Razard86

Lol gotta love mobile technology. I am on a laptop. I have resisted this generation's desire to use mobile for stuff like this. I'm from the laptop generation.

You really think peace is better than no peace? Its not, you just have a bias for peace. I share your bias, but its a bias. Peace is not better than no peace and I can easily make an argument as to why...but it would derail this thread so I won't. But its a bias and we all have them. Lol why WOULDN'T they do this? It is easier to do and so much fun!!!! The word phobic means fear. So talking about how you support their rights doesn't absolve you of fear. You would need to observe in yourself if you have judged them in anyway. Why? Fear= judgment. So the person is really accusing you of judging them. Search yourself honestly and ask....have I judged them? I mean honestly search for that answer. It doesn't make you bad because we all have judgments that we are learning to relinquish, the conditioning is strong in this thing we call life. We just get given are these beliefs and perspectives without a choice in the matter. Its why I as a black guy don't hate racists, its not even their fault. Anyway...carry on. If I'm curious enough I may give what you desire...engagement with your points. I might even for fun argue different perspectives if I am even more bored.

Your misspelling is confusing too, why are you ignoring the red squiggly lines?

I agree. Also me telling you what I just said, is because you are MY mirror. So your mindset triggered something in me to respond the way I did because that is what I tell myself whenever I get in the victim mode mindset. (I'm not trying to guilt trip you victim mode mindset is what we do when we are in pain. I'm not telling you to feel bad for being in pain just realize you are creating it) So understand that the way I relate to you is the way I relate to myself. I was asleep and just had a dream about my Dad and in that dream my Dad pissed me off. I woke up smiling, because I thought I got over my Dad but the fact that he can still make me mad means I have not forgiven him for failing to meet my expectations of him as my Father. Forgiveness is simple, I need to release him of those expectations and realize as you just beautifully put it that he is just confused. So yes, everything you said is true. Because we are all ONE. You are me and I am you. Please investigate the Mirror concept the more you will realize it is true. What you say to me, you are just saying it to yourself and vice versa. What I tell you, I'm just telling myself. I love you and I am sorry if I come across harsh. Think of it as a kick in the butt because I don't want you to keep allowing others to control the knife you keep sticking yourself with called judgment. You are worthy, you are loved, who cares what the others say. Because the others are just you in disguise reflecting different aspects of yourself to various degrees.

