Razard86

As Leo once states we are the probes of God, we live within ourselves to discover what we are. We are so massive, and as a result we get lost and confused. This allows each assessment to be genuine, and thus each probe's assessment of God is equally correct.

What it means to look at the Face of God. The Divine Masculine Light of Awareness, Pierces and Illuminates the Heart of The Feminine. This is what enlightenment is, the heart was empty but is filled with the Light/Love of Awareness, thus it becomes impregnated and you and the entire universe is born again.

The Masculine represents the end, it sees everything as nothing, The Feminine represents beginning, it sees everything as everything. Combine the two to achieve balance, denial of either point of view creates internal conflict, that internal conflict is expressed in the entire universe. Mark 3:25. If a house is divided against itself it cannot stand.

Also another insight I have is the feminine loves physical pain but fears emotional pain, the masculine loves emotional pain but fears physical pain. If you are too in your masculine to integrate your feminine you need to be honest to yourself about your feelings, your fears, preferences etc and not judge them. If you are too in your feminine to integrate your masculine you need to be honest to yourself about your aversion/avoidance of emotional pain and not judge them. As always if you judge yourself or reality which is also yourself, don't judge the judgment.

Another insight I had, pain is just us denying our judgment. We need to be honest about what we like and don't like, and not fear our own judgment otherwise we turn our dream into hell. We need to look at our creation, even with the recognition that it is perfect the way it is, if we don't see it that way we need to be honest about our feelings and have no shame or judgment if we judge it.

I agree but I also think you need a daily dose of low conscious people as well. Being around high conscious people is good for healing sure, but growth comes from tackling the low conscious parts of yourself. Think of it like this if you will. The brutal truth, adversity, low conscious people, think of it like the pain of exercise that you have to push through. But your ability to get stronger from it comes when you eat and sleep, which is rest and recovery. So you feel yourself up with good loving feelings, to give you the strength to face the hard, hurtful feelings. The more you follow this strategy the stronger you will grow. But the more you avoid the hard, the hurtful, the more it will control you from the shadows, and lash out unconsciously both in you and those around you.

Yeah I've learned to tone it down, you know how trips might start out bad....then become very loving? That's the approach I try to bring. And people are welcome enough to criticize me, can't have my ego going around getting big now can we? My ultimate goal is to maintain a relative identity since any identity taken as an absolute makes you defend it, makes you bias, and blinds the hell out of you. But I won't lie this crap is difficult, its easy when you are on a psychedelic but at baseline you don't feel like you are infinite. So my strategy currently is meditation and snipping the limited identity storylines I can find within. I actually would like to have someone here who can provide some constructive feedback but all I keep getting are half-hearted attempts at critiquing. I do have some friends who can provide that for me but currently they are busy so....I guess we will see. But the secret is, the better you see your own bullshit, the bullshit of others....becomes crystal clear. Why? Because they are YOU lol. The same reason that I can feel sad or angry is the same for you. The story erected behind it may be different but how it works is the same. For example the biggest issue in the Spirituality community is they are against Masculine Expression. They believe you need to be kind and considerate and they take these as absolutes. As a result, when the brutality of life hits they demonize it and avoid it and it creates a split in the psyche. This is called self-righteousness and it is THE BIGGEST TRAP!! I have fallen sway to it, and its why people like Andrew Tate, Kevin Samuels or any brutally honest speaker draws followers, its why comedy is so alluring. When speech is allowed unfiltered, when people are allowed to actually express themselves their personal TRUTH comes out. Spirituality is not about airy fairy love, its about unfiltered love. As long as you are not threatening, promoting hate speech, or trying to belittle someone everything is pretty much on the table. What I have loved a lot of times...is when people get mad, they break all the rules they have erected for me to tell me I'm bad and become a worse offender than me!!! Its so wonderful to see, and even more wonderful to call out.

Lol I would trigger the whole world. I just got off the phone with my friend and he was like "Man you know how to get a reaction out of people" It's funny cause he is really good at doing it too. He tries it on me but it rarely works. But all my friendships are like this here. All of my friends both love and hate me for this. They admit to me that I have helped them grow. I require my friends to always tell me the truth even if it is hurtful and thus it has helped me grow as well. True intimacy and growth can only happen through the brutal truth. I wish everyone could realize the greatest love someone can give you is the brutal truth, and the best gift you can give yourself is the brutal truth.

