Razard86

Thanks for sharing, recently I have started to enter negative thought spirals myself and I usually don't have these issues but what I noticed is we have layers to our being. We are multi-dimensional so what is in, will eventually come out. It just needs the right trigger, the right catalyst. Its cool though just new ways to learn what is inside you.

This is very true he has a gift for this. I don't think some people on the forums understand either, and when they do find out it will put them in an existential crisis. To know that your life is just a thought in an infinite mind...no more significant than a thought in your own mind would drive some to suicide.

You interpreted it as dismissive and callous and used the past experiences of others as a reference point to look at this title. The title simply says he is afraid to tell people they are God. Its a complete statement with no judgment. I could say person A is afraid to ride elevators. You see? Look how easy we as humans use the past to judge the present moment. ( I do it too).

Drunkenness is a state of consciousness, don't you notice the world changes if you get drunk? If you take a small non-breakthrough dose of a psychedelic the world changes again, if you take a breakthrough dose the world changes again. Happiness is a state change, your perspective is different when your happy. When you are sad and depressed again it changes. There are infinite examples.

You actually think a person who is in service to self can awaken? You do realize the biggest barrier to awakening is ego right? If I am selfish I wouldn't even notice the things associated with Spirituality and if I did....my sensitivity to it would be drowned in my little ego schemes and power plays for possessions, power, sex, and drugs. The Law of One series says Hitler isn't even selfish enough to fit the bill of a complete Service to Self because he thought he was doing right. The best example they gave for a service to self was Genghis Khan so go look him up. The other example they gave was Vlad The Impaler.

Watch this video. A psychedelic could answer this question for her. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3hDOfuojt20&ab_channel=RupertSpira

I'll explain to make it a little easier. If you were a blind man, there would be no images, so with sight you are just seeing images. So what makes the image feel real? The sensation of touch. If you grabbed at cup and didn't feel anything you would instantly know it was fake, or if your hand went through it. Science has shown that all things we touch are empty space. https://interestingengineering.com/science/due-to-the-space-inside-atoms-you-are-mostly-made-up-of-empty-space So Science shows you are made of nothingness, also we know atoms are just more image also but I digress. So its the resistance between the charge between two objects that makes something FEEL physical. So notice this...if you lost sight, physical touch, emotional feelings, smell, and hearing, even if I saw you in my room for you....you wouldn't be anywhere. Now let me take away your last sensation, the feeling of awareness itself from which all things stem forth. This happens when you are in deep sleep. So in deep sleep you have none of those things listed above....so do you exist when in deep sleep? No you do not. Understand that to exist you must first have awareness, then all the other senses give you a reality. Your reality is just sight, physical touch/feeling, emotional feeling, smells, and hearing. That's it. You see when you deconstruct how simple it is?

Best channel on how to maintain attraction, and to rekindle it. The book is great also. Atomic Attraction. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kQlIi1_uWqo&ab_channel=DevelopAttraction You need to understand the psychology of attraction. Its one of the most important concepts you will ever learn its applicable in basically every endeavor in life.

Great post!!

I ate an edible for the first ever and it was stronger than Jedi Mind Fuck Mushrooms. This was within 20 hours of taking the Jedi....so you could hypothesize that maybe it reacted with any remnants in the system who knows. But what I can say is that edible hit me like a truck, I exploded into infinity off an edible.

Mostly clitoral stimulation makes girls squirt. So just master different ways of stimulating that part and you can make her squirt.

You can't offend anyone, he created the offense.

Your response is confusing.... did you notice I also said he might want his students to find out for themselves? Or do you have an urge to find something to disagree about?

Ummmmm if you are everything.....you wouldn't have a bias. Bias is the belief that you are NOT everything thus you deny it as invalid/bad/demonic/evil. Love= acceptance. Wisdom= Understanding both the absolute, and the relative and how it all connects. To Understand is to connect, so wisdom= love. It takes much attention to understand something, takes much attention to gain wisdom. Again=Love. They are the same.