I was over a friend's house and took 2 edibles within 30+ hours of taking shrooms and I had a crazy Ego Death experience. Here is what happened. I started to feel like I was going to explode into infinity....and then I did. The whole galaxy ceased to exist. Then I came back and was trying to put myself together again then the universe turned into infinite blocks of which I was trying to put together. It became a quiz. God kept asking me what the true nature of God was. Here are couple of take aways. 1. God is infinity forever and that's just how it is. 2. And this one is the one God agreed with. God is infinity and this will never end. So God will continue to dream dreams into infinity. 3. Jesus was real, and Jesus was YOU. Every experience that exists, rape, murder, torture, war, and the list goes on GOD EXPERIENCED EVERY SINGLE ONE. God said "I have to experience everything that is how I create. Then God took me to Hell. Hell was basically me admitting what I did wrong. I had two things God wanted me to do. I was avoiding physical pain (things that were painful) because early in my life I use to train very hard and I literally trained to the limit. I pushed my body so hard I gained an aversion or strong dislike for physical pain. I also would look down at drug addicts and avoid them when walking. I was walking the streets and God put inside me "I'm sorry for judging you as tears ran down my eyes." I was apologizing for judging life. Understand everything is you in your reality. Your true Self as God put the duality of pain and pleasure for you to experience contrast. God itself had to go through every experience it created and all of the things that cause pain, a sharp rock, a couch that you stub your toes on are just DOING THEIR JOB that YOU PUT THEM UP TOO! And you have the NERVE to discriminate against the versions of you who provide pain and honor and show partiality to the ones that give you pleasure? That's like hiring someone to do a job and when they do it well you curse them out!!! Also any object that causes you pain doesn't want to cause you too much pain because it is you. God will never give you more pain than you can handle (unless you are stuck in a negative thought and emotional pattern then you are just doing it yourself) and you can actually say in the moment "ooh that was a little too much and God will reduce the pain. Life is going to have pain, we need it for the contrast to pleasure. If you always experience pleasure you would get bored. The contrast allows you to appreciate the contrasts of life and as Leo said pain makes the whole simulator SEEM REAL!!! So stop judging the actors in this game you created they ARE JUST DOING THE JOB YOU GAVE THEM!! Life is an INFINITE MIRROR. When they say you are the universe they literally mean it is inside you. YOU CREATED THE ENTIRE GALAXIES, You created time, past, present and future. I watched myself reconstruct the entire universe INSIDE ME!! So how it works is everything is inside you and you PROJECT it onto reality which is just an infinite mirror. Now everything in reality is made up of small building blocks of infinity and they HAVE EMOTIONS. Everything in your reality mirrors your emotions. And you create the STORY through your ego which creates the past, and then you predict the future with visualization. The illusion is that everything is other when all you are really doing is playing an imagination game. So for example when you have sex with a girl as a guy and she is riding you, you are actually just masturbating and imagining her and sensations within your mind. When your consciousness is high enough you can realize this. Reality is as Leo put it a LOVE SIMULATOR. Your body is a biological program, it is made up of your UNIQUE localized infinite perspective WITHIN infinity. You are literally made out of your ego as a human. But the irony is the ego is NOT in control. So the truth is and Leo mentioned this before.....reality is a hallucination, a TRIP. How it works ....is your project onto realities infinite mirror to create reality. Then your ego rides shotgun during the trip. The driver of the trip is YOUR TRUE SELF. And the ONLY thing the ego has control over is which destination it chooses, and how it chooses to experience the ride to the destination. As anyone on psyedelics will tell you, if you house negative emotions during your trip it can become a "bad trip." Well life works the same way because of what I stated earlier. Everything in life reacts to you in real time based on the thoughts and emotions you have. When you frown at reality it frowns back, its lack frowning in the mirror and getting mad that your reflection doesn't smile back. The Law of Attraction is also real and the secret to getting it to work is based on how accurate your visualization ability is, and how good you are at generating the feelings of what Nevill Goddard says "wish fufilled." God also showed me when you get insight it is just god communicating with your heart (Your heart is literally made out of your feelings and emotions)and then the brain processes the insight and attempts to make sense of it. This is proof that copyright and trademark is blasphemy and of the ego because all inventions are of God. Reality is LITERALLY technology. It is a simulator, every human is a biological robot, and their task is to awaken and become sentient. The closer they get to this the closer they are in dispelling the transparent barrier between the ego and the true self. All feelings and emotions is just biological divine data being transmitted. God is constantly trying to communicate with you, and you have to raise your awareness to receive the data. To receive it you have to submit to God's love and if you do God will communicate to your mind through insertion.....literally God has sex with your mind. And through that you create insight and creation happens. So your mind is the womb of the Universe, and your true self implants its seed and instantly brings it into realization. There are some more insights I got...but too many for me to remember at the moment. Just keep these cores in life. The only control your finite self has over life is the destination you choose to go toward, and how you choose to experience the journey there emotionally. You DO NOT control the events that transpire to that journey your true self has that covered. DO NOT JUDGE LIFE. The TRUTH is you are ACTUALLY IN HEAVEN!!! And everything is perfect JUST AS IT IS. You live in a reality where you can create the life you want WHENEVER YOU WANT IN YOUR MIND RIGHT NOW. If you raise your consciousness and are good at visualization you can experience living in a mansion filthy rich and eating and having as much sex as you want. You can choose to take on the form of any creature again if you have mastered visualization. It is hard to do it as a finite form but your true self has mastered it. Then at your choosing whatever you visualized you can choose to get it and your true self will drive you to it and all you have to do is enjoy the ride no matter what happens and submit and appreciate whatever happens throughout the trip. Separation from God and ignorance of the Non-Duality is the cause of all suffering. So humans are literally in heaven creating hell. If they knew the truth....they would just enjoy heaven. And live their life how they want in the waking dream or what we call reality. Also the reason you have to sleep, is God literally organizes all the data you receive during the day so you can make sense of it, and God heals you (and makes you grow if you are young).

Stop playing victim. Every feeling you have you create. Everybody you meet is just a mirror to bring out feelings you have about yourself. If you are sensitive criticism that means you have a desire to be accepted by others. Stop caring what others think or you have given them the ability to control how you feel. I've been bullied pretty much my whole childhood, and I have had a lot of other stuff happen to me I won't mention. One thing I have learned is playing the victim never fixes the problem. No matter where you go there is always going to be someone who thinks different than you. Trying to pressure others to agree and think like you because it hurts your feelings is selfish and trying to violate others freedom of choice. You can disagree, but don't blame someone else for your own feelings. Your feelings are your own creation.

.....So what if she has a womb and cannot bear children?

Its not bad, its all about if you are ready.

