Razard86

But this Youtuber took a powerful book called the 48 Laws of Power and applied it to the Anime Death Note. Now in his intro he paints life as this dark, sinister world that you must overcome by learning how power works....this is so funny. I'll share this video for the people who still see life/dream like this as it will help you burn through your karma faster. Couple of points I know you will ignore....but they will linger in the back of your mind. 1. Everyone is your mirror. Everything has an equal and opposite reaction, and things rise and fall. Impermanence is the operative force....so any power you have will have to be constantly maintained and if it was obtained through ruthless manipulation you will have to keep that game up. Good luck with that. 2. The Protagonist in this Anime who he talks about...welll....I'll post the link to the ending of the anime. Don't watch it if you haven't seen it.

Giving away authority. The most common activity of egos. Egos always pedestalize something. Egos run around looking for something to admire all because it feels unworthy. If you tell the average ego it is God it wouldn't believe over the constant battering of its self-talk. It's self talk is so normalized in its direct experience that it is weak and unvaluable that it runs on autopilot outside of its own awareness. Alot of you on the forums don't like my style because you lack self-love. You don't believe in yourself and constantly get triggered and want things to be nice. When has reality ever been completely nice? Spirituality is about integrating your trauma, is that nice? Spirituality is about dealing with adversity as it comes is that nice? Spirituality is about learning to expand your point of view is that nice? Spirituality is about accepting vulnerability and being okay being vulnerable is that nice? It is about DEATH to all that you identify with is that nice? It's about the dissolution of all meaning and purpose in search for the absolute is that nice? Spirituality is not a club, it's not a hangout spot, it's the highest form of therapy. What's the number one rule of therapy? Face the truth. Whatever is there face it. I discovered Spirituality in December of last year. This is not to brag, but the growth you are capable of making is staggering if you take this work seriously. Would you all please ? give yourselves some got damn love. Speak good of yourself. Just practice it, do it for a week. One week is that too much? Can you please stop thinking others are better than you? Please? Is the brainwashing that severe? Must you constantly erect infallible heroes who you believe you will never equal? If you study ANY of your heroes seriously you will discover they were flawed as ALL hell. I know a lot of you don't take truth seriously enough because you would know that by now. Go read the autobiographies of the people you admire. Really study them, I mean it! You do that enough you will awaken to the fact they are no different than you. They struggle with the same fears and judgments. I've already said before that only awakening can free you from it. But many of you would do better to just pursue therapy and leave Spirituality alone. If you are not ready to potentially go insane and destabilize your reality.....leave this stuff alone...otherwise you may regret it.

Thanks for sharing, that was a powerful post!! If you are open to it, maybe you can share how your past has shaped you and how you overcame some things? Also my past was even rougher than I let on. If I really talked about my childhood truly in depth...it would depress a lot of people on the forum. Its why I laugh when I hear people say I don't understand suffering, lol suffering was my best friend!! Its why I am so tough on people cultivating a mindset out of victimhood because it will ruin your life. I have watched it first hand ruin a lot of people close to me. My Dad for instance has basically pushed everyone out of his life and he is alone and grumpy because he crafted a victim storyline that he cannot escape from. You can get away with that story a little when you are young, but if you keep it up you will die alone, unless there is someone with the patience of a saint to deal with you. Anyway don't feel bad for me, my suffering was my blessing. I hate going through suffering like anybody else, but suffering is literally the greatest thing that ever happened to me because it taught me love the hard way. If only people could realize that is all suffering does.

Women need to be able to look up to their man. So a woman erects a storyline in her mind of the guy that she is with. If he ever violates her story in such a way that he appears weak to her...she will lose respect for him. If a woman loses respect for her man, she will lose attraction for him. This means she no longer views him the way she once did. Men are different, as long as a woman is hot, and they don't have too much conflict and he gets a steady diet of sex, food, and peace and quiet the man is fine. But women want to enjoy a deep emotional connection with her man that culminates in sex. If a man destroys the fantasy that a woman has built up in her head of who her man is....yeah. Its why a lot of times for a man to reignite the passion a woman has for him he has to create distance so she can get a chance to drop her old image of him in her head and he can create a new one for her.

