Razard86

Lol who knows...find out for yourself.

I don't trust that eyeball its fishy...

Just tell him he has to experience it to understand. LOL. He will question you forever. How was the metaphysical sex? You enjoy it? LOL.

No!!!!! Lol!!!! You gave in so easily....he's tricking you!!!! LOL!!

Is it manic posting or is that your perspective? What is the boundary between manic and non manic? Who decides that? You? How many posts is manic and non manic? By what metric do you arrive by that? Is it a hard line or is it situational?

You believe you cannot enter his psyche....if you only knew.

Its not considered intelligent because the masculine has a bias against emotional intelligence. It makes it hard for the masculine to relate to the feminine and thus his own feelings, this disconnects him from his own nature, and the nature of others. The masculine likes to feel in control and listening to his emotions and flowing with them threatens this control. Masculinity like stability, because it like things to be ordered, structured, and predictable. Once you go into feelings it will run and hide because it fears not being in control. Its quite amusing.

This is too funny....oh my gosh...you are doing it to me again!!! Waking me up again!!! LOL!!! Too funny!!! I can't stop laughing at this!!!

Why are you afraid to go mad? What is the distinction between mad and sane? How would you know what is sane and mad? Isn't that all a perspective? If it's your dream....wouldn't it be up to you what is sane or insane? Or should you let others you dreamed up tell you? https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mental_health_of_Jesus Why would you think Infinity is sane? Isn't it illogical? If you think logic= sanity then you aren't ready for infinity lol.

You are so much fun. You have no idea!! This is so much fun!!! Your denial is beautiful!!! Its so beautiful!! Keep doing it!!! I love it!!!

Exactly!!!!

It's part of the dream. Just to make it fun. You literally created Leo, which is very funny. You even created me, to tell you what I just did. Think of it like this...the greatest conspiracy ever in existence is life. You are fooling yourself that there are others. This is all just a drama, a very convincing drama. So convincing its real....that is what is so hilarious. We look up to actors in movies....and think they are special...lol you been acting your entire life!!! Its very funny when you realize this!!!! Awakening= Breaking out of character and realizing it was all an act.

And that is why it is so funny!!! If you knew...you would be laughing too!! Enlightenment is an inside joke!!! You will only get it, when you get it! When you get it, you will bust out laughing because it is so funny!!! It is hilarious!! And what's more is I keep falling back asleep into the dream from time to time and then get a nudge back into the truth!!! Its so funny!! Even more so...is you actually are awake and asleep right now!!! You asked me to give you this message, that is why you are here responding to this....but right now you are not aware of this. Think of this as a breadcrumb.

Hahahah exactly and you don't realize it!!! Anytime you doubt and debate...you are believing I'm someone separate!! LOL!!! I am giving you the information you wanted!! That's why you are here!! And you are doubting what you asked!!! Lol!!! Its so funny!! You don't see what is going on...or you are pretending to not see!!! This is hilarious right now!!!

You do realize you are just talking to yourself right? Like literally that is all you are doing right now....no joke....answer those questions yourself. Because you literally are just telling YOURSELF your own thoughts.

Lol why you asking me? Go verify it for yourself. I have. But to answer...this present moment. Sit down and think, if you think, and allow all that is to flow...you will get downloads. Or you can just ask someone else for proof....whatever you desire always comes to you. You can also deny it and resist it at every turn as well. Also its not just limited to who you hate the most, it will be whatever is the strongest attachment you have which while usually your fear, can be someone you admire. I have a friend who described this whole process like zooming in and out of the dream. You are zooming into one perspective, and zooming out. You can zoom out and dream all simultaneously or you can zoom in and live through any of the infinite perspectives. Obviously this is much more complicated in how it is, words can't serve it justice but this is the best way it has been presented so far.

Lol you don't understand.... Jordan Peterson is the type of guy, who is absolutely scared of Ultimate Truth. Do you know what it would take for Jordan Peterson to realize that reality is imaginary? What then has he been living his life for? What was the purpose? If everyone is him who is he teaching? Leading? He is an expert debater, and an expert deflector. The more intelligent you are, the harder it is to see through your own b.s. because the weapon you use to make sense of the world is the same weapon that will turn around and delude you. It works perfectly because it IS YOU and has access to all your memories. You all don't understand how hard it is to get past your delusions. There are levels to this...extreme levels. Jordan Peterson might need some more suffering to go through to accept the truth. He's a good guy, I have no issue with him, except his crippling fear of death and meaninglessness. He is glimpsed Ultimate Truth several times in his life...and refuses to integrate it. Fear is a very powerful motivator, it is the motivator behind all of life.

You just made my point, it just flew over your head. You literally just made my point its so hilarious!!! All you see is nails to be hammered, you have not integrated your feminine to see beyond it.

This is one of the biggest traps. Its well-meaning....but it means you are a very controlling person (We all can be that way sometimes) and while you are doing it out of love because you believe he is failing to live up to whatever standards you think he should...realize your standards...are not his standards. You can reason with him, and suggest perspectives but anytime you try to force someone to your side....they will resist. I understand this trap because I am very susceptible to it from time to time. Everything is how it should be, we can add or speak out against things, but we shouldn't believe someone needs to change, the only thing that needs to change is our perspective. Otherwise...you will be at war with others. All hate is spread with good intentions from the perspective of the one that hates.

I'll explain when I have more time. I might need to dig up some of his older content to present it.

