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^There is no perfect method, because dishonesty with ourselves is unconscious. Our dishonesty hides from feelings of fear, shame, guilt etc. So there are two things you need to deal with to become better able to catch your dishonesty. Make a commitment to not tell lies to "others." I know it will be difficult since people are addicted to white lies, give up the white lies. Now the next thing is, if something makes you feel fear, shame or guilt, admit it to yourself. Never hide behind the mantra that "I'm fine, or I'm not afraid." The MOMENT you catch yourself IMMEDIATELY CALL BULLSHIT, and actually check to see if it is true. If it is...then all is well, if it isn't all is well also. But all is not well if you allow yourself the smokescreen of claiming all is well without checking!!!!! You gotta check!!! When you drive, you check to see if your gas is full. When you cross the street you check to see if cars are coming. So why do we assume everything is fine all the time...even when sometimes it is so obvious it is not!!! You do that too much you become numb, and then your ability to detect emotional baggage....becomes impossible to detect because now you can't even feel it!!

Wow....very perceptive...now if you could only realize...the rest of humanity was the same person as you.....let's see how long that takes!!

1. All of mathematics is a lie, there is no distance, which literally means...all measurements are an illusion. But time to make fun of your love for mathematics. Here is a mathematician telling you that there is no free will. Oh and for good measure...let's add someone who deals with a different scientific field a neuroendocrinology researcher talking to a neuroscientist. ^ You do realize....that if there is NO LOCATION...then there is NO WESTERN LIFE. THERE IS NO HUMANITY. Do you not understand what no location means? This is utter and complete imagination. Right now...you do not exist, and nothing is happening. There is no past, and future. There is no individual. YOU ARE IMAGINARY. YOUR HUMAN AVATAR DOES NOT EXIST and is a mental construction. You are all alone in a solipsistic bubble floating in an empty void. You are dreaming up everything you see, but because you are biased you are avoiding this message and talking as if you know something...you don't know anything because everything you see...has no explanation. All explanations are delusions, created to pretend to have a life.

1. Reality is condescending....have you noticed this? When a Lioness hunts down some prey and the Hyenas appear and chase her off and take it for themselves they humbled her. They told her....your kill is OUR kill. 2. A virus is condescending to your cells, it enters in takes your nucleus's reproductive function for its own use and says...YOUR REPRODUCTION IS MY REPRODUCTION NOW!!! Like DEBO from FRIDAY!!! There is nothing wrong with condescension, that is your projection. Sometimes.... an animal, person, organization, or even a country....needs to be humbled. A good ole serving of humble pie, served through condescension!!! Only fragile egos hate it!!! I love it!!!

1. There are states you can reach...where you discover that the present moment you are currently experiencing....is a complete an utter mental construction. Mathematics? Do you not realize that mathematics can only exist if you have sensory perception? Explain to me does mathematics exist when you are in deep sleep? 2. You talk about mathematics so lets continue, the more science studies the Universe they keep learning how things are interconnected. Ancient tribes KNEW things like the Stars and Planets impacted our environment and that information is not currently accepted by Western Science. But they can at least admit the Moon impacts the Earth. What if you were to realize....that all of the galaxies that currently exist in the Universe were all influencing each other? How would you feel if you discovered that distance doesn't exist, that everything is perfectly connected to each other and so all life is being controlled and controlling each other simultaneously? What would you say about MATHEMATICS then? HUMANS created mathematics, Alien representations of what we call Math if they have discovered how to transcend the limits we currently have in our construction and modeling of the universe would have mathematics that reflect that distance....is imaginary. Something you don't seem to understand...is HOW CAN YOU HAVE MATH IF ALL MEASUREMENT IS IMAGINARY!! https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/the-universe-is-not-locally-real-and-the-physics-nobel-prize-winners-proved-it/ Go and read this....if LOCATION doesn't exist, and DISTANCE doesn't exist, then that means ALL MEASUREMENTS ARE ILLUSION. So now you have a conundrum about your so called Mathematics and Science. You see knowledge and its applicability is entirely relativistic and the broader in scope you go the more and more you start to realize....that previous knowledge isn't applicable anymore. Humanity is in the Dark Ages when it comes to knowledge and that is due to our biases. If we could stop playing games and become more honest then we could do REAL SCIENCE. How do you deny the connection between your own mind and what you deem real and unreal. Do you realize how childish we would look to a more advanced species? They would LAUGH AT US. Because of our dishonesty intellectually it took us 2000 years to discover what Mystics were saying 5000 years ago!!! THIS is why Leo says there is no difference between Truth and Love. You can't even find truth, if you succumb to your biases. What use is double blind procedures, and all your other attempts to get rid of bias...when that bias...overlays your own reality. What if every Scientist you have in your industry shares the same bias? Then they will never discover the TRUTH no matter how many models they use. This bias can not only be seen in Science...but in entire civilizations. Its why we have a lack of parity and so much discrimination and confusion because every POV thinks it knows what's true and believes it operates in a physical objective reality. That one big assumption....screwed EVERYTHING UP!!! LOL!!

