Razard86

Do yall really want to turn this thread into what I think it is about to devolve into? LOL

There are a lot of masculine role models actually, too many to count.

Its a shared dream. Oneness is itself a duality. Think about it. Infinity cannot be one. It is BOTH one and separate. The belief that it is only one is itself an attempt for the logical mind to make sense which means it is creating another duality. Leo's Infinity of God's awakening isn't even something new. Jesus said it, and a lesser known Yogi by the name of Shelly Trimmer has stated this to be true as well and the Law of One series makes these assertions as well. So its not a new concept and it actually makes sense when you think about it.

Psychedelics are a mirror, they just reveal what is repressed, and what is truly desired. They can unleash trauma, judgment, resistance that may be separating you from what you really want, hypocrisy you hold inside, they can also give you the love you refuse to give yourself, and can potentially heal you psychologically, biologically and spiritually. As long as your intention is authentic you have nothing to worry about.

As long as you believe that, then you won't be able to see the signs that show otherwise. I'd recommend you keep an open mind if you want to see signs that may show otherwise.

Exactly. Its going to be a rough ride, but I predict between 2 to 4 years from now Spirituality will be the main viewpoint when people think about metaphysics. Also Science will be dabbling in psychedelics and getting funding officially. Watch the end where he refers to "tools." They are inching there.

You see what you want to see. I was in the red pill space long before it went mainstream and what happened there is what is happening in Spirituality. Is the process going to be smooth? No. Is it going to have dogmatism? Of course there is dogmatism right now on the forums so of course that is going to happen. But if you truly look instead of assuming the worst then you will see a genuine desire and curiosity that is developing. Many of the richest people in America and around the world are starting to get tired of playing with their toys. They are burning through the karma in real-time and realizing it does not satisfy them. Once something starts to get the celebrities their fans will start to follow suit.

Love the desire to connect, the desire to unify, the desire to be appreciated, respected, the desire to exist. You are born, you have no knowledge, you have no ability, you just cry, poop, and sleep, with the occasional burps. You look around you in amazement. You cannot speak, you cannot think in terms of creating stories and narratives, your mind is empty but continually taking in information to learn. Everything seems big and powerful to you. You look at your parents, and from your vantage point they are God. As you grow, you start to imitate more and more your parents and your surrounding environment to fit in. You find fitting in is its own enormous task, because depending on whatever time period you are born into various pressures are thrust upon you. You go through a period of what some call individuation, where you attempt to form a separate identity from the group you were born into. You travel upon a journey of self-discovery, to find yourself as it were as you realize to conform completely into your environment is to abdicate control and you do not like that. Your sense of control is paramount and you can only gain more control by being able to figure out what you are. So in essence you are trying to draw a map of yourself, because a map of yourself is a map of your life. Now depending on which culture you were born into your search will either be through travel and experimentation, or through meditation and other spiritual practices. Contrary to popular opinion both are actually valid forms of self-discovery which reveal more information about what is life. Through your own individual journey you find your answers and you reintegrate back into your environment. Each action you have taken is just a constant desire to connect. But even with your desire to connect you also have a desire to disconnect. If you pay attention, your life is just a constant desire to disconnect and reconnect and all of reality has this desire. Why? Love. Love wants to be appreciated? How can you truly appreciate love if you are always connected to it? The absence of love provides the appreciation of love. Love is also diverse. Oneness means it must be everything. Oneness is itself a duality. Oneness is a paradox. True Oneness is infinity. Infinity is separation/distinction, it is also Oneness. So as a result Life/Reality must be constant change, change is separation, then reunion is oneness. When you live as a finite being you experience an aspect of infinity, the change from oneness to separation/distinction. If your awareness increases you realize that the separation was an illusion and you are infinite. This is you experiencing death, or oneness. Your life is change, and your death is union. If you can truly embody infinity/unconditional love as a finite being then you become the living embodiment of the paradox of both life/death. Love is just a constant play of push pull. You push away, and then pull together, then you push away, then you pull together. This is the flow of life, this is Infinity, this is Oneness, this is love. When a woman says a man is boring, she means he is not providing the push/pull that the infinite/oneness of reality is built upon. When a man say a video game or movie is boring it isn't providing the push/pull that the infinite/oneness of reality is built upon. Life is a dance of push/pull and anything that does a poor job of providing that is boring. Life cannot help but be constantly dynamic, constantly pushing and pulling itself for all eternity. To flow with life is to master the push and the pull that you see all around you. This is what it means to be a creator. A creator provides dynamism, consistent unexpected dynamism. If it can be predicted it becomes boring. The duality at play consistently relating to itself in its opposite is what provides the mystery and flair and awe we take for granted. Life is just learning how to dance, if you are suffering it is because you are a poor dancer. It does not matter, life will continue to reach out its hand to you in a constant pulling into its loving embrace, as you will be pulled or pushed to dance even if you don't know the steps. You have no choice in the matter, because you ARE life itself. Life can only be itself for all eternity. Your life is the greatest love story. A constant pushing away= fear, depression, loss, disappointment, betrayal, loss of hope, grief. A constant pulling together= self-confidence, grit, determination, sacrifice, compassion, forgiveness, acceptance, healing. This is the ebb and flow. There is nothing more lovely than the story of how the hero/heroine overcomes adversity and learns to love, forgive, accept, and bloom into their true power. Its like the rose that blooms through the cracks of the concrete. The mother that sacrifices to save her child, The father that sacrifices to feed his family, the girl who was spurned in every relationship despite showing up at her best in each one finally finding the one who truly appreciates her, the man who failed every business and finally succeeds in the end. All love. But this is not all. The one who searches for love in everything in life and never find what they are looking for. They finally stop and seek within and discover they just wanted to feel complete and whole within. The man who fails in every business but discovers that the simple life, is just as beautiful as the lavish and enjoys the little things and each passing moment. The mother who sacrifices but loses her child and must learn to live or die with that result. The father who sacrifices to feed his family but becomes hurt and now his family must work to feed and take care of him. The father learning to live with that result. So learning to live without a sense of control. This too must be experienced. All the various push and pulls of life, must be experienced. It has to be this way, because....that is what it means to be love. Your life is love because YOU ARE LOVE. Even your hatred for your life is love, its just you pushing away, don't worry you will eventually pull closer in this life or your next.

