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Yep, but mine was different than most. Instead of getting complete detachment I got a sort of a limbo detachment. Like I was half way attached. I existed in this state for like 2 weeks. I felt like I was dragging around something dead. In that state it was constant bliss, sometimes it got too much and gave me a headache. It made sense to me now why Jesus and Moses both went into the wilderness for 40 days and 40 nights. If you weaken the body (Not telling you to do this lol don't want yall to harm yourselves) you truly discover that your natural state is peace, joy, and bliss. Our body and discriminatory human brain creates the suffering we have.

There ya go. What people don't understand is you are literally made up on TRUTH. Ultimate TRUTH. How it works is your beliefs will always be true. So if you believe suffering is constant...then it is. If you believe it isn't then it isn't. The paradoxical relationship of you being ULTIMATE TRUTH, is you are never wrong in your experience. 1. Then someone will say then why do people fail. Answer: There are always other truths at play. The absolute truth is you are love, peace and joy at the ultimate level. So as long as you are connected to that....suffering doesn't exist. I got to actually experience that myself in my car accident when my attachment to my body was loose. You could have cut off my hand and I would have barely felt it. Our attachment to our body and discriminatory mind creates suffering. The non-attachment to both releases it.

I don't know about that one.....https://www.chakras.net/samadhi

1. Biden didn't beat Bernie easily this reveals you didn't even pay attention. Again Bernie was destroying Biden until every other Presidential Candidate conceded and endorsed Biden. Even Elizabeth Warren endorsed Biden and majority of her platform actually coincides with Bernie. Doesn't this seem odd to you? 2. A hacker already hacked the Democratic Committee's emails and it was revealed that when Bernie ran against Hilary they didn't want him to win and actually communicated on how to stop him from winning. https://nypost.com/2016/07/22/leaked-emails-show-how-democrats-screwed-sanders/ It was corrupt politics from the inside of the Democratic Party and the media that led to Bernie losing. I mean again why would Elizabeth Warren endorse a candidate whose platform is opposite to what she was fighting for on her Presidential run? Politics. It is not a surprise that EVERY Presidential Candidate bowed out early on and went to Biden. They pressured everyone into believing that Biden was the best to beat Trump. So they pushed Establishment, status quo politics as a way to beat Trump. Not realizing that Trump is not the problem, he is a SYMPTOM, a byproduct of his environment. Trump can only win in a specific political environment. Figure out what is that environment and you can beat him. Again the Democratic Party is the cause behind their biggest losses and only have themselves to blame.

We are all mirrors to each other. Its why its hard to awaken. When two people project onto each other they are basically creating a feedback loop of both continuing reflecting each other's projection. This is why meditation is so important. Meditation is your ability to become the observer. Your default state is the character. Think of the video game the SIMS or Grand Theft Auto. Right now you think you are the character in the screen. When you meditate you can become the player who is controlling the character. When you reach the highest levels of meditation, you realized you created the whole game. One you realize you created the game, how it works, and why you designed it the way you did, then you can live from that state. What pisses me off is my awareness has come back to baseline lol. The most important thing we all need to do on these forums is raise our level of baseline awareness. The secret is focusing on expanding your heart. Watch these two videos. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oN7NtRqSIr4 Watch this if you need more explanation.

When you sleep, you connect with source but you do it unconsciously. When we sleep we enter a different vibration than we do when we are awake. Since you are always connected to source that is what allows you to draw or attract these toward you. The issue is your thoughts are constantly coming and going and you are constantly shifting focus. The focused clear mind, will eventually get what it desires. Many people think the Law of Attraction is about action. In one sense you can say it is, because choice, focus is itself an action. But the other physical actions don't really matter. The only reason I know it works because I sat down one day and did a life review on all the achievements I had and lack thereof and I noticed a pattern. The goals I most wanted I believed I could achieve them. I focused on them. I eventually stopped thinking about them because I believed I already had them. Now in my experience even though Neville said the secret is believing you already have it, I noticed you don't even need to have that (even though it makes it appear faster). The most important thing you need to attract something is the absence of fear. Fear repels. Now the irony is, fear CAN attract if you FOCUS on your fear. But if you fear something and don't focus on it you won't attract it. Just like if you love something and don't focus on it you won't get it. So the truth is focus is the key. The other key is being present. You do not think to the future. You do not wonder what may happen. You believe in the present that you can have it. Every message from the divine says the same thing. Your power is in the present. The past and future are just something you think about. What is, is always present. So any thoughts to the past or future when trying to attract something is just a distraction. There are too many examples of people who mastered this who are able to get what they want. I've done it myself and we all actually do it unconsciously. So first you need to learn to meditate, then you need to control your mental diet. Don't just consume any content. Focus on being able to be aware of what thoughts and feelings you focus on. What you focus on you empower, what you focus on you give life to. Your most powerful ability, is your focus. Why? Because what you focus on you love, and nothing is stronger than love.

