Razard86

Yeah they are both the same. I know what he is trying to say though. He is trying to say that he alone is God and we are all just imagination. What he doesn't understand....is God IS imagination. So as a result BOTH are true. You are both the main character...and every character all at the same time. This is why I say Reality is a mirror...you are just interacting with you. There is ONLY YOU. God is all there is, there is nothing but God.

You can't do away with consciousness. You are confused.

You could only pull that off if you deconstructed away the memory that you were ever born and will ever die. Good luck doing that when the language that you use to speak with....is intertwined with schooling.

The ego is memory. You cannot survive without memory. You can transcend it, but you cannot survive without it.

The you is just memory. If I wiped all of your memory right now.....you couldn't even think. You would just be part of the scene. Thats why they say quiet the mind because the mind is always thinking based on a past. Your past is your YOU, which you bring to the present in your thoughts, and then you try to judge the present with it and predict the future with it. If you did not have the ability to remember, there would be no YOU. Its that simple. The ego is just a memory.

But But....I don't want to accept your stickman. lol. Look as long as you get it. I won't push my views onto you. If your way works for you it works. I hope you are feeling better as well...since you are me!!!!

I agree.

Yep everything is a part of the scenery even the screen is a part as well.

Your not getting it. The flower isn't the only thing appearing. The hands are appearing. The legs are appearing. You gonna ignore that? To find the truth you can't deny what is. Sure there is a flower, there is also your hands and your feet. Your hands and your feet are the same as the flower. YOU are still thinking your body is you, that's why you keep focusing on the flower. The flower and the hands and feet are the same. All happening and appearing. The difference...is you cannot feel the flower....because your awareness is to low. When I walk outside I can feel the electricity in the power lines the same way I can FEEL my body. So I know the electricity in the power lines is the same as my body. Its not complicated. The ego is just as imaginary as the flower and the body.

Your not understand....awareness is just a bubble that is basically a screen. The ego is just memory. When your ego truly dies....you don't have any memory. You just become a screen and whatever is there is there. Its not complicated. You are awareness. Awareness is a screen. Think of your T.V. you watch it and when you get engrossed you can lose yourself in the activity on the screen. Now imagine you are playing a first person game but the character in the game you can feel emotions, and all the other sensations we feel now. You have a memory of a life and back story. Now...strip away the qualia, strip away the back story.....you are just the screen....and things are just happening there. If you say there is only the flower you will confuse others if there is a body there pointing to the flower. The body, the flower, and everything around them are just in the screen of awareness.

Its a silly illustration. The flower and the person are the SAME. There is no difference between the flower and the person. A better pointer is first you have a blank piece of paper, then you draw on the paper and there are things on the paper. You think these things are different because they have various shapes and colors, smells, and other qualities. Then...you realize....there is no difference between the blank paper and the paper that has drawings on it. They are the same. So its not take out the person....there is no person or flower, there are just just appearances with an awareness of these appearances. You are that which is aware of those appearances. They appear WITHIN your awareness. If you were not aware....they would not be there which means you and them are the SAME!! So why are they considered illusion. Because truth is that which IS. All appearances come and go, you are just THERE eternally. You can't get more true than eternity. So eternal awareness plays a game of merging with one particular form in its bubble and gives itself qualia while cutting off its awareness to the other forms in its bubble. If it didn't it would REALIZE that it was all forms. So since you only feel a connection to the form of the human body you think you are ONLY the human body. As your awareness increases you will feel the electricity in the power lines....because they are you. If someone is washing their car, you will FEEL the sensation of being washed, as your awareness increases...you feel everything in the universe, which includes all multiverses as well, and thus you merge with everything and become an infinite singularity. The main component of the illusion is FEELING. You need to ONLY feel the body, and not everything to feel finite. So the illusion of finitude is created by lowering your awareness of the connection you have to everything.

Advaita are off their rocker you can't even have an appearance without awareness. Without awareness there is no screen. The screen is awareness that showcases the appearance. Can't have an appearance with no screen. Doesn't even make sense.

How does it confuse. I'm saying whatever you see, feel, touch, taste, think, all of that is imaginary. Even awareness itself is imagination....but that imagination is CONSTANT. There is ONLY imagination. Its why God doesn't exist....it imagines itself into existence and its made of nothing lol.

FINALLY we are getting somewhere even though you are still running... but I have you cornered .....so investigate that. Is everyone you come across imaginary? Because notice YOU DO NOT have access to their experience. So how do you know.....they aren't imaginary? How would you know?

