Razard86

I’m lost in this maze called life, what is happening, Got a new gig, new opportunity but I can’t keep up with the changes Triggering I keep feeling this constantly, thinking something is wrong with me Fighting right and left hoping that from this I can be free Looking up to the sky, feeling small in comparison I can’t lie, Wanting to make the best of my time here before I die But I second-guess constantly struggling with the unknown I cannot deny, Trying to control this self-image I made and to my principle I won’t defy Waking up everyday watching my love go from juicy slowly to dry, I’m like a rogue wave from the ocean, I rise high then fall violently, I disappear into the ocean as if I never happened, I arose and crashed down purely for my own satisfaction, I’m a rebel without a cause, A beat without its drummer, I drift from thought to feelings, and back just to avoid feeling number, This struggle maybe imaginary, but its where I stake my claim, I’ll leave my mark where I want, oblivious of any kind of fame, I dared to be different, weird, to have others drown in ignorance of my ways Cause I know my heart is joyful when its true, being me will always be constant okays. I’m the lone wolf, howling at the moon behind my eyes call it my sanctuary, This is how I feed my desire for self-love and cultivate my stability, Reality is chaotic, with the illusion of stability, so my sanctuary is my rest, When I leave my sanctuary its always some bullshit test, Sometimes I view my situations with others as a pest, Then I remember some don’t have a sanctuary so they never have rest, And I remember that to have a sanctuary is to have the highest bless. Then I awaken and remember, rest is peace, nirvana, ecstasy, So I rest in my sanctuary with the knowledge there is only me.

Lol I have no regrets, you could take me now!!!

The path is a cycle. First you unattach, then you reattach but you don't attach in a neurotic or absolute sense. You attach relatively, you delete all absolute identities and turn them into relative identities. This allows you to be a shape shifter which is what your true nature is. The point of spirituality is to get rid of your absolute identities so you aren't always getting stuck demonizing your opposite, getting full of fear and judgment and suffering. The truth is it isn't attachment that causes suffering, its absolute attachment that causes suffering. Completely unattaching is actually itself a judgment lol. Relative attachment is impermanence, complete detachment is avoidance which is itself a sneaky form of fear.

I'm seeing a lot of these type of responses becoming more rampant. People are really pushing for more love. All the money and fame in the world...and still they cry out for love.

The U.S. swapped a Russian Arms Dealer for WNBA Player Brittany Griner.

This video would be a step by step process on how to deconstruct your identity and drop the limited identity of Me and Other and replace it with a Universal Identity.

I Love This Channel. I haven't watched it for awhile but finally got back interested in it recently. You should check them out. They are a psychological/philosophy Youtube Channel and have some interesting insights! https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC7IcJI8PUf5Z3zKxnZvTBog/community?lb=UgkxDFK8xtLYAIIgh-Nuw7H3WC_O6-A2Dxqj This also pairs well with Leo's video series on ego development and survival so check that out as well.

I'm happy for you!! What you can also do is record yourself honestly talking about the things you are grateful for. When you feel in a dark place you can go over and play it to yourself to remind yourself how you felt when you were in a state of gratefulness. I'm happy for you and I can only wish for others to follow your example!! Way to go!!!!

Olivia gives some good advice here for men who are stuck in "One Itis."

^^^ This. You are in a void, with no form, that void is your mind. It is holographic, extends infinitely in all directions and can express itself in infinite expressions, you project onto that infinite void everything you are currently experiencing. The self is just a feeling, a sensation, that feeling/sensation can be expressed an infinite number of ways.

Every action is an attempt to control. This thread was written to share a point of view, based on the tone of the thread it is clearly a personal point of view with an emotional/experiential connection to it. I would surmise this thread is written out of frustration of the topic being highlighted which is an attempt to express emotional frustration which is itself a desire to maintain control (emotional equilibrium). TLDR: You probably wrote this thread out of frustration and in an attempt to share that frustration and the confusion of why it keeps happening you decide to share it with others. Here is a secret....every point of view believe it is right. Every point of view usually unknowingly attempts to control other points of view by trying to force its point of view on others. You can only be confused by what is going on, if you do not recognize that you are playing the same game they are playing, the game of survival of your identity/point of view.

While I agree with you, every identity sees its opposite as a threat, its the game of life. Upon close inspection unless every identity is taken as a relative instead of an absolute it will always get stuck in hatred of the opposite identity. At a certain point with an open mind we can realize why these things happen, by recognizing our own biases as they flare up as well. It's annoying, but only because we hate that aspect of our self.

If your life sucks 90% how in the world are you even on here. You should be screaming bloody murder or something much worse. 90%? Also stop hoping Leo is right and find out for yourself. And if you think Holykael speaks no bs, then you want to live in a nightmare which is certainly your choice since you choose to give your authority away to him.

