Razard86

I'll explain when I have more time. I might need to dig up some of his older content to present it.

Well first of all this no self thing everyone keeps getting stuck in...the no self is about the individual self, if you cannot get past that trap you can't be helped. It just means your bias is currently too strong to figure it out. My friend had a trip where he became the infinite singularity and realized he was all alone. He also realized there was no other in which he could REFLECT itself onto. He said in that moment he suffered. His insight is he thinks first there was suffering....and then came love. That Love exists because of suffering. Think about it...God is this amazing thing but God is all alone and it had to eventually accept this. How long would it take God to do this? God is infinite so God could search for an other...for a very long time....I'm talking long. So how long did it take God to accept that it was alone? You see we think that feelings are a human trait, like happiness, joy, sorrow, etc, lol they are not a human trait. You really think God is some other...its literally you. You will become that singularity....and be like wow.....so it was all me after all. You will still have feelings. So you will discover. You are still a self. So all this no self stuff you all are getting stuck. Go verify for yourself stop repeating all these things. Anyway...its an interesting proposition. Could the source of God's love for everything be motivated by God's realization that something... is so valuable....because ultimately its all nothing? Life is such a profound gift, because life is God having a reflection, another. Your life is God's gift to itself, this is why God loves you unconditionally. I'm also noticing we have a strong aversion to negativity on this forum....we really need to stop that. Every expression...is what God wants to express otherwise it wouldn't happen. Each expression is literally a message from God. Now I'm not saying explode into pure negativity here, let's try to have some balance but let's also try to understand that suffering is here for a reason. I can truly say from the direct experience of my own personal life, I only have empathy because I experienced suffering. In fact I only don't hold grudges because I experienced suffering. I understand pain so much, I don't want others to experience it and if I have caused pain (which obviously I will from time to time) I will always regret it but also accept it also. Sometimes you do have to cause pain to help someone, but I always regret the pain part. Anyway your thoughts? Please don't jump on here and be like NO God is love....blah blah blah. We know God is love...but why? Ask yourself. God is your ultimate mirror. How did you come to realize what love is? Why would you think God any different? The only difference between you and what you know as God is just limits. If you become limitless....then you are God. So ask yourself....how did you learn love? If you can understand that....then you can see what I am driving at here.

There are some you may meet on this journey of yours of coming and going where they love the chase. The chase, the pursuit, the aspirant journey, the motivated endeavor, is its sole reward. Many of them may initially delude themselves that its the prize they most want, but sadly when they acquire the apple of their eye they are surprised at the disappointment that floods their being. If you wake up with energy and a daily renewed desire to check up on your progress towards your goal, and the lack of discernable progress or meaningful change in your relational distance does not disturb you or a back slide or increase in distance actually motivates you more then you may be one of these breathing peculiarities walking around whose greatest joy is the chase itself. Nothing wrong with this disposition, but its interesting to behold as an onlooker, at the person whose pursuit ends in the prize brings the same feelings as the one who did not receive the prize. The winner ends up being indistinguishable from the loser, truly they have become one. Maybe this is a constant reminder of the innocence of the child being revealed. The true essence of play isn't in the rewarding of a victor, but the enjoyment of the game itself. As the board game is done, all the pieces are returned, like a play all the props are put back into their place and the costumes come off. What was the purpose of the whole ordeal? To tell a story, to have an experience, to have some fun, all not for some prize, the whole thing was the prize itself. The rich man and the poor man, the old and the young, the wise and the foolish, all originated from the same source, and return from whence they came. What is attainment, when all shall return.

The Troll is excited by what it sees, its joy is found in discord. Its entire setup is to sow division amongst all it sets its sight on. The Troll cannot exist without self-illumination into some subtle shadow that it sees. It sees hypocrisy and laughs in glee at the opportunity to present it into the light. It views from its perspective that its an arbiter of truth, to reveal to the shallow their lack of depth. But it must show off its cleverness, and do this with some art and craftiness. The troll is an entertainer but also an educator, its much too smart for its targets. It dances in revelry and pure satisfaction when its targets writhe in agony. Its gleeful when its super effective at causing some pain, the more the stronger its existence becomes. But if it only realized it was looking in the mirror, and when it looks there is nothing there. If the Troll only looked but it refuses you see, to look is to realize it does not exist, and that all along it was laughing and playing with nothing, if it did its game would come to an end. To realize this is the biggest of trolls because this means there was never a troll and nothing ever happened at all. Nothing brings forth the troll with words, and silence erases it. Every time you speak you create a troll, and silence vanquishes it from existence. Words and trolls are one, if there are words there will be trolls, so be silent in the prescience of trolls, laughing internally knowing, that the one doing the troll was always you, it was born out of your words alone and you created a duality.

