Razard86

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  1. He's talking about this....lol. https://www.actualized.org/insights/dpt-the-other-god-molecule
  2. Sit with that question for a minute....really sit with it.....you might notice something.
  3. Lol same source we all get stuff from.
  4. My short amount of psychedelic experiences has already been documented here, I've had 2. Since then I have had some more awakenings and what I noticed was when I contemplated (focused attention/intention) on the nature of reality when I would enter predream or actual dream states I would be given an awakening experience. You see...you ARE the dream itself. So if you BELIEVE you can awaken....you awaken. Everything is just pointers, tools to guide you there but its you that will take the trip. Now I do believe those 2 experiences changed my biology to facilitate the process and I wouldn't be surprised if more trips facilitated it even more but you actually don't need them. You don't need deep mystical experiences, the whole point of all this is love. It really is just that. Its to separate and unite over and over and to enjoy this constant push and pull that we are doing. We are here to enjoy the nature of the duality. But also...to awake to what is going on as well. This whole process feels like metaphysical sex when you realize what is going on. Its freaking beautiful. But as always...the ego will try to sneak in to hold or grasp this experience, and will be afraid to lose it. This will get you thinking I need to raise in consciousness even more. So then you will, and then you will start to judge lower consciousness without realizing the whole point we are here is to experience duality. This is what it means that there is no right or wrong, up or down, etc. All labels are themselves relational to each other and have no label or definition WITHOUT THE OTHER. So how is higher better? It is only higher in comparison!! Without a comparison it just is!!! Comparison is the game of the ego!! Now its fun because it gives the ego something to do!! But, if you really start to believe in a higher...then you are just falling asleep again. So the question is can you be high in awareness and fall back asleep? The answer is YES!!! This is why in Leo's own words Love and Intelligence are one!!! The highest intelligence truly understands that there is no distinction, and no boundaries. So then you would ask...so then why are we here? To enjoy the illusion of boundaries for pure enjoyment. Only a limited awareness can see boundaries, at the highest it will always collapse. So you want to be here, you just forgot. Its beautiful, everything is beautiful. Duality is beautiful!!!
  5. You guys don't understand....I just had another awakening tonight...its ridiculous...you don't even need psychedelics....just contemplate continually and open yourself up...and it comes in!!! I was shown some more glimpses...why we are here....its just so share our love for ourselves...this is why what Leo is telling you...is so counter to why we are here, but it also makes sense....because...he has to embody his own teachings...and its scary. But he will do it...he has no choice in the matter...because God wants to reunite with itself...so God will. There is no bad, there is no good, there is no right or wrong, there is only God playing a game with itself and all that happened is God fell asleep and needs to be awakened. It is really that simple. Its so funny...I was literally shown...everyone really is you!!! Its so funny, its so freaking funny!!! I see why only serious people are asleep!!! Its too funny!!! You don't even need psychedelics for this!! At all!!! Maybe 1 or 2 trips to loosen you up, but after that you don't need them!!! There is nothing to contemplate so deeply after you awaken!! Leo is searching for something that isn't there. Leo...its all you!!! What is there to be afraid of? Its you!!! Everything, ever person, its freaking you!!! Don't let your ego pull you back again....lol.
  6. You do realize...the ego was purposefully constructed right? You do realize that as long as you are saying something is better, or more profound, you are just playing the same guy right? You do realize that to have an up, you need a down, to have a left you need a right, so all labels are just relational. If everyone was Leo...there would be no Leo. You need different expressions to make the whole. All that is happening is Leo is becoming so in love with himself that now anything that isn't point in the same direction as him is less than. You can't say there are higher virtues....there are no higher virtues. That is a trap. Everything just is. As long as you think something is higher...you will continue to play the ego's game of attainment. There is nothing to attain. Go back and watch his radical implications of oneness. You will one day live your life as Leo. Leo will one day live his life as you. So picture how funny it is, to point to yourself and say...I have attained Super Intelligent levels far beyond blah blah blah. You are just playing an identity game with yourself. Is it fun? Sure the universe loves to play pretend. Just don't get too lost in mirrors.
