Razard86

You think the world of duality has real differences because you have never actually investigated and questioned what is truth? You were raised Christian so you believe in Christianity. Do you know how silly it is to just believe something because it was told to you? I was raised Christian and was able to escape that through honesty. Honesty that I didn't know if anything was actually true unless I did my own investigation. Until you seek to be original, you will just be a carbon copy which is what most humans are. It is human nature to be lazy in the acquisition of knowledge. It is human nature to accept bullshit over truth. Because humans love comfortable fairy tales than cold, hard, painful truth. To really search for God requires doing the opposite of human nature which is why so few humans will ever discover God. God is pure love, which means acceptance without conditions. God is pure truth which is acceptance without bias. So unless you have a heart with no conditions, and a mind with no bias, you will never discover God because you are it. And that is all this is about. The search for love and truth and the expression of love and truth and for no reason outside of the act/expression itself. To construct for the pure love of it. Like building sandcastles that crumble with no care at all for how they fall.

The same awareness asking the question.

Self is construction, so appearance is self, which is the same as saying experience is self.

Wow 👌 nice meme. Yeah no other, no evil. Lol.

I agree with Leo's reason for why he uses the word God.

I meant I almost started tripping, my reality started to zoom in but it stopped. And yeah it was my first time experimenting with alcohol. I took it a week ago and this time instead it gave me a feeling of disassociation.

In a certain way....God did if your life as a human started with cars, computers and A/C. From that perspective you did start in a world with cars, computers and A/C. Similar to how some are born into wealth, etc.

Of course it does. It is self-illuminating.

If you weren't looking for answers you wouldn't have asked all those questions.

It's why I say people keep thinking they can skip a mystical experience. They don't realize how deep the bullshit goes out the window when you lose control and are shown that the human is just a tiny part of you and it never had control to begin with. All those intellectual sayings become real!!! Psychedelics are the birth of real being imaginary. Until someone experiences what makes something real v.s. imaginary and how arbitrary that boundary is they know nothing. When you feel your reality melt away you won't call that nothing. When reality takes control and has its way with you, you won't call it imaginary. It's not until you can actually release your human life to the ethers of the void and be okay with its total absence then you know what it means to say it is imaginary. Until you face your life as an imagined story you cannot understand. So count yourself lucky, many don't have access to Psychedelics. And some are not ready to lose their human minds for universal mind. It's Real because it's LOVE It's Imaginary because it's Infinite It's Truth because it has no other. So it is self affirming, self-recognizing, and self-defining. It is Pure Truth, so no other. Pure Love is everything so no other. Absolute Infinity so total so no other. And unless you experience being it, how could you claim to know it?

If you want to find the answers to those questions, become God. Reach that state of consciousness and you will be given the answer. If you don't want to pursue that, the next best method to getting and answer is become a creator. Maybe just maybe through that method you could have an awakening that answers that for you.

It can be explained, it's just the explanation can't give you the experience. But it definitely can be explained. I literally explained it. I can explain that water is fluid and can take the shape of any object. But if you have never experienced something like that you will struggle to imagine that. The key is to have a fluid mind and to open your imagination. Many people on here have rigid minds. That is the purpose of mystical experiences. They expand your mind and loosen the rigidity. So words can describe a thing, but they can't give you a thing on the human level. But if you were God you could read a trip report and reproduce it as an experience exactly. So the more open the mind, the more expansive the imagination, the more that can be understood. The only thing that limits understanding is imagination.

Again knowledge is self-recognition. Consciousness has the ability to recognize itself. Why? Because it is itself This is what the word means acknowledge. To admit, to accept. I am God, because everything is made of God. And God is pure imagination. Which is the same as saying a thought. Many of you have no idea that everything is made of thought. If you penetrate into the substrate of thoughts you will discover that thoughts are nothing. They are just appearances. There is no difference between human imagination and God imagination. Why? Because they are made of the same stuff. The only difference they have is their immersion power. God imagination power had absolute immersion power, human imagination does not. That is the only difference. So the distinction of Real was created to separate and describe the integrity/persistence of a thing's existence. God is a blank so it is eternally persistent, and the arising of appearance and disappearance is fluid and ever changing. And God makes it real by making that fluidity appear solid/integral so that it can be experienced as Real. So Real is just immersionary power. So it's more accurate to say, depending on your state of consciousness will determine how imaginary or real the dream of life is.

