Razard86

I noticed in your video The Next Evolution of Actualized.Org that you mentioned you wanted to make stronger better objections. I agree so how about this? Make an Objections thread before you make a video. Present a topic you are going to do a video about, then ask us to come up with objections. I know for me throughout my life what helped me tremendously back in the day when I would debate would be the critics objections. It taught me how to strengthen and make a more complete and compelling argument in favor of a position. So just like you made a thread for the various traps in Spirituality and you made a thread for your how to express love video, make a thread on objections if you believe it can create stronger more compelling objections. Keep up the good work! You are doing great!!

One day humanity will learn how to communicate without words, I'm proposing we don't need words. We use words to communicate meaning, but meaning is something deeper. I'm sure you had moments when you realized something, when it just came to you? What came to you was understanding, it was meaning. Call it an intuition if you will. One day as humans will figure out a way to communicate or transport meaning, without having to use words. Word are currently just transportation for meaning, but meaning is just a combination of an image and feeling.

One of the core concepts of Spirituality is that life is a dream, that it isn't real. But since the dream is being dreamt of by an all-powerful being that dream is essentially real. But also if that all powerful dreamer is able to wake up in their dream, then the dream will cease to be real. So the dreamer needs to be fooled. We all have encountered this aspect to various degrees in our lives. When you play a game whether its a video game or a sport. When you take it serious in that moment it becomes real. Really competitive people see loss as a death, and winning as survival. They can get really angry and even violent in their attempt to win. Seriousness makes something akin to life and death, whereas playfulness is all about soaking up the moment and appreciation. Now if all of reality is illusion then how different is that from playing pretend? We see many kids growing up pretending to do things they see adults do and we laugh and smile and say that is so cute look at them. Yet the jokes on us, they are closer to the truth than we were. Its funny, and it makes sense why Jesus said "" Suffer little children, and forbid them not, to come unto me: for of such is the kingdom of heaven." — Matthew 19:14 (KJV) He is saying when you enter heaven (enlightment) everything around you is just play. You see everything for what it is The love of life, the love of pretend, that desire to create is child-like it is the part we lost when we became adult and the part we must reconnect with. Before the conditioning you were drawn to certain things, and loved certain things. Your creativity was infinite and not bound by conventionality and the logic of this world. If people knew how much their current desires were a result of conditioning they would realize how silly it all is. I have seen a lot of people who are having ego backlashes into wanting to leave Spirituality and go back to other ways of thinking. Its funny to me, because I know they will come right back. Its like the story of the Prodigal Son, you want to go experience the world and go against what you have been taught and then you come crawling back and realize....it isn't what you want. There is really only one thing you want in life, and it is so simple. You want to possess love, share love, and have love reflected back to you. That's it. Its simple. Its not rocket science. Why do you want a career? So you can fully express yourself. You want to share all the parts of yourself your intelligence, your creativity, and you want to make a contribution of profound magnitude. Why? Love. You want to be in a relationship because you want to again express yourself in all aspects to someone and have them reflect that back to you. Again its love. You want to be remembered and not forgotten, again its love. So do you notice this? Each of these examples described long term- deep connection of expression and that expression being shared. Anything outside of this is delusion. Its why I laugh when people try to argue against me. This is what every human desires. Then you might say but Razard monks don't want that!! To which I will reply yeah they don't want a career, but they desire to have a deep connection with the Divine and to allow that divine to have itself full expression. So notice? Every human wants to have a deep connection, and to have full expression. Is this not the essence of Spirituality? It is. You can't run from it. Yet you get frustrated and try to demonize Spirituality when all you want is what Spirituality points to. You want a deep connection, and you want full expression. Deep Connection- You cannot have deep connection without investing time and energy. You can't have deep connection without facing fears and experiencing pain and disappointment. You cannot have deep connection without vision, without a knowing that it will come to fruition. Full Expression- You can't have full expression without dropping judgment, you cannot have full expression if you live in an authoritative environment, you cannot have full expression if you are focused on win/loss, control, power, status, money, appearance, surface level matters. Full expression has depth, authenticity, and challenges the status quo, its bold, its fearless, its multifaceted, at the highest level it would be undefined, it would be everything, it would be God. The whole reason God becomes creation is to experience Deep Connection, and the whole reason man connects to God is to find Full Expression of their perspective as a finite being. If you do not tap into the divine creator in you, you will not find full expression, and if you do not find a deep connection life will be a constant endeavor of chasing that which is within you. You either chase God in creation, or within. In creation it gives finitude, within it gives completion. Now there are many that are able to find full expression by connecting to the Divine unknowingly through insights or great displays of ability. But since these individuals have no formed a deep connection many of them seek it in win/loss, control, power, status, money, appearance, surface level matters. What usually transpires in these peoples lives is they either die/commit suicide, or have the famous coming to Jesus moment. Why? Because man's search for meaning is just man's search for a deep connection. The most fundamental question is why? The answer is love. Its cliche, its considered soft, and woo woo, but the sad thing is its the ultimate truth. What you craved as a child you still crave as an adult. Deep Connection and Full Expression. Which can simply be called Love. You want to find your Life Purpose? Its easy. What do you feel a deep connection with? And I don't mean that sweet in front of you. What inspires you? Go towards that. What do you desire a deep connection with? Develop that. Face the fear that blocks you from those things...and obtain what even God itself cannot attain. God created you, to obtain Deep Connection. What greater connection is there between creator and creation when they are ONE? That is Full Expression, That is Deep Connection, that is God, That is You, That is Life, That is Love.