You are right you are aware that you are conscious good job. Notice how you are running!!! Who cares what I am imagining or not. Let me ask you this....are you imagining me? Answer the question now. Don't run don't hide!!! You claim you want truth. So answer the question....are you imagining me?

You clearly have all the answers so why are you asking us? You got it all figured out!! You are good!!! You claim to know others have awareness...where is your proof? Right now how do you know I am aware? Right now.

How do you know they are conscious what evidence do you have?

Because dreams are real or have you not figured that out yet? A dream in your sleep is no less real than you walking outside and getting hit by a car and being paralyzed from the chest down. Right now you can ask an experienced hypnotizer to hypnotize you and you can get lost in a dream so deep.....you forget your current reality. https://youtu.be/qc7xAq29J7Y

I didn't need any days to recover it was the greatest moment of my entire life because it validated everything Leo said. It motivated me to want to research awareness even more. It also showed me that Fear is the biggest joke in reality....you can't die so fear is an illusion. You are infinity. Reality is imagination etc. etc. My only issue with fear....is I wish I could turn it off lol, because its an involuntary reaction, it just happens through no involvement from you. So basically when fear happens, you need to lean into it and just accept it. Once you have ego death....you are just there safe and sound with nothing to worry about. Its why you need the a theoretical understanding of what is happening so you can ground yourself. If you think you have that, then when the fear comes and it happens you are gonna be like really? Why was I ever afraid? Then you will laugh. Now what did traumatize me for awhile was the kundalini awakening because I kept seeing visons and reality kept collapsing and I couldn't control it. I couldn't even go to sleep...and went without sufficient sleep for like a week and started losing my mind lol. That was way worse than any psychedelic. Psychedelic can open your chakras and give you a spiritual awakening so understand that as well.

If you fall into a deep sleep, you will be able to see in your dream whether you were blind. You don't need eyes to see. What is real? Let me ask you...what is sight made of? What is touch made of? What is hearing made of? what is pleasure and pain made of? What is emotion made of? Explain that. Here is hint, it is made of the same stuff that a dream is made of. Science couldn't dispute that if it tried. Go ahead and search on google. Science can't even figure out what causes dreams and you think they know what is real or not? Current science calls awareness emergent phenomena. How is the fundamental nature of reality emergent? Where is it emerging from when everything you experience in life is HOUSED INSIDE IT. You don't want to know the truth, you want to hold onto the illusion. You have guys with IQ's over 140+ telling you your awareness is emergent phenomena and if you ask them where it is emerging from they are like...I don't know but one day Science will figure it out!!! They believe it comes from a brain. But someone could open your head and show you your brain and say look in the mirror. You would SEE your brain. So how can the brain produce something...IT IS INSIDE!!! This is so freaking obvious!!! It makes no sense that this isn't obvious!!! Now notice this!!! If you were dreaming and woke up from the dream it would make sense because you are like oh that was a dream.....but you don't want to admit....that you are still dreaming right now.

Lol idolize, you think that's what I'm doing? Ha!!!! You just don't take praise well Leo!!! People who idolize suffer from lack of self-love, if you haven't noticed....I freaking love myself!!! You are a guide, like any prominent visionary you are a guide. A person can follow your teachings forever and memorize all your talking points and won't get anywhere. They ultimately have to walk the path themselves, you just drew the map and handed it out. So I'm not idolizing you, I'm idolizing the God in you!!! God did a good job working through you, you've played the game of life at a high difficulty so take a bow. But idolize, the only person I have to stop myself from idolizing is myself which is rather easy....I just look around at nature and how ridiculously complex reality is and it humbles my ego greatly. The Leo avatar can't compare to reality why would I worship an avatar? Besides...you're me so I'm just praising myself, good job self!!! P.S. Just found Leo's weakness ladies and gentlemen he doesn't handle praise well. I intuit he probably handles criticism WAY easier than he handles praise. So if you ever want to annoy Leo....praise the hell out of him!!! LOL.

Lol look at you being all humble. You still jumped solo at 24 years old. Takes balls man, of course it still doesn't compare to all those crazy psychedelic experiments you did. On one trip report you said you were in the void in one eyeball and in normal reality in the other. LOL......

