Razard86

Ever wonder why its so hard to make a decision? How you have so many different perspectives you can consider within your overall perspective. Well here is how to notice some more pointers to becoming awaken. Each person is a living expression of a characteristic of you. For example let's say you have an image of a brave person....you will create a person like that and they will be walking in the world. Now that creation is really YOU, so you are literally interacting with your own perspective made manifest in your dream!!! Everyone you meet is just a characteristic of you, interacting with whatever characteristic you are expressing. Its just that you have so many infinite combinations of expressions that they are going to conflict, even with the one you are "housed" inside lol. So think of every person and thing you meet as a thought, and also your ego itself as a thought in your mind that has taken form. So for example when you argue with someone who is logical, you are just arguing with your logical thought. If you are arguing with someone who is an air head, you are just arguing with the part of your airheaded thought, etc. etc. So your life is just God/Universal Mind THINKING!!! So we are all just a gathering of thoughts interacting with each other!! That is so funny!!! Really pay attention to your interactions and you will notice it!! Its so freaking funny!!

BANG!!! I would remember that sound for the rest of my life was my first thought as I watched this young guy crumple to the floor. Dr. Werden originally ran towards Steve to stop him but it was too late, only an awkward body lay before him as dead as if he had never been alive beforehand. Dr. Werden frowned a hard frown and stated "This was Divine Will, and will not be understood." As I saw this I noticed I was trembling, it seems I was in a state of confusion and horror and was starting to get light-headed. I allowed myself the privilege of slumping to the ground as I watched Dr. Werden take out his cell phone and calmly dial. I heard him say "Yeah a student shot himself in the head on campus on by the South West Entrance to the Social Sciences Building. The campus is currently in a state of shock and terror." He then calmly bent down and looked Steve over being careful not to touch him, then simply stood there and waiting for the authorities to show up. I noticed my head was really hurting and Dr. Werden noticed me and started to approach. When he got in front of me and looked at me he asked "What's your name?" I shook my head to fight the daze I was feeling and replied "Richard, Richard Kennedy." Dr. Werden responded "Nice to meet you. Now how are you feeling Mr. Kennedy, you think you can stand or do you need to take some more time to process all this?" I shook my head to get some more of the daze out and replied confidently "No I'm fine I can stand." Dr. Werden then smiled and replied "Good because since you are a witness the police will have questions for you." Suddenly I felt a knot in my stomach, I didn't want to have to relive that moment much less talk about it. But then I remembered, that guy had people that cared about him, the least I could do was speak about his last moments. "Stand back, hey you tape this place up, and you two come over here and give me the low down." Dr. Werden led me to the man and put out his hand "The Name's Dr. Werden." The man took it and shook it "The name's Detective Presa Volte Crimine, you can call me Detective Volte since that's my nickname." Dr. Werden smiles and states "Well where would you like to do this questioning?" The Detective smirked "Don't worry I'll find a classroom and have yall stay after class." Dr. Werden smirked back "Will this count against our final?" I was taken aback, here we had a young guy with years ahead of him who just offed himself and these two were acting like long lost pals who'd just met up to have a chat. I looked at the two of them with accusatory glances and stated "Hey umm you do know someone just killed themselves right?" They both looked at me with a puzzled look. Dr. Werden gave a sheepish grin "Yeah me and the Detective go way back, he pretended just now that it was the first time we met but I use to do some consulting work for the Department a couple of years ago. We have dealt with a lot of dead bodies and we often use humor to liven up the dreary mood of crime scenes." The Detective looked at me like I was some puzzle he needed to figure out and replied "Look after you've seen 20 dead bodies, you kind of go numb. It is what it is, story of the grind." I could get the gist from a conceptual viewpoint, but for me this was new, raw, fresh, penetrating, and harrowing, if I could think up more adjectives I would but instead I felt like I was being pulled into a dark spiral and nothing mattered. I felt a deep fear arise in me, and I noticed that Dr. Werden and the Detective noticed and asked me to sit down as they led me to an empty classroom while they discussed some topic in the door way. As I sat at the desk I wondered, how would my last moment be? Would it be in a blaze of glory or would I just be some small mention in a sea of news stories without even a picture attributed as I wasn't noteworthy enough for any real effort in reporting my passing. After about five minutes Dr. Werden came to my table and let me know that the Detective had some questions for me. The Detective sat down with a recorder and stated his name, badge number, the date of the incident and what transpired. He had me state my name for the record on the recorder. Then we began the questioning. He asked me what happened before I got there, how did I end up at the scene, what did I see, how did I feel, what did Dr. Werden and the student do and did I hear their conversations. After about 10 minutes of this questioning he looked at me with a smile and told me I was done. He gave me his card, asked for my cell number and stated he would give me a call if he had anymore questions and that I was free to leave. Dr. Werden nodded and I jumped up as if suddenly held by restraints but let go, and quickly walked out of the classroom and headed home. I ran to my house, opened the front door, ran up stairs tripping as I did it clumsily, ran into my room and threw myself face first onto my bed. It seems I passed out and waking up had given me some energy. I went downstairs to the living room and turned on the T.V. and what I saw floored me. It was Dr. Werden being taken away in handcuffs and the caption read Dr. Werden was being charged with 'Criminally Negligent Murder" for the death of Steven Maldito. I couldn't believe it!! Its funny how some days work, who knew my first day of school would go from meeting my favorite teacher to witnessing a suicide in which my teacher would be charged complicit in. As I sat in astonishment I realized, I would probably end up being a key witness in the case and would have to go to court. I sunk in my couch, could this get any worse? How the hell did something like this happen to me? I hear the door bell ring, and when I opened it a reporter was there and a flash hit my eyes like he was trying to blind me forever. "Did you know the student Steven very well? What did you think about Dr. Werden's actions? Do you think he caused the kid to kill himself?" I slammed the door in his face. Looked up at ceiling as if trying to find God and thought...."Really what is the point of all this chaos?" My T.V. is still on and I hear that the news has already discovered that there is a material witness and they already discovered my name and they then plastered my face and name on the screen. I looked outside and news vans were parked along the street as if I were running some type of conference on the lawn. Things were just happening too fast for me. I just went from an unknown random student to the most famous witness to a crime in town. To be Continued.