But now for some paradox. Leo had an awakening of Infinity of God's. He intuited a possibility that God could create other God's outside of itself. Now God can do that. How do we know? Because you can consider the existence of something outside of you. Because you can imagine that possibility, then that means it exists. So God can imagine a God outside of itself, because to say it can't is a limit. But for God to do that God has to delude itself. How come? Because whatever God imagines is always within itself. Notice you imagined that possibility within you. So how do you create God's that don't exist? By denying their existence. And this is the birth of delusion. But if God says it's true, then it's true. Because God has no other. So this is why delusion and truth are the same. The power of truth is YOU make the rules. And this is why you can get lost in infinity. If you deny Oneness then you will be deluded by default because God creates through delusion. The key is to be aware of the delusion, then you create consciously. But to penetrate into how deluded we are, we need an open mind, lack of fear, and a high level of discernment.

I've come to realize that part of its expression is to glorify nothing as if it's some object. This comes from a misunderstanding of what a self is. It also comes from a lack of understanding of what meaninglessness and meaning is. Basically if someone doesn't contemplate totality, they will get stuck on some part being superior. It's like staring at a picture and being zoomed in, and staring at a picture and being zoomed out. If you want to have the full picture you would need both perspectives but most people will settle for one or the other. Love is a tricky thing.

Can you clear up what you are asking please because respectfully you are all over the place.

When did I say otherwise?

See what you don't understand is there is no difference between delusion and truth. This is why you are still deluded. God is so powerful that if God says a delusion is true, then it's true. This is because the truth is reality is pure imagination which is the same as saying pure fabrication, pure fiction. Bur because it is total, it has no other, no reference, so it has to create its own reference. But all of its references is itself, so as a result each perspective can only define itself. And this is what it means to have self awareness. To be aware of how you construct and generate self. You have not yet penetrated into the depths of your construction, you still don't understand that the only reason a human mind can exist at all is because there is a universal absolute mind. You have yet to understand that a human is just a smaller mimicker of God. God is an absolute unconditional mind. Human is a relative conditioned mind. God is everywhere. A human is somewhere. God is infinite. A human is finite. Until you realize you are God, you are just God deluded into some condition.

I am everything, that is the Absolute truth. Human is just one part of me, the same goes for life and death as well. My truest nature is blank, because it can't be destroyed or created. It is ever present. That is what I am. What you don't understand is if I wasn't the bee, I couldn't be stung. All interaction is only possible because it is a unity. So you are just talking to yourself right now. I put clues in language itself for you to discover it. For example the prefix "among" or "between." Between what? Itself. Among what? Itself. Because if consciousness is not experiencing it, it cannot happen. So it must happen among, between, and ultimately within consciousness. Because without it, there is nothing to experience.

A source doesn't need a source that is only within the realm of appearance. Go meta, and realize an eternal blank has to be the source. Because if blank creates blank, it would still be blank. You see? In the world of something, something creates something. In the world of blank, there is no creation, because to create blank would just be blank. To do blank would just be blank. Blank is self-negating. That is why it is selfless. It negates construction of any kind. And that is why it is limitless and has no other because it is blank.

Nice! Happy for her. I think a lot of things can be curable with exploratory methods done carefully. Psychedelics can definitely rewire the system in unique ways.

Knowledge and thought is being. Since consciousness imagines everything into being, all is thought. Reality is a dream, which is the same as saying a collection of thoughts. So life is a thought and death is the dissolution of all thought. When you hold a bottle with your hand that bottle is a thought. So being expressing itself is a thought in universal mind.

Birth is appearance. Birth is apart of you. To deny birth is to deny appearance and to fall into delusion which you have fallen into. Totality includes everything. Every moment is Birth and death simultaneously.

Your complicating it because you love to be confused, you love mystery. The best way to understand is to become a creator. A self is a construction. This means thing have to be arranged in a specific way for a self to be born. Before you were your human self there was a blank/nothing. Then you popped up out of the blank. That is how you as God created yourself as a human. If you search your memories you will realize there is only blank and appearance. The two extremes of life. Is just that. So the answer to how did anything get here is it just appeared. Also the answer to the one source question is this, it was always here. It's eternal. Look in your direct experience and realize blankness can't be touched because it's not physical. Only appearance needs a source. Blankness is always there, ever present. Also purpose is derived from being. A Lion's purpose is to eat meat. How do we know? Because that is what it expresses. It has an urge that communicates hunger and it hunts and kills and eats. It follows its programming and creates territory and mates and has offspring. That too is it's purpose. Humans are more complex. Because humans have the ability to create something from nothing like source mentally (in a limited way) Humans have to create their purpose after they meet their survival needs. But you are given clues by something called talents.

Eventually that infinity becomes total. It becomes total by recognizing and acknowledging everything as it's own being. So right now you are aware of yourself as a human, now take that awareness and expand it to infinity and you become aware of everything. There are infinite versions of death, just like there are infinite versions of life. Death is loss of appearance/expression, life is appearance/expression.