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^ This....life is playful, the theme of life is that meaning...is delusion. You don't live life for meaning....you live life...because you love it. A child doesn't play because it is has any meaning....it does it for the sake of the act itself. Its why a kid can enjoy playing with a candy wrapper....while an Adult has lost that playfulness and only suffers the meaning it creates. Lack of meaning...is playful and free, and completely innocent.

I believe I have a more direct method....as one of the traps people fall into is they start thinking they are the observer. So I will give a contrast to better illustrate this. Currently you have a sense that you exist. Some call it consciousness/awareness what have you. So the first question you can ask....is do you come and go or are YOU always there? Next question what comes and goes? You will notice that what comes and goes is sensations...sight comes and goes (you blink), smell, taste, thoughts, emotions, physical sensations...they all arise and fall so that can't be you. Notice....in deep sleep...there are no sensory perceptions at all...so technically when you are in deep sleep...you are DEAD. Now....notice....that right now...if you close your eyes and let go....you can sense that which exists as the space between all sensory perceptions....it is that which HOLDS all perceptions....it is that which perceptions RISE and FALL within it.....investigate that space....and ask yourself...does that space ever disappear? Now next question....is that space....everywhere? Notice that space...is everywhere...it is omnipresent. So....could that space...BE YOU? Notice...it never dissappears...it is always there. Well if that space is EVERYWHERE....then...maybe just maybe....EVERYTHING is that space....and all you do is trick yourself through sensory perception...that there are OTHERS, AND OBJECTS. Now....keep coming back to this and focus...until you become aware to what is being pointed too.

Exactly...I was reading his comments and was confused....then I noticed the date and I was like OHHH that was young Leo.

If you wake up you will be in a void of nothingness with the realization...that everything was an illusion that was created in your mind. What you are is not a thing, what you are can only be pointed too. You are infinite possibility that can become a possibility. You are eternal, You are the Alpha and the Omega, you are Reality, you are that which can never be spoken....but can be lived through which is....being. If you want to learn more sit down and question everything sincerely and see what arises.

1. There is no correct way of saying evil, evil...literally does not exist. Reality...is an appearance out of NOTHING. This nothing is experienced through the sensations. Without sight, sound, taste, smell, touch, pain, thoughts, and emotion....there exists no life. This means that every act.....NEVER HAPPENED it is AN APPEARANCE of something happening. So explain to me how something is EVIL....if it never happened but instead ONLY APPEARED to happen. You don't exist, nothing exists so nothing is happening RIGHT NOW. Meaning= The belief of a me, which creates EVIL. When all distinction falls away...the realization that nothing ever happened is realized. So if nothing ever happened...where is the EVIL? This is why I said....you just awakened...you haven't fully grasped it yet. Only the EGO believes in MEANING. MEANING= Illusion/Delusion. Nothing wrong with that, because meaning is FUN. But the highest truth....is there is NO MEANING. Your POV which is relative is CREATING MEANING, and trust me....NO ONE POV.....has the TRUE MEANING. NOT ONE SINGLE POV. The biggest delusion...that many POV have.....is they believe that their POV has the TRUE MEANING. The reason that delusion is so hard to realize...is because it is housed in that which has NO MEANING. That is why the highest realization is the theme of life....is to drop ALL MEANING if you want to transcend this identity game. Otherwise you are just playing the dualistic identity game and deluding yourself which is your choice. Meaning= Identity= ME=EGO=BUYING IN TO DELUSION. Which is completely fine. Play with the illusion if you want too.

I would say realizing you had always what you wanted= you found that there was nothing to seek for. Basically because you ARE HAPPINESS, seeking for HAPPINESS is like a fish in the ocean looking for water.