1. I'm sorry that this has been your experience. One thing I have noticed so far in my journey is that we are required to experience every type of emotion. Our main purpose here is to learn. So suffering is actually part of the learning process. Think of suffering as an iniation into the fraternity of love. 2. Our experience with each emotion expands our consciousness and connectedness. At the highest level we are constantly seeks balance. Service to self and service to others. The balance is to treat others as we would treat ourselves and treat ourselves as we would treat others. We need to NOT treat others better or worse, but equal to ourselves because they are us. 3. Suffering is caused by the belief in separation. It is what causes us to judge others. Every time we judge others we are judging ourselves so when you can see yourself in others the judgment stops because you realize they are the same as you just expressed differently. But to do that you have to open your heart and stop looking through the lens of the mind. The human mind is naturally discriminatory. Its function is to separate. If you notice whenever you have thoughts that someone outside of you is different than you in some way you produce negative feelings. But whenever you focus on what connects you, you produce positive feelings. 4. So first become aware, then practice living from the heart, not the mind when dealing with life. The mind is just a tool for survival. It is the opposite of peace and love. We do not connect with people through the mind, we connect with love. We do not enjoy things through the mind, we enjoy out of love. The mind is like a robot, it computes, it analyzes, it studies, it strategizes, none of these things create connection. Its the feeling of LOVE from doing these things that creates the connection. So love is connection. Your default state is love and peace, if you look at children they will constantly remind you of that. Your natural state is curious, emotionally expressive, fearless, and loving. Ever notice kids don't get bored? Ever notice everything interests kids? We were educated OUT of that state. So now you must travel back in reverse and become as you used to be. Without judgment, expressive, and infinitely curious. Watch this. It might help you.