Questions would be something different. I would prefer criticisms or critiques. Also most of these questions...go against one of my rules which is again the ego's desire to look for credentials, which then start the process of handing their authority over to another because they fit some standard. 1. I've already called myself a fool and a bullshitter so why should you care about any of this? The messenger doesn't matter, only the message. Judge the message. The only reason I am asking for criticism is to see how I can better communicate the message. But only the message matters.

^^^ Amazing!! Just take it one day at a time. No judgments on yourself or others and if you judge them or yourself don't judge the judgment! You got this!

YESSS!!! I love this reply!!!! Keep it up!!! Keep observing!!! I love when people are able to observe and learn more about themselves. Obviously I would like for people to use it for self-development but if they don't who cares!!! I just want people to raise in awareness, that alone will start the process anyway.

While I agree, the problem is we were never sane to begin with, we only pretend to be.

I appreciate the response...but I believe the solution...is found in simplicity. I do not believe its found in the concept of a negative consequence. It is human nature to problem solve, as you have suggested. But if all you see is problems...then problems is all you will find. I also agree that the most nurturing state is that where nature is left to its own devices...so how do we cooperate WITH nature versus going against it. I think that is our solution. Not seeing how to fix nature, but understand how to become aligned with it. Our perspective I believe is to study how nature works and set our task to facilitating it more. The great thing is, majority of the ancient religions had a focus on nature, and I believe humanity is on the trajectory of returning back to that mindset. Basically we are slowly but surely coming back full circle and we are going to integrate everything we currently know with what we used to know. Its funny, what we use to collectively think is primitive, archaic traditions, is going to be the key to our survival.

Humanity created walls to protect themselves from their enemies. They said "YES WE ARE SAFE!!" Then...they created enemies within the walls!!!! The call them criminals!!!!. Then...because they wanted more variety within their walls, they traveled to other civilizations and either traded with them or tried to conquer them and add them to what they have. Humanity created a house, with air conditioning, and heating. But this makes it harder for them to deal with the weather outside. So they curse the weather and say....the weather has been bad lately I wish it could stop raining. Then it stops raining and all the crops die and they pray for rain. Then it gets hot and they say its too hot!!! I wish it would stop being so hot!! So then the sun stops shining as much, it rains less, and the crops die off again and then pray for sunlight. Humanity created vehicles to travel, escalators and elevators so they don't have to walk as much, they grow their own food and they breed their own meat, and then they complain about being fat and overweight. When humanity could barely get enough food they complained about being skinny and how hard it was to get food!! So they complain when they get too much food, they complain when they have too little food. When people are collectively struggling, they band together and look out for each other because they need numbers and cooperation to survive. When they get a surplus, they steal from each other, sabotage each other, and try to stop the other from advancing more than the other. Humanity creates wireless technology and the internet and increase their ability to connect even better than before!!! Then humanity complains that they are even more disconnected than they were before!! Why is it that when humanity tries to solve a problem....they create another problem? BECAUSE THERE ARE NO PROBLEMS!!! The only problem... is the BELIEF IN PROBLEMS!!! We all know that if the human race was wiped off from Earth...Earth would function with no issues? So how can there be issues? Humans CREATE ISSUES!! This is so obvious....yet we deny this and pretend that there are still problems!!! How long do you want to stay on this hamster wheel? Maybe Allan Watts can point to this better than me. He is very poetic and smooth after all.

If it wasn't for women, I would have never discovered that I wasn't rational. I would have still assumed that I was sane, and rational. Men are taught that emotions are a hindrance for getting things done. I have a friend who is still in that mindset and life is slowing teaching him that he cannot suppress his emotion from him having a fiancé and a young boy. Sadly some men don't learn this and either end up with estranged relationships with their children and wife, or killing themselves.

That's definitely a logical perspective. But one rooted in the whole karma, materialistic design process. Since this is a Spirituality Thread the focus is on transcendence of that, I'm asking very little here. I'm not even asking for anything radical, its no different than somebody admitting yes I opened the door, or yes I opened the window even though I knew it was cold outside and I don't like the cold. Do I blame the outside for being cold and knowing I hate the cold? Or do I keep it shut, and if I do open it admit well I did open it knowing it would be cold. That is all that is being communicated here.

