Razard86

There is no death. In fact you are dead right now.

The truth is there is no point to anything, any point is merely a construction that's what it means to be a self. A self constructs a point of view, a meaning, and a purpose. Once a self does this, they will inevitably be at odds with others selves and their constructions. This is the fate of all selves to forever be locked in conflict. Self= Conflict, division, separation, prejudice, bias, discrimination, nepotism, philosophy, purpose, mission, etc. To dissolve the self is to give all that up. Models are adequate to a certain level, once a situation arises that the model didn't foresee it becomes inadequate which all models eventually do. All models also contradict each other, because every self is the same entity in disguise an attempt to control one self is an attempt to control all selves which goes against the design of reality that nothing is in control. Thus all models ultimately fall short of their entire premise which is to create some type of control. This is a very elaborate illusion which can only be seen through once all philosophical and ideological thought is ran through and realized it is foolish. The only solution to all problems is a raise in consciousness. All logic is biased towards survival and thus any models with appeals to logic and emotion of low conscious selves will always crumble. This is very obvious to anybody who is either in a high conscious state or who has been in one. If every human walking on the planet was in a high conscious state continually there wouldn't be conflict.

If you are only open to criticism from someone you trust, then you will only listen to those who agree with you. This will stunt your growth, trap you in an echo chamber, and you will become biased and preferential. True growth is scary, painful, and it is why nobody wants to do it. People would much rather someone else do it, and then blame them for not being perfect which we often do to those in leadership positions. To find the truth you have to disregard the messenger, and focus on the message. The message is not defined by the messenger, you can find the truth in dog shit if you are open-minded enough.

If you have lived long enough you have entered the "flow" some more than others but it is a state of consciousness that puts you at an ability level that transcends your normal aptitude. Here is a video of a guy who has researched it for many years, who knows maybe it can help you along your journey through life.

^^You certainly do want to fuck them huh? LOL go have an infinite orgasm.

I’m lost in this maze called life, what is happening, Got a new gig, new opportunity but I can’t keep up with the changes Triggering I keep feeling this constantly, thinking something is wrong with me Fighting right and left hoping that from this I can be free Looking up to the sky, feeling small in comparison I can’t lie, Wanting to make the best of my time here before I die But I second-guess constantly struggling with the unknown I cannot deny, Trying to control this self-image I made and to my principle I won’t defy Waking up everyday watching my love go from juicy slowly to dry, I’m like a rogue wave from the ocean, I rise high then fall violently, I disappear into the ocean as if I never happened, I arose and crashed down purely for my own satisfaction, I’m a rebel without a cause, A beat without its drummer, I drift from thought to feelings, and back just to avoid feeling number, This struggle maybe imaginary, but its where I stake my claim, I’ll leave my mark where I want, oblivious of any kind of fame, I dared to be different, weird, to have others drown in ignorance of my ways Cause I know my heart is joyful when its true, being me will always be constant okays. I’m the lone wolf, howling at the moon behind my eyes call it my sanctuary, This is how I feed my desire for self-love and cultivate my stability, Reality is chaotic, with the illusion of stability, so my sanctuary is my rest, When I leave my sanctuary its always some bullshit test, Sometimes I view my situations with others as a pest, Then I remember some don’t have a sanctuary so they never have rest, And I remember that to have a sanctuary is to have the highest bless. Then I awaken and remember, rest is peace, nirvana, ecstasy, So I rest in my sanctuary with the knowledge there is only me.

Lol I have no regrets, you could take me now!!!

The path is a cycle. First you unattach, then you reattach but you don't attach in a neurotic or absolute sense. You attach relatively, you delete all absolute identities and turn them into relative identities. This allows you to be a shape shifter which is what your true nature is. The point of spirituality is to get rid of your absolute identities so you aren't always getting stuck demonizing your opposite, getting full of fear and judgment and suffering. The truth is it isn't attachment that causes suffering, its absolute attachment that causes suffering. Completely unattaching is actually itself a judgment lol. Relative attachment is impermanence, complete detachment is avoidance which is itself a sneaky form of fear.

I'm seeing a lot of these type of responses becoming more rampant. People are really pushing for more love. All the money and fame in the world...and still they cry out for love.

The U.S. swapped a Russian Arms Dealer for WNBA Player Brittany Griner.

