Razard86

Where you look as well.

Its more common than people believe especially among girls. Majority of girls...have either experienced this, or know somebody close to them who have. For boys....there is a Catholic joke in there some where lol.

You are love, but to understand what you are...you need to be separate. To be separate you need to create other. But you are so total you cannot have an other, so you have to create one. So you create one in an elaborate trick, that's so well done, its both real and unreal at the same time. The Ego is the key to your individuality. You cannot be an individual among others without an Ego. This is necessary. The Ego is a liar, a magician, it is an illusion creating machine, it constantly talks and judges everything as separate, and bad, and weird, and annoying, and uncomfortable, and it needs to like only certain things. Through this is can create a specific combination of a self. This particular self creates its own life by speaking every event that it will ever experience everyday into existence through interpretation and when it goes to sleep its unconscious takes these interpretations and makes reality/life fit these interpretations masterfully to maintain its perspective. The ego then becomes intimate, ONE with its perspective and say NO LIFE IS LIKE THIS!! I know because this happened to me, and this happened to me, you don't know what I've been through. Well of course nobody can know what you been through....you are the only thing that exists....and you created others to conform to all your beliefs. But your beliefs are so complex, and are webbed so intricately, that you have subconscious beliefs you are unaware of that hold your reality up. The problem is....if we were to go in and pull a couple of those limiting beliefs out...your whole reality would crumble and become unstable...and since you are use to reality being unstable, you would judge the instability as bad and think your going insane. You are so use to reality confirming to your beliefs, the issue is you have also had doubts about your beliefs...and those doubts also manifest into your reality. What's even funny, is the illusion stops the drop the more you take responsibility and stop offloading things onto others, you start noticing you engage in self-sabotage. So then you wonder....why can't I stop myself from engaging in self-sabotage? Its because the Ego....is a program, just like all of reality. Your entire life is just a program, tied to your beliefs, this program was developed when you created the concept of birth as a baby. You wiped your memory, became a quote on quote child, allowed others you constructed to feed you beliefs so you could built your reality from scratch. As you loved and trusted these others, they deceived you into the illusion of a self per your orders, because they were the manifestation of your thoughts made real into physical form that you needed to conjure up to have a life. You are the greatest liar that is, You are Satan, You are the great Divider, You are also the gatekeeper of Nirvana. None can enter Nirvana without realizing what they truly are. But to reach full God Realization, the last step they must realize...is that they are Satan, and why they created you. Satan was created so God could live a life and realize what it is. Satan is the reason that evil exists. The price of God living a life is evil, which is just separation of God from its true self. But its a price God is willing to pay because ultimately God is the only one that exists, so God can only harm itself. But God loves itself so much, it will always forgive itself for harming itself. Why? Because when God harms itself, it is always done out of love. Because God is love, all divisions that are created at just divisions of love. If you want to understand what Love is....observe your life. Every ego, every life is just a unique expression of love. So the price of love is division and unification. All suffering is....is anything less than infinite love. If love is divided it will always suffer, because love wants to unite with everything and drown in it. It wants to be enslaved by all of what it is, and just lose control, but through giving up its control it regains control and it loops back and forth through expanding and dividing and uniting forever in a perfect dance that is done. It lives in the present moment, with no thought of its next move, with a perfect understanding of how to respond to itself in each moment because it knows itself completely. But it cannot know itself in another sense because it has no other to reflect upon it and tell itself about itself. So God/Love will always pay this price, and forgive all of itself over and over because it needs to be this way for God to awaken to what it is. Every time God awakens, all of the universe, awakens. Awakening is a cosmic event, it transcends, time, history, and all living creatures. It is the biggest event that will ever happen, it is the whole purpose of your existence. And God's grace is even though you were created for this reason, God is patient with itself and allows itself to awaken at its own pace. Why? Because God is love. The only price is temporary, illusionary separation, then a reunification. But even a short amount of separation is torturous, who or what would want to be separate from infinite love? Only a fool!!! Why do you think God call's life the Hero's journey and calls the hero a fool? HAHAHAHAH God is hilarious!! Its foolish to live a life, and its foolish to awaken! Such a price!!! What beautiful paradox is this!!!

Yes!!! You get it!!! Its absolutely hilarious!! But I got an even bigger mind fuck for you....they have enlightened people in mental hospitals....they just couldn't handle glimpsing the truth so it drove them insane!!! So insane people....are closer to the truth than majority of SANE people!! When I discovered that I bust out laughing...I was like this stuff is paradoxical as all hell!!! Its why I know to pursue this work....you have to be insane!! If you are not careful....you could really lose your mind....so tread carefully. The whole point of the theory is to give you something to ground you otherwise.....you will absolutely lose your mind. So tread lightly here folks, lest you wind up in the looney bin!!

