Razard86

Thing is just a perception, a sensory perception which you can just shorten to the word Sense. As a result a more direct pointer is to say Reality is NON-SENSE. It is NON-SENSE, that creates illusions through sense making. This sense making is done elaborately, through not just sensory perceptions but also crafting stories which provide meaning and purpose. So nothing is not the most direct pointer, the more direct pointer is Nonsense. If all sensory perceptions collapse....there is no reality. All reality is just sensory perceptions, through which storylines are crafted to create a life. Reality is a story.....the interconnected web of SENSE-MAKING. This is why....if you are attached to logic...which is SENSE-MAKING you will NEVER awaken to yourself as God. You are a magician, which creates illusion upon illusion through the senses, you have to drop all attachments to senses completely and reverse-engineer/deconstruct your magic tricks/illusions. Once you figure out how you are fooling yourself....you have now realized yourself as God. Now you can rest in the knowledge that you have been guiding yourself the entire time....all of the infinite parts of you. Free Will is an illusion you offer yourself by creating a sense of separation, once you realize you were never separate you offer up that free will to universal will which is the highest form of freedom....complete and utter detachment. You also realize that your previous opinion of free will was an illusion, because selfishness is not free, its clingy and needy, whereas complete lack of self is the ultimate freedom. Infinity is so free its total and complete, it can only experience its freedom through the illusion of the finite. So what you discover when you completely awaken is that all you wanted to give yourself is unconditional love, which is true freedom. Your life when truly realized= ultimate freedom. With the ILLUSION of danger, why? Because you are immortal.

Well everyone's process is different but I will tell you how it worked for me. I use to try and meditate and it didn't do nothing for me. What I didn't know at the time was my energy was contracted and as a result I was tense and felt disconnected from reality instead of the ONENESS that is all around us. When I took a mushroom psychedelic https://www.google.com/search?q=Jedi+mindfuck&rlz=1C1VDKB_enUS991US992&sxsrf=ALiCzsYdySLcdowiIFWeA1adfjC8zEogdw:1668095134511&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjQr8bP-qP7AhUQmGoFHVuaCo0Q_AUoAXoECAMQAw&biw=1163&bih=560&dpr=1.65 took 5 grams of that one. It released that contracted energy, it also modified my brain and quieted my thoughts. You could say it released what was already there. After that....and another event later on about 20 hours later (I died) these processes opened up my body energetically which now makes meditation enjoyable because I can sense and connect with my being naturally now. So you might need to take some psychedelic to loosen up your contracted energy stores in your body. You were born happy, and through socialization and probably the stuff in your food and water you energetically became contracted and feel tight, stressed, and physical. The purpose of this work is to get you back to that natural state you were born as so you can experience the freedom you had as a child once again. But if psychedelics are not something you can get at the moment, I would say you should practice meditation, and contemplate daily on the nature of unconditional love. Really attempt to see your ego and how it interprets reality. I gave some pointers in this thread. Let me know if it helps.

^ Oh really...my posts are egotistical? Really? Again.. I don't know how many times I have to explain this to you...since you don't seem to understand. The EGO= Meaning. Meaning only exists in EGO. The moment you call someone egotistical....then you are in ego. The ego is a character...which has a POV, and creates meaning. The act itself of criticism is EGO. The difference....between your ego and my ego...is I AM AWARE OF IT!!! You are so asleep its laughable!! WHO IS CRITICIZING WHO? If I criticize you...I AM criticizing myself!!! And vice versa!!! Do you see? I repeat...THE MOMENT YOU CRITICIZE ME AND SAY I AM IN EGO... YOU ARE IN EGO. Its why I told you, you cannot escape ABSOLUTE LOVE. The highest truth, is everyone is you!!! So how can I be posting egotistical stuff.. WHEN ITS YOU POSTING EGOTISTICAL STUFF!! Are you blind?? Are you deaf? Are you getting this message? Right now...this is you telling YOU to wake up!!! Right now you are arguing with yourself!!! I am just aware I am arguing with myself... you aren't. So here is a fun fact Breakinwall....do this exercise!!! Take your entire post..walk up to a mirror...and read it!!! Because I AM YOUR MIRROR!!! Are you listening? You don't even realize how blind you are!!! You are literally talking to a mirror!! RIGHT NOW!!!! LOL!!!! This is so funny!!! You don't even realize this!!! The interesting thing is...this lets me know you lack Self-Love for yourself because all you do is critique everything that doesn't agree with you....so now we all know how judgmental you are of yourself. You give yourself away. P.S. You don't post anything man, we don't need you telling lies now. Nobody looks at you on the forums as a poster, your designation is a commenter, that is the role you have chosen to play obviously because its a safe role. Its easy to be a commenter, posting something publicly actually takes courage because it can be ridiculed. You don't post or share because you are scared to be ridiculed. But you sure love to comment long comments and go into depth, when you could take those opinions and really flesh them out in your own posts....but why do that..when you could potentially face criticism. Why not take the easy way out? The desire to criticize and critique comes from a desire to teach, to spread one's POV. But most critics are scared of criticism so they play the role of critic in the spectator seat. I understand not everyone has the courage to share their thoughts...maybe one day you will.