Exactly....can never speak it, outside of direct experience there is no knowledge of it. Highest form of knowledge is BEING, its I AM. You need to be it, to get it...and what you find out is you can get it and not get it lol....so got damn slippery....but hey we have all of eternity to try.....

They get the joke. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YF5IHgM06i4&t=305s

Some people are wondering, what is the point of accepting everyone as me? What is the point of NOT judging and playing this game of separation? Easy....because there is a secret there. Remember how you are told you will be stuck in the cycle of death and rebirth if you are attached? Whoever you have the greatest hatred/fear of, THAT is who you will live your life through. You see, whatever you reject and deny, you are stating you do not understand them, so how do you truly understand what you don't at the highest level? By BEING it. So if you do not make your peace with all that is, and accept it all as you, then you will return as what you hate the most, and learn why what you hate the most is as it is!!! You have been playing this game of wanting to understand yourself forever!!!! So if a man's daughter is killed by a criminal and he dies with pain in his heart, he will live his life as the criminal and will kill his own daughter. You will understand and unify ALL OF YOU because it IS YOU. Any rejection/fear of what is YOU, you will unify by being it!!! Radical Implication of Oneness on a whole different perspective!!! LOL!!!

Lol how could I prove something like this. Answer that? How can you disprove it? You can't disprove it, and I can't prove it. You have to verify it for yourself. Your own direct experience is king. If you understand how this game works...every awakening is a personal thing. It also is going to have different flavors as Leo likes to say. The moment you think you have grasped it...its delusion. All words are delusion, all foundational teachings are delusion. You can't grasp it. Explain to me how you grasp the ungraspable? It doesn't make sense because it is not supposed to make sense. You just need to verify. Intuition is intuition. You will always dream...forever...you don't even know if you haven't dreamed the same dream over again....how would you know? How would you verify? Exactly....so let's not play these games. Majority of my insights are mine. Which means they are YOURS. The one I shared earlier about suffering came from my friend because I wouldn't take credit for someone else's awakening or insight. Again....he is also me so his insight is mine as well. Leo is you, so whatever Leo thinks up...is you thinking up. All conflict...is delusion, you are just arguing with yourself. You are right now dreaming...and arguing with yourself about awakening and insights. Here is a big one for you... INSIGHTS!!! ARE IMAGINARY!!! Being Enlightened is a game in itself!! Its called the enlightenment game. Or did you forget we have Zen Devils, and Spiritual Egos? So once you realize that everything in the dream is imaginary...what is there to take serious? If you are serious about anything....you aren't getting it. Hell even serious is an act, how are you serious in a dream? Its too funny. I can play serious if yall want...lol but everything you see is just an act. You are a thought an archetype in Universal Mind, taking your freaking roles too got damn serious. Oh no!!! Don't forget your lines!!!

Lol who knows...find out for yourself.

I don't trust that eyeball its fishy...

Just tell him he has to experience it to understand. LOL. He will question you forever. How was the metaphysical sex? You enjoy it? LOL.

No!!!!! Lol!!!! You gave in so easily....he's tricking you!!!! LOL!!

Is it manic posting or is that your perspective? What is the boundary between manic and non manic? Who decides that? You? How many posts is manic and non manic? By what metric do you arrive by that? Is it a hard line or is it situational?

You believe you cannot enter his psyche....if you only knew.

