Razard86

You got it!!!! Its sad that some people....still are in denial and don't get it!!

Life is a constantly changing maze. But not just a maze, one full of traps, and illusions. Not only that....its dark, has dead ends, and all you have is this little flash light you call "knowledge." So in the beginning when you are young, energetic, and you jump in with enthusiasm and say I got this figured out!!! You may even have some early successes but eventually you find yourself lost. You look around and you see other people are figuring out their puzzles and you get confused. Some of their flashlights don't shoot out as much light, so how are they getting further than you? Is there some secret? There has to be one big key that you are missing. You might ask me...what is the secret? It's obvious....the maze will actually tell you where to go....it has been whispering to you the entire time but you were so busy at the task at hand you never stopped and just paid attention. So the maze had to do things to get your attention, make the tile you were standing on burning hot, make a spike pop up and poke you, throw some water on you!!! It did everything but slap you in the face and yell at you. The maze was like...when is he/she gonna realize....the only way to solve this maze is to cheat!!! You aren't solving it otherwise!!! You gotta cheat!!! So you may ask me what is the cheat code? Easy....learn how to receive the hints the maze gives you...develop your insight. Every moment....you are being spoken to, raise your awareness by paying attention. When we say wake up....we mean wake up to the fact....that you have access to the same hints from the maze as anyone else. You think people are sooo smart.....lol....they are just being given hints and are noticing....you are being given hints you just aren't noticing. Listen...it is impossible to navigate the maze with a flashlight. Do you get it? The flashlight is your knowledge. So I repeat...it is impossible to navigate the maze with just a little flashlight. The maze is ALIVE, it constantly changes and its dark. Why do you think life seems hard? Because if you try to use knowledge to navigate it....you will make a wrong turn...GUARANTEED!!! Now the secret is the maze is YOU!!! So even when you make a wrong turn the maze will try to adjust to help you but it will not navigate it for you. This is your game you created!!! Awakening is not just about God Realization....it is also about working WITH the maze. The maze is your servant. It is your slave. It is only following your own instructions. Your instructions were simple, make an impossible maze to figure out with the self-imposed limitation I have given myself but guide me to the truth that I am you. Then!!!! Help me solve the maze....without spoiling it by telling me the answers!!! So I can enjoy the surprise and really live an adventure. The fear will still be there because my avatar is vulnerable, and your hints are not always obvious so there will be some suspense, but because I know the maze is ME!!! I can trust that everything will happen the way it should. The truth is.... the secret of life is....you see as far as you can with that flashlight, give your best effort...and make the rest up as you go. Life is just Improv Comedy!!! Do you get why life/death is a cosmic joke? ^^^^Really notice what I am pointing to you!!! I am running out of fingers here!!!! Stop being so got damn logical!!! Lol!!!! Just go for it!!! You don't learn the improv comedy of life by studying it, you learn it by jumping in....and willing to look foolish. Then....YOU WILL GET THE JOKE!!!