Many people believe that a word and its definition is an objective fact. That the word blue just corresponds to a color. You will have people debate over and over on definitions and labels believing that said labels and definitions are objective. They don't realize that all meaning is subjective. I'll present a scenario for you to understand. Person A loves puppies. When they hear the word puppy their eyes light up. Person B hates puppies, mostly cause they are allergic. When they hear the word puppy they look around in apprehension and annoyance. When Person A hears puppy they think loving thoughts, When Person B hears puppy they think annoyance, and allegoric responses. When someone talks to you in a language you don't know, their words....are dead to you. Their words have no meaning to you. For you to understand their language you need to be able to picture...and to feel what the words are pointing to. Once you are able to conceptualize and MAKE A CONNECTION, then the words become ALIVE. They have MEANING. I know its sappy, and people are tired of hearing it.....But meaning, connection, life....its just love. Life is continually pointing to the same thing...love. You cannot escape this, everything is love even your denial of this message is love. You love the way you perceive things currently and don't want to lose that perspective because you love it. Everywhere you look is love, communication is just an act of love that you take for granted everyday.

All separation is imaginary. 1. Demonizing others and blaming them for not agreeing with you, is the same thing as complaining about discrimination. Think about it, you are mad at them for not agreeing with you, so you call them a slur like phobic, racist, whatever. So they then get mad for you calling them that and they call you some slur. So both parties are engaging in the same situation demonizing each other because they disagree. 2. You need to understand that disagreement is normal, you disagree with your self (have conflicting thoughts, fears, and doubt) but yet you expect for that to be any different when you deal with people? Notice that makes no sense. 3. Nobody triggers you, YOU trigger you. Triggering happens when something bothers you. The cold can bother one man, and be heaven for another. Its a personal problem that needs to be worked through. As long as you blame outside forces for what you create, you will live in hell a hell you have created for yourself. If you want to be Satan and torment yourself be my guest you have that right. But only you are responsible for your feelings NOBODY else.

Your not lazy, you lack passion. Currently right now you are struggling with two things. 1. Not sure what you want to do. 2. Have an idea what you might like to do, but do not believe you are capable of doing it= feelings of unworthiness. This means you have a mild form of depression. Low self-worth in relation to what you really want in life. Its no problem the key to overcoming depression....is to do something. DO ANYTHING!! Depression saps you of motivation and makes you non productive. When you are tired of being this way, get up and do something. You always have control over how you feel at any given moment. Realize that all thought and beliefs/ are just impressions you gathered throughout your life and have no basis in truth UNLESS you believe they do. Watch this video to understand how much your thoughts create your reality and make a commitment to learn to master your thoughts. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EokHiVt0KeU&t=3931s&ab_channel=Actualized.org Start the journey of accountability. Everything starts and ends with you!!

I'm glad you agree thanks for your post.

I noticed in your video The Next Evolution of Actualized.Org that you mentioned you wanted to make stronger better objections. I agree so how about this? Make an Objections thread before you make a video. Present a topic you are going to do a video about, then ask us to come up with objections. I know for me throughout my life what helped me tremendously back in the day when I would debate would be the critics objections. It taught me how to strengthen and make a more complete and compelling argument in favor of a position. So just like you made a thread for the various traps in Spirituality and you made a thread for your how to express love video, make a thread on objections if you believe it can create stronger more compelling objections. Keep up the good work! You are doing great!!

One day humanity will learn how to communicate without words, I'm proposing we don't need words. We use words to communicate meaning, but meaning is something deeper. I'm sure you had moments when you realized something, when it just came to you? What came to you was understanding, it was meaning. Call it an intuition if you will. One day as humans will figure out a way to communicate or transport meaning, without having to use words. Word are currently just transportation for meaning, but meaning is just a combination of an image and feeling.