^ Its not like that you say, again... notice you claim there is the joker, but if there was a joker there would be laughter in your posts. You want to be a teacher so you are always trying to correct others. All you do on the forums is bounce around and critique because it is safe for you. Of course you will say what you want and I will say what I want. You say blind? It is you that is blind. Again all you do is bounce around and critique. You don't share or post anything yourself. Because you would rather play the spectator than be in the arena. You don't even observe your actions. All you do everyday is play the role of critic of everyone's posts....but don't post anything yourself. You also love to claim something is ego. Here is something you don't understand...all meaning is ego. There is no meaning in the Absolute. So you recklessly throw the word ego around whenever your ego gets rattled and then play the pretend oh I was joking. If you were playing the joker....you would employ laughter in your posts. There are no emojis, no LOL. Just direct observations and accusations. But now when your behavior gets called out you claim you are joking? If that is being the joker...you need more practice Also this bit "get used to people being able to give their opinion about it" reeks of arrogance. You love to give it but you cannot take it. You are quick to critique but cannot handle your own medicine and you claim I'm blind? Please buy some glasses.

What you call abuse...is again a perspective. If someone invade your Country....what you call abuse....would be needed to train your soldiers. Same with Police Training as well. You just have a bias thats why you say its abuse. When a Lion tears through a deer is that abuse? When a hurricane tears through a neighborhood is that abuse? Reality shows itself in various ways...if you look at human history it cycles through itself. That abuse you claim? Will be revisited and welcomed again.

Every single definition you just gave...was just a perspective. If you talked to previous generations in Sports for example Condescension was considered Tough Love. If you ask current generations they would view it as Condescension. For example in the NBA rookies are required to do favors for the veterans on their team, and veterans talk to rookies differently than they do their fellow veterans. The respect of the veterans by the rookies have to be earned. Here is a funny illustration of different era Coaching Styles.

Self aware...is observation. Observe your thoughts and actions...focus on that which you fancy. If you want to be more caring...contemplate on what that means...you can also look up material on it and ask others as well. Productive? Productivity is relative....you probably mean something survival related so if its pointed towards say financial goals...go read and consume as much information as you can about finance. Everything is a game, so learn the game of money and how to responsible with it and the potential traps that exist with it. You are just an infinite array of patterns and expressions, learning how to center and point that into an arrow....takes skill. Its a habit...you would need to cultivate. But truthfully.... you may be better off learning how to flow with life, rather than being a strict disciplinarian on yourself...but hey...sometimes you have to go through specific stages before you can do others. I use to be a disciplinarian in the past...I've dropped that in my current stage in life and am focusing on flowing.

^ A desire to help is arrogance. 1. How do you know what is right or wrong? 2. Why do you think anything needs to be helped? So yes Tough Love and Condescension is the same...both forms of arrogance. How do you think we have technology? Inventors wanted to HELP humans...even if it harmed the planet and other animals. LOL.

You are fine...I do that as well, the pull is strong....the more advanced you become, the more intelligent, the more wise, the more you can see problems... there are highly intelligent people I disagree with, I don't like the way they word things, or the way they use certain words in certain ways. Nothing wrong with that, you can even point out how you differ in expression, even being direct...but yeah sometimes we can fall into a trap of imposition. Its a fine line, one I have been guilty of crossing many times!!! So all is well my brother...I don't mind it at all even when it gets annoying its all love at the end of the day. That's what I love!!! Even annoyance is love!!

How many hints you want??? Infinite hints? No Problem....Everything is Everything....its also nothing lol..... Stop this distinction game.....if you want some freedom.