Think of a person, place, or thing that you have a strong desire for. No judgment can exist in this space so think whatever it is, whatever fantasy doesn't matter what it is. Hold it in your mind's eye, imagination, hold it until your desire for that almost explodes!!! Then....focus now on your heart, picture that fantasy you have still....but bring your awareness to where your heart is located. If you do this correctly...you will transfer that love you have for that object....into you. THIS will feel you overwhelmingly with love....and THEN you will discover through your direct experience...that you PROJECT OUT YOUR LOVE AND HATE....and that YOU ARE THE CREATOR OF YOUR FEELINGS...and also you are what you desire!! The illusion will fall, and shatter, and you will realize you can give yourself the LOVE YOU DESIRE....WHENEVER YOU WANT TOO!!! I know....I'm spoiling the dream for you.....you WANT to believe that something else is causing your desires....but hey.....think of this as an emergency technique if you ever feel depressed or sad. If you master this....it will be equivalent to having low level love awakenings on psychedelics.

So Self Love is such a broad topic, but it is the building block of Reality. So I think its a topic we can discuss and share. One aspect of Self- Love is learning to accept your Avatar as it currently is. Not seeing it as a work in progress as so many of us are trained and indoctrinated to do but as TOTAL AND COMPLETE just as it is. The ego is always searching for more, always seeing incompleteness, seeing problems, and constantly trying to come up with solutions. So the first step in the Self-Love process would be to actually love your self unconditionally. This will get rid of your neuroticism, and stop you from looking to "others and objects" for love and recognize that what you are IS LOVE. One of the issues I have dealt with and still deal with at times is boundaries. One aspect of Self-Love is learning to say NO without guilt or remorse. Its not just about loving the world, but also that which views the world. Now this doesn't mean being a selfish egotistical asshole, but it also doesn't mean being a people pleasing push over. So how do you strike a balance? Easy. Always ask.....is this action being done for its own sake? Or is it being done to fulfill some desire. If its being done to fulfill some desire then its coming from a need based perspective, nothing wrong with that but just recognize it for what it is. When something is done for the sake of it (playfulness) then it is devoid of agenda which means it is done out of self-love. Many people think self-love is trying to save the world in essence, and that is not what it is. Many people try to "fix" the world and usually cause more problems than they actually solve. Self-Love is radical acceptance of what is, and aligning with the movement of where things are going, instead of becoming afraid and trying to resist the current movement and trajectory. I know its TOUGH, because we all have preferences...but things happen the way they do to allow all POV's the ability to change at THEIR OWN RATE. Many times those that are more advanced can get impatient at the growth and advancement of those less advanced.... but everything has its own rate of change/growth. As stated earlier fulfilling personal desires is not bad, you need to eat, breathe, drink water, poop, and sleep. But beyond the mere survival, cultivating self-love outside of those aspects and maybe sometimes even putting those aspects in jeopardy in certain situations to help others may be optimal. Self-Love dissolves the distinction between self and other so helping an other is helping yourself and helping yourself is helping others. So the boundary between selfish and selfless collapses and All that is left is No Self which is identical to All is Self, which is identical as saying....there are no individuals. So here are some examples to contemplate. 1. You have a friend in need of financial assistance and they have never paid you back in the past, it looks like they may be homeless without your assistance...what do you do? 2. Your romantic partner cheated on you but said they are sorry, what would you do? 3. Your kid keeps acting up at school and getting into fights. When you come to the school to find out what is going on, your kid claims they are being bullied but the school accuses your kid of being the bully. What would you do? 4. There is an election in your state and it will determine the fate of the surrounding ecological environment of your residential area and the city at large. You know you have good ideas that you could add to the discussion politically but you are so done with politics, jaded with it, and would rather not get involved. What do you do? 5. Your sibling has a drug problem that stems from them being physically and emotionally abused as a kid and you allowed them to stay with you to help them get off drugs. You discover that they have been secretly stealing from you to pay for drug use secretly. What would you do? Bonus: Your friend watches Leo's videos and accuses him of being the Anti-Christ for calling himself God. You come from a very religious community and even though you no longer agree with their teachings embracing your new perspective has driven a divide between you and them. What would you do?

