Razard86

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  1. Not a single person in this thread actually read my question to understand and literally vomited their projections all over the place. You guys literally need to learn how to ask questions and try to figure out what the person is asking.
  2. ...You are projecting. I was in a car accident I know I can't die. I literally experienced ego death and experienced my body being INSIDE me versus me being inside it. So I know, don't try to speak for me.
  3. I'm confused by this statement...everything is a dream. There is God, and then there is the dream. So you are either in a state of Absolute Consciousness as God, or you are dreaming. A dream is how God lives as a finite form. So based on this....you have always had past life experiences. So....you are contradicting yourself. When Leo said that reincarnation was part of the dream I was like....yeah of course so is this current life. The ancients say to STOP dreaming you have to realize yourself as God. But the only way to do that is to release all attachment. It all seems to fit to me. Nothing Leo has said seems to contradict any of the teachings. Even Leo's Infinity of God's realization Jesus said in the Bible and the Law of One series mentions. So its all about putting things into perspective. So since you cannot die, because you are existence itself all that happens is you stop dreaming.
  4. Here ya go. https://visitsedona.com/ Stop looking for countries. Look for cities.
  5. Exactly. LOL. But the answer is INFINITY. The answer is YOU.
  6. Fear is judgment. The more judgmental/selfish you are the more fearful you are. Learning to forgive, and seeing everyone and everything as you will slowly get rid of your fears. The brain is the root cause of all fear as it is discriminatory and creates labels and categories. Its useful for physical manipulation, building, planning, but it is terrible for emotional health. The discriminatory mind views everything from a logical perspective, but it is limited in its ability to process information, which is why you have to fail so much in life through personal experience because the truth is...YOU KNOW NOTHING. You are finite intelligence what the hell would you know. The key to growth is adopting the mindset of not knowing, and going forward into the unknown. As you draw your map through your experiences you adopt a this seems to be true approach without every clinging to any belief as absolute truth because there is only one absolute truth which is the truth that controls all of reality. Everything else is relative to the situation at hand in the present moment.
  7. If you are in contact with your higher self you will understand the wink.
  8. You only have one issue and it isn't all the things you said....you don't know how to turn off your mind. I'll give you a tip, because I used to have your problem. Logic is not the way to the truth. If you reread what you posted you will see all the different ways you looked at your experiences, there are infinitely more ways to look at them. So first question. 1. If there are an infinite number of ways of looking at and interpreting your experiences which is the right way to interpret it? Is there a right way? How would you find it? The next issue is you are putting too much emphasis on this experience, you are too serious (I have the same issue) which means you place meaning on everything. Here is the secret to life....its meaningless. Any meaning you think you derived, you didn't derive it, you ascribed it. So you create meaning, which is wonderful because that is what art is. But understand you only experience yourself, so whatever interpretation you have...its you NEVER the thing. So if you say something is bad, its not bad its just bad for you because it brings uncomfortable experiences. Always remember this, bad is subjective it is not objective. Use this to gauge where you are at. Your only goal should be learning to become less selfish, that is the main thing psychedelics teach. They teach humbleness, and unity which is just another word for reintegration. Expanding Consciousness is just another word for expanding your definition of the self to mean the universe.
  9. I have never understood statements such as this. They don't HAVE to compare themselves to other women, that was their decision. Every civilization has had its own standards for men and women, long before media technology. If a woman is going to compare herself it has nothing to do with the tools around her, could they make the problem worse? Sure, but they are only making a problem worse which was a personal problem to begin with. What about Men who have standards they need to meet? You have sports, you have money, you have business and political power. Both men and women are given standards by their surrounding environment how they choose to respond to that is their own personal power. If society had a strangle hold on what to believe....then ask yourselves how in the hell you guys are on this forum thread right now. You all aren't aliens studying humanity, you went through the same type of societal pressures and CHOSE to pursue what was true to you. With that said I am not saying it is easy to navigate all these pressures, but your entire life is just a reflection of two things What you think about yourself, and what you think about the world around you. That's it in a nutshell. Victim status is low consciousness, higher consciousness is empowerment. I'm not saying don't have compassion, but don't ever rob them of their agency by seeing them as a victim, there are no victims. The biggest lie in life is that there are victims, there never was a victim and there never will be. Victim is selfishness and selfishness is the biggest lie in reality.