I've been there...and even though I'm not there anymore...I can still dip my toe in that perspective because memories don't leave. Its normal, its actually apart of the Hero's Journey. The Hero needs a reason to go on a journey of self-discovery or individuation as Carl Jung calls it. Make self-honesty your guide, daily application of your best efforts your mantra, and self-validation (give yourself praise and love for your efforts, and don't base it on results but the effort itself) and you will cultivate the love for yourself that is being denied to you. Understand we live in a world that does not know what it is, they are all lost and confused and as such cannot give you love when they deny it to themselves. We can only give to others what we have ourselves, so focus on yourself and looking to yourself for now as the sole provider for all the emotional and psychological needs you desire. Also this forum is a good resource to ask for people's opinions and perceptions. Drop me a PM or anyone here you think can offer you some insights. You are worthy of love, ignore anyone that tells you otherwise. Be the rose that grows from concrete.

That's true love, no conditions, you do it for the sake of itself. The gym now knows how much you care for it!!

This is you lol. Your the guy in the video. One day you will get it. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-4EDhdAHrOg

SOUL you are so addicted to being right you are lost. Why do you think what happened with you and Prosperina manifested? You think it was an accident? The whole time you kept apologizing thinking "I'm doing the right thing what is the problem?" She didn't want an apology as much as she wanted an honest admittance of your b.s. Had you replied Hey Prosperina I'm sorry sometimes I can be arrogant because I love to showcase my intelligence and can come across as uncaring. This is not my intent. I had to be a little arrogant in life to become as smart as I am because I had to believe I knew better to reach this point. I am addicted to truth, and spreading it because I love it. So what I realized is in our discourse I didn't listen as intently because I perceived my perspective as superior, I didn't intend to do this as I don't think I'm superior but its just a distinction that exists within me that has helped me in life. So I apologize if I came across as arrogant what part do you think I was missing in your comment? THIS is how you apologize. You own your shit and call yourself out so the other person doesn't have to take the time to do it for you. It takes them off the hook of having to do it for you and deal wlith all your wiggling, and dodging. I'm giving you game here, because I literally see myself in you. Its so funny actually. But hey...keep on being holy than thou and afraid to admit your flaws....see how far that gets you.

You been paying me a whole lot of attention, its nice to see it redirected at you. Again unless you can be honest, you will suffer the actions you inflict on others. I'll just keep watching your actions get redirected at you until you get it. You love the mirror game after all.

The whole premise of the red pill, is literally based on a jealousy of the power of the feminine. Take it from a guy who was in the movement for 4 years before it became mainstream. You are red pill you are just in denial. You need to be more honest. You are afraid of being a hypocrite. Listen. You are a hypocrite. Reality...is hypocritical the moment you make a distinction. That means language is hypocrisy. That means if any of us judge you for being a hypocrite...it makes us hypocrites. Do you want to know how to see through your b.s. easier? Realize. Every single human on the planet...is full of shit. Once you realize this...you can breathe a sigh of relief and wade through your own b.s. realizing that you are NO different for having shit, you are normal. Reality is a grand shitfest, in which God gets to know itself. Now with that out of the way I totally understand your frustration but here is where you are missing it. Because most women who are beautiful have power from looks they rarely ever develop anything beyond it. As a result all their relationships become superficial. Additionally they have a distorted view early on what true value is as they are constantly being told that value is appearance. So how could they know true value is cultivated within when their environment is telling them something different? So they are imprisoned in a search for the exterior. Think about this? They are fooled into trying to find deepness in the exterior. So most learn no relationship skills so they suck at relating, they have an undeveloped ability to perceive the value of depth, and as a result of lacking said depth in their life they feel shallow and empty. Why do you think majority of them abuse drugs? So you see paradoxically ugliness or average appearance is actually a gift!! You start off on normal difficulty or hard difficulty and if you hang in there you win in the end!! Pretty people or people born rich struggle to learn the opposite part of life. Its why I laugh when people get jealous of rich and beautiful people, you guys have NO IDEA HOW MUCH THEY SUFFER! They suffer BAD!!! They are just great at HIDING IT!! A lot of people on this forums do not understand how integrity works in life. You cannot escape yourself. If you engage in self-delusion you will suffer said delusion. The key to happiness in life is self-honesty, self-reflection. If you do not look in the mirror of your reflection and accept what you see, then that is the level you will suffer at. It doesn't matter how much sex you have, money, fame, whatever. You live life based on how you feel about yourself. NOTHING ELSE. You know if you are a liar, you know if you are lazy, you know if you are inauthentic, you know what you truly are but you play this game of pretend and you suffer that game. ^Keep pretending, you do love your suffering.