1. At whatever level you can be "hurt" is the level of agreement you have with what is being said. For example if I believe I am a fool, and I don't believe being a fool is BAD, then when someone calls me a fool there will not be a reaction. But if I believe a fool is BAD, then when I am called a fool I will feel attacked and will blame the "other" for attacking me when in actuality....I attacked myself. I attacked myself on 2 levels, I think a fool is BAD, and the other is me using my judgment against myself to attack me. When you dissolve the boundary between you and the other = You just attacked yourself by calling yourself a fool because you believe you are BAD and express your judgment of yourself through the word FOOL. 2. A narcissist/psychopath can only hurt you if you judge them as BAD. For example...a psychopath is able to be completely dismember a person without any remorse/guilt, this is because a psychopath does not believe that dismemberment is bad. A narcissist is different, if they committed that act they would feel guilt and shame and would have to offload that accountability onto someone else because they judge the act as BAD. Emotional Pain is created through judgment and the belief of a Good/Bad paradigm. As long as you believe in Good/Bad you will struggle with things like forgiveness, trauma/PTSD, victim mentality, and will get caught in storylines of demonizing others as if they are somehow NOT YOU. The belief of GOOD/BAD is like pointing at the mirror and when you give a devilish grin you say THAT IS BAD, and when you smile normally you say THAT IS GOOD. You judge appearances/expressions through that paradigm and pretend any expressions you see as something other than you. Its the height of delusion, but its a sticky one to drop because you are socialized to believe in it and it is entirely tied into a sense of self or ME and completely tied to explanations with MEANING. To completely detach....you would need the non-attachment of a Psychopath, and the love of Saint. So when the extremes combine Saint= Good, Psychopath= Bad. When the two combine you have the recognition of complete and other acceptance of yourself to include the entire scope of reality as YOU. You also have the complete detachment at the psychopath level of your body, and all bodies. You don't care what happens to your body, or all bodies. So you have become...MEANINGLESS, the VOID, INFINITE LOVE.

Lol normally this could work.....but like I said the man is very intelligent, the hardest people to communicate with about a potential blind spot are intelligent people. Its why I love Leo's realization that Love/Truth/Intelligence are ONE. This is what some Buddha practitioners and other groups will struggle with. When I tell you his belief in his being a work in progress is a core piece of his identity and is a construct he ties so much into his studies. I won't say its impossible as I understand that life is teaching the lesson that I am pointing him too which is the that everything is infinite love. But to put in perspective, he has died before, but it seems he is still struggling with his ego at the moment. But I agree with you that maybe...my approach was too direct. Sometimes to get someone to agree....you have to play the idiot, and as you say make themselves believe it was their idea. Let's just say maybe I'm too attached to not sounding stupid....lol. I wish this could work on him, he's shall we say too advanced. Any questioning I present in this manner he would take as an insult as he believes himself too advanced too be questioned in his manner, but too "impure" to be a Spiritual Master. He can teach the concepts, like I said the only part he is missing is the Love Awakening, outside of that the guy has a unique way of looking at the teachings in a way I have no seen others piece it together and express it. It is such an honor and wonder to see how different POV's can actually look at things and interpret it and express it. Even though he has some dogma, he also is full of fresh interpretations. I would love to get him on the forums so he could express his POV, I just wish he could get the Love Awakening in his direct experience. He still is looking at reality from a numbers perspective trying to grasp it. And here is the kicker....he is VERY CREATIVE as well. He is a talented artist, his sketches are beautiful. So its confusing to me how a guy can be so developed both logically and creatively...and still have this blind spot. I love you man....but your post....is rather complex, it would need deciphering. I would describe your post artistically like so vague...so open too interpretation, that you could call it art. Now I could attempt to decipher it, but along with complexity you also hit me with length....so I have complexity and length to contend with.....I understand the love of complexity is your thing, but unless you can deliver a message in a digestible way... it will get lost. Currently...I can get the gist of what you are saying....do you want people to ONLY get the gist? Or do you want them to understand it at deeper levels? Here is a counter-intuitive insight.....the more simple your message....the deeper its complexity. The more complex your message....the more simplistic it is. Why? If you make it too complex....only you will understand it and others...can only grasp the edges....if you make it simple...they can turn it around, twist it, and play with it and discover ever more ways of looking at it.

Rupert Spira has talked about this same topic. Here it is.

