Razard86

Lol....I'm like the guy walking into the room when you watching the movie and I'm like hey you know they are just playing pretend right? And you are like shut up man, I already know that, let me pretend its real.

^ Besides....why do you think you are here? You wanted to be here. Why would you want to leave? If you recontextualize that God's greatest joy is to play God in a limited form you will understand. Man is made in the image of God. What does that mean? God's image, is pure imagination. God grants its power of imagination to Man. So the image=imagination. God is a creator. Man is a creator. God is an infinite creator, Man is a finite creator. God is all alone, Man has other selves to interact with. God wants to build itself from the ground up, and becoming a creator in a limited form so it can experience the joy and struggles that come along with it. God can only play God with others and enjoy it, by creating others, and making it difficult to create. So God gets to have a life through you, get to play God in finite form through you, can share a life with OTHERS. What more could God want? Not only that....God gets to amaze itself with its creative ability...by forgetting its God and AWAKENING to itself through you and then marvel at its own creation!!! Do you not realize the ridiculousness of all this? Its freaking amazing!!

Lol, interesting. What else? I want you to walk me through as you start to realize you are creating everything. How would you feel?

Yeah I know....its why I love you man!!! Thank you SOUL for existing, thank you for being me!!

I'm not even saying anything new actually, if you go back and listen to Leo's Solipsism video he said the same things I am saying. I knew it, but I have been thinking about it over and over and I was like OF COURSE..... lol its so funny when you truly get what he means. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RD5NZuyAhR0&ab_channel=xyzGuy I'm glad I actually had certain high consciousness experiences to confirm what he is saying as well. Now with this said....understand you are spoiling the movie doing this. The pro is you stop caring about things as much and stop taking things so seriously and personal, the bitter sweet thing you realize is you are really all alone. Sure you can have the deepest connection ever because everything is you....but there is still ONLY you. I notice a lot of people think there is some difference between the Absolute and Relative. The Absolute is what is actually true, the Relative is just what is being imagined to be true. But most on these forums look at it in reverse and you can tell based on what they say. There is no boundary, there is no distinction, I am you and you are me. This isn't some belief, or logic, its literally true and there are ways for you to verify this in fact there are too many ways. Its actually so obvious its hilarious. I dare you to meditate and take a psychedelic with your friend....you will discover that the boundary is FAKE. I dare you to contemplate DEEPLY why you only ever experience anything inside and have never felt anything OUTSIDE. I dare you to contemplate if distinction is real...why does it need something to contrast it with? If it was actually distinct it wouldn't rely on something to exist. Red is only red when it is next to a different color. So that means its existence, and label is intertwined so it was never separate. Light/ and color was just showing you that all colors are ONE. Why is it every trait that can exist in you, also exists in every human, the only difference is how it is EXPRESSED. We only know and understand each other...because we are the same. If we weren't we couldn't. I could keep going on and on and on. To know something is to understand it, to understand it is to recognize that it is actually you.

Without the ego you cannot even have reality. Your ego functions by constantly talking, labeling things, crafting stories and narratives, then you have your feelings coming in making everything FEEL real. Then you lower your awareness so you actually believe that there are "others." You do this by blocking yourself access to their thoughts, but anybody who has raised their consciousness high enough around others discovers that they can hear people's thoughts, they can enter people's minds (tantra) and you realize...they are you. If all of a sudden I took away your pain, your fear, the entire dream will dissolve. Because you would literally release all attachments and wake up. It MUST immerse you, it has too, or there is no life at all. Its an elaborate and brilliant design and it HAS to be this way to have a life. Makes PERFECT SENSE.

Because you are willing to suffer for it...means you love it. How scared would you be if tomorrow you walked outside. A semi hit you and it crunched and fell. Initially you would think it was great!! Then...over time you will get bored. There is no danger, so nothing to fear, so nothing to overcome, nothing to achieve. You would realize in that moment you were literally creating everything... then you would REMEMBER, then you would awaken.

Its not your life would be worse...you wouldn't have a life. You really don't understand how immersion works. As long as there is no physical pain, and emotional pain you will always KNOW you are in a simulation. I used to play video games for hours and the ones that could bring me into their world got me emotionally but I ALWAYS knew it was fake. Life can ONLY be real with both physical and emotional pain. If you had no real danger....then how is life real? Stop being in your ego, stop thinking about your preferences and actually contemplate what I am saying. Have an OPEN MIND, and think. Can life be real if you cannot experience pain? Ask yourself...why do movies, video games, etc. seem fake. Why can they hook me for awhile before I unattach and wake up? Why do some dreams pull me in deeper than others? What causes me to wake up? These are the questions. Its not a question of life/better the question is how do you make life REAL? Otherwise...you will wake up.

He was for awhile, he even recently said he was looking for a girlfriend...unless he changed his mind.

