Razard86

From my perspective, my ego is an npc as well, and the God in my npc is the same God within the other npcs. Basically for me I confirmed the Infinity of Gods video that Leo made that I see many people take issue with. So yes there is One Dreamer, but that One Dreamer is Dreaming Infinite Dreams Simultaneously. Each dream has also actually already been completed, its just currently being experienced right now in the realm of time and space. But from the Absolute Perspective it is finished. But yeah...I can agree that the Avatar can have certain abilities and traits/tendencies we can definitely agree with that.

^ This is wrong. As long as you perceive evil, and have any preferences or resistance to the present moment of any kind then you have not fully embodied the divine. The body is the vehicle of the divine but it needs to be purified for the divine flow seamlessly. Any judgment of any kind will disconnect the flow of the divine. I've confirmed this in my direct experience. You can reach psychedelic states as a baseline and stay there PERMANENTLY but to do that it takes modifications to your body. Your body is actually being modified in real time anyway based on the thoughts you entertain, the emotions you display, and the information you take in EVERYDAY you just aren't aware of it. To embody the divine you have to radically change what you take in as far as information. You have to change your belief systems. You have to focus everyday on mastering awareness as it is your divine ability to tune and synch in with the divine. The divine is a frequency. When you synch completely it will flow from your crown chakra all the way down to your feet and you will be in a bliss state as your baseline consciousness. All the Gurus you see have mastered these states. But to accomplish this modifications to your body HAVE to be done. Each time you open a chakra your body is modified. Each time you deconstruct your mind...your brain is modified. Now obviously all these things are inside the dream, but for the purposes of embodiment in the dream this is the path. Gurus are living in heaven on earth, you live life from within. With full embodiment....nothing bothers you...everything feels like love lol.

Well...that is an interesting point in deed.....also makes my life make so much sense in context. Hmmmmm I can see your point...maybe I need to be a bit more gentle on the forums then....sigh...now you got me confused about this possibility......hmmmmm so a person's obsession since birth...could have more to do with their genetics? I don't know in my studies environment seems to be the biggest factor in many cases. For example majority of people on the planet are getting married between the ages of 29 to 35. Versus a couple decades in the past and that has transcended Culture, race etc. So the times/zeitgeist has played the biggest role when it comes to personal relationships and when they feel it is the best time to get married. The other factor is they are having less than 2.5 children which is below the average replacement level to maintain a society's population level and this too is happening globally. So I've noticed that environment seems to play a bigger role than genetics usually....but hey....I'm open to better explanations. For example...could Sadhguru have become Sadhguru....if he was born black in the mean streets of Washington D.C. https://worldpopulationreview.com/state-rankings/crime-rate-by-state Something to question....

^ I doubt it my friend. I really think it has to do with truth addiction. I'm a truth addict. I really love being shown that I was wrong about something. In my last mystical experience I had to admit that I wasn't being honest about my feelings in life and I had to own that shit and admit every time I did it. It was hell it was hard, but the funny thing is...I loved it because it showed me another form of self-deception I had been doing on myself. So you see I am truth addict...I love to be proven wrong legitimately if it can help me be more honest. I'm addicted to truth like a crack fiend. I doubt that is genetics. But hey...I am open to being wrong and if I am wrong...that will send me into bliss....because it gets me to learn more truth. Truth is a lovely thing.....the greatest thing.....awww...truth.....how I love thee...

^Leo....your own words can literally be said about YOU. Everything you just said....you are doing right NOW. Literally you are contradicting your video of self-reference. *How do you know we aren't getting sucked into YOUR spiritual fantasies? *Why are you even responding to us and interacting with ......aren't you doing so out of distraction? Why are you running Actualized.Org? You even said in prior videos that this whole website is actually holding you back from even more Awakenings. So you are literally telling me....what you mean to tell yourself. So basically RIGHT NOW LEO I AM YOUR MIRROR and you are telling me what you MOST WANT to tell yourself. You see how this works? This is what I mean by interacting with people actually helps you. The whole reason God even dreams is to know itself and it needs an "other" to reflect itself off of. YOU KNOW THIS!! So what greater key than the whole reason for existence which is self-knowledge/love? You can't do that in isolation WHICH YOU KNOW, which is why you keep coming back and going through all the threads commenting. Guinea Pigs my ass Leo, your God Head has its fingers so far up inside you that its your avatar that is the Guinea Pig...all for more and greater Self Knowledge in whatever form it manifests. All POV serve the one purpose of more self-knowledge. Which means whether they all like it or not they are equally as valid. Reality is groundless..which means...there is no such thing as depth, or deeper, only more of the picture. You may have more of the picture....but all it will be is another recontextualization. There are infinite recontextualizations of more ways reality is interconnected. You like to look for the big picture which is cool, but one could spend centuries going in the reverse and looking at the interconnectedness of the material/illusionary world and learn more about insects, and germs etc. Each would be EQUALLY as valid. So above, So below. Going meta, or going intricately lower...it will still produce a perfect mirror. I do love your gusto for the meta, and you have piqued my interest. But I am pretty sure when I see your course...I will still see just another recontextualization....but hey...surprise me!!