Well your POV is just a zoomed in version. Its a hologram. If you zoom out your POV could be your city, you zoom out again then it can become the Earth. So your POV is the entire earth....then everything in the earth...is you. So I am inside you right now (lol ignore the sexual inuendo). You are inside your own mind....and are creating everything. You zoom out far enough....you hold everything that ever was and could be in your POV. Then you could also break the time lines and show every time line that ever was as well within your POV. So the truth is...right now...our entire lives already happened. We are just playing through it right now. Like how you buy a DVD and press play. The events in the DVD already happened you are just experiencing it from start to finish. So time doesn't really exist in that DVD, but since you are playing from start to finish....it exists as it plays. When the DVD ends...you realize...it was just a movie and time never existed in it. Our lives are just like that.

Of course there is another POV that exists....its you!!! But each POV is always alone and can only know itself. Since it doesn't have a self....it has no identity it constructs other POV's and then they go back and forth and praise each other, criticize each other, steal, kill, etc... and form identities through interaction. Without the interactions of all of the infinite POV's on all levels....there would be no identity and no knowledge. So duality has to exist for knowledge to exist, as contrast is the creation of knowledge. So I can fully say your POV is the only one that exists...and the only way to know you...I have to collapse all POV and reintegrate all of them. So the only way to know you....I have to STOP being me. So Razard86's POV would have to die to know breakingwall. Each POV is a separate dream connected to each separate dream. Each POV falls asleep to become a character and through ridiculous amounts of contrast can fool itself into being separate. But the truth is...you are the absolute pov right now. You being a relative pov is completely illusionary.

LOL....of course....can't ignore that....but the simplicity of that is lost....besides....the biggest complain so far I been receiving....is communicating the way you just did...there is a desire for more grounded relative posts.

^I'd say part of it is biology (their hormonal activity is a lot more dynamic than ours) and their brain also, and the other part is socialization. If boys were allowed to cry and express emotion they would be able to connect later on in life much more easily with women and children as men.

I can't speak for Leo. But through my direct experience, every character is empty. So my avatar is an illusion and all avatars are illusion, the only thing that is real...is what is looking through my eyes right now. So from my POV there isn't an other...there is just my construction. Everything I interact with is just my own construction. The same will be true for you. So every POV is alone...absolutely and completely alone. Every POV is the only POV that will ever exist....because there is only one being.

Yeah reality presents itself in different ways to communicate the same message. Solipsism doesn't state that your pov of your avatar is the only thing that will exist. It states that your POV is the only thing which will ever exist which is true. You will never know anything but your POV. Your POV is absolute. Have you ever known anything outside your POV in your direct experience? No. And you never will ever.

This was beautiful and I agree and I can see that you have an eye in the infinite. Many demonize my posts and think I am attacking them but if only they realize that everything is always working towards the greatest good. Yes even though the Guru is a trap, some want to stay in that trap and that is okay. My posts...are only to bring awareness....its why I tell those to ignore me. I do not believe it serves me to allow those who claim to seek the truth and engage with me to not have their delusions deconstructed. Maybe I'll just start telling them peace be with you lol.

God Is Love...You Are Love, This is Why The Process Of Awakening Is Tricky. Why? Because its sticky. Your love is so got damn sticky you are always sticking to things like a ROGUE POST IT NOTE!!! You can't help it, YOU ARE SO AMAZING you keep getting in awe with your creations....you don't want to let go. So you release all your attachments and follow a Guru or many Gurus and then....you become attached to the Guru!! Now its funny you look at atheists and fundamentalist religion and say...I'm glad I escaped that trap!!! Then you start hanging on every word of your Guru....and start going around preaching their gospel!!! Your Guru has become your religion!!! For the Atheist Science and Skepticism is his religion, for the fundamentalist its often the religion of his birth. But you escaped those traps....to create A NEW ONE!!! THE GURU!!! Oh I love my Guru, he/she is so amazing, look at their wisdom, they are profound, unreachable, if only I could be like them!!! BOOM, you have now fallen into a ditch. Your love for your Guru is your love for your self but you project onto them this love, and create a storyline of unworthiness and hours and hours of practice, which feed this comparison game of unworthiness and any Guru worth their salt, would notice this and cut it. They would need to act foolish, let you down, disappoint you, and eventually if you are too obsessive banish you!! Because you would term them INTO PERSONAL GOD and block yourself from realizing what you are!!! God as an ego is addicted to unworthiness, addicted to the admiration of other egos. I get it, every EGO IS AMAZING so the trap makes sense!!! But!!! YOUR EGO IS AMAZING!!! The purpose of the path is this realization!!! What you have created....is amazing!!! Your Guru is your own creation, to realize this...you need to eventually drop your Guru....and become your own Guru. The better route would be to NEVER take on a GURU EVER!!! To view your guru as an equal who is just sharing knowledge/experience. If you take this approach your progression will be swift, but if you are constantly looking up to them....you will never realize what you are. The Guru is probably the BIGGEST TRAP OF ALL, it is the LAST TRAP on many journeys. So this is a wake up call for you....but hey....I'm just a fool rambling for fun!! Ignore this if it does not resonate.

