opposing dualistic views and engage in conflict. The more beliefs you share with someone the more compatible you are with them and least conflict. The more conflict that exists the more growth, until eventually you realize that everything is ONE and then you will cease to exist as any one thing and you will become EVERYTHING!!!
  14. FEAR and COLD are the SAME. WHEN YOU ARE COLD YOU SHIVER, WHEN YOU ARE AFRAID YOU SHIVER IN FEAR. The only way to receive messages from God is to be in a relaxed/submissive state. If you are cold or fearful you will be unable to receive God's messages/love. Praying does not necessary offer the best way to communicate. To facilitate communication put your hand over your heart, focus your attention inward on your feelings in your heart and if your logic is sufficient you will gain insight. Practice this and the higher in SELF LOVE you are the more you will receive. Note: Its okay for your insights to explain certain concepts already known differently. You were given a unique perspective for a reason, its by design its not a bug its a feature as Leo says. Your perspective is your most unique contribution to reality. Never doubt its value and never compare it because it is perfect JUST THE WAY IT IS!!!
  15. Once you become God realized you start getting updates in real-time of God and it is hilarious and fun!!! So I have had a lot of people ask me about reality creation and I figured it out!!! 1. Reality is an illusion. ITS A FREAKING LIE THERE IS NO DUALITY!!!! The only reason you think it is real is because you think it is true!!! 2. So all of you who have not realized yourself as God are stuck in lies/assumptions and believe them as true and that is HOW YOU CREATE YOUR REALITY. So the key to changing your reality is to tell yourself convincing lies/assumptions basically be a good storyteller!!! Be the best BULLSHITTER YOU CAN!!! If you truly believe it is true from the bottom of your heart.....then it is true!!! This is why it is so hard to change your perspective and why the ego is so powerful and why it exists at all. As Leo would say its not a bug its a feature!! GOD IS SO HILARIOUS!!!!!! This is why it is said the truth shall set you free....yeah from reality....to stay in reality you have to believe a lie!!!!
  16. Remember once you start the process it will seek completion!!! Please don't run away for 3 days like I did. Let's just say because I did....I ended up in the hospital LOL!!!!
  17. Reality is an infinite mirror. Here is a little explanation. You are the universe. Everything in the universe is you and exists in your mind. You then take what is in your mind and project it onto realities mirror. You then literally interact with your own reflection. And your reflection matches the thoughts and emotion you give it. So it is basically an infinite feed back loop of interacting with your mind's projection. When you manifest into physical form you have specific preferences and through those preferences you latch onto to certain beliefs. This is facilitated by the ego which is the voice inside of you that is always talking to you. Your ego narrates your life, tells you what you are, tells you what is bad and good and justifies it using its own logic. The ego is pretty amazing in how it spins tales and makes you believe that what it is telling you is true. I won't add anymore to this....you need to find the truth yourself. But life is a mind game/puzzle, with Love and Truth at its core.... GOOD LUCK!!!
  18. I just had one last realization. I completed the Dark Night of the Soul. What we call Ego Death. Beware once you start the process YOU CANNOT UNDO IT. I fought so hard to keep my ego but God kept trying to kill it. I want to tell you how to beat it but I feel like that will spoil it so I won't. I will tell you this one thing though....YOU ARE LITERALLY IN HEAVEN RIGHT NOW!!! YOU JUST DON'T REALIZE IT!!!! Its amazing we are in heaven!!!! If you destroy the ego you will realize it. Its the hardest test you will ever take. The gift is God level awareness upon completion. I know exactly how reality works and how I am doing it. HAHHAHA GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!!
  19. -When someone mentions the word DEATH around you, you bust out laughing!!! -When someone complains about history you bust out laughing, -When someone complains about life you bust out laughing. -When you find out that you are God.....you realize you creativity this whole schebang and nothing matters!!! I realized that I created everything in my life to wake up to this moment. Key realizations I gained -I am too attached to this life, I am not ready to go. I realized how much I love my current dream -I was taking life too seriously so I wanted to awaken to teach myself to loosen up a little. -I wanted to get the biggest spoiler ever so I could understand this quote Leo said "Ever wonder why it seems the universe revolves around you?" BECAUSE IT DOES!!! YOU ARE LITERALLY THE SOURCE OF EVERYTHING!!! And when your true self gives you a glimpse you will bust out laughing like.... "Really?" You don't want to know how many times I repeatedly said really? And my true self was like "I was trying to show you this the entire time." Lol my true self even gave me the middle finger because it was like I have been trying to reach you but you kept blocking me. I did resist going into Infinity and BOY did my True Self try to take me. So it basically force fed me the answers to all my questions since it knew what I wanted to know. Here are some more realizations. -If you want to know what Insight is? It is literally data being uploaded INTO you. I was fed information into my body and just KNEW instantly!! -You literally control everything with your beliefs, thoughts and emotions. You placed two limiters on yourself. Your baseline awareness and your beliefs. At highest awareness you identity as God so your beliefs obviously shift. But at lower consciousness your beliefs are whatever you picked up in your STORY. People do not realize what it means when you are God.....it literally means NO THING is real compared to you. History is a story, Science Story, Technology story, your entire life is story. But here is the REAL KICKER!!! When you choose to leave this dream forever.....it will cease to exist!!!
  20. You literally didn't read anything I said. I literally just said that everything is in your mind. Like seriously at this point you are trolling.
  21. I said no such thing. Everything you said is a projection. I stated that humans are biological robots. Humans are the manifestation of localized infinity put into finite form. That finite form is LITERALLY made up of a perspective. I WATCHED myself go from infinity to finitude and saw it became a localized perspective. Your entire human body is made up of your perspective. This means if you fail to wake up you just run as a simulator playing out your programming. This has been known for centuries really Leo even did a video about this. Majority of human behavior is unconscious. Now if you want me to explain how this biological machine works I can. It is a combination of logic and order, and creativity or impermance if you will. Reality is the greatest technology ever made. Everything basically follows an ordered program and also has the ability to change/or evolve which just basically means it installs its own updates, based on God's will.
  22. Everything I wrote I literally confirmed through direct experience. Your interpretation of what I said is not even what I said. Please explain how you came to that conclusion.
  23. So happy for you!!! May the love you feel be long and deep!!! I mean that in every way it can be interpreted!!!! Peace unto you!!!
  24. Well all it does is make life more enjoyable because you realize you shouldn't take it serious. To explain how ridiculous it is when you raise in consciousness you realize the Dream is literally....LOONEY TUNES. You can shrink your body parts at will, with enough awareness you can shapeshift your body, you can even teleport. When you realize God you realize that YOU ARE IT. You are the ONLY TRUTH. Everything else is just a freaking story you made up to trick yourself into enjoying this experience. Everything you chose about yourself, Your name, Your family, the time period you are in, every event WAS YOUR DOING!!! You love your life!!! You will only realize how much you love it.....when you experience EGO DEATH. When you face God... a swirling infinity you have the choice to leave or stay!!! Unless of course your body actually dies then you have no choice.