Who is it that has an ego? My projection....is your projection...don't you understand? Also...everything is true....so how can the truth be better...if everything is true? You cannot escape infinite love....it holds things...as all true...because the truth is what is....that's what makes everything so wonderful. Instead of always commenting on posts....playing the critic...maybe, just maybe...you could write your own posts. Playing the critic...and hurling accusations and interpretations is easy... and safe. Why don't you enter the arena instead of hanging around in the spectator role? You once talked about sailing, that was interesting!!! Much more contributory and less contentious than all the judgment you love spewing on every post. You love to claim one is in ego...but again....if everywhere you are seeing ego constantly then....whose ego is it? Only an ego....would be constantly trying to stifle the free expression it seems. You could just as easily ignore....there is a difference between a simple comment...and a constant need to critique and correct the posts of others. Are you simply leaving comments on the posts you see, or always needing to critique and refine every post that shows up in your point of view? If you find you are always uncomfortable with the expression being given...is it the expression or your close-mindedness at play? Who knows?...... Or maybe...you need to reread this? Just because an expression doesn't fit your cup of tea...doesn't make it ego....it just means....your ego doesn't like it. But what do I know? I'm just a fool....if you argue with a fool....what does that make you? LOL.

So true and that's the beauty ?.

^ You only see your reflection. Who is seeing selfishness? Who needs humility? What is humility? What is right or wrong? Only your POV adds these meanings. Everything...is neutral, everything is completely meaningless. What you speak...is the meaning you are creating. Seems you don't like your reflection.

Glad you get it. LOL. Spirituality applies to everything because its basic.

Don't worry about the reward, focus on the process itself.

Exactly....real is a perspective...if you are at an ability level that you cannot unimagine it all...then it is real. But once you start being able to defy the rules physics in your reality.....then what is "real" collapses. Its no different that when you struggled with something it was hard...then when you got the hang of it, it was easy.....hard or easy is a distinction you make that is relative to your POV. Oh.....lol what is real? Let's hear your definition.....what is real?

^True but the beauty will only be truly realized....when it is seen for what it is. Before then...the game of Good V.S. Evil exists, when that is done with the Games of everything is beautiful in its own way, and has its own fit and purpose which is my own personal interpretation becomes the norm. When you can see through the illusion...you can finally stop being serious and HAVE SOME FUN!!! Life is a game!!!

Lol don't cut yourself.

Condescension is an expression of Masculine Love or what we like to call TOUGH LOVE. You see it mostly in competitive arenas. It leaves a bitter taste in the receiver and a sweet ecstatic taste in the doer. God is an addict...what do you think the EGO is? The EGO= Addiction. Without an EGO you couldn't have addiction and without addiction there is no meaning and purpose. If you have meaning and purpose in your life then by definition you are addict. Nothing wrong with addiction, its the spice of life!!! What is wrong...is thinking there is something wrong!! Explore the situation and if you feel it is out of balance...then you can fine tune that. The truth is wrong or right doesn't exist...its just lack of balance. We are all like little puzzle pieces...that are constantly changing...trying to find where we fit...and that fit...is also constantly changing!! Such is life!!!

^There is no perfect method, because dishonesty with ourselves is unconscious. Our dishonesty hides from feelings of fear, shame, guilt etc. So there are two things you need to deal with to become better able to catch your dishonesty. Make a commitment to not tell lies to "others." I know it will be difficult since people are addicted to white lies, give up the white lies. Now the next thing is, if something makes you feel fear, shame or guilt, admit it to yourself. Never hide behind the mantra that "I'm fine, or I'm not afraid." The MOMENT you catch yourself IMMEDIATELY CALL BULLSHIT, and actually check to see if it is true. If it is...then all is well, if it isn't all is well also. But all is not well if you allow yourself the smokescreen of claiming all is well without checking!!!!! You gotta check!!! When you drive, you check to see if your gas is full. When you cross the street you check to see if cars are coming. So why do we assume everything is fine all the time...even when sometimes it is so obvious it is not!!! You do that too much you become numb, and then your ability to detect emotional baggage....becomes impossible to detect because now you can't even feel it!!

Wow....very perceptive...now if you could only realize...the rest of humanity was the same person as you.....let's see how long that takes!!

1. All of mathematics is a lie, there is no distance, which literally means...all measurements are an illusion. But time to make fun of your love for mathematics. Here is a mathematician telling you that there is no free will. Oh and for good measure...let's add someone who deals with a different scientific field a neuroendocrinology researcher talking to a neuroscientist. ^ You do realize....that if there is NO LOCATION...then there is NO WESTERN LIFE. THERE IS NO HUMANITY. Do you not understand what no location means? This is utter and complete imagination. Right now...you do not exist, and nothing is happening. There is no past, and future. There is no individual. YOU ARE IMAGINARY. YOUR HUMAN AVATAR DOES NOT EXIST and is a mental construction. You are all alone in a solipsistic bubble floating in an empty void. You are dreaming up everything you see, but because you are biased you are avoiding this message and talking as if you know something...you don't know anything because everything you see...has no explanation. All explanations are delusions, created to pretend to have a life.

