Razard86

You believe you are stuck, you are not stuck. Go take 5 MEO DMT....and you will exit. You can then stay there for all of eternity....but then you will probably decide to come back. So go take 5 MEO DMT....and let me know how it goes for you. All this belief in time and being stuck....will be seen for the illusion it is. Also yes I enjoy this illusion. Once you realize what is going on...how could you NOT enjoy it? Its absolutely wonderful. THANK YOU FOR CREATING ME!!! I am honored.

Yes its guiding you towards growth but all growth is illusion. The only growth it is guiding you on is towards infinite love. Its a game you can't fail because at the end of the dream....you go infinite. So....you literally can't fail at life...but you could....make a nightmare. So you also placed awakening as a way to escape the nightmare....but that would take you overcoming fear to even accomplish that. This game is won when you become impartial. If you can love all of life equally then you have reached balance. So that means you cannot be afraid to die, so you won't experience life through the lense of fear. Instead you are able to be open to every experience. Since life is just your own subconscious thoughts and your avatar is itself a thought....your life is just you thinking and traveling through your own mind/exploring. Its a hologram. Everywhere you go.....there you are.

I also invite you, not to create a false world as well.....or maybe....just maybe....you are ME and I AM YOU....so how does a false world exists...if it did...how are we communicating right now? Could it be we are in the same world and you are calling me and my interpretations FALSE.....but they are just your own thoughts that you have disassociated from? You are looking at a mirror right now, and these are your own thoughts communicating to you. You created me!!!! And you don't like what your creation is telling you!!! But since whatever you create is also 100 percent you!!! Everything you just wrote...is how you feel about yourself!!! Maybe...you should follow your own advice....after all you are just talking to yourself.

Nice go for it!!! A Construct Awareness board game would be fire!!!

As you walk the Spiritual Path, if you are very logical you will have to eventually drop that attachment and start to get in touch with your more intuitive side. Now in your life you have always been using it, in fact your intuition has guided your entire life and you have actually only deluded yourself that you were logical in the first place. Your intuitive side is the feeling part, the part that led you to express yourself a certain way based on how you felt and you only used logic to justify that expression. Now how you can use feeling to discover or figure yourself out, is anytime an event happens and you respond focus on your feeling and identity....is it fear, is it anger, is it joy etc.. Then ask....is this emotion out of protection, defensiveness, is it out of pursuit of trying to aggressively obtain or control something? By checking in the moment or slightly afterward often you can become aware of the motivations behind your feelings. This will allow you to learn the causes of certain emotions (the beliefs that trigger this feeling) and give you a greater understanding of your ego and its patterns. This will show you more and more how your entire life is just run on feelings, and you weaponize logic to defend these feelings. The delusion is pretty masterful if you have no desire to deconstruct it. It amazes me how even when you reveal to one through their own logic, that their beliefs are wrong....they can look you in the eye and defy their logic and convince themselves that their beliefs hold true....even when you just showed them it doesn't. This reveals....that you were never logical....you are feelings, that is your truth. That feeling is LOVE, and that is what runs you and everything in existence. The only truth is love, the only truth is your feelings. The only way to reach the truth...is to overcome your fear/feelings, and you overcome it not by fear, but by accepting it and allowing it to express itself without judgment. The only thing that holds you back from truth is fear/judgment....that is the only culprit. As humanity inches closer to closer to truth (they are getting really close) the fear will increase, which means judgment is going to increase as well. Think of humanity getting ready for a massive bad trip, they are going to collectively have to face their own judgment. The game of reality...is just a path of facing your own judgments until you get tired of judging yourself. Once you do, you die and are reborn. Then the process to embody this is to keep dying and being reborn....until you no longer judge. Judgment is delusion, judgment is sleep, judgment is ego, judgment is fear, judgment is imprisonment, dissolution of all judgment is liberation and full acceptance of yourself. God realization is the full acceptance of your avatar, which is the symbol of your life. Others are just your subconscious judgments against your avatar. This game's theme is to learn to love your avatar fully and completely, at the level you can love your avatar, is the level you can love all the avatars you see. Once this is accomplished...all fear falls away and you are finally able to give all of your self....love.

Lol great reply...caught me off guard!!! Just like that climax will at the end of the dream!!!!

