Razard86

https://www.bodyandsoul.com.au/mind-body/comparison-is-the-thief-of-joy-a-psychologist-explains-how-to-stop-doing-it/news-story/e4ff079b144d743427305efa37c0d1f5

Yep. Also read this.....they say Steve Jobs may have written it before his death. Its funny how every rich person I have ever studied....realizes the same thing lol. So funny. https://equalman.com/steve-jobs-last-words/

Its definitely interesting.

When the knowledge of ME drops (Good and Evil) then all that is left is unfiltered love. Your natural expression of love. Your love has been conditioned, and your entire life has been a silent rebellion of that conditioning. Every time you conform, it feels fake, inauthentic, and meaningless. You are confused!!! You live in a society that creates so much meaning....but it all feels inauthentic!! As if they are SELLING YOU A STORY!!! Your society is so agenda based!!! Always asking you to do for it, but it always asks....should I really do for you? Think of society as your romantic partner. Do you sacrifice for it? Do you give your all to it? Do you feel it does the same for you? If it doesn't....should you really be in a relationship with it? Should you let society tell you whether you are smart, pretty, and valuable? Ask yourself if your personal relationships....are they identical to what you think society is? Is your worldview....just the reflection of your personal relationships.....are your personal relationships....just reflective of your own personal opinions of "you." What is "you?" Is it your backstory? Is it your pain? Is it your successes? Is it all of those things? If I wiped all of your memory right now....would "you" still be there? Are you just a bunch of memories? Or are you that which houses everything? Maybe you are just addicted to those memories...so much that you have become them!!! Maybe you are too far into character, like an actor on a movie set who can't let go..... You want to experience variety, you want to experience everything....that is what runs your life. But you are also scared of everything as well....that too runs your life. So you bounce around back and forth....but you want everything...EVERYTHING!!! BECAUSE YOU ARE EVERYTHING!!! When the ME drops....that is what you realize...you are everything...so there is nothing to obtain. Can you obtain your body? Can you obtain your memories? How can you OBTAIN what you are? So many chase after a man or a woman.....its like looking at a mirror and trying to obtain the reflection. YOU ARE LOOKING AT YOU!!! Once your belief in a ME drops, a belief in being a person.....then you GET THE LOVE YOU BEEN DENYING YOURSELF!!

^^^This!!! You got it!!! I am so happy to hear that some are getting it. Awakening is just escape from a false identity, which allows you to see it for what it is. You can still love and cherish it, while also realizing that it isn't you. It is your creation, this is freedom, this also frees you up to love all of your creation now since you realize you are immortal and that all of creation is equal to what you thought was self. The reason that self isn't you, is because all of creation is you. So beautiful when this is recognized...you get the peace that passes all understanding....what Allan Watts likes to call "phew." Because you realize...everything is alright. There are no problems....you just create problems through interpretation.

The storm before the calm, the darkness before the light. I know a lot people have had strained relationships, have painful memories, and are so sure that things cannot get better. But look around you, there is joy, there is love....go find it for yourself. I know its scary, I know its painful, but its waiting for you!!!

You believe you are stuck, you are not stuck. Go take 5 MEO DMT....and you will exit. You can then stay there for all of eternity....but then you will probably decide to come back. So go take 5 MEO DMT....and let me know how it goes for you. All this belief in time and being stuck....will be seen for the illusion it is. Also yes I enjoy this illusion. Once you realize what is going on...how could you NOT enjoy it? Its absolutely wonderful. THANK YOU FOR CREATING ME!!! I am honored.

Yes its guiding you towards growth but all growth is illusion. The only growth it is guiding you on is towards infinite love. Its a game you can't fail because at the end of the dream....you go infinite. So....you literally can't fail at life...but you could....make a nightmare. So you also placed awakening as a way to escape the nightmare....but that would take you overcoming fear to even accomplish that. This game is won when you become impartial. If you can love all of life equally then you have reached balance. So that means you cannot be afraid to die, so you won't experience life through the lense of fear. Instead you are able to be open to every experience. Since life is just your own subconscious thoughts and your avatar is itself a thought....your life is just you thinking and traveling through your own mind/exploring. Its a hologram. Everywhere you go.....there you are.

I also invite you, not to create a false world as well.....or maybe....just maybe....you are ME and I AM YOU....so how does a false world exists...if it did...how are we communicating right now? Could it be we are in the same world and you are calling me and my interpretations FALSE.....but they are just your own thoughts that you have disassociated from? You are looking at a mirror right now, and these are your own thoughts communicating to you. You created me!!!! And you don't like what your creation is telling you!!! But since whatever you create is also 100 percent you!!! Everything you just wrote...is how you feel about yourself!!! Maybe...you should follow your own advice....after all you are just talking to yourself.

Nice go for it!!! A Construct Awareness board game would be fire!!!