This video would be a step by step process on how to deconstruct your identity and drop the limited identity of Me and Other and replace it with a Universal Identity.

I Love This Channel. I haven't watched it for awhile but finally got back interested in it recently. You should check them out. They are a psychological/philosophy Youtube Channel and have some interesting insights! https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC7IcJI8PUf5Z3zKxnZvTBog/community?lb=UgkxDFK8xtLYAIIgh-Nuw7H3WC_O6-A2Dxqj This also pairs well with Leo's video series on ego development and survival so check that out as well.

I'm happy for you!! What you can also do is record yourself honestly talking about the things you are grateful for. When you feel in a dark place you can go over and play it to yourself to remind yourself how you felt when you were in a state of gratefulness. I'm happy for you and I can only wish for others to follow your example!! Way to go!!!!

Olivia gives some good advice here for men who are stuck in "One Itis."

^^^ This. You are in a void, with no form, that void is your mind. It is holographic, extends infinitely in all directions and can express itself in infinite expressions, you project onto that infinite void everything you are currently experiencing. The self is just a feeling, a sensation, that feeling/sensation can be expressed an infinite number of ways.

Every action is an attempt to control. This thread was written to share a point of view, based on the tone of the thread it is clearly a personal point of view with an emotional/experiential connection to it. I would surmise this thread is written out of frustration of the topic being highlighted which is an attempt to express emotional frustration which is itself a desire to maintain control (emotional equilibrium). TLDR: You probably wrote this thread out of frustration and in an attempt to share that frustration and the confusion of why it keeps happening you decide to share it with others. Here is a secret....every point of view believe it is right. Every point of view usually unknowingly attempts to control other points of view by trying to force its point of view on others. You can only be confused by what is going on, if you do not recognize that you are playing the same game they are playing, the game of survival of your identity/point of view.

While I agree with you, every identity sees its opposite as a threat, its the game of life. Upon close inspection unless every identity is taken as a relative instead of an absolute it will always get stuck in hatred of the opposite identity. At a certain point with an open mind we can realize why these things happen, by recognizing our own biases as they flare up as well. It's annoying, but only because we hate that aspect of our self.

If your life sucks 90% how in the world are you even on here. You should be screaming bloody murder or something much worse. 90%? Also stop hoping Leo is right and find out for yourself. And if you think Holykael speaks no bs, then you want to live in a nightmare which is certainly your choice since you choose to give your authority away to him.

Facts are stories, everything is a story. God is a story that tells itself a story. God doesn't have to do anything.

This is so funny, you talk just like my friend. I guess the more one raises in consciousness the more boundaries start to dissolve more.

Atheists will tell you that they don't believe in God. This is actually incorrect!!! But they are not even aware of this which is funny!!! If you ask an atheist or anyone who believe in the materialist model of reality how they are able to experience this reality they will tell you because of their human brain. As a result this means they believe their brain is generating reality. Even when evidence persists that this is not the case they use terms like "the hard problem of consciousness" or "consciousness is emergent phenomena" which is their refusal to see what is and wanting to hold on to the human brain as the generator of reality. If they could drop their attachment to the brain as a generator then consciousness wouldn't be emerging from the brain, or be considered a hard problem. Now why is this the case? Because to an Atheist the human brain is God!!! Now paradoxically the human brain is God like everything else in reality is, but to them NOO!!!!! The Human brain ALONE is god, and science is the religion of the human brain!!! This is why they worship science, and defend it like any fundamentalist of any religion!! So yes Atheist do believe in God, they believe in God in the form of the human brain!!!

How can I be conflating...when I only mentioned atheists? I never said all scientists were atheists. I specifically only called out atheists. Atheists like to use science as their form of a religion and the brain as their God. That's the only premise I am presenting. Notice....you interpreted what I said a certain a way then stated I conflated the two....could it be...that you conflated the two instead? Reread what I wrote. I agree, the funny thing is there is a scientist who believes he can uses math to define beauty. What you describe is an agnostic. An atheist does not believe in any type of God. They believe that once death comes that's it for all eternity. A lot of them also believe in the big bang and that all this just randomly happened. If you really drill down a lot of their belief systems....they can't even come up with a logical basis yet they love calling those who believe in religion illogical.

The road to hell is paved with good intentions. Reason is always biased with what feels comfortable.