All distinction is illusion you need to first grasp this before you can understand anything else. It took me 30 years to discover this. You cannot discover this through questioning. You need direct experience and contemplation. You can make a thousand threads questioning this and you will never get the answer. WE cannot give you the answer. You must first seek it within yourself. Stop thinking you are not smart enough to discover this for yourself. We are merely guides, you must travel this line of questioning yourself. We can provide clarification but your questions are looking for someone to teach you. We cannot do that, as in every reply you are arguing. You may question, but if you argue then you will never receive the understanding. Spend some times, read research, question, if you want to take a psychedelic do that, find it within yourself.

Everything is One. All Distinction is Illusion. We only mess around with distinctions because it is a fun game to play. Eventually a Man with XY Gene code will give birth, and A Woman with XX Chromosome will have a penis. Reality likes to fuck with your mind like that. Examples of Reality fucking with you: https://abcnews.go.com/Health/memphis-woman-world-fingernails-growing-hair/story?id=16974423 So all that can be said is every distinction that we make outside of everything being ONE is that this distinction is GENERALLY true, or RELATIVELY true. Like a statistical fact that has a tendency to be true. So because there will always come an exception to the rule that distinction follows... we should decide how to use that. But understand that whatever rules you have, need to be relative to the sociopolitical climate at the time but they won't be hard rules. Every hard rule society makes, it eventually over time eradicates. Source: https://www.weforum.org/agenda/2018/06/law-too-slow-for-new-tech-how-keep-up/ The changes in technology is rapidly changing and mirroring in the changing views of conceptualization on things like sex. This is good, all that is happening is humanity is waking up to how reality actually works. You decide what you are, you create the map of your reality. No distinction can ever be proved, because all distinction is just something conceptually made. If I create an invention right now and give it a name, the name is not the invention. But the funny thing is....this type of logic scares people because they still see life through the lens of a human, and as long as you do you will always be controlled by those limitations and what comes with those limitations. Transwoman truthfully can claim whatever title they want. They can say they are from Mars, try to disprove them....you will fail.

Kendrick Lamar gets it, we always think we know, then another corner of life opens up and we are like huh? The secret of life is you don't control jack but what you focus on and what you choose to believe. Everything else is out of your hands. But most of that education....makes you think you are in control. So that's why you take everything so seriously. It's why the Spiritual Masters tell you to be playful. To enjoy life and choose the path you enjoy the most. But we have been MISEDUCATED. Its why I say the educated man has it the hardest.

You get it. Thanks for posting.

Everyone on this thread should read this. Maybe this will help show you, how much projection is the biggest issue facing humanity. Projection= Placing preconceived beliefs/judgments onto the present moment. As I said before....you cannot escape this, whatever you think reality is, it both is and isn't. The more you study it, this never changes. The one constant in reality, is that it is One, and that it is infinite. I really want you all to realize. That is the biggest paradox and mindfuck and people just go around stating everything is infinite and one without realizing what that means. Infinity= 1 is an unsolvable equation. YOU CANNOT SOLVE THIS. So everything is made up of that which cannot be solved. That is what it means to be a paradox. I notice we use words as humans, but we gloss over sometimes what it means. All of reality is an unsolvable equation and as a result it can experience itself anew for all infinity. God= Attempts to solve itself, but it cannot be solved. Attempts to know itself but it cannot be known, no matter how many versions of itself that it creates it will never know itself completely. Its amazing, like falling in love an infinite number of times forever. God is the greatest romance story ever told. https://www.quantamagazine.org/does-time-really-flow-new-clues-come-from-a-century-old-approach-to-math-20200407/

1. Your entire post contradicts itself. I will repeat what I have said many times. Any debate about Infinity, is ludicrious. Why? All debate is finite, and an attempt to grasp Infinity. You cannot grasp what is undefined, even the word undefined itself cannot even properly describe what infinity is. 2. You just spent an entire reply post to disagree in an attempt to tell me how Infinity is. All you did is provide YOUR perspective of Infinity. Infinity includes all things, even things OUTSIDE your perspective because your perspective is finite. So what does this mean? 3. All disagreement is illusion, imaginary, because everything is One. You really do not understand what that means. Every debate I engage with people I recognize it is just a game I playing with myself. You have yet to realize this...that is why your post is so long. You are very attached to your perspective. You are very attached to the MEANING behind your perspective. You are God, and so is everything. So how can you presume to tell me how my Higher Self would be? If it is me? Yes it is also you, but you and me are a part of it as well. So whatever I say my Higher Self is....it is, and whatever you say it is, it isn't. You still think there is a distinction. THERE IS NO DISTINCTION, but also there is....Infinity is a paradox. What is, is not, and what is not, is. You need to get mindfucked some more by reality before you will get this. You will see whatever you want to see, because reality will always reflect back your perspective. Reality is infinite, so it can reflect your perspective in an infinite number of ways. The Path to greater Knowledge is the path of NOT KNOWING. To learn you MUST not know, to NOT learn you MUST KNOW. Does that even make sense to you? Of course it doesn't but only the wise know this. "The fool thinketh he knows and that he is wise, the wise man knoweth he is a fool, and thus he learns."