  7. This ^. But here is the part that will scare you....death...is just a change in perspective of the movie. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qfYOaFTUVoo&ab_channel=Actualized.org
  8. So there is a certain person on this forum who replied to me "No wonder we are so fucked up!" I replied that we weren't fucked up we were confused.... I think I maybe taking that back....yeah fucked up maybe a legit answer. Obviously I know everything is always working together in instant perfection. I am totally aware of it, not in its totality obviously but I see the big picture. But its funny when you see the small squabbles, and selfish egos running around so dysfunctional and you know....its not their fault. Its so funny how important parenting is. I've had this discussion over the years with my friend but seriously...we need to take parenting seriously. How do we even fix this? So many people form relationships selfishly and give birth and torture their children. Then their child grows into an adult who tortures others....the first problem we need to fix is understanding the importance of the parent to help a child build a healthy ego growing up. A flexible less rigid ego that is full of love. All this hatred and pain you see if literally the result of a bunch of hatred and pain being passed down generation from generation. Its incredibly hilarious that the answer to every single question is LOVE. Is like how do we solve inequality? LOVE. How do we solve racism? LOVE. How do we heal? Self-Love, and forgiveness which is LOVE. How do we unite the divide between modern men and women? Love again. How do we parent our kids? Love. What is Love? Go freaking watch Leo Gura's Love series and follow that!! But, But, that is hard to do.....exactly...that's we are here. Love is the hardest thing to do, but its also the solution to everything. Its the hardest thing to do....but if you do it collectively.....it then becomes the easiest thing to do. So its like investing in a failing company. Initially you invest love into selfish people...and you will not get equal return on investment. But over time...slowly...you will get a return. It will be small initially and then over time...it will increase until it hits a breaking point, a critical mass point where it EXPLODES!!! But since collectively....we are so selfish and stubborn...we are crawling there so we needed a push. Global Pandemic? Push. High interest rates and mortagages/rent? Push. Crime could increase and maybe some more wars..PUSH. Sometimes you need to bring in a belt and whoop your children into shape!!! Survival, Masculine Love, the pain that forces you into action. All the problems can be solved with Love, the level of separation, discord we have is at the level of Love we are at. So...in whatever capacity/level you are at...just attempt to Love a little more. I know its scary, its painful, its like dipping your toe in ice cold water, but hey...either it gets done...or we annihilate ourselves (I don't think we will, but we may get close) but all separation is illusion we all impact each other. I can feel the pain of others...because...ultimately...they are me.
  9. Good use of paradox!!! I am glad I don't use the word so I can't be included in this form of hypocrisy but this is why I have said in the past that hypocrisy, and paradox are comedy. Its Reality's way of letting us know how silly we are. Yes if the word is bad nobody should use it, and allowing a group to use it because they are the victims can give unique work arounds....like this one which proves how silly it is. We are literally viewing how silly this is, with that said....I dare you to use it around black people. I won't care...but I cannot speak for other blacks on that one lol.
  10. Wow nice find!!! I apologize!!! LOL!! Well thank you kind person and yes we are all a product of everyone we interact with. We are like impression machines just taking in stimulus to craft more interpretations onwards into infinity.
  11. You are desire itself. That's the point. Every single moment you are acting out of desire. For example....you have a desire to explain yourself more. You will literally respond to this or not respond out of desire. Its the motivating factor of reality/dream itself. Illusion, appearance, real, these are just labels to describe nothing. If its nothing, then you can never pin it down. Reality and illusion are the same. There is only ever different forms of expression. God at its non dream state is one form of expression. That expression is the dormant potentiality of all expression. So the infinite expression that has not expressed is God/Infinite Love. When God expresses it creates a self. A self is just an expression. That expression is the creation of self. Saying there is no self is akin to saying there is no reality. Its called an illusion because you are trying to find the source of the expression. But how is it an illusion when it is one with the source itself? The source and the expression is ONE. So to call reality and self an illusion as definitive is to deny the source itself. If you deny the source itself....you have lost it. Completely and utterly lost it. Because...you cannot be responding if there is nothing here. Its both nothing and everything. Its both self and no self. Its both no expression and all expression. You cannot speak the truth, it cannot be expressed in language because it is infinite. It is everything there ever was and will ever will be and it will never end. So stop with this no self thing you are lost. No label has ever accurately described anything. Labels are themselves...a self. Everything is self. Even no self...is a self. Self is expression.
