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Razard86 replied to Holykael's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
If you aren't having improvements in baseline conciousness then that is on YOU. I haven't done drugs my entire life and the first time I took a mushroom and an edible (only 2 times I ever did a nonprescription drug) I had ego death and a kundalini awakening. It rewired my brain, and it gave me a kundalini awakening. So you can only speak for yourself. Besides I truly believe it is based on your intention. I did all that because I sought the truth and how to be more loving, I'm not concerned about it improving my life outside of improving my ability to be more like God. If you enter into this whole process for egoic reasons...your base consciousness is NOT going to raise just because you did psychedelics. Remember the path to God is releasing attachments. Your awareness raises as your ability to NOT fall for self-delusions increases. Also keeping your diet clear of heavy metals (detoxifying the body) is important as well. In fact I think detoxifying might be one of the biggest barriers to your baseline consciousness not being high. Watch this video by Leo. Aim to be as good as you can and to grow in this area. If a person high in goodness/love/ takes a pschedelic it WILL have a HUGE impact on your baseline consciousness. Now if your body is full of heavy metal toxicity the effect may be short-lived and not as profound. But if you clear away those toxicities YOU WILL see an impact. Its why I plan to undergo such a process to radically increase my baseline consciousness. I ran some tests with diet and Leo isn't wrong your diet does impact your ability to think and see things clearly (clarity) which is important when it comes to living a more conscious life. You have to REALLY put your skin in the game people, this isn't a habit....it needs to become your life. -
Razard86 replied to Holykael's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Leo could tell you that you are really just a robot and you could take a psychedelic and that is what you will see. So how do you know anything at all? That TOO would also be in your direct experience. Don't take anything someone says as the truth....you need to really research this. Really sit down and think this through. -
Razard86 replied to Holykael's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The distinction should only be made if you are trying to reach God realization. But other than that no it shouldn't Its confused because God WANTED to be confused. You can't live as a Human if you are born knowing everything is fake and you are God. You need to trick yourself. It actually makes sense now why God has the stages of ego development and then ultimately God realization. The whole point of life is to start off finite....and make your way to infinity. Makes perfect sense when you think about it. -
Razard86 replied to Holykael's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The ego is a part of God. There is nothing but God, or do you not recognize what Infinity is? Infinity is everything. So yeah if the ego is the source of all suffering and the ego is a part of God...what do you think that means? -
Razard86 replied to Holykael's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
They do have an inner experience, you just haven't dived deeper enough. There is an infinity of Gods. Each human has a God controlling the avatar. Since God is sovereign you don't have access to that dream unless you realize yourself as God and merge with that God. Until you do, you will feel like you are the only God. God is both One and Infinity at the same time. I've noticed a lot of you on the forums still don't yet understand that. Its fine, eventually you will. Also to help you on the way to understanding this. From your perspective only your bubble is real, but from my perspective only my bubble is real. So whose bubble is real? Ponder on that. -
Razard86 replied to Holykael's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
We can we just don't want too, playing the victim is very fun and enjoyable for us we just don't want to admit it. Humans by their very nature are sadists, they love to torture themselves, and also others. Its the funniest thing when you come to this realization. We are very sick and twisted, and very dark. We are so sick and twisted, we like to pretend we are not and accuse others of being that way. I mean look at the OP's post, its God pointing a finger and demonizing God calling God sick and twisted....and he is God. So God is so dark and sick and twisted....it can point a finger at itself and call itself that. Its so funny!!! Life is truly the biggest joke of all. Just a bunch of reflections...judging themselves. -
Razard86 replied to Holykael's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Metaphorically Jesus. -
Razard86 replied to Holykael's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I don't think you realize.....you are throwing a tantrum. So basically unless things work the way that you, which is one human in a universe which is so vast that you are smaller than a grain of sand in comparison then God is evil. 1. You wouldn't watch a movie with no plot. If you watched a movie of someone getting what they wanted at all times with no challenges you would stop watching the movie. 2. If you could get whatever you wanted at all times with no resistance...you would complain that life was too easy. You actually think you hate suffering that is how much you have deceived yourself. You only pay attention to things you care about. Notice how much attention you just gave to your suffering. Its like you are playing a hard video game and are complaining about how hard the game is....yet you keep playing it. So obviously without you realizing it....you love your suffering. Otherwise you wouldn't be here right now. 3. You just want attention, that's why you just shared your story and your opinion because you want to be seen, to be heard. All signs you still love life, you just prefer it to not be so bumpy. Here is a problem though, there are 7.73 billion people on the planet so the fact anything goes your way at all is already a miracle. If you knew how ridiculously complicated life has to be to serve just not your needs but the needs of 7.73 billion humans (and that is just the humans) is mind boggling. 4. Why do your needs trump everyone else's needs? For you to get something....someone else has to lose...unless you want all of us to be able to just pop things into existence with no issue? Right now...close your eyes and imagine a world where that was possible...eventually you will get bored and wake up. It is, what it is. 5. By the way...you are God raging at yourself....its kind of hilarious. -
When has government in America NOT been corrupt? Did you know we use to experiment on prison inmates? Don't get me started on money in politics, Jim Crow, The Gilded Era, Reconstruction, there are way too many times government in America has been corrupt. They are corrupt right now, BOTH parties. Its the nature of the game at the moment. Heck America is so corrupt they were helping South Africa enforce Apartheid.