Every human trait resides within you. As a result every person you meet is just a mirror of yourself. Anytime you get angry or annoyed by someone else you are just reacting to an aspect that you are seeing within you that you do not love. I'll give a story. Brad was the strongest warrior of his era. He was the type of Warrior in ancient times who when he entered battle he had the strength of 10 men, the cunning of a conmen, the wisdom of a wise man, and the fearlessness of a lion. Brad eventually found the woman of his dreams, got married and had a child. For Brad this was the happiest moment of his life. When he found out he had a new baby boy he was ecstatic! He immediately had thoughts of how he would raise his son to be an even greater Warrior than himself. As his boy grew he realized his boy was different. He boy was gentle, kind, and fearful of any all types of violence. This began to frustrate Brad. Brad couldn't believe it. Had the Ancient Gods forsaken him? How could the most powerful and accomplished Warrior of his era, have a coward for a son? It was like the Gods were mocking him. Brad grew distant from his son, his son was too emotional, too open, too vulnerable. Brad started to avoid his son because he did not understand this behavior. A boy is to be tough, detached from his emotions, closed, and strong. This did not make sense to him. Over time Brad started to realize he had formed a relationship with his son that was similar to what he had with his Father- distant. He had always yearned to be close to his father, but his father did not believe that was how a father and son should be. His father believed the father was merely a disciplinarian, and a protector. Nothing more and nothing less. Brad remembered the promise he made when he was young that he would create the relationship he desired with his father with his son and how he ended up mirroring his father. As Brad thought about this Brad came across a magician. This magician uses mirrors to make optical illusions and was performing various tricks. Brad stopped by deep in thought and after the Magician's show the Magician noticed him and approached him. "How are you faring today or great warrior? Why are your eyes so sullen?" Brad replied "I discovered that I broke a promise to myself and have reflected a part of myself that I got from my father onto my son. I am confused on how to fix it." The Magician asked Brad to explain and after he was done the Magician replied "You are wise to use the word reflection, but what you don't realize is not only did you reflect on your father and project on your son the type of relationship you two had, but you also reflected the intergenerational fear of your father. Brad reacted viscerally to this statement "FEAR? MY DAD HAS NO FEARS, I HAVE NO FEARS! YOU WOULD BE WISE TO CHOOSE YOUR WORDS CAREFULLY MAGICIAN!" The magician looked Brad dead center in his eyes. "To be without fear, is to pursue the truth. To be without fear is to be without judgment, to be without fear is to be all loving." Brad replied "Love? Bah what do you know about fear! I've faced death a million times and never blinked." The magician replied "This is true, but when it came to your son you blinked, and when it came to you and your father he blinked." Brad paused....he couldn't believe it. The magician realizing that Brad would finally be receptive decided to deliver the message. "Brad the secret to life is it is an infinite mirror." You see the Warrior in you has one fear, it fears its opposite the Coward. Why? Because the Coward is powerful. Once it takes a hold of you, it is hard to escape. Once you become a Coward it is an uphill battle to return to being a Warrior. But notice this....As a Warrior, your fear of cowardice....makes you a coward!" You cannot connect with your Son because you judge the coward within you! Because you have not learned to love that aspect within you, you fear it, you judge it, you hate it!!" You are not reacting to your son, you are reacting to what your son is reflecting within you!!!" Brad fell to the floor in astonishment! He could not believe this! "You are telling me, my whole life has been a lie? I have spent my whole life in pursuit of becoming the Ultimate Warrior and I still ended up becoming what I feared the most? The Magician Smirked. "Life is a mind fuck. It is an infinite mirror. Whatever you focus on you become. Your true nature is love, so whatever you focus on that is what you become and we pay a lot of attention to our most prominent fears. Because you focused on becoming a Warrior and focused on NOT being a Coward." You became both a Warrior and a Coward." "So how do I cease to be a coward? How do I transcend this? The Magician smiled and replied "Easy by recognizing the coward within you, loving it, and as a result it will release its hold upon you. We all have the same characteristics with us all because we all are one. In life we are just playing a mirror game of expressing the same traits we all possess. So whenever you get mad at something that someone expresses that you yourself possess you are getting mad at yourself." Brad determined to become the most fearless warrior ever professed 'I shall love all of my being, I shall love all of humanities being, I shall love FEAR itself and thus transcend it all!" When Brad blinked the magician was gone. But he didn't need him anymore he knew what he needed to do. He went home played with his son, accepted his son's fears and flaws. This improved his relationship not just with his son, but his wife, and his fellow soldiers. He ended up becoming the most loving warrior, a warrior of love. Because he realized that his entire life was just a reflection of his personal self-love. So when you interact in dating or relationships, understand that you are just reacting to yourself. The other person is just a mirror to reflect your own misgivings with yourself.

I don't think liberal people think the right wing and the left wing are equally bad (Trump took that opinion away) it is just they are tired of money in politics, the corporate control of politics. This is why Trump and Bernie were so popular and why Obama was popular too. They both appealed to the everyday man. Now how in the world the average voter actually fell for the illusion that Trump was a populist I have no clue. But that is what the people are drawn too right now. Obama literally ran on "Change you can believe in." Promised transparency and getting rid of "Politics as usual." Trump talked about bringing back factory jobs for the everyday man and stopping outsourcing. Bernie even though he called himself a Democratic Socialist still had huge backing from Generation X and Y. Biden has none of these things and needed the entire liberal media and every Presidential Candidate who ran's endorsement just to beat Bernie. America right now just wants money out of politics and a economic system that doesn't feel skewed in favor for the top 1%. All the polling data has been saying this for over a decade. It is what it is. Besides this only happened because the Democrats did nothing when the Republicans refused to approve any of Obama's nominees for over a year and a half which has NEVER HAPPENED IN AMERICAN HISTORY and was literally a violation of the Constitution. But hey what do I know?

Last time I touched an edible I took like 3 and got raped. Against my will I got Ego Death and exploded into pieces. Lol I'm good on edibles...yall can take them. I would much rather deal with mushrooms. They are gentle lol.

I agree but be careful with the deconstruction, it can become dangerous. A person can suffer psychosis if they are not careful in their deconstruction. Let's just say you can discover WITHOUT psychedelics that reality is an illusion if you aren't careful lol. I learned that one first-hand.

