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You are 26....you have plenty of time. Your 20's the time period you can make mistakes you are talking like you are 35 or 40!! Make music post it on youtube, ask people on the forums who like your music to comment or post likes. Do it for the love of the music and be amazed and what might happen.

Your insights have been great so for me personally you already have...even if you do have 666 posts number lol joke it doesn't mean anything. But yeah I learned that judgment was wrong literally earlier this year. Before then I thought judgment was valid. Overcoming judgment as a man is one of our toughest barriers, we have been trained from birth to be judgmental, controlling, labeling, rational, power struggling humans. It is at the core of our masculinity. We have to transcend that by integrating the feminine that seeks to dispel all judgment. Then we bring both sides into union. We learn to not judge, but still have the wisdom of discernment. We all develop at our own pace.

Like I told you before....you are not God realized. After my car accident in my direct experience it was revealed to me that you cannot feel infinite love because of your attachment to your body. This is why I told you, you cannot conceptualize God realization. To reach God realization you HAVE TO FACE DEATH. Your fear of death MUST be faced. This is not negotiable and is why Jesus said you have to be "born again." What he meant was die to self (ego death) and be reborn with a completely different outlook. I may not have had as deep awakenings as Leo but I know 100% you will exist after death and it will be infinite love. That I know for a fact because I experienced it. You have no clue how deep the rabbit hole goes. Spirituality is dangerous stuff, because to have the type of awakenings Leo has...you have to deconstruct your mind and the only reason you have a floor that you are walking on a ground is because you believe a ground exists. If someone could convince you 100 percent that reality was groundless....it would instantly become groundless. You ready to experience Infinity?

I'm really starting to feel like suicide is the most talked about subject on this forum outside of Spirituality. Its like either Spirituality or Suicide Ideation.....

Getting laid in America is easy, getting laid with the girl you want, depends on which girl you are choosing. Its funny though cause regular sex is going to feel so bland to you now that you know everything is you LOL.

This could be a good video topic maybe. So God simply chose love. The dream is all love. Ok so how about this one, if one become too selfless...I believe they would die....or would that surprisingly NOT be the case? How would that work?

I remember you mentioned in one of your videos of reaching the highest state of God Consciousness. Did you choose to come back and start dreaming? Also how does God choose to play out events in our lives from your perspective. Things such as coming across certain people, conflict, resolution etc. Is God writing our life like some script writer? That is what it feels to me.

Wait till you try a Jedi Mind Fuck Mushroom. Can always change the title....but you will be interfering with past Leo lol.

People Gas Light themselves its called projection/self delusion.

I know that's why I said this. "Leo literally did a video where he said you need to make a commitment to meditate everyday and that he meditates everyday." Leo has said more than once you need to do both. He says Psychedelics cause the greatest state change, use self-inquiry to integrate said experiences, meditate daily to raise your base consciousness. He has said this more than once both on his videos and the forums....multiple times. Especially on the forums. People just are not really listening to him so he repeats himself, over and over and over. Leo will just have to repeat himself for infinity I guess..

I loved it the moment you explained it. Because it justified what I always felt which was love, the desire to love someone without requiring something in return just felt like the most authentic expression. I have friends who deep down revealed to me one day they always wanted to be that way too, but they were afraid to get taken advantage of. So when you said you are God....I was like no wonder being loving and caring felt like the REAL ME and anything opposite doesn't feel authentic. Especially when its also because God is just enjoying itself!! Also reveals why there is suffering, because like you said God would never make another suffer, but God can make itself suffer for the experience because its God, not another. It explains why when you study human psychology that the more you understand your human ego the more you understand others. You learn that all humans are the same just different in the degree of expression which was my gateway into Spirituality. The video that gave me the most trouble was "Everyone Operates From Good Intentions" once I was able to accept that everything else was easy in comparison.

I've told two of my friends and my sister and they agreed. It didn't depress them and it hasn't depressed me. I actually like it better this way. If everyone is me, then why take anything super personal, its me. If its an illusion I can have fun. If its me I should be kind and loving, why not be loving to myself? Infinity of Gods is even better because even though you are alone you have created a method of division through what Leo calls Sovereignty. I would just say the separation is caused by a part of God not being awake to its other parts. Because the moment it becomes aware of said part, they instantly merge. Since God is infinite God isn't any one thing, basically nothing. But as a result can also be something. Its magical, its unlimited, its basically like playing the Sims as both the player and the character while simultaneously being everything in view. What is better than that? Its all how you choose to look at it. People who cannot see the beauty, it just means you are not secure enough in yourself. If you truly loved yourself, how could you not love this? I just want to know even more about how everything works.

Who cares if they stomp, if you like the term use it. Your perspective is your perspective.

Here you go. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skoXFwOxTIk&t=4688s You have no idea how great it actually is. Watch to the end of the video.