The first part of my life when I was young, was laden with bullying, constant fights, and isolation. I didn't have my first real friend until I was in the 11th grade and around the age of 17. I was a natural extrovert who was isolated from real close relationships for the first 17 years of my life. I did have acquaintances in which I played outside with, but they also talked down to me lol. So I was surrounded by people who constantly told me I was weird, ugly, my Father told me I was a disappointment and called me stupid when I was around 6-7 years old. I got into a fight in Kindergarten, 1st grade, 2nd grade, 3rd grade, 4th grade, 5th grade, 6th grade, 7th grade, 8th grade, 9th grade, 10,grade, 11th grade, not senior year, freshman year in college, we won't even talk about growing up the fights I got into in the street!!! Lol!!! Can't even talk about the fights me and my twin brother (fraternal) got into as well!! Anyway I pretty much grew up with everyone around me telling me I'm crap so how did I keep my sanity? Easy...I made a concerted effort to prove my own self-worth to myself. I made a vow to give my best effort at whatever I did. I made a vow to be honest, trustworthy, I basically built myself into the person I wanted to be. Now did I always get the results I wanted? NO!!! LOL. So then I realized that if I built my self-respect on results...then I would fall into a trap of my self-respect and love being outside my control. So I chose to make my entire self-worth based entirely on effort, and basically morality. Looking back...even though I know the real truth that your worth is solely based on your very existence, had I told myself that back then it wouldn't have worked. So...everything has a time and a place....if you are in a spot where you feel worthless, its because you have not decided to prove to yourself your value. How do you do it? DARE TO BE ARROGANT!!! Dare to believe that the b.s. people tell you about yourself is b.s. and that you know better!!! You got to start somewhere, so why not start believing that you are worth something? I know personally people who look successful on the outside but on the inside struggle with feelings of self-worth. Self-worth....has to be earned. Its like building a house!!! Before you can believe someone when they tell you that you are legendary, that you are a unique expression like a flower, you need to convince yourself that this is true. You have a feminine and a masculine component within. The feminine wants to believe in you, but it watches you and sees that you don't believe in yourself. You don't give your best effort, you don't keep the promises you make to yourself, you are afraid to take risks, so the feminine (your feelings) expresses back to you that it doesn't trust you. Now had you went out and gave your best, the feminine would respond (you did your best there was nothing else you could have done) and then a little respect XP is earned. The more you stay true to your word to yourself and others, call yourself when you fall out of alignment, and give your best effort the more respect XP is earned. For the Masculine, respect from the feminine is LOVE!!! The more you tackle the unknown and get out of your comfort zone the more you are rewarded with self-love. Eventually you amass so much...you just OOZE confidence and others start to take notice. This is how you initially grow into the flower....from the shit you had to deal with early in life. The problem is you grew up in celebrity culture and you think if you aren't some famous person then you have no value. You see yourself as some nobody, a peon, and thus you create a victim storyline and create hell on earth for yourself. If you do not see value in yourself and work every day towards expressing it more and more...you will never discover the hidden treasure that you are. Everyone you will ever meet....is a treasure, the problem is you have to spend time jimmying the lock until it finally opens. If you are a liar, you will hate yourself. If you are scared to go after what you want you will hate yourself. If you place your value on winning, anytime you lose you will hate yourself. If you place your value on getting attention from others when you are ignored, and forgotten about you will hate yourself. If you need kindness from others to feel good about yourself when someone is mean you will hate yourself. What you don't understand....is solipsism isn't a joke. You all like to dance around this subject....but how you feel about yourself is how you feel about the world or life. When you complain about life, and the world....you are just revealing how you feel about yourself. This is a tough pill to swallow, especially when you find out you are freaking GOD!!! Lol!!! If you are God...who can you blame? So that is why it is better, to pursue truth. Through the pursuit of truth you gain love for yourself and ultimately others. I realize telling many of you that you are legends, that you are geniuses, does nothing for you....you think I'm lying. You are right....whatever you believe in your world...is right. That's how this game works!! I can't prove anything to you, only you can prove something to yourself. So....why not take a chance and experiment and find out...if you truly are legendary? The greatest men and women in history....are not known by history, but through their daily actions, they have saved the world time and time again. If all you care about is fame, then you will never reach the highest heights of your expression, because the price of ultimate expression is just the love of the act itself. Fame is a condition, fortune is a condition, admiration is a condition, mastery is a condition, any result outside of the action IS A CONDITION!!! What makes God so powerful? Unconditional love. If you do not love the act just for its own sake you will NEVER REACH GOD LEVEL EXPRESSION!!! Infinity LOSES ITSELF IN ITS LOVE!!! You must LOSE YOURSELF IN YOUR EXPRESSION AND THAT IS HOW THROUGH THAT ACT.....YOUR TRUE LIGHT WILL SHINE!! YOU WILL BE GOD LEVEL EXPRESSION!!!

Why not? Are you full of shit? Do you know the answer?

I agree with your entire post except one part....its not superior...its just more adventurous. I would say though it would take more self-love to be polyamorous. Also polyamory predates monogamy, I also seeing it coming back as a thing in the next 10 years so into mainstream culture. It was around during the 60-70's and will come around again.

Have you noticed that everything around you can be your guide? Have you noticed that if you really pay attention, everything speaks to you? Not in a verbal way, but in how it expresses itself? Have you noticed the beauty in limitation? The beauty of form is that in action, it fills the gaps that other forms do not. Even better...the cooperation of this form is so deep, so interdependent...that in actuality....there is no form at all. But we won't go that deep for now...we will just recognize the beauty of the guidance all around us that we take for granted and blind our eyes to. What does the turtle teach us? The turtle teaches us to always protect ourselves, to be diligent, and that slow and steady can win the race. What does the tree teach us? There is strength and wisdom in still ness. There is power in the ability to bend when pressure is applied. There is value in giving to receive. What does water teach us? If you have no rigidity within you, you can become what is needed in every situation. What does an ant or bee teach you? Teamwork. You get more done the more you work together. What does a rose teach you? That you can spring forth anywhere? From the cracks in concrete...and even from shit. Now its wonderful that everything around you can teach you, but you know what else can teach you.....YOU. Study your own nature....observe yourself as you would a foreign object. Watch the way you walk, talk, emote, think, observe your own nature and ask yourself....what does this teach me? Because in truth....everything is your guide....because everything is YOU!!!!

You already do that....and I can't stop you...but I can point to you another possibility? But hey its always your choice....