Well I've been doing it majority of my life its why majority of the stuff at the top I do. The bold parts are my weaknesses, the last aspects I need to purify to reach the state I need to be in. Basically I need to kill my pride/arrogance, kill it by loving it to death lol. I'll get there, with enough work shouldn't take more than a year or two. The belief it takes years is a myth. As long as you are honest and diligent you can overcome it. My stubbornness is probably the biggest issue (my resistance to change) because the truth is....I love myself the way I am and don't want to change but I believe it needs to happen if I want to produce the results I desire in interpersonal relationships. The parts of my shadow I need to integrate The sadist/bully The perfectionist Being Insensitive disorganization laziness pride judgmental

I am curious about you brave psychonauts and your most horrendous experiences. If you don't mind sharing....what was your scariest trips you ever had. Thanks in advance for sharing....

You seem to house a lot of anger. Notice this. Grudges are not becoming of you.

Yes something that I failed to do today lol. I let some people get under my skin today. I'll dust my self off and try anew tomorrow. I literally violated every bold part today. So funny, but it is all my fault and responsibility to do better. I'll do better tomorrow. I need to practice not getting karmically involved with the character (ego) games.

God's biggest fear at various consciousness levels is to wake up from the dream. God will only awaken when God deems fit. Anybody trying to be God's Alarm clock will get a quick snooze press, and if you keep making noise they will unplug you/silence you.

LOL I'm done...you don't get it. Your biggest obstacle in your life, is going to be the delusion you have that you know something. You are the guy who believes that he can conceptualize knowledge. Not realizing...that you know nothing outside of experience. Experience is the end all be all, you are a guy who gets lost in concepts and words, you have no idea about meaning you are like a robot devoid of the ability to think creatively and get to the depths. Your just a linear thinker, you need to develop creativity. You lack the feminine, you are just stuck in your conceptual maps and have no idea how to connect with the feeling part of you.

You are not responding to the question all you are doing is spouting science. I am trying to show you something because you love talking about direct experience but all your answers showcase you do not see the world through direct experience you see it based on what someone has told you. None of those things you just mentioned have anything to do with direct experience. Your direct experience is your senses, vision, hearing, physical sensation, emotional sensation, and smell. You keep fighting me because you believe you know, your cup is full. You said it can hold its own shape, a blind man does not know what a shape is. A shape doesn't exist without vision to see it!! You mentioned hard to compress, that is just physical sensation!!! Again if you couldn't experience physical touch the word SOLID wouldn't mean anything to you!! I'm trying to show you, that without your 5 senses...THERE IS NO REALITY. But instead of answering the questions I give you, you try to TEACH when you have no clue!!! Answer the questions and you can be led to the truth!! Or assume foolishly that you know!! The only thing you have ever known in life is your 5 senses!!! If we remove your 5 senses...YOU WOULD NOT EXIST!!! If you go into a deep sleep with no dreams....YOU CEASE TO EXIST. THAT is what GOD is, and all that you experience in life magically POPS into existence. God is that which has no senses, and then can manifest senses into existence to create and experience its creation as itself.