  10. Jesus was telling them they were god. https://biblehub.com/john/10-34.htm Literally what Leo is doing right now. Leo is doing the same thing Jesus was doing, except the whole hanging out with the poor, sick and elderly and getting crucified and having a whole cult created about his life called Christianity.
  11. He's already explained it. Just rewatch his videos. Then Contemplate it, Rewatch Contemplate it. Do a psychedelic if you believe that will help. Keep doing it and eventually you will figure it out. I have realized the most important analogy is a dream. Here is an example to help you understand the nothingness example. If I showed you a comic panel of Peter Parker (Spider-Man) eating ice cream and him handing a dog some dog food. I could ask you, what is the difference between what Peter is eating and the dog? Normally you might say well Peter is eating ice cream and that is different than dog food. I will then say Matthew....its just lines and colors. Is there really a difference between between a drawing of ice cream and a drawing of dog food. You would reply no, but in their world....EXACTLY!!! When you read a Spider Man Comic or you watch a Spider Movie or Animation you have to IMAGINE a difference between ice cream and dog food. But you know on a cognitive level that is just drawing. Well if you compare yourself as a human to a comic book you are essential God. You can draw and erase anything out of existence. THIS IS HOW GOD LOOKS AT REALITY. TO GOD ALL OF REALITY IS ONE, THERE IS NO DISTINCTION. So God can love everything. Right now if you dream and create the entire multiverse in your mind, and instead of being a finite mind you were an infinite mind. You could then live the lives of all of your creations in your dreams. But to do that, and be the most efficient you will live everyone of those lives from the first person perspective. You have one frame where all of life happens. The rest is imaginary. For example right now, you could imagine yourself sitting in a room. When the door is closed, windows and blinds are closed. The only thing that exists for that version of you is that room. You might say "But I can hear things outside." Of course you can that is part of the imagination. To give the illusion of something out there existing. But it doesn't for you. Only your bubble of awareness exists, anything outside does not exist. You have never travelled anywhere. You can confirm this in a psychedelic trip or a dream. You can travel in both without moving your physical body, which is proof you can travel while being still. How are you traveling? In your mind. If you can understand right now you are in an INFINITE MIND, then you have never travelled, you are in a dream of infinite mind traveling in the dream but you are actually stationary outside the dream.
  12. Fear is normal, like the previous person posted it takes great courage to do psychedelics. I respect you for even taking the attempt. I heard Leo say he is sensitive to DMT, it puts him into profound states of Infinite Love so strong it gave him suicidal thoughts. So be careful with the dosage.
  13. I like you, you are deeply rooted in the history. Well I do know that it was proven that Al Gore was supposed to win the Election against George Bush. And even though you are correct about the Popular Vote we both know that the Popular Vote when it comes to the Presidency is a waste of time. That relic from Slavery called the Electoral College is the end all be all and the Politicians strategically campaign with that in mind. So while its true Hilary won the popular vote that is just a consolation prize because she traveled the country targeting the areas based on Electoral College votes not based on population. I believe the same reason that Trump won is the same reason that Biden won. Biden was a protest vote also, since Trump basically was the worst President that ever presided over a national emergency in history. He is like the polar opposite of Lincoln. Even Republican voters voted for Biden. Biden is not more popular than Obama, but as you stated EVEN Georgia voted for him. I live in Georgia and Georgia is Republican. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Politics_of_Georgia_(U.S._state)#:~:text=However the state of Georgia,PVI rating of R%2B3. When the next elections come Georgia will go back to being Republican they won't be a true swing state till like 10 years from now. Those results happened because majority of the Democratic Platform the public supports. The only issues that the general public has with the Democratic party is their support of minorities which the majority of America still has issues with (mostly the Boomers) and as a result Republicans can pull votes using Christianity and talking about Dems restricting freedoms like business and guns to get them on their side. You know, use fear tactics.