Please don't put that limitation on yourself. I absolutely love women!! They are so beautiful, and happy and free flowing when they are in their element. I get sometimes how your desire for them can block you, but that's okay. Work through it. You definitely can, I believe in you!! Its not contradictory at all lol. I can go to sleep right now and have the exact same dream. I can dream that everyone in my dream is awake and enlightened and I am the only one who isn't and I can view the opposite. Also Martin is definitely awake I never said he wasn't I'm saying his ego is playing the game of denial. Anyone who has done 5 MEO as much as him can only deny solipsism because it scares them. I discovered solipsism...off of freaking edibles. EDIBLES!!! There is no way you can deny solipsism if you take 5 MEO. Leo even said on his video he checked multiple times because he obviously wanted to be sure, but I am pretty sure off his first trip he noticed it. When I had a kundalini awakening it happened again. So yeah....solipsism is true and literally cannot be disproved no matter what you do. Once you see behind the veil...its kind of...jawbreaking lol. But after you think about it....the other aspect comes into view...you realize....there is nothing to worry about at all. Like literally nothing. Absolutely nothing. Problems don't exist, why? Because everything is you. Are you a problem to be fixed? LOL.

I can't stop laughing at this!!! Good one!!! He said the "machine gun of truth!!!" I definitely see a bit of me in that guy!!

The dream model works really well. Picture this....you are dreaming....but you ZOOMED INTO rockyreed.....you could also ZOOM out from that perspective and realize.....you are dreaming the entire universe. You can also realize that inside your POV.....whatever is outside your POV....doesn't exist. You could also realize that your ability to create reality...is instantaneous!! Its faster than light, try blinking for example really fast. Notice how it disappears and is there again. When VR Technology reaches a certain point....humans won't even be able to play this silly little game they are currently playing at the moment lol.

NOOOO!!!!! NO!!!!! Keep the critiques coming!!! My ego does not need to be built up!! That sucker needs to be purged of all judgment!!! These critiques are coming from a place of love!! If they weren't they wouldn't take their time making them!! All critiques come from a desire to help or improve an other. So every critique here is well meaning!! So please don't stop!! Shower me with all your love!!! Critique me all to death!! Everyone!! Provide me with more insight into where I lack!!! And no this is not to be confused with BDSM lol.

Ever have a friend who is suffering emotionally and you tried to cheer them up? The more and more you pushed and prodded the more they resisted? Ever notice you may have gotten frustrated and even angry? Notice how they might even feel like you are attacking them as a result? Its funny, you are partially angry at them of course, but ultimately you are angry at yourself because you are powerless. Because you cannot accept that they are unhappy you become unhappy. Why? Because you identify with them and view happiness as good and sadness and depression as bad. I get it...this is something I still struggle with. There are times I am okay with the suffering of those I care about...because I understand that it has to be the way it is. But other times....I allow myself to feel into their suffering and it hurts. But what I realize most of all, is I cannot force another to stop suffering. And if I do...I actually increase their suffering. So the greatest form of love I can show....is compassion...to be present with them in their suffering. And...that can be hard, it can be frightening, but that is what love is. How do you know if someone loves you? They are able to be present when you suffer. They don't disappear when you have bad times, they are present through the ups and the downs. The greatest form of love is to allow someone to just BE....themselves. Be themselves when they mess up, when they are foolish, when they are scared, depressed, judgmental, hypocritical, most times you attempt to control another you are actually coming across to them as unloving even though you are doing it out of love. Often when you want to protect another you do it by force when things become overwhelming for you, but it doesn't mean it will be seen as protection, often times it can be perceived as you not thinking they are strong enough, or good enough and are some how defective. So the greatest love, is to allow another to suffer. Their suffering bothers you because their suffering becomes your suffering, but some times the greatest love is to suffer in silence with them.