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You: I am raised in a very close knit family. Growing up there was no concept of boundaries in my childhood. I have been through physical, verbal, emotional and mental abuse, the whole package , in my married life. I had a similar issue with my Dad and certain bullies from my childhood so I can relate. Boundaries are important. I struggled with this myself because I had believed that love was sacrifice. It is, but love is also...love of self. You need to be your own best friend first. Your own romantic lover first. So the first question you need to ask yourself if you ever feel any anger, or fear from someone is "Do I feel like I am being attacked?" If so then you have the right to kindly assert your boundary and let the person know how their actions are impacting you. If the person gets defensive and tries to blame you by calling you sensitive.... then give them the same medicine!!!! (LOL I'm joking but I've done it in the past....guilty pleasure) But seriously if they call you sensitive that lets you know two things. THEY ARE SENSITIVE, and are BEING INSENSITIVE TO YOU! So create some space because this is not healthy for either you or them. You: Today, I reach out because I need to understand, move on, and process the consistent feeling of guilt, self-doubt, auto-programming of mind to please family. I am trying very hard to setup boundaries, take care of myself and "focus" on my life. I fail at times and then I pull myself together again. I feel I am stuck at a loop. You are only failing because you feel like you have a duty to others. YOU DON'T!! DUTY is an illusion. Either do something out of love or don't do it at all. Do not allow anyone to guilt you into anything! If you do not believe that action is in alignment with how you wish to express yourself don't do it! You are sovereign!! You are life itself!! You true nature is love, so please provide yourself the love you give to others. You deserve it!! You: All my siblings think I am evil, crook, and many other things... my truth is that I have never borrowed money from anyone of them, have never lived with them in their homes. Non of them have jobs and they are either dependent on their partners or parents. I have been living on my own for 13 years and I have never moved back in with my parents. I also have a child who I took care of myself. How should I deal with my siblings? My parents are diplomatic, they need to keep all their kids happy. I start believing in what they label me as. The only opinion that matters in life at the end of the day is yours. You are the Ultimate Authority in your life and you can either choose to exercise that power or give it away to others. You only believe what they label you because you trust their opinions over that of your own. This means you need to trust yourself more. You need more self-love. Please give yourself the love that you give others. Don't deny the best part of you, from you.

Its called attention. Every being desires it. You already knew this.....lol

I have a question for you for this. I have a question for you. What the hell is a regular person? And correct me if I am wrong....you couldn't be referring to YOU as regular are you?

Nice post!!

Yes you got it!!! But the funny thing is...the rabbit hole can go even deeper. The key to this Meta thing is you need to always remember we are discussing infinity. Infinity is a paradox. So everything you just said is true.....but is also not true. I'll explain. Although we are all made out of the same consciousness, we are all sovereign in our own right. We are....but ultimately we will give up our sovereignty and merge back into ONE. So we are soveignty but will give it up or submit. we are all gods playing with our own avatars in this collective dream we created as Godheads and we have a duty to awaken each other to recognise our own sovereignty. We don't have a duty to do anything....we were never in control. Our control is finite in this current avatar form. Our True Self is the one pulling the strings. When you awaken, the reason why you feel you are one is cos you are awakening to your own sovereignty. This is true, and then ultimately you will give that sovereignty away and merge into one. there is infinity number of gods within infinity but ultimately there is one consciousness so again all doors open back to the same room hence solipsism. This is true and reflects what I was saying above....these gods are just compartmentalizations of God. What you all don't realize is Leo's video....is ancient knowledge. Most of us on this forum are just rediscovering Ancient Knowledge.

So there is this Youtuber I like Caleb City. He plays every character in his skits...so essentially in the "world" of his skits EVERYONE is him. But his ability to embody each character is so good....you forget that everything is him!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E-mdqtEfUpc Now picture that each character is a separate Caleb with their own "life" if you will. You just solved the Infinity Gods Video. Everything is you....but you with a separate existence. This has been your entire life...the only difference? Well to make it more believable you made sure we all looked different.

Makes sense....and I did almost fall through the floor once.....back when my awareness was high. Its crazy how powerful your mind becomes in your reality when your awareness is high. When your awareness is low your ability to perceive is ridiculously low in comparison.

Everything you said is true....but the problem is most people are not taught this. They want quick easy fixes and this is a quick easy fix. But what they will ultimately realize is everyone wants to feel important and respected. If they "dominate" for too long that person will feel like you don't respect them. They need to realize that a relationship is a dance. It is a push and pull. A back and forth. There is no perfect map for a relationship because that mirrors reality. So what the man has to learn... is how to respond in that moment. Sometimes he can dominant, sometimes he can be unattached, and sometimes he can be attached, and sometimes he can be submissive. Anyone that thinks you need to be ONE way all the time has never had a long term successful relationship. A man has to integrate both the Masculine and Feminine to have a long lasting relationship. Your ability to connect with your feelings, and to honor your emotions will determine how well you can connect with your girlfriend. Your ability to take charge in your life, and to assert and orient yourself toward something will determine how well you can get your girlfriend to follow your lead. But here is the kicker....sometimes you need to be able to follow her lead as well. At the deepest levels, relationships can become a spiritual connection where the two individuals literally become ONE (This can only be accomplished through spiritual practices) where they are able to connect and gain a TRUE understanding of each person's perspective reality. If you can accomplish this.... you will have the most fulfilling relationship.