All of reality is bullshit=illusion. We need to bullshit to have a life, otherwise we wake up and become infinite formless potentiality. So if you want to stop bullshitting....go wake up. There is no higher virtue. Any hierarchies are created. Distinction is creation. You need distinction to learn something hence you create it. But if everything is YOU how is anything lesser or better? Explain that to me? Right now if you dream a dream that you think is a human dream and you became lucid you wouldn't create any distinction or value because you wouldn't be in any danger. You would be totally free to be however you want to be. But in the waking dream you can suffer physical pain, emotional pain, psychological pain, you can be humiliated, shamed, etc. So because suffering exists, you construct things like values. Values are just things you construct so you can avoid pain. Without pain....value doesn't exist!!! Without values.... all distinction collapses!!! So when people wonder why we have pain....its so there is something at STAKE!!!! With no stakes....everything is fake!!!! So the difference between and illusion and reality= suffering. So you can continue to believe in hierarchies and better/worse, but that is all an illusion. You don't think it is bad to step on ants, but you do think it is bad to hurt humans. You don't think it is bad to drive cars that pollute, write on paper made of trees, etc... You need to understand you are constructing these differences they are not self-evident. Heck...how do you know....I am not a super computer bot that has been pretending to be a human behind a screen this entire time? Our ability to fool ourselves is ABSOLUTE. Its really amazing!! I love it!!! LOL!!

Interesting, you are going through a shift. Thanks for sharing, I can relate on some levels. Your intuition is raising which is making it harder for you to focus on survival. Its okay, everything will work out at its own pace but....it may be a rocky ride for a bit. Crossed fingers that it doesn't rock you TOO much. You may start getting a peek...at the magical side of reality as well. I pray you do....then you get to see the fun side of spirituality.

You couldn't waste your life if you tried. Universal Will won't allow you. The better phrasing is, not maximizing your fullest potential which would be true. But waste? That is literally impossible. Again, you couldn't waste your life if you tried. It is impossible.

I love you, but sometimes egos and their hero worship annoy me. The single most prominent issue on this entire forum is lack of self-love. So many people on this forum create hierarchies. I have worked alongside and with enough "people" in my life that I realize hierarchies are laughable. People actually believe that "others" know more than them, are better than them, etc. So they become mediocre and play the victim and erect heroes. When you believe you know something their heroes don't they attack you and project their inferiority complex onto you. Pick a Leo video....and I will provide you a source that has stated what he has before. Every single video Leo has ever released has been expressed by someone else before. Originality does not exist, only the ability to recontextualize what was already there. Why? Because the source of all things is the SAME. Every single perspective is an aspect of the truth. Earlier someone posted a video of someone who could see more colors. Is the blind person's experience any less than the person who can see the most colors? The blind person's other sense would probably be more fine tuned than the person who can see many colors. Most people would rather choose the many colors....but wouldn't the person with many colors....struggle to pay attention? Would they not get lost in all the bedazzle? A blind man has no such issue. So we create value hierarchies and demonize perspectives on various levels and as a result we create shadows. These shadows come back to bite us every time because denial of any part of consciousness creates delusion, evil, and suffering. Guess what? There is no difference between the enlightened one and the unenlightened. Why? They are made of the same material. Nothing. They have the same awareness flowing through both. The difference you will point out well one recognizes what one is, and the other don't. To which I can reply....does that one enlightened aware right now...of all of its infinitude at this very moment? No. So the enlightened just has more degrees of awareness than the unenlightened. The enlightened's only advantage is it is able to tap into and connect with its infinitude and surrender to it. So it isn't that the enlightened is better, it is just able to tap into and connect to infinity which gives it a huge advantage. Its like me bragging to you that I am better because I can tap into a bank account that we both have access to but you forgot yours existed but I didn't. The highest truth is everything is ONE. So if that is the case......why are we even here debating? I noticed people on this forum love to debate and sometimes I allow myself to get drawn in out of irritation. All debate....is just a waste of time. You can debate all you want....the present moment will still be here unperturbed by all your ideologies, labels, and belief systems. You can point to your chest area and call those inflatable things your "lungs" all you want. But if I kill every tree on the planet....you won't breathe. So are the trees your lungs....or those inflatable things in your chest your lungs? Life is just an infinite perspective....depending on you look at it, you will see things a certain way. It can be twisted and spun around forever and seen anyway you want to. The only difference is some models are more wholistic than others....but no model will ever be complete.

^You are hilarious, you have no idea how consciousness works at all. I'll give you a clue since you have no clue. What is language? What is the purpose of language? Where did you get it? What does it unlock? If you knew more languages what would that unlock? That answer....answers the statement I proposed!! But you....in your arrogance to think you know something you don't it passes over you!!! This is something CODERS know!!! You do understand that in technology there is a language!!! What is the purpose of language? What does it unlock? You make jokes and reveal your lack of knowledge!!! You are laughably ignorant and I was going to go easy on you!!!! You use language yet you have no idea what it unlocks what its purpose is!!! Language is METAPHYSICAL you fool!!! But you don't understand that. You wastefully use words everyday without any idea of the power behind them!!! HHAHAAHAHA and you think you know something? I'm done with you!!!! So funny keep it coming!!!