Life is just a grand big masturbation. You are just playing with yourself.

The only thing he looks at more than his coffee table is his hand, then he stares at his hand resting on his coffee table.

I've noticed in some of his past videos....he loves using coffee tables as an example....so for fun....let's come up with dumb reasons why he loves bringing them up so much!! Leo bought a romantic interest in the past a coffee table Leo loves the design of a coffee table. After every psychedelic trip Leo wakes up hugging the table saying "I hope it was as good for you as it was for me!" Coffee tables are the secret to God Realization and if your awareness was high enough you would realize it When Leo isn't staring at his hands.....he likes to stare at Coffee Tables When Leo is drawing a blank while doing a video....he habitually stares at a coffee table and is like "Eureka the perfect example!!" Leo made coffee tables in his past life. When Leo chooses to leave Actualized.org he will pursue constructing the perfect coffee table.

Truer words have never been spoken. Heh God should be impressed sometimes though....

Thank you for your kind words.

What is Love? Love is life. Love is creation. Love is being. Love is existence. Love is conflict. Love is fear. Love is hatred. Love is attention. Love is The End, Love is the Beginning, Love is Preservation, Love is Killing, Love is Suffering. If you can not see the Love, then you cannot see God, if you cannot see God then you cannot know Love. Love is you. 1. Love is life= The desire to live is love. Its the desire to explore all that it means to live. To experience every single moment. 2. Love is creation= To express the many ideas and feelings that reside inside. To bring forth all that is within and to share it. 3. Love is being= In the stillness, the existence that is without contrast, the void that there is, the love for being ever flows. 4. Love is existence= existence has a beginning and an end, the value placed on the time it is here to make the most of the limited time it has. 5. Love is conflict= To push against that which it feels is unharmonious, that which it is not aligned. Love seeks to connect with what it aligns with, that which is the same. 6. Love is fear= Love seeks to protect, it does not desire to place in danger what it loves, fear is the expression of love that is limited. 7. Love is hatred= Love despises what it cannot understand, what it cannot understand love rejects, 8. Love is attention= Love desires connection, it wants to share, it wants to be experienced, it wants to know. 9. Love is The End= The value of something is perceived in its finitude, because it has an end its light can shine brighter. The End releases the pain and the suffering, it also releases the pleasure and ecstasy. Its rarity causes love to honor and respect it even more. 10. Love is the Beginning= The start, the first time, the joy of seeing and experiencing, the goosebumps before the grand reveal, the uncertainty and joy of what is coming next. The curiosity of all within your senses and the discovery along the way. 11. Love is preservation= The desire to resist the ever flowing change, the desire to maintain what you hold dear, the refusal to release what is known, for something unknown. The desire to remain wise and stable in familiar territory, the refusal to look foolish. 12. Love is killing= The desire to remove what is unwanted and undesired. The desire for peace, the desire for safety, the desire to experience new beginnings, the desire to end pain and suffering. 13. Love is suffering= The proof of your existence, the proof of your path, the proof of your love for yourself is that you suffer. Your proof of your resilience, your proof of your attachment, and the proof of your fears all wrapped up in one. You suffer because you choose, you suffer because you fear, you suffer because you love. When your love for suffering has run its course you will transcend it all and realize the love in suffering. There is no God Realization without Love Realization they are one and the same. If you cannot see the Love in all that is, you cannot see the God in all that is, which means you cannot see you in all that is. All separation is an expression of love, all connection is an expression of love. Acceptance of all is Infinite Love, Acceptance of all is God Realization.

Why did you never share this story? That's messed up man. To keep such a powerful story to yourself. I've heard of these types of stories before but I'm glad to know you experienced it. Very cool, you should have Neville Goddard down pact then.

Wow to think you discovered reality wasn't what it seems that way. You are clever, and very sensitive to small distortions most others would miss. That means you are more intuitive than most. Very interesting.

I've had two consecutive days of a bird trying to fly towards me and perch on my shoulder. I think every time it get to me it sense some resistance and it gives up. But it keeps trying a couple of times before it gives up. Anybody have any experience with this or hear about this before?

I had tantra sex with a girl who confirmed the experience with me. I instinctively knew how to do it...like I've done it before. Blew my mind I'm still confused lol. I can't do it anymore but that was during a Kundalini Awakening that was triggered by a car accident. That's the best I got.

Do you remember the circumstances surrounding it?