Well first of all this no self thing everyone keeps getting stuck in...the no self is about the individual self, if you cannot get past that trap you can't be helped. It just means your bias is currently too strong to figure it out. My friend had a trip where he became the infinite singularity and realized he was all alone. He also realized there was no other in which he could REFLECT itself onto. He said in that moment he suffered. His insight is he thinks first there was suffering....and then came love. That Love exists because of suffering. Think about it...God is this amazing thing but God is all alone and it had to eventually accept this. How long would it take God to do this? God is infinite so God could search for an other...for a very long time....I'm talking long. So how long did it take God to accept that it was alone? You see we think that feelings are a human trait, like happiness, joy, sorrow, etc, lol they are not a human trait. You really think God is some other...its literally you. You will become that singularity....and be like wow.....so it was all me after all. You will still have feelings. So you will discover. You are still a self. So all this no self stuff you all are getting stuck. Go verify for yourself stop repeating all these things. Anyway...its an interesting proposition. Could the source of God's love for everything be motivated by God's realization that something... is so valuable....because ultimately its all nothing? Life is such a profound gift, because life is God having a reflection, another. Your life is God's gift to itself, this is why God loves you unconditionally. I'm also noticing we have a strong aversion to negativity on this forum....we really need to stop that. Every expression...is what God wants to express otherwise it wouldn't happen. Each expression is literally a message from God. Now I'm not saying explode into pure negativity here, let's try to have some balance but let's also try to understand that suffering is here for a reason. I can truly say from the direct experience of my own personal life, I only have empathy because I experienced suffering. In fact I only don't hold grudges because I experienced suffering. I understand pain so much, I don't want others to experience it and if I have caused pain (which obviously I will from time to time) I will always regret it but also accept it also. Sometimes you do have to cause pain to help someone, but I always regret the pain part. Anyway your thoughts? Please don't jump on here and be like NO God is love....blah blah blah. We know God is love...but why? Ask yourself. God is your ultimate mirror. How did you come to realize what love is? Why would you think God any different? The only difference between you and what you know as God is just limits. If you become limitless....then you are God. So ask yourself....how did you learn love? If you can understand that....then you can see what I am driving at here.

There are some you may meet on this journey of yours of coming and going where they love the chase. The chase, the pursuit, the aspirant journey, the motivated endeavor, is its sole reward. Many of them may initially delude themselves that its the prize they most want, but sadly when they acquire the apple of their eye they are surprised at the disappointment that floods their being. If you wake up with energy and a daily renewed desire to check up on your progress towards your goal, and the lack of discernable progress or meaningful change in your relational distance does not disturb you or a back slide or increase in distance actually motivates you more then you may be one of these breathing peculiarities walking around whose greatest joy is the chase itself. Nothing wrong with this disposition, but its interesting to behold as an onlooker, at the person whose pursuit ends in the prize brings the same feelings as the one who did not receive the prize. The winner ends up being indistinguishable from the loser, truly they have become one. Maybe this is a constant reminder of the innocence of the child being revealed. The true essence of play isn't in the rewarding of a victor, but the enjoyment of the game itself. As the board game is done, all the pieces are returned, like a play all the props are put back into their place and the costumes come off. What was the purpose of the whole ordeal? To tell a story, to have an experience, to have some fun, all not for some prize, the whole thing was the prize itself. The rich man and the poor man, the old and the young, the wise and the foolish, all originated from the same source, and return from whence they came. What is attainment, when all shall return.

The Troll is excited by what it sees, its joy is found in discord. Its entire setup is to sow division amongst all it sets its sight on. The Troll cannot exist without self-illumination into some subtle shadow that it sees. It sees hypocrisy and laughs in glee at the opportunity to present it into the light. It views from its perspective that its an arbiter of truth, to reveal to the shallow their lack of depth. But it must show off its cleverness, and do this with some art and craftiness. The troll is an entertainer but also an educator, its much too smart for its targets. It dances in revelry and pure satisfaction when its targets writhe in agony. Its gleeful when its super effective at causing some pain, the more the stronger its existence becomes. But if it only realized it was looking in the mirror, and when it looks there is nothing there. If the Troll only looked but it refuses you see, to look is to realize it does not exist, and that all along it was laughing and playing with nothing, if it did its game would come to an end. To realize this is the biggest of trolls because this means there was never a troll and nothing ever happened at all. Nothing brings forth the troll with words, and silence erases it. Every time you speak you create a troll, and silence vanquishes it from existence. Words and trolls are one, if there are words there will be trolls, so be silent in the prescience of trolls, laughing internally knowing, that the one doing the troll was always you, it was born out of your words alone and you created a duality.

I've been there...and even though I'm not there anymore...I can still dip my toe in that perspective because memories don't leave. Its normal, its actually apart of the Hero's Journey. The Hero needs a reason to go on a journey of self-discovery or individuation as Carl Jung calls it. Make self-honesty your guide, daily application of your best efforts your mantra, and self-validation (give yourself praise and love for your efforts, and don't base it on results but the effort itself) and you will cultivate the love for yourself that is being denied to you. Understand we live in a world that does not know what it is, they are all lost and confused and as such cannot give you love when they deny it to themselves. We can only give to others what we have ourselves, so focus on yourself and looking to yourself for now as the sole provider for all the emotional and psychological needs you desire. Also this forum is a good resource to ask for people's opinions and perceptions. Drop me a PM or anyone here you think can offer you some insights. You are worthy of love, ignore anyone that tells you otherwise. Be the rose that grows from concrete.

That's true love, no conditions, you do it for the sake of itself. The gym now knows how much you care for it!!