I thank you for your care but my life is great. I have great friends and my life is currently peaceful. If what you say was true, I would literally be in an abusive relationship right now. I'm not. In fact I don't even exercise as much as I used too because I actually developed fear of pain from overtraining all those years. So no I am not addicted to pain, I actually had developed a fear of physical pain because I had pushed my body to its limits. Now I'm just going to get myself back into working out but I won't overdo it this time. The truth is the fears you all are having is your own fears. I've never been so happy in my entire life until this year when I figured out what Leo was saying. When all illusions are dispelled...there is no worry, there is no fear. Just a deep embrace of everything. I will actually be pushing myself to actually embrace pain more, because the less aversion to pain I have the more love I will be able to share. Life is so great when you can see past all the egoic fear and delusion. Its soooooo amazing.

I didn't enjoy it, but it was a badge of honor because it was proof I was preserving through all the training I was putting myself to. It also gave me self-respect for myself because I realized I was able to endure far more than I thought I could. Its why they say pain build character, it does....lol builds the ego. Every objection you have in life is fear/pain/death related and that's why its real and that's why you have a life. If you can overcome this...you die. You basically are the walking dead.

HAHAHa you don't even believe the words you just said which is why its so damn funny!!! You don't even realize it, which is even funnier. Again.. if you walked outside and nothing could hurt you, you didn't need food, water, what would happen?......you would be like...this is fake!!! Your bias against pain and suffering is what will keep it real. I'm not a tyrant I love myself and treat myself great!! I just understand the importance of pain, and fear if you want to have a life. Without it...you are the walking dead LOL.

Well... I mean it actually makes you look at suffering differently. I use to be in pain everyday, excruciating pain when I ran track in college. I essentially overtrained. I was training 3 times a day with only one break in the week. Recently because I am at a place in my life for the first time ever, where I am very comfortable, and not really experiencing any pain or suffering and reality is becoming unstable. I had a psychedelic like experience last night without a psychedelic and I am realizing more and more the boundaries dissolving. You need distractions, you need things to take your focus away, otherwise...you will slowly start to realize how illusionary things are. You really only can awake when you have a stable environment to contemplate. But yeah.... I'll share later on a trick you can do to have psychedelic type experiences without psychedelics its been happening to me on and off, it catches me off guard when it happens. But yeah with enough contemplation and stability reality...starts to reveal the illusion. But yeah its your feelings that make everything real, which means if you feel something is real....its real and if you feel its not...its not. Which is pretty cool when you realize that power.

Dude I used to be in heart wrenching pain everyday for over a year. I know what suffering is. Speak for yourself. My life was not an easy life. Its actually why I love it so much.

If there was no pain, or suffering...you would realize everything is fake. You need danger, you need pain, you need suffering, to think things are real. If you truly KNEW you couldn't die, that there was nothing to fear...then you actually die. Your life is your pain, your struggles, your triumphs, your limitations and how they impact you. Your life is your belief you are separate. You gotta understand you are GOD, you need to trick yourself to have a life, otherwise you are just ONE. To create a life you need fear, conflict, pain, suffering, all to make it real. The only reason you know a movie is FAKE because you aren't suffering. Its so freaking genius!!!

The opposite is true, if you love pain and suffering....completely...you die. And death is nirvana. Your human body will be walking around but "you" will cease to exist...LOL its so funny. You need suffering to have a life. Its freaking hilarious!!! Every single human being on the planet loves suffering. I never realized this so obviously until this moment. Suffering makes you alive....because it truly make life seem real. This design...is ingenious!!!

There is no fake or true alpha. It is just a term nothing more, nothing less. There isn't any distinction between either because the alpha and the beta, and the sigma, and whatever other term you want to create need each other. So if they are all intertwined and mixed together and need each other to co-exist...where is the distinction. Claiming distinction is just a game, a game of pretend which is fun for its own purpose. An alpha isn't even an alpha in every situation, as the situation changes, his status changes. This is true for ALL identities. So how can it be one of the other if it is constantly changing? So yeah you can play that distinction game if you want...but all it is...is a game.