Recently my baseline awareness has been increasing. The more and more I pay attention the more I see the same traits I possess in someone else. Its funny because as a result I experience what it is like for others to deal with my ego, because their ego is doing the same thing. It is hilarious because sometimes those characteristics annoy me. Then I realize in that moment, so this is how I am making people feel. I apologize, I apologize for not working better to connect. I have now realized that in my desire to teach I relinquish the true desire of all communication which is the desire to connect. Its crazy I thought I transcended this but I have allowed myself to backslide into arguments. Instead of focusing on the differences that others speak I should focus on where our similarities lie. When I watch the logical types on this forum try to hammer in on their perspectives and stroke their metaphorical mental phalice I laugh because I spent majority of my life doing that. But now I truly see debate for what it is, a waste of time. I actually already know how to overcome debate as well, but I allow my old habits to take control. Well no more!! I will make a conscious effort to focus on what connects, than what separates. I truly know what the phrase follow your bliss means now. Follow what keeps you connected. We all know bliss, and peace does that, but also following the similarities you see in others that also reside within. Stop seeing someone as separate, as long as you are doing that you are stuck in ego. The illusion of separation? That is the biggest trap of all.

Where did boasting come from?

You should eat it.

It definitely could be interpreted as one. Depending on how you look at it, but bird crap can be interpreted as infinite love as well. It all depends on perspective. LOL.

I think I figured it out. Dude you need to do a purging. The issue here is, you have not grieved or released whatever emotion you are currently having. Right now everything you are communicating is resistance. Resistance is caused by a fear/trauma. You got to release that. Holding onto to that and trying to push through it isn't going to work. You cannot ignore things like that they will follow you everyday. I might have seemed harsh earlier, but that kick in the butt has worked for me in the past. Even now I still have to deal with some of my old habits but it is clear as day to me how little control we have over outcomes. That illusion has been broken to me. Again like I said earlier you do like people otherwise you wouldn't be communicating right now. You have a desire to connect which is why you posted on this forum. You want your pain to be recognized. Nothing wrong with that. You also have a desire to alleviate it. But ask yourself, are you trying to alleviate it because it doesn't feel good? Pain is there to point out that something is wrong. That's what it is there for. So what do you think is wrong? What are you going to do about it? We all can give you advice till our fingers fall off. But at the end of the day this life is what you make of it.

You keep saying you don't like people. If that were true......you wouldn't be on here posting. You don't like SOME people and that is fine. But I'll be honest with you, the only way you don't have friends is because you are too selfish too have them. I've had friends let me down multiple times, and instead of judging them I have forgiven them and we are still friends to this day. If I acted like everybody else I wouldn't have friends. My friends are my friends exactly because of that. Because when I forge a relationship with someone I'm not out for personal gain. All I care about is adding value to their lives. When you are a person who only cares about adding value, people want you around because majority of people want to take something. Making friends isn't hard as long as you are NOT trying to get something from them but instead ADD something. Its very simple, and actually counter-intuitive LOL.

Shoot our government just printed a ridiculous amount of money and gave it to the top 1% mostly LOL.

Couple of questions... 1. What do you want from life? 2. Do you think you have a healthy perspective? 3. Have you noticed your entire life you always said "If I get THIS things will get better, or I will FINALLY BE HAPPY when I get THIS!! and for some reason that joy was short lived? That now you turned your sights to something else and thought the same thing? 4. Have you noticed that RARELY anything ever worked out the way you THOUGHT IT WAS? Ever notice rarely any experience actually felt the way you THOUGHT it would? Watch this video....

You got it!!

Where have you been? Haven't seen you on the forums for awhile...

.....I swear yall don't even care to figure out what I am saying. Obviously that is what he is saying.....but that is not what the Ego believes. Go actually talk to a lot of the people on this forum and they think They themselves are God. They have not dropped the identification of their human body. They think their little human self is dreaming all of this. They don't understand that the human is part of the dream itself.

I'm glad you see the light. This is what I was trying to tell Leo. The Democrats are the own worst enemy. The Democrats are supposed to be the Progressive Party and when a true progressive candidate showed up, The Establishment Media and Democrats united to tear him down. Its funny. Even NPR got in on it as well. Tons of articles and videos have been done on it. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ux8OyWLx9tA The Democrats are getting what they deserve.

1. Majority of your thoughts are Bull Shit. Understand that. You have mostly been taught Bull Shit. It sucks that this is the case but its something we all have to contend with. This is why mental illness and all other issues exist. You have been conditioned to think small of yourself so you don't realize your genius and creativity. 2. So ignore the Bullshit that comes to mind because its there to turn you into whatever random Bull Shit you have picked up. Now that I got that out of the way.....Please give yourself the love you deserve. Because you are the only one who can.

Beautifully stated!!