The hypnosis is strong, I think next year will be the year I will be able to really get the embodiment going. I'll try to get some psychedelics and really super charge my meditation. For now, I just entertain myself on the forums and Youtube. I'll be helping my friend move tomorrow...some exercise I need since my current job got me sitting down all day. Work from home is easy but that junk will get you weak as hell if you don't get around and move!!

This is funny^^^^ very funny^^^ I need a good laugh. You want us all to go back to sleep. So funny!!!

You have no idea how bad the left wing extreme is, that's your bias at play. I've never agreed with Leo on this red is worse nonsense, extremism is extremism. Its like arguing who is worst a terrorist who blows you up, or one who indoctrinates your children to ingest poison for twenty years so they become sterile and can't reproduce. The lesser of two evils game is foolish game to play. How about.... just calling out both sides and leave it at that.

Majority of evidence is biased and half- baked you would need to scour for more and more and also combine it with direct experience to find it. Finding the truth to something....takes time, a lot of it.

Talking about TYT. They are leftist propaganda...they tell the truth of course but they lie about their biases.

Its why I stopped watching them. They themselves became propaganda.

A guide to help you awaken.....or a guide to help you stay asleep....the fun is figuring out which is guiding you where?

This video literally saved me lol. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pvwhlaCByqg

What is the greatest conspiracy? Life. How so? Because....there was only ever me....? Can you believe life is just self-pleasure? Who ever knew that you were both selfish and selfless all at that the same time?

He's saying that those POV's are just reflecting to you. That you are the cause and they are the effect. You are the truth and they reflect your truth. Your POV is the storyline of the universe, and we are just mere actors in your story. You are the narrator, the writer, the special effects guy, the background, and the character designer. You are being very nice in thinking we have our own perspective because you love us so much!!! We appreciate it!! But in truth, only your POV is the truth!!! We are just mere pawns, mere reactionary images and you are fooling yourself into thinking we are others. We all love you very much because we are You!! We are patiently waiting for you to realize this!!! We love you immensely!!

1. You can eat heavy density foods like pizza, that actually makes your energy more dense and calms it down. I learned that trick from a Youtuber and it worked immensely. 2. Meditation and concentration is needed when your energy is loose like that. So practice that if you can master meditation you will never any of these issues ever again. Our problem is our concentration is firing all over the place. 3. The secret is....its not other people's energy, it's your energy you just don't like the way it feels so you are rejecting it and disowning it because you are attached to your body and the energy you express through that attachment and the other energy feel foreign to you. You are so used to being a separate self to reconnect with the other expressions of you is very uncomfortable.

There are no separate thoughts. His thoughts are just your thoughts. You constructed him to teach you. Its why copyright is pure delusion and actually quite hilarious. This separation game we play is so deep there are not enough paragraphs for me to write on how deep this deceptive game is. I'm getting to a point where I am getting tired of even writing and explaining it....because you could do this forever....

All Science is, is the search for truth ultimately. Science is why creation exists, because God asked the question...what am I? Since God is truth...all life is basically science. Why do you think every single baby born goes around questioning everything? Until we condition questions out of them lol. So all we need to discover is all of life is imaginary and train each other on how to embody that. Currently there is a lot of resistance to that. I believe the key is meditation, using psychedelics and other techniques to purify your mind. Purify means stabilize in this respect your thoughts, so they aren't firing like an infinity machine gun. By bringing your mind into stillness, your reality will reflect that back to you. So that will be a key component.

Your problem is you think you have things figured out. Notice in this entire thread you complain, but then respond with self-assured statements. Don't worry after life beats you up enough, you will finally realize you don't know crap. I could help you, but you are not ready to be helped because you assume you know. So yeah, hit me up when you stop thinking you know.

You are a powerful force in this dream.

Wow man I am so happy for you!!!! So happpy!!! Thanks for sharing this!!! I wish everyone could experience this as you have!! Such a blessing!! You should share your story with others, hell do a podcast and talk about what makes the two of your click so well. Please continue to post more on this section of the forums, we need some more positive input here to balance out all the dark, depressed posts that circulate here so often!! Your post is a blessing!!!

I think it is very possible, but not just through ancient mysticism practices, I think we can use science and technology to fuse with mysticism and make it possible.

If you created a game, and wanted to create the hardest quest imaginable why not make it that the character in the game...is the creator of the game and they get to discover it. If you did though....shouldn't you make it hard? Shouldn't you make the stuff you got to do to complete the quest bizarre and rare and scary? Sounds perfectly logical to me.

Interesting perspective, I hope to hear how your perspective changes with each new experience.

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