Its not considered intelligent because the masculine has a bias against emotional intelligence. It makes it hard for the masculine to relate to the feminine and thus his own feelings, this disconnects him from his own nature, and the nature of others. The masculine likes to feel in control and listening to his emotions and flowing with them threatens this control. Masculinity like stability, because it like things to be ordered, structured, and predictable. Once you go into feelings it will run and hide because it fears not being in control. Its quite amusing.

This is too funny....oh my gosh...you are doing it to me again!!! Waking me up again!!! LOL!!! Too funny!!! I can't stop laughing at this!!!

Why are you afraid to go mad? What is the distinction between mad and sane? How would you know what is sane and mad? Isn't that all a perspective? If it's your dream....wouldn't it be up to you what is sane or insane? Or should you let others you dreamed up tell you? https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mental_health_of_Jesus Why would you think Infinity is sane? Isn't it illogical? If you think logic= sanity then you aren't ready for infinity lol.

You are so much fun. You have no idea!! This is so much fun!!! Your denial is beautiful!!! Its so beautiful!! Keep doing it!!! I love it!!!

Exactly!!!!

It's part of the dream. Just to make it fun. You literally created Leo, which is very funny. You even created me, to tell you what I just did. Think of it like this...the greatest conspiracy ever in existence is life. You are fooling yourself that there are others. This is all just a drama, a very convincing drama. So convincing its real....that is what is so hilarious. We look up to actors in movies....and think they are special...lol you been acting your entire life!!! Its very funny when you realize this!!!! Awakening= Breaking out of character and realizing it was all an act.

And that is why it is so funny!!! If you knew...you would be laughing too!! Enlightenment is an inside joke!!! You will only get it, when you get it! When you get it, you will bust out laughing because it is so funny!!! It is hilarious!! And what's more is I keep falling back asleep into the dream from time to time and then get a nudge back into the truth!!! Its so funny!! Even more so...is you actually are awake and asleep right now!!! You asked me to give you this message, that is why you are here responding to this....but right now you are not aware of this. Think of this as a breadcrumb.

Hahahah exactly and you don't realize it!!! Anytime you doubt and debate...you are believing I'm someone separate!! LOL!!! I am giving you the information you wanted!! That's why you are here!! And you are doubting what you asked!!! Lol!!! Its so funny!! You don't see what is going on...or you are pretending to not see!!! This is hilarious right now!!!

You do realize you are just talking to yourself right? Like literally that is all you are doing right now....no joke....answer those questions yourself. Because you literally are just telling YOURSELF your own thoughts.

Lol why you asking me? Go verify it for yourself. I have. But to answer...this present moment. Sit down and think, if you think, and allow all that is to flow...you will get downloads. Or you can just ask someone else for proof....whatever you desire always comes to you. You can also deny it and resist it at every turn as well. Also its not just limited to who you hate the most, it will be whatever is the strongest attachment you have which while usually your fear, can be someone you admire. I have a friend who described this whole process like zooming in and out of the dream. You are zooming into one perspective, and zooming out. You can zoom out and dream all simultaneously or you can zoom in and live through any of the infinite perspectives. Obviously this is much more complicated in how it is, words can't serve it justice but this is the best way it has been presented so far.

Lol you don't understand.... Jordan Peterson is the type of guy, who is absolutely scared of Ultimate Truth. Do you know what it would take for Jordan Peterson to realize that reality is imaginary? What then has he been living his life for? What was the purpose? If everyone is him who is he teaching? Leading? He is an expert debater, and an expert deflector. The more intelligent you are, the harder it is to see through your own b.s. because the weapon you use to make sense of the world is the same weapon that will turn around and delude you. It works perfectly because it IS YOU and has access to all your memories. You all don't understand how hard it is to get past your delusions. There are levels to this...extreme levels. Jordan Peterson might need some more suffering to go through to accept the truth. He's a good guy, I have no issue with him, except his crippling fear of death and meaninglessness. He is glimpsed Ultimate Truth several times in his life...and refuses to integrate it. Fear is a very powerful motivator, it is the motivator behind all of life.

You just made my point, it just flew over your head. You literally just made my point its so hilarious!!! All you see is nails to be hammered, you have not integrated your feminine to see beyond it.

This is one of the biggest traps. Its well-meaning....but it means you are a very controlling person (We all can be that way sometimes) and while you are doing it out of love because you believe he is failing to live up to whatever standards you think he should...realize your standards...are not his standards. You can reason with him, and suggest perspectives but anytime you try to force someone to your side....they will resist. I understand this trap because I am very susceptible to it from time to time. Everything is how it should be, we can add or speak out against things, but we shouldn't believe someone needs to change, the only thing that needs to change is our perspective. Otherwise...you will be at war with others. All hate is spread with good intentions from the perspective of the one that hates.