Good. All is well.

You know nothing outside of your direct experience. Anything outside of your direct experience is mere delusion.

Leo....I experienced mystical experiences....off of meditation music. Also Leo....through interacting with other high conscious people, they can awaken parts of you. Most of your experiments are done in isolation. So the bias you are gonna have is going to come through isolation. You haven't tried interacting through other conscious entities and seen how that could impact awakening. I have and I can tell you.... there is no lock. Other people can unlock you. Why? Because they are your mirror.

1. If you are dreaming....isn't pretending that you are not an excuse? 2. Taking accountability for what exactly? 3. What is own codes? Did you invent codes that never existed? If you are using codes that already existed...how are they yours? Because you claim they are? Well if you claim something is true even if it is not....how is that being accountable? 4. What's the difference between outside and inside? Everything you experience is inside. Have you ever experienced an outside world? Or do you say that because you were taught that. Why haven't you questioned that. Isn't that not taking accountability and allowing what you claim is the outside world to effect you? 4. What is direction and identity? All identity only exists in relation to something else. Something can't be tall without something being shorter. Hot only exists in relation to cold etc. So how can you have an identity when you need something else to define you by contrast. Is that even am identity? Or is that just delusion you create to feel seperate?

What is weak and what is strong?

I agree basically there are no wrong answers, just some are more wholisitic. But at the end of the day just like you can't grasp air with your hands you cannot grasp infinity. Only experience it and attempt to describe it.

You are dreaming me telling me I am dreaming Leo. Who are you telling?

Consciousness creates through frequency. Through Sound. What is an image....a picture. This image is constructed using...vibrations...which is energy, which is sound, which is color. This energy can neither be created or destroyed, it just is. Everything you see vibrates, it vibrates at a particular frequency. God communicates on different frequencies, and language was created to create distinction. Your life as you know it began with a thought. What am I? I recently through experimenting only with Chakra Healing Meditation Music...died and exited the dream. This blew my freaking mind. No psychedelics, no drugs whatsoever just pure music. I had awakenings every day and was constantly connecting to Infinite Intelligence and this was pure off of meditation music. I was shown that Yes Consciousness is Love, Intelligence, Wisdom, and Goodness but it is also energy. Energy is not just a qualia or quality of consciousness it is how consciousness generates the illusion of the 3 D world we live in. Now what I am saying is not new, its been said by the ancient scriptures of the various religions. But I did however confirm it in my own direct experience. So those of you who cannot gain access to psychedelics may with patience, contemplation, self-inquiry, be able to have mystical experiences, even die through sound. So if you are afraid to use a psychedelic this maybe an alternative. You can use the videos I used explained in this thread. Also if you make a mistake throw your energy balance out of whack you can use this one video to center them back into place. Good luck!!!

Most men are lost in conception, because they are trying to figure out and obtain every single detail about something. Most women just pick a direction and go but a lot of them do not really think about what they are doing. When a woman gets with a man, she breaks him out of his conceptual conditioning and gets him to take action and pick something. Since the man has a lot of information and knowledge he is better equipped to see things for what they are. Obviously these are generalizations, but in traditional relationships the man tends to be the one who makes the decisions about which direction the family is going, so the man is her direction. But his ability to make a decision comes from the encouragement and sometimes pressure from the woman to "do something, anything!!!" This is a very simple concept. It is a generalization as both men and women are unique characteristics of the masculine and the feminine.

Lol yep what I been doing hahahaha!!!

Ummmm Leo....you are contradicting yourself right now. I get what you are saying...but.....everyone can just make meditation the best method to awake and it will be so.

^This is so true, its why I laugh when I see people on the forums that think God realization is the end point....you can awaken to so much more deeper truths....this thing we call reality can be looked at from an infinite amount of lens. There is nothing wrong with stopping of course....but what exploration could be more satisfying? I can't help wanting to know more....every single day.

So true....it reveals itself at its own pace, well more accurately at the pace you can handle. No more, no less. In fact it reveals to you your own pace. Its a beautiful thing to know that reality itself is you and loves you unconditionally....I love it!!

That's a whole lot of questions....good luck answering them all. The search starts with questions....the only issue is you are looking to us for answers....look within. You can read posts written by spiritual teachers but look within. By asking these questions to yourself you will start the journey of self-discovery.

What is there to tame? The ego is about control. Can you control your heart beat? Will you control your breath the rate and deepness of your breath all day long? Will you control how fast you blink? Do you want to control every single function? Or do you want to get in alignment with that which controls everything automatically? You perceive chaos because you cannot see all the variables and how they are working. There has never been chaos in the way you are interpreting the word. Chaos really means infinite potentiality, we in the west like to express chaos as disorder. There has never been disorder in all of life. Even unconscious living is not disorderly. Because reality accounts for that disorder and seamlessly and effortlessly crafts it into order...thus making it orderly.