LOL I hope everyone directs all vagina itching questions to Leo Gura of Actualized.Org

You already are a philosopher. Everyone is a philosopher....they are either good at it or not. How is this the case? Easy, because when you talk to people they are always telling you how "their" life works. So must people THINK they have it all figured out. Sounds like a philosopher to me. A philosopher isn't some great occupation, or official title. It is just someone who contemplates EVERYTHING and I do mean everything. Philosophers also tend to draw parallels between things, write poetry, etc. If you study relationships, then you are philosophizing about relationships. If you study nutrition then you are philosophizing about nutrition. It is just the study of life and you can either do it on the meta level or the relative level. So if you pay attention...you'll notice everybody seems to have their own belief on how reality works. So there ya have it, you are already one. It study any famous philosopher you will notice that the key component behind all the greats....is an insatiable curiosity. So if you are naturally curious about how everything works....you will naturally develop. But if you have a limited curiosity it will develop within that limitation. When we are born we are all naturally on that path as every kid is born asking a million questions. Because these questions help us map our reality. So retain your child-like wonder and you will be a great philosopher. Also avoid getting "educated." That kills your creativity. You can read some material or other works...but instead of accepting them.....question them. A philosopher questions everything, s philosopher pays attention, a philosopher is open-minded, a philosopher experiments, and lastly....the ones we know about share their perspective.

Exactly. But the funny thing reality also unbalances itself as well. So yeah it shifts back and forth between balance and unbalance which allows it to be impermanent and constantly change. Each change is essentially a death and rebirth. This change cycle continues into infinity. There are 7 universal laws observed in this dream. Here they are. https://www.mind-your-reality.com/seven_universal_laws.html

Your only issue is you are being too hard on yourself. Based on this post seems you are doing amazing. Please be more kind to yourself. Be the friend you are to others...to yourself. Don't deny yourself the love you show others.

Bingo!!! I love seeing people who spread the truth!!

I guess you have not heard of the infamous free lunch/dinner hustle. Also some women just want some good conversation/entertainment. Yall can't tell me yall don't know about this? LOL.

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Yeah I don't know if I shared this but after my near death experience and psychedelic experiences I actually started to get hallucinations and it was so bad I committed myself for a week. There were people IN THERE that had spiritual gifts!!! It was like a spiritual training ground for me in there. Noow I'm not saying everyone in there is spiritual but yes, there are some spiritual people who are struggling with some spiritual visions etc... and are in there to find some normalcy.

Very well thought out post. Its too bad most people don't notice all he does. We even had a member complaining that he wasn't giving long enough explanations on the forums. I'm like.............

Very astute observation. I'll counter (playing devil's advocate) by educating people on what a cult is....and choosing to act different than the teachings....you could hide the fact their in a cult under their very noses!!!! LOL.

This is the best answer in my humble opinion.

LOL!!!!!!

The reason why psychedelics work the way they do....is they trick the body into thinking you died. So when your body thinks you are dead....it performs certain actions. You obviously need to take a high enough dosage to get the effect. But that is ego death, its literally death but the body stays alive. I was able to confirm this. Its why its rather easy to figure out who is doing the work or not....by what they are experiencing. You can confirm what is true or not by doing the work yourself. This is why everyone needs to realize....these forums should not be a hindrance to you doing the work. Learning to be more loving of yourself and others. Psychedelics are just one of many tools. We should also practice meditation as well.

No there is not an antennae within YOUR reality. But it is there, you are just not aware of it. I didn't think it existed either until I had a NDE, my third eye opened and I felt the antennae. Its there, but now that my consciousness is back to baseline I can no longer feel it and my third eye is closed. But its definitely there. To quote Sadhguru "There are 114 chakras in the body, of which two are outside the physical body. If a dimension beyond your physicality becomes a continuously active process within you, then after some time, these two chakras which are generally dormant, become active. If they become active, then you have an antenna on your head giving you a certain perspective of life!" Now I knew nothing about this antennae and had to look it up afterward. I got into a car accident and my attachment to my body was LOOSE. Basically I was half-way here lol. That's when I noticed I felt something sticking out of the top of my head (I also had a kundalini awakening). Anyway now that my awareness is at base line, and my attachment to my body is secure again...I can no longer feel it. But I KNOW its there. I only way able to learn this stuff was true...by being close to death!!!

You do realize that within this dream, things function a certain way. You are talking about the Meta Level, I am talking about the relative level. On the relative level you need water or you will die. But on the Meta level death does not exist. There is no confusion here, there is only projection from you. You are making a lot of assumptions here. There is an antennae, if you were conscious of this you would know. There are chakras there is a third eye, these are all things I experienced. But on the META level everything is made of nothing I am aware of that, so all distinction as a result is false, but it is also true. By telling me what I am saying is wrong, you are literally placing limits!!! Consciousness has no limits, it is nothing but it is everything. Its a freaking paradox. The moment you say it isn't something you are denying the paradox!!

And I showed you a picture of a search that you can perform yourself. I'm not going to waste my time...proving anything. I've outgrown that. Whether you believe me or not is up to you. I could give you all the evidence in the world and you would still deny it. When you are ready to receive the truth you will, no source can change that and neither can I.

Think of it like this so it makes more sense. We are all collectively creating this reality. Then our brain filters it, and creates a sense of self. Because of your brain....you feel disconnected and separate. This is why meditation, brain injuries, etc... can make you feel ONE. Because you lose your identification with the very thing that makes you feel separate. This is why it is said you construct your own reality, we all are at this moment. But the interesting thing with this design, is that the brain can tune into specific things in the collective consciousness around us and create a personalized experience of reality. Its ingenious when you think of it. So your brain is just a receiver. You actually have an antennae at the top of your head also. When you raise in awareness you can feel it.