Well not actually....I made reference to when I first took mushrooms that it felt alien, and I have talked to others on the forums who told me in the past before Leo's Big Alien awakening that they have felt an alien presence. Also again....the Law of One Book... Leo saying he awoke to Alien Intelligence isn't a far fetch....Humans aren't the only living beings in the Universe and I would bet their level of consciousness is much more developed than ours. I have heard they even learned how to create galaxies....so yeah....something to think about.

I use to think that was it...but its not because that would be martyrdom. Besides there is no distinction in trying to help another or helping yourself. The act of helping others is itself a game of duality. You feeding your stomach right now is no different than you giving your last to an enemy. The only reason there is a push at all for more selflessness is because currently within this dream there is a higher prevalence of greed than charity. But trust me from personal experience...martyrdom has its own imbalance. An ego can uses self-sacrifice as a means to become self-righteous and brag about how charitable and self-sacrificing they are. Also a person can become a martyr because they believe it is the RIGHT THING to do, which is a form of selfishness because you believe there is a right or wrong which means you have an agenda. Its tricky...its slippery, its not so clear cut. Its why I just tell people, do the best you can at the capacity you are at. You can't expect everyone to be self-sacrificial and truthfully...people can't help but act the way they are. ^ The thing is....the ego is ALWAYS intact, even when people tell you it isn't it IS. The POV is the ego, the body is the ego, the ego= the character/persona. Enlightened People don't make any significant changes. They still walk the same, talk the same, all that happens is 2 things....life gets recontextualized, and neuroticism falls away more and more. People keep thinking enlightenment is some big event...no its not. Now you can have some huge experiences of awakenings....and certain realizations may floor you, but all that eventually happens is you just become lucid in the dream. For example I just had a dream where I was having a conversation with someone....I woke up today and realized how real that conversation was in that dream...and even waking up how slowly it still felt real, that voice in my head. It made me laugh because it was just showing me again....how I am the only thing that exists and there are no others....everything is me. For a brief moment I was like I already knew that but dang.....lol. I realize I do enjoy the illusion of other. Its fun.

All I know is you can go to bed and sleep at night....and be conscious that you are sleeping...it throws me off recently I would be snoring...and be like WHO THE HELL IS SNORING...and look and be like...OH MY GOSH lol. As you break attachment to the body by waking up (raising consciousness) you will notice that the body is just doing its own thing...and there was never a YOU making decisions. This whole time....your body is just doing things...and it never needs a conscious awareness there for it to happen. Its kind of freaky when you realize this LOL. They call it sleep paralysis apparently...which it isn't. Its just the ego vanishing...while you are sleeping. https://www.google.com/search?q=Sleep+paralysis&rlz=1C1VDKB_enUS991US992&oq=Sleep+paralysis&aqs=chrome..69i57.2879j0j15&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8

The Greatest Miracle Is To Make a Miracle Appear as Ordinary. The Greatest Illusion Is To Hide The Truth In Plain Sight And Demonize It. Reality Constantly Is Miraculous And Hides In Plain Sight. Every Explanation For Appearances Are Other Delusion And Completely False. But The Greatest Miracle Is To Make The Illusionary Pattern So Consistent And Complete That The Explanation Makes Sense. Logic Is Illusion, It Is Just An Appearance, But The Illusion Is So Consistent....It Can't Help But Feel Real. That Is Truly Profound!!!