^^^This!!! Absolutely THIS!!! This is the only message...everything else is just distractions. The whole point of awakening....is to realize everything is you. If everything is you....what is the problem? But the funny thing is....you love problems!!! Problems are juicy!!! That is why every great movie, book, has trials and tribulations for the hero to overcome!!! Who doesn't enjoy a good story? The only issue is....if the story stops being an illusion and you think it is REAL!!! I know about this guy I came across him around January of this year. I recognize him as an interesting story character.

I'll just interpret your whole response as "Do what thou wilt."

Thanks and yes Love is the most powerful force indeed. Its so powerful it is awe inspiring, frightening, and beautiful.

^ I am not a man on earth and that is not a fact. Facts are also imaginary. You are attempting to force your delusions onto me. Just like how most of POVs do. Measurement is also imaginary, which your imaginary science has already proved. They proved that all measurement is imaginary. They also proved your precious free will is imaginary as well. All your points have already been debunked by your so called facts, which reveal you just are not open to truth and just want delusions. That is fine, enjoy your delusions you have that right. Also everything that has just happened...including this interaction...is all completely imaginary and you are dreaming.

I was talking to a friend of mine about their recent trip on 5 MEO and more about the integration of the trips into the relative and he pointed to me an old video of Leo's video with Martin Ball. He told me there are some hidden gold mines in that video that talk about the energetic aspect of reality and how the ego expresses it. Really interesting video. I watched this awhile ago but the lens I have now is much different than before. This link starts where they have the discussion but you can just watch the whole video from start to finish if you want too as well. Best of luck!!

Exactly.

Very beautiful picture.

Failure is imaginary. Completely and utterly imaginary. It has never existed, it is a concept like everything else.

You can block their mentions so maybe that would help. Also, the wonderful thing about the ignore function, is if someone quotes them....you could choose to NOT read it. So if someone reads it, and gets triggered....who is at fault? The ignore function...is pointing to something...what a lot of people on the forums are so asleep on is...every judgment they are making against me....is just judgments against themself. One of the people here on the forums just said he is a jerk, so he is judging himself. His reactions to me, his triggers, is just the parts of himself he doesn't like. I've pointed in the past that getting triggered is GREAT, because it alerts you to the subconscious judgments you have against yourself. The more and more you can catch these judgments and let them go, the more you can love yourself. So why do I advocate ignoring me? Everyone's progress is at their own pace, some can deal with this work faster than others. If you feel its too intense...then just ignore. If people cannot realize...that they create problems, and problems don't actually exist...I don't know what to tell you.

1. All of these things can be done in a video game. All of these things can be done in a virtual reality game. I can simulate in a VR game every single situation you just presented. In Fact Grand Theft Auto...does a pretty good job of already doing most of what you presented. 2. Secondly....you could imagine right now in your mind....everything you just said. In fact....when someone reads what you just stated....they are actually visualizing the points you are making. So that means...they can completely render the scenario you just presented which means...it doesn't negate that your reality is YOUR MIND. Your mind, is just your imagination. You have never known anything OUTSIDE your imagination. OTHERS are your imagination, your body is your imagination, sensory perception IS imagination. All knowledge, all direct experience, is just imagination. This cannot be disproven. WHY? Because you would have to USE imagination to try to disprove imagination. Imagination is the end point!!! Any attempts to entertain otherwise is just denying your imagination and pretending it is something else...which you have to USE imagination to do!!!!

This is true.

Exactly so if nothing you are saying is true...then it has no meaning. Nothing is happening here, it is only appearing to happen. And yes saying something has no meaning is meaning...which is a contradiction, which proves.... logic is false!! And there is no meaning!!! So the contradiction proves the point that there is no meaning!!! So the lack of meaning proves itself through meaning by having no meaning!!! Exactly!!! Don't try to figure it out, just understand through the example above.

Big balls, big ovaries, both are impressive displays of personal power. Besides me and friends have always laughed at how people say big balls as if balls weren't the most vulnerable part of a man's body. And how when someone acts weak they call them a pussy yet a pussy can take a lot of damage to it and a whole baby comes out of it. The irony of how words are used and the meanings attributed to them. So funny.

Well I am glad you feel this way.