See I knew it, you aren't getting it, you are convoluting too much crap you have learned from materialism. I will give you an example. How in your direct experience do you know a cup is solid? What in your direct experience communicates that the cup is solid?

Lol you are still not getting it. Let me ask you this question. What makes something concrete?

What is there to chill? Only you are disturbed. Notice that the disturbance within you, you place on me. I have no disturbance so there is nothing to chill. Also if everything is love....right now what we are doing is love....so where is the issue?

Explain how a thought is form.... right now...I want you to have a thought, and grasp it in your hand right now. Second question...is form a limit? If it is a limit, can a limit exist without limitlessness? What creates the limit?

He got it. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uRYcospQzzw&ab_channel=IMPAULSIVEClips

That ^ right there says there may be some hope yet. Now take that same mindset....and push it into questions.... You told me earlier that form and formlessness are the same. So I ask you now....does formlessness need form to BE?

1. How about this since you are trying to be snarky.....YOU ARE THE BUDDHA, I AM THE BUDDHA. So who was the Buddha teaching? You are just playing word games at this point. 2. Where does form exist? Form can only exist WITHIN formlessness. Without formlessness there can be no form. But Formlessness does not need form. 3. You cannot conceptualize nothing. Right now tell me what are your thoughts made of? Explain to me what thoughts are made of right now!! Since you are pretending right now to know something. Demonstrate it right now. What are thoughts made of? Yes the key to communication is finding the words that can best explain the essence. This is why every religion gets corrupted because people like @Someone here think they got it and attempt to teach others when they themselves are completely lost. Someone here has convinced themselves they know something that they don't know not realizing the path to knowledge is an admittance that you don't know. Its an investigation. Those that know can tell when you don't know based on your explanations. You have no clue how big a trap is thinking you know is. You cannot gain any more insights, or knowledge as long as you think you know. What can you gain if you already know? The fool thinketh he is wise, the wise knoweth he is a fool. The fool and wise are two side of the same coin. How do you find wisdom? By admitting to being a fool. Through your foolishness wisdom is discovered. We all have to walk the path of the fool, some are walking the path thinking themselves wise. Here is a clue that you are thinking yourself wise while walking the path of the fool, you cannot observe your own actions. The fool is afraid of their own reflection, the wise enjoys the sight of their foolishness. Until you can admit you are a fool, you will never be wise. Admit you are full of shit, to see beyond it.

Watch this video. Non duality is B.S. because it is still creating a distinction in how it is taught. The simplest explanation is God is imagination. https://www.actualized.org/insights/dpt-the-other-god-molecule. This is why Leo is going to change and revamp how he teaches because he is realizing they are still complicating things in how they lead people to the truth. This video is a TOTAL AWAKENING. I don't perceive how you can reduce it any further.

......You don't get it....its fine I have realized you can't force someone to get it. There is NO I, An I is an identity, and I has a memory all of that is imagined. I'll give you the clue again....when you go into deep sleep with no dreams....that is what your true nature as God is. God awakened to itself by imagining itself into being...thus CREATING a present moment. The present moment is a creation. If that was not true...deep sleep wouldn't be possible, that would be a constraint. The key to finding out God is you have to reduce and reduce until there is nothing left. What is nothing.....nothing. Nothing is no identity. No identity means no experience, no experience means no present moment. You need to have something there TO BE PRESENT. When you go into a deep dreamless state there is NO PRESCENCE. THAT is what God is. Then what happens as a human? You awaken from DEEP SLEEP INTO present moment. THAT is what God did and that explains all of existence. This also explains why all of creation fears death....because you fear awakening to the truth that what you truly are....is nothing, so nothing....that there isn't even a present moment. You have to imagine one. There is no more ALONE than a lack of a present moment than that.