Happiness is your natural state of being. If you aren't happy now...then you aren't awake yet. This means you need to die before you die...so you can realize that happiness and peace is your baseline state. You don't even need to think positive thoughts because that is not happiness. Just BE. That's it. Once you realize that BEING is peace and happiness then....you will be happy. DEATH is happy, Life is struggle and misery. When the boundary between DEATH and LIFE collapses you can be the WALKING DEAD and then you enter paradise....which is realizing you cannot die. Then you can be alive and REST IN PEACE.

It's not like a movie...its literally a movie. Your life is a movie/dream/vr simulation, dreamed up for an audience of ONE. It also always gives you what you want as well. I just recently got a job that checked all the boxes I wanted and I NEVER had to try to get it. It just happened. Since reality/life IS YOU, it only wants to give you your desires. But it also wants you to realize that you ARE desire itself. So what you think you desire is just a projection/illusion that you place on some object, person, or situation. So life wants you to wake up to the fact that life is a beautiful movie full of suspense, danger, and trials and tribulations that is complete and other FANTASY. If you can view life as a FANTASY, THEN you can really enjoy it. As long as you think life is REAL then you will suffer. For me awakening stops you from taking life too seriously and also...it lets you know that life is YOU. Life also gives you hints as to what is going on....so pay attention to the words and thoughts you use....because THAT is the script you are writing. I talked my job into existence and it is hilarious. So part of taking responsibility for your dream, is taking responsibility for your words and thoughts. Its amazing to me how we actually direct our life with out words.....blows my mind. But yeah there is no free will, you don't control your heart beat, you don't control the weather, you don't control what time you wake up, you don't control when you are hungry or not hungry, you don't control when you have an itch or not have itch, I can keep going...you don't control crap. Think of it like a theme park ride....just go where you feel like going and pursue what you feel like pursuing....and enjoy the show. Don't work a job you hate, unless it is setting you up for a job you love. Don't date or marry someone you cannot stand. The purpose is to flow with life, NOT to fight with it and it will constantly communicate to you on how to flow with it.

Well the solution is simple, but the toughest thing to do....we have to become okay with death, and feeling pain both emotional and physical pain. A couple of things, outside of extreme situations majority of pain is temporary. And also we actually cannot die, the physical form can die, but what we actually are cannot die. So the "die before you die" is the solution. You will not be able to overcome selfishness and detachment until you confirm your immortality. Once you confirm it, then the process of letting go and trusting becomes something that becomes easier and easier. So if anyone wants to know the purpose of dying before you die that's it, it teaches you how to let go by showing you through experience that you are not the body and thus you are able to let go. Now here is a part that scares people....we don't have free will. So I would tell you or anyone...don't struggle too much with choices....your free will is an illusion and your decisions are always based on what state of consciousness you are in. For example...if I attack you when you are asleep versus when you are fully alert your ability to respond is based on that. Your ability to respond is always based on your level of intelligence and awareness. For example....we let children off the hook because we claim they know better....but we hold adults accountable. The truth is.....adults don't know better either lol. If they did....they would do better. They are ignorant and foolish and that is why they do the things they do. I want to tell you a story....which shows how counter-intuitive reality life is. I was talking to a woman who use to work in a max security prison. She had to give shots to serial killers and big strong macho types who committed violent crimes. These guys killed people with their bare hands in brutally horrendous ways right? When she tried to give them a shot with a needle....they passed out from fear. Are you hearing me? I bust out laughing but it made sense to me because Spirituality already states that the more fearful you are, and the stronger your attachment to your body is, the more quote on quote evil you will act out. So here is a mindfuck for you. The skinny gentle dude in the room, is more courageous than the macho violent dude. Anyone you see going around threatening people, and insulting people, and trying to act tough, they are actually scared shitless. Its so funny when you discover this. The bravest version of you....is the part that doesn't identify with anything, not the body, not your possessions, absolutely no thing/sense. If you get yourself to that version, then your ability to see clearly will be completely amplified. In truth we usually make decisions based out of self-interest. Our ability to step outside of that is based on our level of attachment, fear IS attachment, it is also love lol. If you want to become God as a man/woman? Release all attachment. Whatever method can get you there, if you truly desire to become that....then the quickest way would be to die as many times as it takes until you get the message that you are actually dead RIGHT NOW. Because you are....literally DEAD right now. So technically you have never died....and you never will because what you call DEATH...is what you are. Life is just a projection, over what you call DEATH. So the key to getting to a place of Self-Love I would say...is to first....awaken to the fact that you are DEAD RIGHT NOW.