  14. Here is a practice for you. Whenever you catch yourself making any negative or positive interpretation say the phrase 'That's just story." Keep doing it every time and it will both make you aware of your thoughts and create some distance between them. Also watch this video.
  15. Everything you said is true regarding what benefit would it give to them, do you really believe the American public to be rational? Majority of human behavior is generated/motivated by emotions. When people feel betrayed let down many people will engage in rebellion. https://forimpact.org/buy-on-emotion-justify-on-logic/#:~:text=The late great sales trainer,emotion and justify on logic. Logic is how we map and see the world, emotion is how we respond to that map, and the errors in said map. I believe it was an act of revenge by the voting public and also Jordan Peterson. Its akin to I expected more of you. One of the problems of being the "good guy" is when you act unbecoming of that identity you are essentially crucified whereas an anti-hero can damn near get away with murder. https://rollcall.com/2019/07/29/how-third-party-votes-sunk-clinton-what-they-mean-for-trump/ The vote for lesser of two evils doesn't work in Politics, they would rather waste their vote than support someone they don't trust. Its not rational from a logical standpoint but emotionally it makes sense.
  16. Psychology was my gateway into Spirituality. Psychology is the link that binds us all, it shows that we are all one. Anyone that studies Psychology closely enough will notice that we are the same but just different in expression/degree/emphasis. I had a desire a couple of years earlier of trying to figure out how to resolve conflicts peacefully but at the same time optimally and came across this book written by FBI Negotiator Chris Voss entitled " Never Split The Difference." This book is a paradigm changing book, it is because of this book that I was able to enter Spirituality and get by the video that was my gateway video "Everyone Acts From Good Intentions." That video at the time was a tough video for me to accept but I was only able to do it because I had previously read this book and it clicked. This books shows you that everyone basically just wants love, doesn't matter if they are a terrorist who took a hostage, or some petty criminal they all want love. This love they want comes in the form of respect for their sovereignty, and you make this connection by confirming their perspective was understood, not presenting a question in a way that makes it seem like you are trying to trap them, and presenting your imperfections in a straightforward humble manner. These actions generate trust, and get the person to see themselves in you and cooperate. The first technique I will share with you is called the Accusations Audit. This is basically bringing up the negative assumptions you believe the person may think about you to their attention. This communicates you understand their perspective, and you care about how things can impact them and are not trying to hide anything. The most important thing in communication is developing trust and a connection and this technique does both. The entire book teaches you how to keep your focus on the other person and not on yourself. You know how Leo says the best advice is counter-intuitive? Well this is an example. I'll post more about this book later.
  17. We all know how important non-verbal communication is....the smile, the smirk, the tone, the crossed arms, the look away, the wink. You could call these social or communication modifiers that communicate to you how to interpret what is verbally being stated. Then text chat enters the fray and outside of emoticons you don't have that. Additionally emoticons can be used deceptively whereas it takes more effort and emotional restraint to fake non-verbal communication no such barrier exists with text. One interesting thing I have noticed about others (including myself) is we do a terrible job of trying to understand a person's perspective and are usually responding to the assumptions that we have about their position or perspective after the first few words. There are even times in your life you may be able to point to where you argued with someone or debated with someone who actually agreed with you. It's ironic that this issue exists and it causes a lot of confusion, even more once you communicate something the interpretation of what you said can be swung a myriad of ways. I say all this to say, we all must practice more patience (I know I need too) or at least respond only when we believe we have a better grasp of what someone is saying. I vowed to myself to be more patient and seek to understand first BEFORE being understood. There is a really good book that presents techniques in negotiation that use this as the aim it's called Never Split The Difference. Its a book on Amazon written by a FBI Negotiator that presents the premise that seeking to understand someone actually gets them to open up and listen and agree with you. https://www.amazon.com/Never-Split-Difference-audiobook/dp/B01COR1GM2 With Text Chat you are basically arguing with yourself (I don't mean this in the absolute sense I mean this in the relative sense) because you don't have access to the non verbal communication signals available as emoticons can be used to be deceptive. This means you are left with words on a screen and your projection (internal beliefs about the topic and presenter) being the main stay of your experience. Without the nonverbals the interpretation of the message is entirely based on your own assumptions and so watching how others respond to what you write can give you a nice peek into their inner world, just as much as they get a glimpse at yours whenever you write something up.