Facts are stories, everything is a story. God is a story that tells itself a story. God doesn't have to do anything.

This is so funny, you talk just like my friend. I guess the more one raises in consciousness the more boundaries start to dissolve more.

Atheists will tell you that they don't believe in God. This is actually incorrect!!! But they are not even aware of this which is funny!!! If you ask an atheist or anyone who believe in the materialist model of reality how they are able to experience this reality they will tell you because of their human brain. As a result this means they believe their brain is generating reality. Even when evidence persists that this is not the case they use terms like "the hard problem of consciousness" or "consciousness is emergent phenomena" which is their refusal to see what is and wanting to hold on to the human brain as the generator of reality. If they could drop their attachment to the brain as a generator then consciousness wouldn't be emerging from the brain, or be considered a hard problem. Now why is this the case? Because to an Atheist the human brain is God!!! Now paradoxically the human brain is God like everything else in reality is, but to them NOO!!!!! The Human brain ALONE is god, and science is the religion of the human brain!!! This is why they worship science, and defend it like any fundamentalist of any religion!! So yes Atheist do believe in God, they believe in God in the form of the human brain!!!

How can I be conflating...when I only mentioned atheists? I never said all scientists were atheists. I specifically only called out atheists. Atheists like to use science as their form of a religion and the brain as their God. That's the only premise I am presenting. Notice....you interpreted what I said a certain a way then stated I conflated the two....could it be...that you conflated the two instead? Reread what I wrote. I agree, the funny thing is there is a scientist who believes he can uses math to define beauty. What you describe is an agnostic. An atheist does not believe in any type of God. They believe that once death comes that's it for all eternity. A lot of them also believe in the big bang and that all this just randomly happened. If you really drill down a lot of their belief systems....they can't even come up with a logical basis yet they love calling those who believe in religion illogical.

The road to hell is paved with good intentions. Reason is always biased with what feels comfortable.

Exactly Good and Evil is the world of duality, the world of self and others.

You are not qualified to debate but you are qualified to tell others that they are wrong? Do you not realize the folly of what you are saying? If you cannot defend your position, then you do not have one to begin with. This means silence is golden for you, until you can articulate your position. Also all religion is story, you are just repeating the same ole history of saying my religion is better than yours. This just means you are engaged in the same activity that 99 percent of humanity engages in, which is the forcing of their beliefs of good or bad on others through appeals to authority. I like your honesty, but please notice the profoundness of your statement and meditate and contemplate on it. You say you are not qualified but all your actions say otherwise in the exuberance of your expression here. This means you are a walking/talking contradiction and are out of alignment with what you actually believe, and what you actually express. Good ole self-deception on display here, all in public view.

I used to do this, its so funny to see someone else doing this.....let me give you a tip!! If you do this to your friends in life, they will not interpret it is as love and will not enjoy sharing good news in the future with you. While I totally understand what you are saying, and was tempted to tell him the same thing, life experience has taught me that it breeds the opposite result. People can internalize your desire to ground them, as your desire to rob them of getting to experience the high of positive emotions. Ultimately we all know that all highs and lows return to baseline. But sometimes, people just want to get lost in those momentary highs for as long as they can. Don't become known as a party pooper who people say "I bet you are great at parties!" LOL.

If they only knew how much power they have. They have no clue because Society always feeds division. I've said it before and I'll say it again. The Feminine EMPOWERS the Masculine. The masculine gains its decisiveness BECAUSE of the feminine. The funny thing is most women and even some men are asleep to this. Its a universal principle that has played out throughout human history, but for some reason often forgotten.

Yall need to listen to StarStruck because he has the right mindset. If you are going to play the dating game (I'm not playing that crap lol) it's all about mindset. If you ever look at a woman as superior in any way it will come out in your interactions. Here is something you really need to understand about women. Women want a man they can look up to. If a woman FEELS like her man is not someone she can brag about she isn't going to respect him and the attraction is going to die. If you feel like your women is 10/10 in physical looks that's fine, but you better believe you are 10/10. If in some way you feel she is superior to you and you are just lucky to be with her, instead of believing you both are lucky to be with each other then you are going to become needy, too attached, and it will show in your behavior. You got to believe in yourself and move through life with that confidence. Also long term relationship game is different than short term relationship game. Short term relationship is about building attraction, long term is about maintaining attraction and slowly building it over time. So don't ever assume in your life if you get good at picking up women that it means you are good at relationships, it doesn't. Maintaining a relationship with a woman is a whole different beast!! Don't even get me started on how having children with her makes it even more complicated. But I'll sum it up. A healthy long term relationship with a girl requires a healthy deep emotional connection. Majority of long term relationships fail between men and women because it does not have a deep emotional connection.