Everyone you see on the forums...is you....but you don't really know what that means. You see, when you say....oh yeah I know they are me...you don't...no judgment obviously because you will awaken when you are ready.....so no rush!!! But here is a hint.....every time you judge anybody on the forums or in the world....you are truly judging yourself. For example, let's say you have a person on the forums who is complaining saying life is hell!!!! And you are going around telling them, no its not!!! Life is great!!! The truth is....you both are correct!!! You see...the person who is complaining to you about how they feel....they are literally....your true feelings. They are the parts of yourself you deny!!!! So when truth....and feelings collide....oh boy!!!! If you only knew what that means....its a BIG CLUE!!!! Your life is really your mirror....oh man if you only knew!!!! Your entire freaking life.....you have been interacting...with the face, the image of God....which is .....Yours/God's imagination!!!! So remember.....don't judge God's image....God is sensitive...encourage God and let God know that you love them and believe in them....because every part of God you see, is doing the best it can.....just like you and me. We are all parts of God that have disassociated ourself to know ourself by interacting with our reflection....so we each dream a dream where we forget that we are each other and get to really discover how we really feel about each other. Wow we can be really mean to each other when we are unconscious and think we aren't one. But we don't mean it....we wouldn't do it if we really know. I actually discovered...it is impossible for God to be a Devil OH BOY!!!! If you only knew!!! God is only a devil equivalent to how much it is asleep. God's greatest fear.....is to consciously hurt itself. Do you get it? God would NEVER consciously hurt itself EVER!!! That is impossible!!! Why? Because God is love!!! I'm not giving you anymore....especially you logical types!!! You will beg for more in your journey to figure life out!!! Stop trying to figure it out,.....is okay to not know....because.....the part that knows/reality.....is literally you!!! And its more conscious than you are!!!! It knows how to give you the greatest gift....but you call it death!!! But the greatest gift is actually life, its why its called the present!!! God wants to give you the greatest gift....but you men...YOU HATE SURPRISES!!!! That's it....no more clues...take the breadcrumbs.... I BELIEVE IN YOU!!!

Truthfully I don't even understand how its considered a sacrifice. I won't lie, I'm tempted to go straight monk mode for awhile. You live in nature, you eat, meditate and live a simple life. Seems peaceful and serene to me lol. I do feel a pull towards that lifestyle at least just out of curiosity. Modern Society bores me now after awakening. To me being able to study the sensations of your perceptions and connect with them is more fun than...the other things we normally do as fun in modern society. Of course none of that would be possible if I never took psychedelics in the first place so I'm happy I took that plunge. Released my contracted energy and took me to a whole other side of reality.

No problem...this forum...is like karma on steroids. Who needs psychedelics when you got these forums? LOL its a joke, I would still recommend psychedelics for contemplation. But this forum is like the perfect mirror. Every moment you have some random user criticizing or attacking something you write. It comes from all angles and completely out of no where. If you forget those critiques are YOU, you will take it personal. Each "person" is an aspect of Infinity that is looking at its opposite and saying EWWW. Its like the Fall looks at Winter and says you are too cold, the Winter looks at Spring and says you are too Warm bright, and the Spring looks at the Summer and says you are too Hot and Sunny, and the Summer looks at the Fall and says you are too Chilly. Tall telling short its too short and Short telling Tall its too Tall. Logical telling the Creative its too wishy washy and the Creative telling the Logical its a robot. The Young telling the Old they are Fossils, and the Old telling the Young they are foolish and arrogant. This is just a game of identity and its important to not get too sucked in.....although sometimes it can be tough lol.