Yes my friend!!! I'm glad you recognize what is going on here!! I resonate the same!!! Tired of playing these little ego games, but reality must experience every possibility....so here we are being thrusted forward towards death and rebirth on all levels....for all of eternity. But here is something counter-intuitive that I discovered!! Once you realize what is going on....you realize...the game is actually trying to help you!! I had a rough day two days ago and I prevented myself from projecting any type of meaning. Do you know everything just magically worked itself out? No it didn't happen at the pace I wanted it too, no it didn't happen in a way I could predict. But it DID, just happen. So this can be seen from different angles...as all things can.

Its not I am becoming like Leo. Any Spiritual Teacher would tell you, who are you saving....if everyone is you. Also you called Leo a coward....Julian..Julian. Would a coward do this? https://www.youtube.com/c/ActualizedOrg/search?query=Leo 5 MEO DMT Let's not play this game. You are playing another identity game. You believe you are a coward, and since you love Leo....you project that identity onto him as well. Well if you believe you and Leo are both cowards....you too should go take 5 MEO DMT and tell the world on Youtube that you are God. If Leo doing THIS...isn't putting himself in harms way I don't know what to tell you. Do you know he gets death threats also? Please explain....how a coward....would do any of these things? You apply a lot of labels to Leo...but coward....is one that doesn't actually apply. Here is another thing that Leo did. This ^^^ is dangerous!!! It can break your grip on reality and possibly drive you insane. When Leo first took 5 MEO DMT he said it scared the shit out of him and he had to take a break. Later on...he overcame his fear...and was willing to attempt to take it everyday for 30 days. IS THIS WHAT A COWARD WOULD DO? Then there is this. Look at his bad trips? But there is also more!!! He has taken EXPERIMENTAL PSYCHEDELICS ALSO!!! And also recently he admitted to almost dying from experimenting with a NEW PROCEDURE!!! He also asked to experience insanity through psychedelic use as well!!!! Again...does this sound like a coward to you? Leo is many labels...coward....is a hard one to apply to him. Now....all of this...is utterly meaningless and purposeless because LEO IS YOU!!! But hey.... I didn't think you thought so less of yourself to believe him to be a coward. Let's not try to force people...to fit our preference of how they should be. Leo is as he should be...and so are you.

Not sure why you feel sorry, your apology is not going to prevent triggering from happening. It just happens, and has absolutely nothing to do with you. I once came across a girl who got triggered by cartoon characters as she sees them as scary. When someone gets triggered by something you say it has everything to do with them and nothing to do with you. You just got called a jerk and nothing you did....fit that label. Notice....only one person called you that and felt that way. That means...that person constructed that entire meaning....themselves. So how can you be a jerk? When only one person thinks that way? You write enough threads....you'll be called a jerk a lot more LOL. You keep apologizing every time someone gets triggered you will be apologizing for everything. Outside of direct personal attacks and threats, you are good...also notice....that person made a personal attack....they called you a jerk. LOL. So who is the jerk....the one who is interpreted as one...or the one who calls one a jerk? Who knows?......

Here is your answer. https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-009 This also...pushes the dagger further in as well. https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-016

Integral I love your POV and I know you mean well but my goal is not to be inviting at all. Many people on this forum are too afraid of conflict, which is a bias. Conflict is built in for a reason and is inevitable. Once you realize the purpose of conflict, then you understand its beauty. There is a lot of FEAR on the forum, and as a result people do not realize the dangers of this work. Since I have experience them firsthand I am not going to sugar coat anything. This sums up the aspect of Infinite Love that this forum is suppressing. https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-006 Once you TRULY get THIS what is being stated HERE, THEN you will realize why there is so much fear attached to what I post. Notice how you were able to clearly understand what I was saying. That means my delivery and style wasn't the issue. The issue is....preference. Do you want me to tell you your foot is bleeding and I need to chop it off? Or do you want me to tell you your foot is made of chocolate and we are just going to gently remove it to add some caramel? Same message....one gives the brutality of what will be experience, the other gives you a false impression of what is about to be experienced. Go back and read this thread by a certain user. Did he know what he was getting into? Probably not. Sure everything is love, but unconditional love is REALLY LOST ON PEOPLE. It is EVERYTHING!!! It loves trauma, torture, hell, rape, incest, genocide, the list goes on. I am not here to sugar coat anything. I am here to give as accurate a representation of Spirituality and what it entails. If I am hated, I don't care lol. Hate me, BAN ME, but you will never be able to say, I didn't speak what I saw was true!!