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Thank you Oxygen!!! You are so good at your job that nobody even notices you!!! You are the ultimate beta!!! You are so consistent there are never any worries!! We worry about food, shelter, water, clothing, but we never worry about you!! You come through so consistently that we only notice you when you are gone!! You are the most valuable thing when it comes to survival but since you are the most available and consistent without any failure we take you for granted!! You need to make us miss you so we will give you praise!! You are too nice, too giving, too selfless, that we forget you even exist until you are gone. You are the ultimate example of what many fear in relationships, too be so consistent that you are boring. Oxygen is proof of what happens if things work to perfectly, its ignored and considered not a challenge. We value food, and the other necessities more because they make themselves scarce and force us to capture them, but Oxygen is the ultimate beta, the ultimate doormat that holds everything up for us. So don't worry Oxygen I shall thank you even though others forget you exist!!! In the many relationships of this thing we call life you are the most missed!!! Thank you Oxygen!!!

Kael means “slender” or “narrow” (from Irish “caol”). You have mastered the narrow perspective, so well it is divine. Your name serves you well, you are divinely narrow in your perspective which allows you to encage yourself which allows you to be trapped and believe you are not already liberated. Its very amazing to watch, I'm in awe of the art of your creation.

A better example would be what is hurt/pain? LOL.

You are doing what he does to me. I so love karma!!! Feel it Soul!!! This is what you were doing to me!!!! Law of Attraction!!! Feel the Karma baby!! Karma travels fast on this forum!!!

Lol not fair you are much nicer to her than you are to me. Playing favorites? I know you don't mean ill will, you have a stickiness, a stubbornness that some will take for aggression. That stubbornness has served you in search for truth and understanding but some will mistake it for arrogance. Its classically known as a "need to be right." Something one of my friends pointed out to me this year. The need to be write will make you come across as arrogant, belittling, and not a good listener. I would know...because I have done that and still do it from time to time. In fact you mirror me very well lol.

Anger is an expression of lack of control, and also a judgment against your self. You probably do not like yourself very much, you probably do not like your environment, and probably do not like your life. Here are things you probably have issues with. Your looks, your family relationships, your relationships with non-family members, your relationship with the culture you are raised in and what it values and how you judge yourself in relation to those values. So basically you do not feel accepted by your family, your culture, and ultimately yourself. You feel trapped inside a box and want to get out but have no idea how. You know you have worth, but you don't see it being reflected back to you by others and as a result it pisses you off. You feel like others do not truly see you, and you feel alone. Does any of what I said resonate with you? Or am I full of B.S.? Let me know....

Nice!

He is saying that Science will need to realize everything is imaginary to take the next step forward, basically...we all right here are laying the groundwork.

https://www.actualized.org/insights?p=2 Hey I don't blame them, we are pretty funny.

All true, so true....but hey I was there not too long ago myself...its a miracle to even awaken at all, there are too many traps between there and here. Its rather impressive that there are people here in their teens to early 20's who understand and grasp any of this at all. I don't even know if they should sometime as it could potentially be very isolating for some.

^That was beautiful.

Here it comes the robotic... replies. Even after I said contemplate. Oh well it is what it is.

.And this is why I posted the solipsistic bubble post to show people how the bubble works. Its not a perfect representation but its a nice clue. Some people are visual learners.

Lol yall are cracking me up!!! Thank you trillions of anaerobic organisms also for your sacrifice.