As you walk the Spiritual Path, if you are very logical you will have to eventually drop that attachment and start to get in touch with your more intuitive side. Now in your life you have always been using it, in fact your intuition has guided your entire life and you have actually only deluded yourself that you were logical in the first place. Your intuitive side is the feeling part, the part that led you to express yourself a certain way based on how you felt and you only used logic to justify that expression. Now how you can use feeling to discover or figure yourself out, is anytime an event happens and you respond focus on your feeling and identity....is it fear, is it anger, is it joy etc.. Then ask....is this emotion out of protection, defensiveness, is it out of pursuit of trying to aggressively obtain or control something? By checking in the moment or slightly afterward often you can become aware of the motivations behind your feelings. This will allow you to learn the causes of certain emotions (the beliefs that trigger this feeling) and give you a greater understanding of your ego and its patterns. This will show you more and more how your entire life is just run on feelings, and you weaponize logic to defend these feelings. The delusion is pretty masterful if you have no desire to deconstruct it. It amazes me how even when you reveal to one through their own logic, that their beliefs are wrong....they can look you in the eye and defy their logic and convince themselves that their beliefs hold true....even when you just showed them it doesn't. This reveals....that you were never logical....you are feelings, that is your truth. That feeling is LOVE, and that is what runs you and everything in existence. The only truth is love, the only truth is your feelings. The only way to reach the truth...is to overcome your fear/feelings, and you overcome it not by fear, but by accepting it and allowing it to express itself without judgment. The only thing that holds you back from truth is fear/judgment....that is the only culprit. As humanity inches closer to closer to truth (they are getting really close) the fear will increase, which means judgment is going to increase as well. Think of humanity getting ready for a massive bad trip, they are going to collectively have to face their own judgment. The game of reality...is just a path of facing your own judgments until you get tired of judging yourself. Once you do, you die and are reborn. Then the process to embody this is to keep dying and being reborn....until you no longer judge. Judgment is delusion, judgment is sleep, judgment is ego, judgment is fear, judgment is imprisonment, dissolution of all judgment is liberation and full acceptance of yourself. God realization is the full acceptance of your avatar, which is the symbol of your life. Others are just your subconscious judgments against your avatar. This game's theme is to learn to love your avatar fully and completely, at the level you can love your avatar, is the level you can love all the avatars you see. Once this is accomplished...all fear falls away and you are finally able to give all of your self....love.

Lol great reply...caught me off guard!!! Just like that climax will at the end of the dream!!!!

^^^This!!! Absolutely THIS!!! This is the only message...everything else is just distractions. The whole point of awakening....is to realize everything is you. If everything is you....what is the problem? But the funny thing is....you love problems!!! Problems are juicy!!! That is why every great movie, book, has trials and tribulations for the hero to overcome!!! Who doesn't enjoy a good story? The only issue is....if the story stops being an illusion and you think it is REAL!!! I know about this guy I came across him around January of this year. I recognize him as an interesting story character.

I'll just interpret your whole response as "Do what thou wilt."

Thanks and yes Love is the most powerful force indeed. Its so powerful it is awe inspiring, frightening, and beautiful.

^ I am not a man on earth and that is not a fact. Facts are also imaginary. You are attempting to force your delusions onto me. Just like how most of POVs do. Measurement is also imaginary, which your imaginary science has already proved. They proved that all measurement is imaginary. They also proved your precious free will is imaginary as well. All your points have already been debunked by your so called facts, which reveal you just are not open to truth and just want delusions. That is fine, enjoy your delusions you have that right. Also everything that has just happened...including this interaction...is all completely imaginary and you are dreaming.

I was talking to a friend of mine about their recent trip on 5 MEO and more about the integration of the trips into the relative and he pointed to me an old video of Leo's video with Martin Ball. He told me there are some hidden gold mines in that video that talk about the energetic aspect of reality and how the ego expresses it. Really interesting video. I watched this awhile ago but the lens I have now is much different than before. This link starts where they have the discussion but you can just watch the whole video from start to finish if you want too as well. Best of luck!!

Exactly.

Very beautiful picture.

Failure is imaginary. Completely and utterly imaginary. It has never existed, it is a concept like everything else.

You can block their mentions so maybe that would help. Also, the wonderful thing about the ignore function, is if someone quotes them....you could choose to NOT read it. So if someone reads it, and gets triggered....who is at fault? The ignore function...is pointing to something...what a lot of people on the forums are so asleep on is...every judgment they are making against me....is just judgments against themself. One of the people here on the forums just said he is a jerk, so he is judging himself. His reactions to me, his triggers, is just the parts of himself he doesn't like. I've pointed in the past that getting triggered is GREAT, because it alerts you to the subconscious judgments you have against yourself. The more and more you can catch these judgments and let them go, the more you can love yourself. So why do I advocate ignoring me? Everyone's progress is at their own pace, some can deal with this work faster than others. If you feel its too intense...then just ignore. If people cannot realize...that they create problems, and problems don't actually exist...I don't know what to tell you.

1. All of these things can be done in a video game. All of these things can be done in a virtual reality game. I can simulate in a VR game every single situation you just presented. In Fact Grand Theft Auto...does a pretty good job of already doing most of what you presented. 2. Secondly....you could imagine right now in your mind....everything you just said. In fact....when someone reads what you just stated....they are actually visualizing the points you are making. So that means...they can completely render the scenario you just presented which means...it doesn't negate that your reality is YOUR MIND. Your mind, is just your imagination. You have never known anything OUTSIDE your imagination. OTHERS are your imagination, your body is your imagination, sensory perception IS imagination. All knowledge, all direct experience, is just imagination. This cannot be disproven. WHY? Because you would have to USE imagination to try to disprove imagination. Imagination is the end point!!! Any attempts to entertain otherwise is just denying your imagination and pretending it is something else...which you have to USE imagination to do!!!!

This is true.

Exactly so if nothing you are saying is true...then it has no meaning. Nothing is happening here, it is only appearing to happen. And yes saying something has no meaning is meaning...which is a contradiction, which proves.... logic is false!! And there is no meaning!!! So the contradiction proves the point that there is no meaning!!! So the lack of meaning proves itself through meaning by having no meaning!!! Exactly!!! Don't try to figure it out, just understand through the example above.

Big balls, big ovaries, both are impressive displays of personal power. Besides me and friends have always laughed at how people say big balls as if balls weren't the most vulnerable part of a man's body. And how when someone acts weak they call them a pussy yet a pussy can take a lot of damage to it and a whole baby comes out of it. The irony of how words are used and the meanings attributed to them. So funny.