1. You are the only one in existence. In your dream....you alone are God. Only you can awaken. Any others are just guides to help you awaken in various ways. 2. There are no coincidences, luck, etc. Every single event in your life is your making at all times. You will notice this if you really pay attention. One of the best ways to notice this is understand that reality is your mirror. It is always reflecting whatever judgments and desires you have and use the people, places, and things to present it to you at the right time. Your ego is always masking this through fear, and other other judgments/opinions etc. You need to transcend all boundaries/categories you use to see the world to notice this. 3. If you want a simple practice, stop thinking of you as others. Just point at everything, every person, every interaction as that's me!! Just say that. Stop saying I and pointing at your body, say I and look at everything within your bubble of awareness. Everything is I. If you do this long enough....you will start to notice. 4. Then it becomes hilarious because you realize all of reality is PRETENDING that its asleep. This is what Buddha meant when he said that everyone is already enlightened. Because the God in you waves at you from behind the mask of the ego of everyone around you. So everyone around you is acting like devils but you can see the God in them waving and smiling at you. Its so contradictory and FUNNY. Its like a guy could be trying to physically hurt you, and while he is doing it you will literally see the God in them smiling at you. You will see your reflection in them. At this point you realize....they truly know not what they do. They are confused by their ego. This is utterly hilarious. Its like having glasses taken off. I keep falling asleep and waking back up, but its like a freaking orgasm each time. Too funny. Our speech is the biggest culprit to keeping us asleep because of the hypocrisy of self-reference in thinking the body is you and there are others. Even worse you think like this and put your self to sleep. Your use of thinking and language will need to be personally modified to not delude yourself if you want to stay awake. Or just have so many awakenings...that you don't even need to do that. Anyway its all so funny in the end.

^ Then you will live in hell. Giving your worth to others...strips you of it. The moment they react in any way against your liking... will be your hell and that happens constantly with everyone.

^Beautiful response and through my own direct experience....I have noticed this as well. Its interesting....the relationship between raising consciousness, bliss, and what we call death.

Care to elaborate? Where is he wrong?

Yes true freedom of expression. With the trust that we will be as authentic and loving as possible...and thus break free of morality. You don't need morality...you just need self-love to guide you. If you truly love yourself, you will truly love another.

Yes and then eventually...drop all of that LOL!!! And rest in being....and then just express yourself free from all those restraints. Drop the notion and right and wrong and be as spontaneous as a child. Express yourself without filter!!!

Keep telling yourself that one. You cannot figure out infinity. But you can continue to try....play the same figure out game. You can however surrender to it...and all its secrets....will be revealed to you.

Respectfully I don't give a damn about some master....I also don't give a damn about all this humility lol. You are BipolarGrowth the legendary BipolarGrowth. That supposed master could NEVER BE YOU!!! Your unique expression, your unique interpretation, your unique perspective, don't allow others to sully it with their point of view. Drop the dogma, its a guide, drop the labels its all a guide! Find your own unique expression and give us mere underlings a glimpse of your beautiful mind!!!!

Exactly!!!

Exactly....so...what does that mean??? Ponder about this...... Are you will to transcend sense making? Or will you stay trapped to that limitation?

The truth...is...everyone you see is pretending...they are playing a game of pretend....they pretend they believe everything they say but the truth is they actually know they are God and are pretending to not know the truth. So everyone you see is enlightened, but they are afraid to go infinite....because they are use to the illusion of finitude and have become comfortable. They enjoy the dream, even the nightmares....and when you realize this both in your self and others....you realize that this entire thing you call life is a game of pretend. You see the act for what it is and you cannot help but laugh!! Everyone around is literally playing pretend!!! Its so funny you are like...how could I have ever let them fool me? They already knew the truth, and so did I but for some reason I wanted to pretend I didn't and they are all my own thoughts manifested in physical form playing this game of pretend along with me.....so funny!! So hilarious!! It all makes sense...you are all alone playing a game of pretend with others to construct a life.

I figured you would eventually.

Glad it could help....

Matthew85.....do you think we have discovered all the life that exists? Also...if you want to play the story game....this right here IS A STORY, the story that is called MY LIFE. We can play the story game if you like. You say you prefer the expanded states...if you truly wanted them....you wouldn't be on here typing you would be risking it all to figure out to get it. You are conflicted and that is why you are here talking about it. Let's not play games, let's be honest here.

Then technology wouldn't exist....and you couldn't have the ability to type what you just did...better yet on a divine level...creation wouldn't exist at all.

How do you know...if there aren't beings with more than 2 breasts? We are only on Earth we have yet to go to even get out of the Milky Way. But you just ignored the point I was pointing to. Why do you think it is so hard to achieve and maintain expanded states? Think about it....why is that the case?

Yeah thats cause that stuff was written by mummies lol!!! Thanks I see a teacher in you as well.

You got it!!!! Once you realize it truly...you can always catch yourself, and also not take things personally when you see the other fools around you lol.