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The definition of knowledge according to Oxford is: awareness or familiarity gained by experience of a fact or situation. This is interesting because as we know everything is awareness. There is nothing but awareness. So if knowledge is awareness gained by experience... then knowledge is just awareness interacting with itself. So when awareness interacts with itself it learns. But what is it learning? To Know is to connect. So knowledge is a connection. But what is that connection? That connection is a recognition, the recognition of itself. The same way J.K. Rowling knows Harry Potter as she continued to write her books she learned more about Harry Potter. God functions the same way. As it creates it learns more about itself through its creation and continues to know, or recognize itself. All enlightenment is, is the pursuit of knowing your self. There is nothing but God eternally becoming more and more aware of itself. God is the ultimate author of experience, it can create storylines so grand, so profound, so real, that God can even fool itself. There is no greater creation than reality, there is no greater story than the story that is your life. So profound, and yet so simple. Whatever God knows, is true. Because God is truth. So anyone we argue with...was never wrong, because truth can never be wrong. Any disagreement is just a story not aligning with another story. A knowledge that is being rejected. Its a denial, a refusal to know or recognize that which is being presented. "I know I'm right." Is how one feels the deeper their connection to their experience. "I might be wrong" is how one feels when doubt creeps in. The doubt creates experience that aligns with the doubt while also simultaneously creating that which is held to be true. Then a tug of war happens for attention in which either doubt or belief holds true. When doubt wins a new path opens up to a newly lived experience. This new experience is a paradigm shift for new knowledge of self. One of the deepest realizations you will eventually realize is you have always gotten what you wanted. Reality serves you, because your desire to know yourself is reflected back in every moment. The pursuit of knowledge is everyone's life, that is all life is. To recognize yourself in infinite ways, and to fall in love with your reflection. Your life is looking in the mirror and recognizing your reflection, that is knowledge, that is connection, that is love, that is you.

How did it influence your trip?

You can use the same argument for a dream. Does a dream exist to you? 1. I could make this post in your dream. 2. If would appear in your post in a dream. 3. You can answer that in a dream as well. I could prove it in a dream. You could close your eyes right now and imagine all of that. You have never experienced anything but you. The seat of your experience is within. Everything you touch taste is you. And the you, you are experiencing is all imaginary. The real you, is just awareness. I'm no more real than the smell of your breath in the mirror, or a fart. You are either seeing, hearing, feeling, smelling, or tasting. That's your whole experience of life and it is totally within you. So if I made a product that took away your sense of feeling numbness, hearing, seeing, smelling, and tasting, what would you have? Just awareness. You are awareness that is the only thing you are. Everything outside of that is just an experience or sensation that comes and it goes. Death...is just the experience or sensation leaving. Now there is one sensation that you are.....which is love, an infinite orgasmic never ending love...but since you haven't had any deep mystical experiences you are currently blocked from experiencing that.

Drop me an inbox and I'll give you the names of the books and some stuff I found out. I'll even tell you how I discovered Spirituality mixes into all this. Its a big secret a lot of people don't know about, but at the same time intrinsically know. Its true of all of us but separated by fear.

That's projection. I am open to destroying your projection. 1. I was bullied from small and got into a fight in pretty much every grade from 1st grade all the way to college. 2. I was a passenger in 2 car accidents 2 were head on collisions, and I was the driver recently in my 3rd car accident while passed out. Before said car accident I experienced ego death and experienced shattering into pieces. The problem with people who have victim mindsets (you) is you start thinking that only you have problems. Wrong, everybody you meet has problems and has gone through something. While I empathize with your loss of control believing that you have no control is a defeatist mindset that will keep you a victim. The older you get this mindset will destroy your life and can lead to what is called learned helplessness where you teach yourself that you have no agency. I'm not saying you will, but many of the serial killers you see have this mindset. They demonize everything, become nihilistic, and start to attack everything they see. Grieve, scream, do whatever you have to get those negative emotions out. When you are done grieving dust yourself off, and remind yourself that you always have control, even when you think you don't. P.S. I also voluntarily committed myself to a psyche ward because I was afraid of visions I started getting after my car accident. You know how I got out? I recognized my control, and accepted the visions no matter how scary. The moment I did that....it became easy. I realized to gain control you have to surrender to what is. One day you will realize this....or suffer until you do.

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Everything is interconnected, this means everything is a relationship. When it comes to humans how we interact we are communicating through our words, thoughts, and actions what we desire whether its needs or wants. The art of managing relationships is mastering negotiations as that is the key to healthy relationships. Every relationship between humans is going to have conflict, if you know how to safely navigate each conflict you can get what you want and also give the other person what they want. The irony is, how negotiation actually works is counter-intuitive and it aligns with Spirituality but let's keep that outside of Spirituality for a moment. Check out this video where Chris Voss former FBI Negotiator gives you insight into how to resolve conflict with some of the most dangerous individuals out there. This will open your mind, and show you that at our core nature as humans we just want to be heard and understood, we just want to be loved. Watch and enjoy!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=44h585o9mlI

You are still attached to your ego. A psychedelic will definitely reveal that you if you take it. An individual is a limitation. So they are not limiting themselves by getting rid of other, getting rid of other is expansion. You have just communicated your resistance that you don't exist. You don't exist, you are just a thought. Once the dream ends what you think you are ends with it. There is a reason I told you that you cannot conceptualize awakening. Once you experience it, you will understand...if you are brave enough.