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Yep its why I said it has been headed in that direction for awhile now.
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Razard86 replied to StarStruck's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Kriya Yoga isn't going to lead you to God level realization for most people. At that level there is no body, no time, no space, and whatever you picture will instantly manifest. So yeah that's why he puts down meditation because he is only focused on people reaching God Realization. You gotta understand context. He actually promotes meditation and other practices for spiritual growth on baseline consciousness, for God realization he is only going to promote what he believes is the fastest and most direct approach. -
Razard86 replied to Danioover9000's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
You did warn it was a possibility though Leo. So you can't say its not going extinct when you said it was probable. There was also a forum post in the past where you said you were open to the possibility that this could happen and that it doesn't impact the overall universe as if it is needed then it would be a net positive. https://www.actualized.org/insights?p=5 -
Razard86 replied to Someone here's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Exactly you understand. The "I" or "me" is just a thought and one day...it will stop being thought lol. POOF!! -
Razard86 replied to Bruins8000's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Glad you noticed....that is the truth. There are no thoughts but your own thoughts. -
You are thrust into a world, no clue where or what is going on. You have to fight and claw your way to figure out what exactly is going on. You learn from personal experience, you learn from advice of others, but even with all this you still feel lost. Dealing with the maelstrom of your thoughts and emotions is like being on a rickety boat that is stuck in a tsunami. You fight and fight and every time you think you made a little head way, grasp a little control you get thrown around. After a certain point, the fight is gone. You surrender. You give up. You cry woe is me. Then something shows up, a peculiarity. A crack, an error, a glitch, something shows up beyond your normal perceptions that shouldn't be there. You notice a wrinkle, but you assume oh its just my imagination (the irony of this thought) and you keep trudging along. Some how that oddity inspires you to keep moving. Its like well if something just showed up that doesn't make sense, well maybe sense making is all illusion and I have never really understood anything at all. Now you have made some sense, you do have some understanding, but its just incomplete. With incomplete understanding comes ignorance and with ignorance comes fear, and if that fear is excessive comes anxiety which is just perpetual fear thoughts and emotions that continually spring forth. With complete understanding all that disappears which is why it is said fear is illusion. Caution and Fear are different. Caution makes you avoid danger, Fear predicts things that COULD be dangerous and it puts your imagination to the task to present the myraid of ways your life could go sideways. You have been conditioned to operate this way so even if you were to realize the folly it still feels comfortable, normal, safe. Notice this...it feels comfortable and safe to be fearful. You cannot force someone who has comfort in their self-torment to follow you to the exit. They must suffer so much that they free themselves. You can encourage, you can motivate, you can inspire, but they themselves must find the strength that was always there to take the necessary action. But this bothers you because you believe it needs to be some other way, that there is something to fix. What you don't realize is that as long as you believe there are problems, the problems will never end. When you solve one problem, you create a new problem. You create a car, to make travel easier, so you solved traveling distances being a problem but you created traffic. You create entertainment to make you feel good, thus if you don't have any entertainment or if it no longer produces good feelings you feel bad. So you seek inner peace, you say that will solve my unhappiness. So you reach inner peace, and now you are all alone because the peaceful man/woman does not have company in a world at war. So now you are alone. But you seek friends, you don't want to be alone, yes you have peace but your desire to connect with others who are unpeaceful is making you unpeaceful. You see a problem is a duality, and as long as you see problems, you will never be problem free. As long as you see problems there is always something to fix. Don't worry this itself is not a problem, even though you who are conditioned to see problems would see constantly seeing problems as a problem. This is actually great because eventually you will tire out and GIVE UP!!! And when you do....you will finally release yourself from all your struggles to fix things and change things...and will finally just BE!!! You are here to BE, that is all. Nothing more, nothing less.