  12. So one of the coolest aspects of this forum is it is ripe full of mirrors. If you really pay attention to your interactions in how you respond and how others respond to you, you will constantly see yourself being reflected back. Its hilarious how subtle it is, and will really reveal how awareness really determines the amount of harm you will do. What's even funnier, is we always assume the person is doing it on purpose, but if we pay attention to how we act we will notice our own unconscious behaviors. For example one of the greatest truths you will realize is how you relate to yourself is how you relate to others. Of course this makes perfect sense because you relate to others based on how you process information and how you think and interpret it. So all you are doing when you talk to others is you are thinking out loud. This is why we conflict, because our internal environments are so different. Its like if my room is on 80 degrees and I love that temperature and you like it on 65 degrees. Then when we converse I give you some 80 and you are like...that's too hot, and you give me some 65 and I'm like that's too cold. So what was it I have been noticing? Well karma travels fast here on this forum, much faster than in real life. So for every time I attempt to "teach" somebody instead of trying to understand them I get a dose of that given back to me. Its so funny how being on the receiving end of what you do to others feels completely different than being the one giving it. Karma is hilarious. Because as someone is doing to me what I do to others....I'm like wow...so this is what it feels like to deal with me when I act like this? Now why does this happen? You see some people like to work on pursuing truth. So they are constantly learning small lessons, and they become eager to share it. Now other like minded people who are of a similar nature will be open to this, but not everyone wants to be taught, and even if they do they may not be in the mood. Its funny, I am aware of this already, but for me to shake out of this habit of mine I have to turn the temperature down from 80 and I love it at 80 degrees. Feels nice and hot....I love the heat. Its not as comfortable changing the way I relate to others by changing the way I relate to myself, but I realize my foolishness when someone does it to me. In all interactions the person's first two desires is to be heard, and understood. Obviously you want to be heard, so your message can be seen and get across. Obviously you want to be understood, because who wants people to misinterpret them? Once a person feels, and this is important FEELS that they have been properly heard and understood, THEN they will be receptive to feedback. Me? I have a bad habit of just going in guns ablazing....HERE IS WHERE YOU ARE WRONG, or it DOESN'T MEAN THAT...lol. I feel powerful and just doing this like some type of super hero, then when someone does what I do back to me I'm like wow.....so this is what I be doing? So forgive me....for I know not what I do. I will endeavor to connect with your message more and stop jumping the gun. Be patient as I shed myself of the guru/disciple relationship I have with myself that I project onto others. A love of truth will make you try to project your inner truth onto others. You love truth so you want to share it with others, LOL. Sometimes...we are clumsy in sharing our love.
  13. Everything that has happened....the moment we interpret it...is a story. Even choosing to not believe the story is all we are...is itself a story. There is only story. Story...is all there is....you cannot have a dream without story...that would be a dreamless sleep. The moment you have intrepretation....you have story. So life/reality IS STORY. Experienced at all levels by all of creation.
  14. The answer is yes. There is overwhelming evidence to this, all it did was increase celebrity culture. Celebrity Culture= Celebration of Individuals as better than others. Narcissism is the belief of superiority of the individual self as better than others. Its a belief of hierarchy as being equivalent to value and self-worth.
  15. I will be making a thread where we can explore this new video of Leo's....but my main thing will be this. Two questions. What is originality? And.... It comes from these Bible verses. The words of the Teacher, [1] son of David, king in Jerusalem: 2 "Meaningless! Meaningless!" says the Teacher. "Utterly meaningless! Everything is meaningless." 3 What does man gain from all his labor at which he toils under the sun? 4 Generations come and generations go, but the earth remains forever. 5 The sun rises and the sun sets, and hurries back to where it rises. 6 The wind blows to the south and turns to the north; round and round it goes, ever returning on its course. 7 All streams flow into the sea, yet the sea is never full. To the place the streams come from, there they return again. 8 All things are wearisome, more than one can say. The eye never has enough of seeing, nor the ear its fill of hearing. 9 What has been will be again, what has been done will be done again; there is nothing new under the sun. 10 Is there anything of which one can say, "Look! This is something new"? It was here already, long ago; it was here before our time. Source: http://web.mit.edu/jywang/www/cef/Bible/NIV/NIV_Bible/ECC+1.html#:~:text=The eye never has enough,one can say%2C "Look!
  16. I really think I am falling for your clever comedy lol. You are probably hilarious in person, the person that says the funny thing at the right time. Hahahaha
  17. Yall had me dying!! Especially the Leo Tate!!! How did you do that??
  18. Leo needs to stop playing games and grow that beard!!! LOL. Then next Halloween Cosplay as a Viking!!!
  19. I'm not going to jump into this one lol....it will cause a whole lot of drama...good luck to all who do. I already learned what I needed from the Man v.s. Woman in the dating scene. Anyone want to know who wrote the best books on the game between the two hit me up. Otherwise....peace out lol.