1. Reality is condescending....have you noticed this? When a Lioness hunts down some prey and the Hyenas appear and chase her off and take it for themselves they humbled her. They told her....your kill is OUR kill. 2. A virus is condescending to your cells, it enters in takes your nucleus's reproductive function for its own use and says...YOUR REPRODUCTION IS MY REPRODUCTION NOW!!! Like DEBO from FRIDAY!!! There is nothing wrong with condescension, that is your projection. Sometimes.... an animal, person, organization, or even a country....needs to be humbled. A good ole serving of humble pie, served through condescension!!! Only fragile egos hate it!!! I love it!!!

1. There are states you can reach...where you discover that the present moment you are currently experiencing....is a complete an utter mental construction. Mathematics? Do you not realize that mathematics can only exist if you have sensory perception? Explain to me does mathematics exist when you are in deep sleep? 2. You talk about mathematics so lets continue, the more science studies the Universe they keep learning how things are interconnected. Ancient tribes KNEW things like the Stars and Planets impacted our environment and that information is not currently accepted by Western Science. But they can at least admit the Moon impacts the Earth. What if you were to realize....that all of the galaxies that currently exist in the Universe were all influencing each other? How would you feel if you discovered that distance doesn't exist, that everything is perfectly connected to each other and so all life is being controlled and controlling each other simultaneously? What would you say about MATHEMATICS then? HUMANS created mathematics, Alien representations of what we call Math if they have discovered how to transcend the limits we currently have in our construction and modeling of the universe would have mathematics that reflect that distance....is imaginary. Something you don't seem to understand...is HOW CAN YOU HAVE MATH IF ALL MEASUREMENT IS IMAGINARY!! https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/the-universe-is-not-locally-real-and-the-physics-nobel-prize-winners-proved-it/ Go and read this....if LOCATION doesn't exist, and DISTANCE doesn't exist, then that means ALL MEASUREMENTS ARE ILLUSION. So now you have a conundrum about your so called Mathematics and Science. You see knowledge and its applicability is entirely relativistic and the broader in scope you go the more and more you start to realize....that previous knowledge isn't applicable anymore. Humanity is in the Dark Ages when it comes to knowledge and that is due to our biases. If we could stop playing games and become more honest then we could do REAL SCIENCE. How do you deny the connection between your own mind and what you deem real and unreal. Do you realize how childish we would look to a more advanced species? They would LAUGH AT US. Because of our dishonesty intellectually it took us 2000 years to discover what Mystics were saying 5000 years ago!!! THIS is why Leo says there is no difference between Truth and Love. You can't even find truth, if you succumb to your biases. What use is double blind procedures, and all your other attempts to get rid of bias...when that bias...overlays your own reality. What if every Scientist you have in your industry shares the same bias? Then they will never discover the TRUTH no matter how many models they use. This bias can not only be seen in Science...but in entire civilizations. Its why we have a lack of parity and so much discrimination and confusion because every POV thinks it knows what's true and believes it operates in a physical objective reality. That one big assumption....screwed EVERYTHING UP!!! LOL!!

Think of a person, place, or thing that you have a strong desire for. No judgment can exist in this space so think whatever it is, whatever fantasy doesn't matter what it is. Hold it in your mind's eye, imagination, hold it until your desire for that almost explodes!!! Then....focus now on your heart, picture that fantasy you have still....but bring your awareness to where your heart is located. If you do this correctly...you will transfer that love you have for that object....into you. THIS will feel you overwhelmingly with love....and THEN you will discover through your direct experience...that you PROJECT OUT YOUR LOVE AND HATE....and that YOU ARE THE CREATOR OF YOUR FEELINGS...and also you are what you desire!! The illusion will fall, and shatter, and you will realize you can give yourself the LOVE YOU DESIRE....WHENEVER YOU WANT TOO!!! I know....I'm spoiling the dream for you.....you WANT to believe that something else is causing your desires....but hey.....think of this as an emergency technique if you ever feel depressed or sad. If you master this....it will be equivalent to having low level love awakenings on psychedelics.