Wow wonderful response and such order and detail too!! I thank you for blessing me with such a nuanced perspective and I believe it will be of help to others who read this. I'm glad these questions got you thinking, that was the point. Notice how there isn't a right or wrong answer? It is all based on how we interpret it and also as you wisely deduced there are other factors that can influence those situations even more such as the context of the past events that led up to those events. Thank you I will be reading your response and really contemplating on it. The funny thing is...mistakes don't actually exist...you could do everything right, and it still not work out and you can do everything wrong and it works out. For example with the partner that cheats on you, let's say that they did it out of spite/jealousy. Most people would say you need to leave that partner as that behavior is unhealthy. But you might choose to make the "wrong" decision and it actually works out fine. Now obviously the odds are usually low in such situations but the truth is....we have no clue how our decisions will play out. There are an infinite number of variables at play, so the optimal choice...cannot logically be arrived at. I have heard from wise people that intuition is usually the key to figuring out what the best decision is. But hey....this is a broad subject with so many perspectives. Thanks again for your response you really hit the ball out of the park on that one!!!

Thanks!! Mind providing feedback on how you would answer those questions? I'm interested in the answers people would give. You don't have to answer all of them, you can pick one or even create your own one. I am interested in how people view Self-Love.

In what way? What are you getting fed up with?

1. Remember what I said about reality and imagination? Real and Unreal are the same. Two people can experience an intense event, one can interpret it in a way that it does not faze them while another can become traumatized. YOU create meaning. YOU. Nobody else. If you agree with me or disagree with me it is because you choose to agree with the meaning I present which means its not me but YOU that creates meaning. Understanding yourself as God means you take responsibility for whatever meaning you choose to create. So from one perspective you can say yes your friend experiences pain, from another perspective you can say no they don't. I'll explain. Your friend....is YOU. So how can you say your friend experiences pain? Also pain...is imaginary, its not real. Additionally you cannot access your friend's POV, as they are equally GOD as you are and GOD is sovereign so that POV is off limits. But if you do what Leo does and take 5 MEO DMT and put an intention to connect with their POV then you can access their God Head. But all that will happen...is it will collapse into ONE since...they are CURRENTLY YOU. That POV is private buddy!!! LOL. But eventually it will collapse and be integrated like all POVs. From another perspective...they don't have experience as I said before....the human avatar is an illusion. So if their human avatar is an illusion how can they have experience? If everything is an illusion then experience doesn't exist and nothing ever happened. So it depends on how you want to look at it because REAL and UNREAL are distinctions you create. You are that which creates meaning, ME= MEANING, Which you create through sensory perception/sense making and logic/sense making. Remember God's true nature is that without meaning, so your life, is a gift from God to experience meaning. So every event that happens is neutral and your POV creates meaning. That is the value of each POV it has the ability to create meaning specific to it!!! This is why you should never give up your authority because that POV is meant to add its own touch in the Universe that is unique to it. 2. When I personally died I entered a void, I still felt like myself... I just did not have any physical form and my thoughts manifested into physical form instantly. I was asked questions in the silence but those words were not audible, they were shown on the screen of my awareness. We are in the void RIGHT NOW, at this very moment. We just project onto it what we currently see. This is why I keep telling people when they argue with me that distinctions are imaginary lol, we have never gone anywhere ever. You are always at the Center of the Universe at all times because you are both in the Universe and it is within you as well. Its a transparent hologram, that is energy, that shapeshifts, and is intelligent. It was weird because I had NO PHYSICAL FORM lol, was just floating in a void with the ability to see and shapes appeared and it had eyes and little hands and waved at me and asked me questions and when I gave a satisfactory answer I was blasted off back and reality pixelated back OVER the void. It stayed a little blocky for a little bit before it went back to the smooth reality we know....then time froze later on but that's another story. I can't speak if this is how Death will feel for you. Truthfully I thought I was never coming back and made my peace with it lol. I believe Death will just mirror the mind you cultivated which is why the point is to wake up. One reason to pursue the awakening experiences Leo lists is it will probably be reflected at the moment the Human Avatar becomes unable to function.