I agree with what you said and your writing is a great example of Infinity....notice the stream of consciousness you just displayed this is how we create stories. Our mind is ridiculously great at creating explanations upon explanations onward for eternity. I first must confess that I am a fool....to get that out the way...so what does that mean? It means I too just like all beings am doing the best I can within this game we call life. I both know and don't know, its why I share because I know my POV has blindspots as all POV have blind spots...its the beauty of a POV= Point of View. The best I would say to sum it all up, take responsibility for the story you tell yourself. So become aware of your thoughts and the explanations that are being given. Make a practice of being aware when you are playing the victim. The victim is the default mode of the ego, it is the story that things are happening to you and you have no power to make decisions. I know I said there is no free will, and there isn't....but there also are NOT OTHERS so nothing can happen to a YOU. Anything that happens to you, is you....happening to you. Its a tough pill to swallow but Science has actually inadvertently proved what I am saying....I'll provide 2 sources...even though Science itself is imaginary lol. https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2016/06/theres-no-such-thing-as-free-will/480750/ Here they proved the universe is not local. https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/the-universe-is-not-locally-real-and-the-physics-nobel-prize-winners-proved-it/ Which means all distinction is imaginary. So you see....people on the forums...your precious Science is just reconfirming what all the Mystics have already stated. It appears the Universe is headed for a massive awakening very soon. I believe the key to flowing through life is not allowing your thoughts and emotions to lead you...but you take back the driver's seat and not fall asleep into the dreams of thoughts and emotions. So basically practice non-attachment to thoughts and emotions...not for enlightenment but just for a more conscious way of life. The more you can practice disidentifying the more you will be able to observe yourself and others and gain the necessary information you can use to make more changes. Someone will say but you said you were already complete? You are, but the illusion is that you aren't. First recognize you are. Then fine tune where necessary. Do people think their house or car is incomplete? Do people think their water is incomplete? The air? A tree? A squirrel? No!!! But for some reason...humans convince themselves...that they are the ONE EXCEPTION in the Universe that is incomplete!!! Lol!!! The human mind....is very good at crafting believable stories!!! It can make ANYTHING CONVINCING if you don't question it!!

^No I do not think its the recipient's job to figure out what you are saying...this is how things get misinterpreted, the less clear you are the more likely you are going to be misunderstood. If you want your message to be open to interpretation like a Picasso painting then that is fine, but if the goal of your communication is to get your message received then you need to do your darnest to achieve that result to the best of your ability. The problem with intellectual types is they love to use word salad and big words to flex their intellect. Its not different than somebody like me who loves to write and talk, I clearly love to hear myself speak and write. That's not an issue, but if I enjoy that activity personally I am going to do my best to be understood. The only job of the receiver is to NOT INTENTIONALLY try to misunderstand you, but they should not have to make an effort to understand you. If they do that is on the speaker NOT the recipient. I'll give another example...if I am cooking for someone and I want them to appreciate my food, should I force them to comply with my tastes? Or should I cook in a way that palatable for them? The key to not being selfish, is to look at how your actions impact others and drop the need for others to adjust to you. The only time others should adjust is if they are trolling you and if they are, just ignore them because their goal is to irritate you lol. Now your issue is an issue we all have from time to time, I don't like simplifying some things but I have learned over time that if I am speaking and nobody understands me....I'm better off speaking to a wall. Now we both know in truth...there is no difference between speaking to a wall and a person....but...don't you want to enjoy the illusion of an other that you are speaking too? If not...totally disregard what I am saying LOL.

The being...is experience itself. That being....is the building block of all of reality. The being...is everyone on this forum and the entire universe. You are still trying to create another identity game of hide and seek. YOU are ME, and YOU are all the ME's in the universe. You are ALL POV's if they are pretending...then so are YOU. You create distinctions to avoid responsibility and accountability which means you are playing hide and seek with yourself.

I completely agree....great insight your answer is really the answer to all of life's problems lol.