I'm so glad you understand. A house divided against itself shall not stand. Something every civilization has learned. Every civil war stops before total annihilation. Sometimes war is necessary though to realize this truth.

I agree and that bitch can't be killed!!! Lol we should say Survival is an immortal bitch who makes you her bitch!!! Survival= Division. Makes you her bitch= Unification.

You are definitely not a loser, you are one of the smartest people on this forum. Please notice this.

I agree completely.

Yeah its very hot but its been raining for me. I had to go to court today for the accident cause the police officer wrote a ticket for improper lane change. The ticket was dismissed without me having to pay for it. So great day today. Also put a down payment for a new car so we will see how that goes as well.

Interesting didn't know he did meditation. I know about that guy came across him before. But yeah I think its inevitable. Materialism can only satisfy the ego for so long. God can only distract itself for so long before it wants to awaken to itself as God again. God is going to awaken to itself for all of infinity. I believe Leo said it best. God desires to give itself the greatest gift, so what greater gift than infinite love?

Yeah the embodiment is the thing. Its like you are a baby who has realized you can walk. Then you forget how to walk again. That has been my issue and I realize you must practice whatever techniques you need to maintain that state. Means you will need to change your diet, what you take in in terms of food, and content to keep yourself awake. But the truth is....you don't have to either if you don't want too also. But staying in an awakened state is the only way to maintain inner peace and who wouldn't want to be peaceful?

I really am getting tired of people trying to separate the ego. You cannot separate the ego. You cannot talk non duality then create separation. The ego is just as much a part of God as the part of God that is no self. The distinction is made between the ego to find the no self as the ego is the veil that prevents no self being realized. Once no self is truly realized, you discover the ego and the no self are ONE. This is why no matter what you accomplish, even if you enter the state of no self, even if you were to completely annihilate the ego and and become infinite you would still be the awareness that is I AM. You cannot escape I AM. There will always be I AM whether formless or form. So please stop the demonization of the ego, it is through ignorance this happens. This has been revealed to me and I realize it might be the biggest trap of all. Demonization of the ego, makes you keep searching. True enlightment reveals there is nothing to search for. I truly understand what they mean....you have always been enlightened. The search was all illusion, the separation is illusion you are already one. You have constructed a false belief of what God is (your true self is) as long as you keep searching for this imaginary concept you have created of what God your true self is....you will search for eternity. Maybe that's what you want?