Its Infinite Levels....which means....there are no levels. He is just having fun. But yes you are correct if he is capable of going further he will discover more...in fact him discovering alien consciousness is discussed in the Law of One Book. Leo keeps saying he is discovering something new but everything he keeps reporting is just confirming things I already read. There is another guy who has mentioned something similar to what Leo is saying without talking about the Alien part. So Leo isn't saying anything new per say. All of Reality likes to point to the same thing from a different angle or POV and through different words. So yeah....there are more levels....but truthfully....it is just going to collapse back into to itself eventually and he will be right back where he started. But let Leo enjoy his trip in infinity awakenings and recontextualizations. Also here is a secret....all of his awakenings....you can access because Leo is YOU. So the irony is....if you put out the intention under say 5 MEO DMT to experience what he is mentioning....you could theoretically receive the same transmission. I've already stated on the forums I received someone else's psychedelic trips, without a psychedelic but through chakra music Just from me conversing with the person. So theoretically it isn't impossible to receive the same awakenings Leo has right now. I would suggest those of you who have access to psychedelics to explore this possibility. You really need to drop the limitations many of you hold about how all this works.

More and more projection. I don't need to twist anything into a belief. In my direct experience...there is no location. The Universe is a hologram. What does that mean? Everything is One in its totality. That means my FOOT is my POV no more or less than my eye sight. That means YOUR POV is MY POV. You are the one creating distinctions. THERE ARE NO DISTINCTIONS. You keep complicating everything. It is infinity. That means everything can happen all at once right now. There are no past lives, there are no future lives, there is only the now. The present. That's it. Any attempts to complicate this further is just illusions you are creating. My FOOT is the absolute, the DUST IN MY ROOM IS THE ABSOLUTE. A VIRUS IS THE ABSOLUTE. There are no distinctions...there are no differences of any kind. Even this disagreement...is also agreement. How? Because for these words to exist....they have to be agreed into existence. So we cannot even disagree if we tried!! Stop conflating you are just confusing yourself further.

^You got it. Yes....this is why Jesus said suffer the little children and forbid them not for of such is the kingdom of heaven. To flow with life we have to recognize life is us, and thus we do not need to fight it but to trust it as a child can trust its parent. We trust life by connecting to it, and paying attention to the messages it is constantly sending us every moment on all levels to the best of our ability.

I revisited this video...and its interesting because the only barrier to this video is the logical mind. The logical mind is wired to engage in survival of whatever it identifies with. It primarily identifies with the body, and it identifies with pleasure and minimization of pain. Its hilarious from that limited perspective the rational, logical mind would never understand this message. The fact that anyone is even interested in this at all....makes no sense. Its so funny how reality doesn't make any sense at all. You can come up with explanations about why you THINK the anomalies that are us being interested in messages like this exist...but...I'm sorry it still doesn't make sense. Why in the hell would this message resonate at all? Its so funny, I know because ultimately its because reality is infinite love, that really is the only explanation that exists which is why...logic is so funny because logic can never describe infinite love. This means all your logic you are using to make sense of reality...is all just delusion....because your logic can never explain why any selfish human could ever want this message and even decide to undertake it. The only reason...is love...and love...doesn't make sense. AT ALL. Also please don't respond with....its cause you are God. Because God=unconditional love so saying unconditional love is the same as God.

There you go again not understanding... MY POV is absolute. YOUR POV is absolute. THATS IT THE END. You keep trying to put it in the finite. MY POV is the absolute. SO IS THE BOTTLE I AM LOOKING AT. MY WATER BOTTLE IS ABSOLUTE. MY FOOT IS THE ABSOLUTE. Are you getting it? EVERYTHING IS THE ABSOLUTE. THAT'S IT.

He never said in the future, he said...everything is happening SIMULATANEOUSLY. Go back and watch the video...he says and I quote "You already have." What does that mean? It means...it is happening RIGHT NOW! He has made this point MANY TIMES. He used a sponge as an example and said your POV is the holes in the sponge. They are all being lived RIGHT NOW. So no he never said in the future...that was your own projection.