Exactly! I'll give an example that is right there in front of our faces that people don't realize. If you go without sleep for 3 days straight and then choose to go to sleep. If you have no dreams, you will be in a state of no awareness. So what that shows you, is how God created itself. That was a clue right there in front of us. We take for granted we can be in a state of NO awareness. So the truth is God isn't reduced to awareness, awareness itself is imagination. God is just imagination. So God can be anything...God can also be nothing which is the absence of everything. That's it. What helped me realize this was when Leo said he was annhilated and became one with his mentor in his dream. I was like OHHHHH I get it now. This is why Leo is going to change his teachings because he realized...the traditional way that has been taught has actually complicated things. We say the present moment is the only thing that is real as a pointer, but the ultimate truth is even the present moment isn't Absolute Truth. The number one Absolute Truth is God is Imagination. That is a TOTAL Awakening. From that everything starts to click together and make sense. https://www.actualized.org/insights/dpt-the-other-god-molecule

You don't have insights, you are just parroting what you are hearing. You haven't thought deep enough. How is there is a present moment? If everything is nothing...what is present? Explain that....you can't because you just took it on as a belief. Insight comes from you doing the work and coming to your own conclusions. There is no present moment, the present moment is imagined. Because God can at any point in time, wipe away all memory, and all form and sensation. Once you do that....there is no present moment. You need awareness to have a present moment and God imagines awareness as well.

The experiencer is imaginary. There is no separation between the experiencer and experience. You are imagining separation. This is why I said you don't understand....there is no experiencer. There never was. God was nothing, but imagined itself into awareness. Through imagining itself into awareness, God was able to imagine all things. If God chose to, God could imagine itself away, no memory, no form, no experience. This is why I said, you don't understand. You keep trying to put limits on God. God is NOT logical. God just is, and isn't. This is what it means to be ABSOLUTE TRUTH. TO BE ABSOLUTELY TRUE....everything is true, even that there IS NO TRUTH. Once you realize this, now it makes sense why everything is possible, for everything to be possible, the possibility of there being NO possibility MUST be true as well. You have to include EVERYTHING.

It that was the case....he literally wouldn't have said that he needed to come up with better objections that were relatable, what is more relatable than your own thoughts? Your own questions? And if he did it with his older videos he certainly hasn't done it recently but if he has where? For example his most recent Spiritual Traps video isn't an objection thread, it is a suggestion thread of potential spiritual traps. So there is something new here, because it currently isn't here.

Makes sense.....good idea. It would make it a longer time before he made each video potentially, but also could increase the quality of the video. So yeah good point.

@Someone here you don't understand I see....so I'll help a little. Illusion and reality is the same thing, there is no distinction. So why do we make a distinction? The distinction is a tool for you to recognize yourself as a God and to understand what God is. This is why I said you cannot conceptualize an awakening it cannot happen. You must experience it to understand. After one ego death trip it all made sense to me. Now I am not saying the conceptual groundwork is meaningless because it is needed to make sense of what God is. Here are some clues to understanding it. 1. God's baseline nature before imagination is involved is nothing. To really get you to understand this....YOU CANNOT IMAGINE NOTHING. Because GOD is that WHICH IS BEFORE IMAGINATION, IMAGINATION is what GOD generates. So without imagination God is still there. But without imagination there is no space, not time, no color, no memory, NOTHING!!!! This is important. You might think I will just close my eyes and that must be what God is....when you close your eyes what you see is still imagination!!! 2. Now the reason we say God is imagination because that is what God is, God is imagining death, rebirth, black holes, language, humanity, past, present, and future. The reason we say the present moment is all there is, is because that is the clue to finding God. But here is another secret...even that is not true, the present moment is ALSO imaginary. If God didn't imagine...how could there be a moment? There would need to be something there to have a moment. God is not a thing, a person, a self. God BECOMES a self, when God imagines!!! 3. Now here is a real mindfuck. God became a SELF by imagining itself into being. So if God were to stop imagining itself...there would be nothing. This is what it means to say God is imagination. Because if God didn't imagine itself...there would be nothing. But what is imagination made of if it comes from nothing? Its made of nothing. What is God? Nothing? So everything is nothing? Everything and No thing is nothing. So this entire time...nothing happened? Nothing happened...nothing has ever happened. This is why God loves everything equally....this right here.