Razard86

You can't have a past...every time you think of the past...you bring it into the present. Every single freaking time. Now you can imagine...that its in the past using logic to tell yourself that. But you only ever experience the past...in the present. Its why time travel can't happen because the travel will always be in the present. LOL. Since God is the present....you can't escape...LOL.

Oh its definitely possible...because its YOU so its definitely possible. You are GOD are ONE in totality. Its you doing all this crazy nonsense. You created all of this...to have this conversation right now...at this moment. Why did you create Leo? Why did you bring us all here? Why Tyler? Tell me whyyyyy? LOL. Go meditate and find the answer....and don't tell me love...lol thats the answer I always get back!!! Give me something unique!!

^ This part....it doesn't make sense. LOL. Its like come on.....really? None of this makes sense....None of it....its so funny!!

Ummm Matthew to experience behind the scenes....you would have to be behind the scenes. I can't see behind the scenes footage of a movie....unless I experience it. This will scare you....but what God is....is an eternal happening. You know your organs just happen...cell division just happens, your heart beat just happens, the weather just happens...that is what God is...it just happens. Its pure freaking magic. All labels are delusion, all explanations are illusion, it just happens. You cannot comprehend it...it just happens. This when you realize...you aren't a self...you are just a happening...that disguises itself as a self using an inner narrator who you think is you, you have physical sensations, and emotional sensations, that feel real, you believe you can be in danger and die and this fools you completely. The truth is....you have a first person perspective to an eternal happening....the end. You are not a person, you are just sight, or no sight if you are blind, that has either a screen of vison or black screen if you are blind, that is just experiencing sensations. But all of it is you. There are no distinctions no seperation everything around you is just you....logic is imaginary, labels are imaginary, you cannot describe what is happening, you made up descriptions to have a life. There is just present moment happening...for eternity. This is God. The End.

LOL you wrong for that!!! https://biblehub.com/john/10-34.htm He did it indirectly after that. Started saying stuff like "The Kingdom of God is within you." Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you. Luke 17:21

Wow really? That's cool man. You ever talk to her in high school?

HAHAHAAH would be nice to have his money!!! LOL. Man let me you, people treat you so different when you wear a fitted suit and some sun glasses. You go from being treated as an average Joe to some kind of celebrity. Makes me shake my head...I'm like....its some damn clothes. I can walk in a store like this and people give me their undivided attention. I walk back out and back in with a T-Shirt and some Jeans...they ignore me. This status thing we have in this world...makes no sense to me. NONE AT ALL. But hey gotta play the game sometimes if you want to get results.

Thanks for the share your the best!!

Yeah the dream is actually great...awakening is really so you don't take it too seriously and end up suffering.

Or do you? Its like asking for someone's name without giving your own. Ask it of your self first....

So much projection here. The correct use is, I haven't integrated it. You cannot speak for anyone else.

Sounds cool man...I'll check it out later myself.

Wow you did good here...I was not getting great results with Midjourney.

Interesting accusation...

Yep

Its not it flew over my head....you said the words I am merely pointing out...he doesn't have to. He can play however he wants to....unless you want to be a referee, then go run for office lol.

Its fun, its why we are all here after all. We are just God's great grand drama. A great grand play...so we play.

He said you "have to play within the rules" You don't have to do anything. The phrase you have to do "this or that" has been used by how many authorities throughout time? You have to be a slave. You cannot use this toilet or that toilet. You have to think like this, you have to think like that. Notice how controlling you are....he doesn't have to listen to me, or you, or anyone. His lot in life is to live his dream however he sees fit and to get the consequences that come with it.

Jesus literally told people they were God. So you are wrong about Christianity. Just because the people he talked to didn't understand doesn't mean its not there. You just have to have the patience to actually look.

Every thought is a story....including me and your lives....so all there is, is story. Without silence of thought and feelings...there is story. Its why you are hear after all, to interpret story...with more story.

Depends on how much hay we talking about....you forget majority of America is out of shape and obese. I'd put money on that corporation before I'd put it on the hay.

I know, I wouldn't say addicted, it is all in how you look at it. It hasn't railroaded my relationships, or my job (I work from home) but hey its cool I always use input I know its all love. There goes that fear again. As long as you fear your ego...you will always be in ego. You can't separate yourself from the ego, by seeing it as separate. You basically have to love it to death. Anyway I am all alone, but I am also not alone...its a paradox. At the absolute level there is only one self, but the illusion is so total without maintaining high states of consciousness I won't be able to dissolve the boundary between you and me. So sure am I alone, yep. But it doesn't matter because my experience will be that of us being different. I am getting small quirks every now and then of the boundary dissolving but I am not at a state where does quirks just flat out remove the veil. But doesn't matter its great to know that I always interacting with myself. What greater joy is there?

Yeah but denial is not an easy thing for most to work through. We all have our self-delusions etc. Its a process. Acceptance is something we all are working on. But you are definitely write, its a tough pill to swallow and we got to take our medicine lol. May I have some water with that?

Here you go. https://www.webmd.com/hypertension-high-blood-pressure/ss/slideshow-hypertension-overview

This dream we call life is so ridiculously good....that you can forget others are you. Even when you know it, its only when you FEEL it that all conflict, anger, hatred, resentment, all falls away. I mean when you REALLY know that the other person is you in disguise....how can you even stay mad at them? Its so funny. How can you not be happy? I realize only when I forget can "others" actually harm me. Because if its me? Where is the problem? Its crazy how much love fills you up also when you just sit and stew in it? I can only lack compassion when I forget, so to be at my highest state of love and care I need to stay "awake." Every time I fall asleep I enter a reality of separateness and fear. What enters in that is fear, hesitation, doubt, etc. But once you realize the illusion for what it is...you are filled with love. Currently my life is in a comfortable position....and I realize....I despise comfort HAHHAA. I want excitement, the unknown, I want an adventure!!! God wants to have an adventure through you!!! What you thought all those movies, t.v. shows, were an accident? God was trying to nudge you to go be an adventurer!!! Its so cool....how everything is recontextualized. Life is a gift...that's why we say there is only the PRESENT. Yep, the greatest gift....of course God loves you unconditionally....because without you God can't have a life!!!