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Razard86 replied to Michael Jackson's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The illusion is that there ever was a perfect "form" at all. Mark 18:9 "“Why do you call me good?” Jesus answered. “No one is good—except God alone." So there isn't a good person, because any form compared to the formlessness that is God is inferior in terms of Good ness because it has an agenda. It will kill even when it does not try (steps on ants, its body kills viruses and bacteria) so no matter what the form does it must consume plants or animals to live. It steps on grass, etc, the most it can do is do as little harm as possible. So there is none good but God, your true self, all forms are going to be selfish as a means to survive. So this is why all judgment is illusion, we are all just selfish beings in this dream yearning to connect back to our true self through unattachment to ego. -
We all have opinions about sociopaths, psychopaths, narcissists, etc. But if someone told you that a psychopath could be full functional would you believe it? So I came across this Joe Rogan video. I was like that sounds interesting...is it true? Well its a true story and here is the link to the story. Check it out if it interests you. Reality/life is so funny...you can never quite pin it down. Labels are pretty much useless....its why I said...don't look to something else to blame...there is only YOU. If a psychopath can be a law abiding citizen.....what excuse can you come up with for breaking laws? Its just a choice...that's all. https://www.cbc.ca/radio/outintheopen/impostors-1.4695876/how-a-psychiatry-professor-accidentally-discovered-he-was-a-psychopath-1.4705718#:~:text=Many years later%2C as a,to be close to me."
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Ummmm ego death is loss of identification with the body I don't believe there is anything smooth about it for a first timer.
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He just needs to pop his cherry. Once he has sex he will see that it isn't a substitute for self-validation. You orgasm and get a high and then you come back to baseline. You long for the fantasy of sex, not the reality of sex. Sex is really only at its heights when you build a meaningful relationship with someone else. Otherwise its just a quickie with a stranger.
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Razard86 replied to Michael Jackson's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You hold a lot of grudges....anger only harms the person who harnesses it and one only unleashes it because they are tired of holding it....and releasing it doesn't extinguish it because it is being created by the person who releases it. -
Razard86 replied to Tudo's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
^This, completely and utterly this. Its kind of sad you have to figure this out for yourself lol. -
I agree but I don't think people understand what she is saying or she herself could be confused. Emotional Isolation is just you suppressing your emotions. Whatever emotions you are ashamed of (your shadow) will express themselves as you cannot stop your emotions from happening. You CAN control how you respond to an emotion but if you try to ignore it or suppress it, it will manifest in your actions and this mostly shows up in the form of addictions. So yeah she isn't wrong, but it has nothing to do with others, it is a personal issue. Basically love everything about yourself, even your faults. Don't feel guilty for your lusts, your anger, your judgment etc. Accept yourself exactly where you are in the present moment, warts and all.
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You can't force this, its a natural process. Its like telling a racist man he needs to forcefully overcome his racist views. When he is ready he will be able to see the folly of his views for what they are. This comes with time, expanding in knowledge and experience. You are fine the way you are, its the ego telling you something is wrong.
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Razard86 replied to Matthew85's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
There is a multiverse, there isn't one reality, there are infinite realities that are simultaneously at play at this moment. I'm not sure you understand... absolute infinity means everything that can be, was or ever will be is happening right now. But even though its happening right now, you are dreaming only one of those possibilities. But even within one of those possibilities the possibilities within your dream are limitless. So you have infinity, on top of infinity, in all directions in all forms, elements, whatever type of distinction or difference you can imagine it is infinite. -
Razard86 replied to Matthew85's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I believe the reason is love. God is so loving it doesn't want to keep its love to itself it wants to share it so it constructs reality so it can share it. Its the greatest creator/artist ever so it creates just for the love of it. But then it is so loving it has no agenda, no self, so it can BECOME its creation as well. That's why there is an ego, you love yourself so much in finite form you create a self. God loves its creations so much that it becomes it and becomes attached. So all the parts/creations of GOD need to awaken and realize they aren't the part they are the whole thing. But because God loves itself so much it will not force itself to awaken, nor force itself to be good, but it will guide itself. So yeah if God wasn't so loving we as finite aspects of God wouldn't be able to have a life.