One of the core concepts of Spirituality is that life is a dream, that it isn't real. But since the dream is being dreamt of by an all-powerful being that dream is essentially real. But also if that all powerful dreamer is able to wake up in their dream, then the dream will cease to be real. So the dreamer needs to be fooled. We all have encountered this aspect to various degrees in our lives. When you play a game whether its a video game or a sport. When you take it serious in that moment it becomes real. Really competitive people see loss as a death, and winning as survival. They can get really angry and even violent in their attempt to win. Seriousness makes something akin to life and death, whereas playfulness is all about soaking up the moment and appreciation. Now if all of reality is illusion then how different is that from playing pretend? We see many kids growing up pretending to do things they see adults do and we laugh and smile and say that is so cute look at them. Yet the jokes on us, they are closer to the truth than we were. Its funny, and it makes sense why Jesus said "" Suffer little children, and forbid them not, to come unto me: for of such is the kingdom of heaven." — Matthew 19:14 (KJV) He is saying when you enter heaven (enlightment) everything around you is just play. You see everything for what it is The love of life, the love of pretend, that desire to create is child-like it is the part we lost when we became adult and the part we must reconnect with. Before the conditioning you were drawn to certain things, and loved certain things. Your creativity was infinite and not bound by conventionality and the logic of this world. If people knew how much their current desires were a result of conditioning they would realize how silly it all is. I have seen a lot of people who are having ego backlashes into wanting to leave Spirituality and go back to other ways of thinking. Its funny to me, because I know they will come right back. Its like the story of the Prodigal Son, you want to go experience the world and go against what you have been taught and then you come crawling back and realize....it isn't what you want. There is really only one thing you want in life, and it is so simple. You want to possess love, share love, and have love reflected back to you. That's it. Its simple. Its not rocket science. Why do you want a career? So you can fully express yourself. You want to share all the parts of yourself your intelligence, your creativity, and you want to make a contribution of profound magnitude. Why? Love. You want to be in a relationship because you want to again express yourself in all aspects to someone and have them reflect that back to you. Again its love. You want to be remembered and not forgotten, again its love. So do you notice this? Each of these examples described long term- deep connection of expression and that expression being shared. Anything outside of this is delusion. Its why I laugh when people try to argue against me. This is what every human desires. Then you might say but Razard monks don't want that!! To which I will reply yeah they don't want a career, but they desire to have a deep connection with the Divine and to allow that divine to have itself full expression. So notice? Every human wants to have a deep connection, and to have full expression. Is this not the essence of Spirituality? It is. You can't run from it. Yet you get frustrated and try to demonize Spirituality when all you want is what Spirituality points to. You want a deep connection, and you want full expression. Deep Connection- You cannot have deep connection without investing time and energy. You can't have deep connection without facing fears and experiencing pain and disappointment. You cannot have deep connection without vision, without a knowing that it will come to fruition. Full Expression- You can't have full expression without dropping judgment, you cannot have full expression if you live in an authoritative environment, you cannot have full expression if you are focused on win/loss, control, power, status, money, appearance, surface level matters. Full expression has depth, authenticity, and challenges the status quo, its bold, its fearless, its multifaceted, at the highest level it would be undefined, it would be everything, it would be God. The whole reason God becomes creation is to experience Deep Connection, and the whole reason man connects to God is to find Full Expression of their perspective as a finite being. If you do not tap into the divine creator in you, you will not find full expression, and if you do not find a deep connection life will be a constant endeavor of chasing that which is within you. You either chase God in creation, or within. In creation it gives finitude, within it gives completion. Now there are many that are able to find full expression by connecting to the Divine unknowingly through insights or great displays of ability. But since these individuals have no formed a deep connection many of them seek it in win/loss, control, power, status, money, appearance, surface level matters. What usually transpires in these peoples lives is they either die/commit suicide, or have the famous coming to Jesus moment. Why? Because man's search for meaning is just man's search for a deep connection. The most fundamental question is why? The answer is love. Its cliche, its considered soft, and woo woo, but the sad thing is its the ultimate truth. What you craved as a child you still crave as an adult. Deep Connection and Full Expression. Which can simply be called Love. You want to find your Life Purpose? Its easy. What do you feel a deep connection with? And I don't mean that sweet in front of you. What inspires you? Go towards that. What do you desire a deep connection with? Develop that. Face the fear that blocks you from those things...and obtain what even God itself cannot attain. God created you, to obtain Deep Connection. What greater connection is there between creator and creation when they are ONE? That is Full Expression, That is Deep Connection, that is God, That is You, That is Life, That is Love.

Well I've been doing it majority of my life its why majority of the stuff at the top I do. The bold parts are my weaknesses, the last aspects I need to purify to reach the state I need to be in. Basically I need to kill my pride/arrogance, kill it by loving it to death lol. I'll get there, with enough work shouldn't take more than a year or two. The belief it takes years is a myth. As long as you are honest and diligent you can overcome it. My stubbornness is probably the biggest issue (my resistance to change) because the truth is....I love myself the way I am and don't want to change but I believe it needs to happen if I want to produce the results I desire in interpersonal relationships. The parts of my shadow I need to integrate The sadist/bully The perfectionist Being Insensitive disorganization laziness pride judgmental

I am curious about you brave psychonauts and your most horrendous experiences. If you don't mind sharing....what was your scariest trips you ever had. Thanks in advance for sharing....

You seem to house a lot of anger. Notice this. Grudges are not becoming of you.

Yes something that I failed to do today lol. I let some people get under my skin today. I'll dust my self off and try anew tomorrow. I literally violated every bold part today. So funny, but it is all my fault and responsibility to do better. I'll do better tomorrow. I need to practice not getting karmically involved with the character (ego) games.