When I had ego death it was equivalent to a terrorist strapping a bomb inside my body... and me exploding from the inside out. My ego death was an explosion of consciousness that sent me to a void....and I became an infinite puzzle piece that could shapeshift. Lol the puzzle had little arms that waved at me and looked at me. As I thought things it would change shape to fit that and asked me questions. It was the scariest moment of my entire life and I have been in 3 head on collision car accidents. Ego death is great for showing you that you are not the body... but....that crap is scary as hell. I'm lucky I'm a calm person in general and don't have issues with trauma. If you are a person who holds grudges, stay away from an ego death. That crap would give you PTSD. I am immune to PTSD because I don't have an issue with accepting things (it could change if I ever go backwards) but if you can't let stuff go.... and ego death can give you PTSD.

You don't have to do 1000 approaches, you could do what pimps and players do which is look for choosing signals. But the problem with that is...if you are bad at socializing with women....you will screw up the chances you had with woman who send you choosing signals. I wouldn't say you need to do 1000, Leo is just Mr. Fearless so that's how his mind works lol. But I would say...maybe 50 to 100. Type in choosing signals on Youtube. https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=choosing+signals+from+females Look it up on Google. There are books that talk about it as well. If you know anybody personally that is good at picking up women befriend him and go out with him and pick his brain. Over time you will be able to TELL when a woman chooses you. AGAIN if you are bad at socializing you WILL screw up every opportunity that you get from women choosing you. Leo is only telling you to do 1000 because if you approach that many....you will have no fear. Fear is the most unattractive trait to a woman in a man. Women want men who are fearless, inspirational, full of life, disciplined, sure of where they are going in life. Men entertain themselves through sports, video games, philosophy, basically developing their craft at something and that is FUN to a man. Women entertain themselves through relationships. So when a woman is with a man she wants an adventure, a good movie, a good trip. She will call a man boring if his life does not fit her description of excitement. Good luck. There are no shortcuts and sadly modern society has left you ill-prepared. This will be one of the most humbling and empowering journeys you will ever undertake. Outside of the spiritual path, running a business, raising a family, this will be the most self-transforming journey ever. And the irony....even if you succeed you will realize...you are still YOU lol.

Psychedelics are the ultimate mirror. Picture life but much faster and more vivid. Psychedelics will illuminate your biggest traumas and expose you to how you have conditioned yourself to respond to things when they get tough and out of hand. If you have trouble with not being in control (which is literally the natural state of all finite beings) then it will reveal that to you. They are the ULTIMATE test of your ability to face your fears. There is nothing more scary than a psychedelic. Falling off a cliff isn't even as scary.....because you can fall off an infinite loop of cliffs while tripping on a psychedelic LOL. If you are going to go down this path couple of things. 1. Be aware of your dosage!! This is the most critical point and cannot be stressed enough. If you dose too high....you will open up parts of yourself that are locked away that you may not be ready to handle. 2. Understand a psychedelic is only showing YOU. Its not showing anything else BUT YOU at various symbolic levels and ultimately you can even reach your truest state through this process if you do the work. There is nothing that can prepare you for psychedelic other than choosing to do it when you are not dealing with crap. If you take one in a bad mood...it will show you the depths of what a bad mood can be. 3. Understand that....what you will see under a psychedelic will look and feel MORE REAL than what you consider real life. I noticed NOBODY ever says this!! Its important because it WILL throw you off guard especially if like me you are a person who has never done drugs of any kind before. In some ways those who drink and smoke weed have an advantage over someone who has not really explored the depths of consciousness and is TOO USE to being sober. 4. It can be the BEST therapy, or it can send you to a psyche ward. Get a trip sitter if you can, and look into trip killers as well. Also RESEARCH, RESEARCH, RESEARCH, and take as much precaution as you can!! DO NOT WING IT!!! At high enough levels of tripping...you WILL lose control of your body and will have no clue what it is doing. I already experienced that and I have only been on 2 trips from psychedelics (not counting a kundalini awakening) but I am especially sensitive to them apparently. If you are able to use them responsibly it can turn you into a fearless, loving, intelligent man, but on the flipside if you are irresponsible it can turn you into a paranoid, judgmental, whiny kid of a man. So be careful....the psychedelic is a mirror, it only reveals what is there. Don't avert your eyes to what is there, and don't judge it either. P.S. don't trust your ego (the thoughts that come during and after the trip) your ego can say some pretty ridiculous things. It CAN convince you that you are possessed, there is a conspiracy to kill you, etc.... read some trip reports. I went through that myself and now I know not to trust my ego lol....it really be out here trying to demonize everything. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U9qBUJLgPzw&ab_channel=Actualized.org