......The whole purpose of communication is to transmit information you have to the individual or masses you are speaking too. If you don't write for others....then you are admitting to sharing just to get attention. If I speak to an individual my message is being addressed to that individual. Also...you aren't dumbing yourself down, adding complexity is not making something more profound its actually doing the opposite. The sign of a master of a topic is the ability to explain it at all levels, if you can only express your thought in a way that only you understand...then that message serves nobody. If your message cannot serve anybody...then what is the point of sharing your message? Its like me giving people a Car that only I can drive and telling them that I'm not dumbing down my Car for them....then...don't give them the Car....just keep it to yourself because clearly....its only for you.

Lol I love the projection. How am I shoving ideas down his throat. Please explain how words on a screen which he can completely dismiss is shoving words down someone's throat? This is exactly what I am talking about. You reveal you have a victim mentality and claim someone is taking away power. Here is the things he can do. 1. Ignore my post. 2. Block me. Oh my GOSH look at that!!! He has the ability to take charge of his life. But NO!!! Through your perspective...HE IS A VICTIM!!! So you project your victim based mentality onto me and him because THAT IS HOW YOU SEE LIFE!!! Thank you for revealing and illuminating your mindset. Keep it coming. Its both however you want to look at it. The NO SELF/TRUE SELF debate is ongoing its why I say reality is a neutral and however you perceive it is based on what you project onto it. There is only a couple Absolute Truths, that reality is infinite, its love, its intelligent, and it is non sense. Other than that you can perceive and interpret however you want to interpret it.

I posted the above picture because it relates to this clip by Leo. Every goal only gives you spikes....and then you return to baseline. The whole point of awakening is to realize that the baseline IS happiness and how to stay and connect to it NO MATTER what situation you are in. And as this video talks about you can raise that baseline through repetition. So again Spirituality answers all questions and gives you the power to change your life like no other medium out there because it actually takes you to the source instead of treating the symptoms.

I'm pretty sure I got bullied more than you do currently. How do I know? Because I have gotten into fights from 1st grade all the way to the 11th grade and also my freshmen year. Also two years ago some random 6'5 230lb plus guy tried to fight me in a CAFE because he believed when I walked in an aisle I brushed against his leg (I didn't) without saying "Excuse me." The situation ended peacefully fortunately. I can tell you what your issue is as I use to be in your same boat. The reason people mess with you HAS NOTHING to do with how you look, but how you CARRY yourself. If you carry yourself as someone NOT TO BE FUCKED WITH, that actually lowers the likelihood that others will attempt to mess with you. Also not gaining weight is an issue you only have when you are young, when you hit your 30's that problem will completely disappear. Now you said psychedelic realizations have no absolute basis in reality? That is a statement of complete ignorance. All realizations have 100 percent basis in reality....are you kidding me? The fact you think this means you aren't taking it seriously and are still too full of fear and selfishness. Here are some ways it has a basis. 1. Everything you see IS YOUR MIND. So explain to me...how discovering that everything is your freaking MIND and you are completely and utterly FOOLING yourself that you are in a physical universe not applicable? Explain to ME how this isn't THE MOST APPLICABLE REALIZATION EVER? 2. If everything is your mind...why don't you figure out how your THOUGHTS, and EMOTIONS are influencing your reality? Instead of complaining about people using psychedelics for love realizations...why don't YOU USE THEM to see in real-time how your thoughts and emotions are changing your reality. You see psychedelics SPEED UP your reality and allow you to see how you changing your reality through your own POV. What you call LIFE is just your freaking mind. 3. Lastly psychedelics can make you have an EGO DEATH which is the SAME AS WHAT WE CALL DEATH. There is no distinction, the only difference is you didn't have to harm the physical body to do it. Once you DIE you realize...THERE IS NOTHING TO FEAR and you are IMMORTAL. So notice the above I just mentioned....there is nothing else more important than this work. Once you realize how you influence your reality you can take accountability for how your thoughts and emotions influence it and take charge. You also are able to DROP YOUR VICTIM MENTALITY. How ARE YOU A VICTIM OF YOUR OWN MIND? ITS YOUR MIND!!! You also realize you cannot die, so your fears can start to fall away as you integrate this. So yes psychedelics are VERY APPLICABLE, there is NOTHING MORE APPLICABLE than Spirituality. Spirituality answers EVERY FREAKING QUESTION. It is the last stage in this game of life. Because its about dropping all the illusions that you are creating and you create MANY illusions. Oh and I use to be very into physical fitness, here is how I use to look back in my 20's. Physical Fitness, Money, Status, Women, all these goals and pursuits only give you small dopamine boosts...they don't fix your core issues which are always...based on self-love. When you can be at your lowest in those categories and still love yourself the same as if you were hitting on all cylinders then you have achieved emotional mastery and have truly awakened to the mind game of illusions you are creating.