You've only ever interacted with images. You think they are objects because you can TOUCH them. I keep telling you, you only experience yourself. When you touch an object...what are you feeling? What is feeling? Describe what is feeling? Where does it come from? What is it made of? Where does it go? Where does it arise? All I have to do to make you think something is real is create a game when you touch a 3D object you will FEEL something. As long as I do it you will think it is REAL. If I removed all feelings, both physical and emotional you would have NO CONNECTIONS to the experience. The only reason you are not as immersed in a video game or movie is because you do not feel it physically. You can feel it emotionally so it can draw you in that way, but if they every draw you in physically THAT is when they get you. So feelings are the reason why anything is REAL. Without feeling, everything is dead, and unreal. Ask yourself...why have you never experienced anything outside of you ever? When you touch a cup you feel it inside. You can NEVER feel something OUTSIDE. That's because there is NO outside. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jCCzaz18imQ&ab_channel=Sadhguru So if there is NO outside...then everything is YOU. You are alone and can only ever d experience YOURSELF. Touch someone's arm. Where do you feel it? INSIDE. Touch your arm. Notice...the touch feels similar and it arises the same and goes away the same. When you REALLY notice this...you will realize that sex...is just masturbation. When I had sex for the first time and tested it out I realized....I was just masturbating. It was freaking hilarious. It takes away your entire draw to wanna have sex with women when there is basically no difference. At this point you realize the REAL value from the relationship is the emotional connection. But anyway think about this...when you notice it...it may scare you. It did the opposite for me. Took me to nirvana.

Lol.....this is fun. Right back at ya. I love your ego man.

That's your ego, everything is you, including me. So yes every trait you see resides within you. As long as you see "others" as different you judge and have conflict. Which is fine because you enjoy conflict which is why you are engaging in it right now. Every trait I have you have and vice versa because we are one. l You are just a thought in universal mind, a partition if you will and so am I. So we are all just expressions of the same mind, so of course we are the same. So yeah you can resist, you can fight, you can wiggle all you want, but there will always be paradox, and hypocrisy if you claim otherwise. Its why karma exists, because everything is one, its why when you exert force to the left, there must be an equal force to the right. Because its all connected and all distinctions are imaginary. Its why quantum physics literally says when you observe something your observation MAKES IT SO. So you SEE what you believe, and what you believe is just your reflection, because its you. When I was in a high state of consciousness I literally saw reality shift to conform to whatever emotional state I was in, in real time. If I expressed anger, everyone around me started becoming angry, when I expressed joy, everyone did this. It boggled my mind, I was like why is it at a lower state of awareness you cannot notice this? Its funny. Reality is a shapeshifter and will shape based on how your perspective holds it. This means we live in different realities from our own point of views.

Did you want to be with her? If you rejected yourself its just you struggle with feelings of unworthiness is all. All fear/doubt is just you seeing something as superior or greater than you and that you could never achieve/obtain it. The truth is, its completely imaginary. I could help you in this regard as I had this issue and solved it... in less than a year. In fact I solved it in a couple of weeks actually. The only barrier you ever have in life is yourself. Your self-talk controls your life if you allow it too. It creates stories and narratives of how life functions, and the irony is....life appears to function the exact way your self-talk claims with few exceptions. The fact you are even noticing the glitch, is a good sign. Means you realize its not reality that functions a specific way...ITS YOU. 1. One of the main issues you will have in life is assumptions. For example a man can talk to a woman and her entire body language is closed off and he can assume she isn't interested....this is just a natural defense some women do when a guy tries to pick a girl up. Its a confidence test. Its actually hard-wired into their body. 2. So one of the things you have to do is assume every woman finds you attractive. Now this doesn't give you permission to get handsy lol, but assume any negative feedback is nervousness or shyness. Many guys strike out because they take ANY signs of disinterest as the TRUTH. Its not, its just the assumption you are making. Now sometimes it could be true, but who's to say she will still feel like that 3-5 seconds later, or a minute later? Anyway all problems in life stem from feelings of worthlessness, shame, guilt, in a nutshell lack of self-love.

This I agree with completely. That's how it should be done, but for that to work sociology will end up being even more important of a field than ever before. Evaluating the social conditions and social structure. If people could see society as a technology and all it needs is updates/patches to continue to function optimally then we could make progress.

Leo........your doing it again.....that masculine love directness of yours (which I have in me too but OUCH) remember your embodying of love and meeting people on their emotional wavelength etc????? Now you can be that direct with me, I love that crap. But.....cmon.....

You don't have any limits on income, any limits on income you have is self-imposed. You could easily start investing, in fact right now is the best time to invest. The best time to invest is during a recession. The world economy is currently in a recession...so you could start investing right now if you were really worried about money. You aren't worried about money, you are worried about what you love doing being taken away from you, your bills is just a side issue you consider. If I paid your bills every month for you and said you could never do art again as a deal you would reject that deal.

I know what Leo is saying here. I noticed that socializing strengthens the ego. First people keep calling you by your name, so speaking to people is very similar to thinking. Second people can influence you and bring you down to their more egoic opinions. If you keep trying to talk to people about Spirituality who are not on that level normally they will create some distance from you. So the only way to communicate with them for a sufficient time, you have to talk to them on their level. So your mental diet can go in the reverse. Now I'm not saying stop socializing, just understand it is definitely bringing down your consciousness unless you have techniques to raise it back consistently. On another note I had another psychedelic experience without a psychedelic last night and discovered something. Its pretty interesting, I'll share it later.