  18. While I don't agree with his political decision his point is the point I have consistently been saying. The Democrats are losing because they do not support the working class. Historically they did, but over time they started focusing mainly on the professional class, they became elitist in a similar vein to the Republicans. Majority of Americans are neither rich (Republicans appeal to them) or Professional Class (Democrats appeal to them) so as a result the majority of America is not being represented by either parties. The problem is the Democrats advertise themselves as the party for the people which is a blatant lie. As a result this creates a lot of anger in people because they would rather deal with the devil they know (someone who is directly disingenuous) than someone who tries to appear to be in favor of supporting you but is really dealing in bad faith. Again I don't agree with his decision but many former Democratic Voters and Independent Voters voted for Republicans because of this. The Democrats are expected to be the good guys, and they have failed to live up to that standard. The Republicans are like the enemy in plain sight. The Democrats are like spies, where some are on your side but some are double spies.
  19. Isn't it wonderful? Thanks for posting!
  20. Completely agree, I love your perspective even if I don't always agree. You have a gift at expressing yourself at a high level...even without the social modifiers but of course....that is just my projection LOL.
  21. I love the way you wrote that it sounds like an Artificial Intelligence trying to understand humans. So funny!!
  22. Exactly you get it!!! I'm so glad you see!!! Its like fast forwarding through a movie of your life with all the feelings still there. In normal life we get a nice buildup, a psychedelic just puts you there and is like DEAL WITH IT. LOL. What is so amazing is....the psychedelic is YOU so its really just YOU developing yourself!!! So cool when you can truly realize it.
  23. A large part of what is considered mental illness is just spirituality. For example if I gave you deep mystical experiences of the level of a Zen Master and you couldn't handle it, if you went to a hospital they would diagnose you with psychosis. I believe if we stop assuming the materialist paradigm and look at things with an open mind we would find that all issues stem from issues with ego. Your ego is your filter from the paranormal. This is what psychedelics reveal. Your exposure to the paranormal is just ego distortion. The true nature of reality is bleeding into you in bits of pieces and that is what you are experiencing. If you told any medical trained professional they would diagnose you psychosis. Since it hasn't elevated to a level of completely destroying or disrupting your life they would probably say mild psychosis. https://www.nami.org/About-Mental-Illness/Mental-Health-Conditions/Psychosis#:~:text=Psychosis is characterized as disruptions,persistent thoughts%2C behaviors and emotions.
  24. I've never denied what is happening to you, I have denied you being cursed. What you describe isn't a curse, its just spiritual effects that are actually normal in the spiritual community. Its your interpretation of it as a curse that you are suffering. If you really want it to stop you can commit yourself to a psyche ward. Majority of the medicine they can give you can vanish most of those effects. I've gone through similar experiences and it felt like a curse, but I intellectually knew it wasn't. Its not a curse, you are just not able to deal with it. If you were trained in the art of meditation you would have no problem.
  25. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WaTrUIffSF8&ab_channel=Hotboxin'withMikeTysonClips Lol he said it feels the same....it is the same. Its the loss of identification with the ultimate attachment which is the attachment with your body and what the body symbolizes. It symbolizes what you are. Its not what you are, but it FEELS like it, so when you are ripped from it....you feel like you are being annihilated. So to reach your true self, you must die. Death is the gateway to your true self, it is the gateway to GOD. You finally get to discover in your direct experience, that you cannot die, and that you are infinite. I wonder if Mike realizes he is God or is he still in denial?