^ This....life is playful, the theme of life is that meaning...is delusion. You don't live life for meaning....you live life...because you love it. A child doesn't play because it is has any meaning....it does it for the sake of the act itself. Its why a kid can enjoy playing with a candy wrapper....while an Adult has lost that playfulness and only suffers the meaning it creates. Lack of meaning...is playful and free, and completely innocent.

I believe I have a more direct method....as one of the traps people fall into is they start thinking they are the observer. So I will give a contrast to better illustrate this. Currently you have a sense that you exist. Some call it consciousness/awareness what have you. So the first question you can ask....is do you come and go or are YOU always there? Next question what comes and goes? You will notice that what comes and goes is sensations...sight comes and goes (you blink), smell, taste, thoughts, emotions, physical sensations...they all arise and fall so that can't be you. Notice....in deep sleep...there are no sensory perceptions at all...so technically when you are in deep sleep...you are DEAD. Now....notice....that right now...if you close your eyes and let go....you can sense that which exists as the space between all sensory perceptions....it is that which HOLDS all perceptions....it is that which perceptions RISE and FALL within it.....investigate that space....and ask yourself...does that space ever disappear? Now next question....is that space....everywhere? Notice that space...is everywhere...it is omnipresent. So....could that space...BE YOU? Notice...it never dissappears...it is always there. Well if that space is EVERYWHERE....then...maybe just maybe....EVERYTHING is that space....and all you do is trick yourself through sensory perception...that there are OTHERS, AND OBJECTS. Now....keep coming back to this and focus...until you become aware to what is being pointed too.

Exactly...I was reading his comments and was confused....then I noticed the date and I was like OHHH that was young Leo.

If you wake up you will be in a void of nothingness with the realization...that everything was an illusion that was created in your mind. What you are is not a thing, what you are can only be pointed too. You are infinite possibility that can become a possibility. You are eternal, You are the Alpha and the Omega, you are Reality, you are that which can never be spoken....but can be lived through which is....being. If you want to learn more sit down and question everything sincerely and see what arises.

1. There is no correct way of saying evil, evil...literally does not exist. Reality...is an appearance out of NOTHING. This nothing is experienced through the sensations. Without sight, sound, taste, smell, touch, pain, thoughts, and emotion....there exists no life. This means that every act.....NEVER HAPPENED it is AN APPEARANCE of something happening. So explain to me how something is EVIL....if it never happened but instead ONLY APPEARED to happen. You don't exist, nothing exists so nothing is happening RIGHT NOW. Meaning= The belief of a me, which creates EVIL. When all distinction falls away...the realization that nothing ever happened is realized. So if nothing ever happened...where is the EVIL? This is why I said....you just awakened...you haven't fully grasped it yet. Only the EGO believes in MEANING. MEANING= Illusion/Delusion. Nothing wrong with that, because meaning is FUN. But the highest truth....is there is NO MEANING. Your POV which is relative is CREATING MEANING, and trust me....NO ONE POV.....has the TRUE MEANING. NOT ONE SINGLE POV. The biggest delusion...that many POV have.....is they believe that their POV has the TRUE MEANING. The reason that delusion is so hard to realize...is because it is housed in that which has NO MEANING. That is why the highest realization is the theme of life....is to drop ALL MEANING if you want to transcend this identity game. Otherwise you are just playing the dualistic identity game and deluding yourself which is your choice. Meaning= Identity= ME=EGO=BUYING IN TO DELUSION. Which is completely fine. Play with the illusion if you want too.

I would say realizing you had always what you wanted= you found that there was nothing to seek for. Basically because you ARE HAPPINESS, seeking for HAPPINESS is like a fish in the ocean looking for water.