The ego was never an enemy it was created for a reason, it has a purpose. Calling the ego an enemy is like saying the foot is an enemy. It has come into my awareness that many on the spiritual path do not understand why the ego is described as a barrier to God realization and think the ego is evil. The ego will never be dissolved because the ego is God. God is one with its creation there is no duality. One would reply but the ego is imaginary. This is true, but so is your foot, so is your hands, etc... You want to dissolve your hands? You want to make an enemy of your hands? The ego is like a computer in your head. It speaks, it processes sensations, and crafts a story. Through the story it creates a character that you feel is you. Since at your core you are not just some story and sensations you have to transcend the ego to connect with what you are. But the ego is not going to disappear anymore than your foot is going to disappear. To have no ego is to have no form. To have no form/ego is to have no life. God is infinite ego=no ego. Your life is one of the infinite egos that you are currently living through. So to dissolve that ego completely is to end that life. Life=ego, reality=ego. Once you truly understand this....then it all makes sense. I'll give one last example. Spiderman the character was created by Stan Lee. Spiderman realizing himself as God is realizing he is Stan Lee. Even though Spiderman has now realizes his life is imaginary, he will still be Peter Parker and may still choose to be Spider-Man but he is awake to the fact that he is Stan Lee. He knows when he dies he will return to being Stan Lee (the creator of Marvel). That's it. For Spiderman (which is an ego) to dissolve, he would need to cease being Spider Man. If he were to enter God Consciousness he would become Stan Lee and realize why he crafted the story he did for Spider-Man. The villains, the victims, the whole Marvel Universe. Then he will return to his baseline awareness with full acceptance of his life as Peter Parker/Spider man.

He's only able to trip for hours because he is merging with the process. Think about it? Psychedelics increase your baseline consciousness every so slightly and in those moments he has become closer and closer and more used to the process. If you all remember he admitted that as he took other psychedelics they changed the experiences of other psychedelics that he took. So what is going on? Simple his body is becoming reconfigured chemically to be better suited for trips. I believe now he probably doesn't even need as much dosage and his trips are more vivid, and last longer. When he said what happened to him it made sense and didn't surprise me. He said the same thing in pretty much all his trip reports he'd be like "I been using this psychedelic and when I went back to this one the trips were different." He's had this theory for a while that each psychedelic gives you a different flavor of consciousness but that they also influence each other. He keeps doing this he is going to "wash away" for a week one day lol. I do wonder how long could a human reasonably stay in that state. Would probably need a trip sitter at that point with an IV to give them fluids lol. I wouldn't be surprised if you did this long enough if it could put you in that state baseline long enough. There isn't anyone I know doing what Leo is doing and if they are I haven't found them yet. There are a bunch of psychonauts out there but I don't think they are God Realized. My main question would be, how would these chemicals influence a Yogi?

^ You are seeking love/oneness. You will understand when it happens you will be like OHHHH this is what I was seeking the entire time. There are a couple ways you get it, meditation and connect with your higher infinite self, psychedelic version of that, or sadly....dissolution of the form temporarily what we commonly call near death, or complete dissolution/attachment to form what we call death. All these methods reveal the infinite love you are, that you have created a barrier between to experience what it is like to be a limited form.

You can do it, it just takes more exposure. The first time it happened to me it caught me off guard. I was meditating and then started to drift off to sleep and then was awoken from the sleep and started raising off the grand slightly and I felt like I was going to die and got scared, took a breath and it stopped. I was only able to do it yesterday because I remembered, the sea of awareness that was penetrating me...was me. So I was like take me, do what you will. And as it came to me I was slowly drifting away....and then I felt a knowing that no I don't want to become the infinite sea of awareness I still have a finite life I still want to live. But that I have access to the sea at any moment if I set the intention. It just happens if I relax and let it happen. Thanks for the response. And yes we are supposed to connect to it to feel peace and love. For me every time I connect to it, it transcends every great moment of my life. It makes now. You can't try hard to be good, trying doesn't work. You just connect and it flows out. If you are trying to do anything you are doing it wrong, which is okay as we have forgotten how to connect and need to remember. Yeah we are all trying to help ourselves merge. Its quite funny when you think about it. Everyone is truly one, there is no distinction. Really make me annoyed at language I see why some Zen Masters for go speaking. Speaking really helps maintain a duality. Also I've missed you!!! How you been?

There are two paths to infinity. There is the no self path, or the all self path. The belief that there is no self or ego is another illusion. God is the manifestation of infinity selves, infinity selves= no self. So you can reach infinity through either no identification, or identification with all. When you identify with all you experience Universal Love. When you detach from all identification you experience nothingness the No-Self. Both are the same. Most who follow the traditional Buddhist path have a bias against love awakenings.

I agree completely.

Yeah and this guy is my shadow. I actually realize I should have been more compassionate, but when this version of internal dialogue pops up I shut the junk down so the lack of compassion I have shown here is the same lack of compassion I show myself. I'm trying to be more compassionate but victimization mindsets trigger me.

You could have just said this one thing. Everything else is illusion....but this window, the screen, that's you. The screen never disappears, there is always the screen.

It only messes you up if you have a lot of fear/trauma. The more you raise that energy the more purified of fear you need to be.