Your comment made claims with no explanation. If you are going to make a point you need to be able to explain the point. You know present a point of view and provide an explanation for that point of view. You didn't do that. You need to understand I know how the human psyche works. Why? Because I have spent a long time studying my own. All humans have the same identity, self-deception voice inside their head. This voice is conditioned, runs on auto-pilot, and erects stories of victimhood. A way to always catch yourself is never allow yourself to believe a story of victimhood ever!! I'm not saying you cannot mourn, or grieve you are allowed that. But the moment you take ANY victimhood story on, you have disempowered yourself. Once you do this, you are under the control of your conditioning and that conditioning is the combination of innumerable factors. The food you eat, the media information you take in, your friends, family, and whatever you allow into your circle of influence. This locks you into a pattern of responses and puts you to sleep inside the conditioned character you have created. As a result, the same patterned responses will always happen. You can only ever escape through awareness, allowance of whatever arises, and an acknowledgment that you are not bound or controlled by that. At any point that you abdicate this responsibility you have turned yourself into a programmed character stuck in a loop of its programming. This is what they mean by asleep, asleep into patterned responses. You must maintain awareness or you will be maintained by your conditioning.

1. That is not what demagogue means, you are very interesting Breakingthewall, you are twisting the the definition of the word demagogue (which is denial of the truth) to use it to accuse me of being a demagogue. Do you know how profound that is? Do you understand the degree of unconsciousness you have to be at, to literally twist the definition of a word to use it to accuse someone of twisting words. Breakingthewall....you have some serious denial issues. This is really quite profound. And then you keep erecting a story of me trying to put myself above others....without explaining how I am doing it. So now you deny YOUR OWN FEELINGS. The truth is, when I point out an error you make, because I am so direct with it you FEEL BAD, you feel the emotion of humiliation and instead of owning those emotions YOU BLAME ME and tell me that I am putting myself above you!!! So you deny your own emotions, which is projection, and blame ME for how you feel!!! Do you see? This is why I said I can tell who is doing the work!!! Breakingthewall you get on the forums everyday, and instead of doing emotional mastery work which is learning to take ownership of your OWN emotions and stop blaming things outside of yourself for your emotions. Emotions are stimulus that reacts to stimulus and it is CONDITIONED it acts on autopilot and is attached to a story and identity that you house inside. This conversation is a chance for you to notice that feeling of unworthiness that is arising and ask yourself why do you feel this way? Again...I AM YOU!!! I AM YOU TELLING YOU THAT I AM NOT SEPERATE FROM YOU. Notice...I have not once said I am superior...it is YOU who keeps repeating that over and over. You have done it twice so far. This means THAT YOU FEEL I am superior by the feeling of inferiority and you offload that responsibility onto me. You have a huge denial issue, I AM YOUR TRUE FACE and YOU ARE MINE. So you are looking at yourself....and you don't like what you see. I understand why you don't like it, it doesn't feel good, allow it to express and notice....no problem. Or you can just resist, and keep pointing to me as a problem.

You don't even know what demagogy is. You keep using that word every single time and yet you have never ONCE looked up the word. Here is the definition of a demagogue: A demagogue or rabble-rouser is a political leader in a democracy who gains popularity by arousing the common people against elites, especially through oratory that whips up the passions of crowds You see? You even use words you don't know the definition of!!! I AM YOU. THE END. Whatever issue you take, whatever lack of comfortability, you are all alone in a void, literally talking to yourself. You claim you are awake, but everytime a message makes you feel uncomfortable you complain. But if I come on here and say some nice lovey dovey words you have no problem. This means all you want is lovey dovey stuff!! Look up demagogue understand what that word means, and learn to be okay with styles of communication that are uncomfortable. Besides....you complain about me apparently trying to win an argument....what do you think you are doing right now? Stop judging yourself LOL. Also when have I ever said I think I am better? Name one time? I literally made a thread called I am full of shit, I literally made a criticism thread and let everyone say their piece. Does that sound like someone who thinks their better? Huh? Obviously not! Notice you cannot even hold your argument together!! The truth is YOU FEEL INFERIOR and project that onto me!!! This means you need to dig deep and actually figure out why you feel inferior!!! I have never at one point said I was superior, I LITERALLY JUST SAID YOU ARE ME!!! So how can I be superior if I am you??? You see? You still think I am some human some where else!!! If you knew you were me you wouldn't think I was trying to be superior!! This is why I have said....yall keep outing yallselves!!! I don't have to do anything, a little shaking up and all the trauma, self-hate, and judgment just spills out!!! It's not even difficult to get it out.

YOU ARE A MURDERER. You actually think you aren't a murderer? Do you not know how many lives you kill everyday? You have such a small definition of yourself!!! You murder ants everyday, you murder whatever you step on and you have no clue you are doing it!! You murder bacteria and viruses everyday!! You murder your identity every time you change your mind!! Also HE IS YOU, you only ever perceive yourself!! So yes you are a murderer and so am I!!!! As long as you think otherwise you will demonize murderers which is complete and utter delusion and falsehood!! And no you aren't trying to get closer to truth you are RUNNING AWAY FROM IT!!! Me being you transcends you being a human!! In the MOVIE of the Avengers there are facts and figures about the Captain America and Iron Man, but the fact of their entire lives within that series is JUST A MOVIE TRANSCENDS any fact WITHIN the movie!!! Tony Starks being a human who created an Iron Suit that he calls Iron Man when he wears it is a relative truth, his character residing in THE MOVIE is an absolute truth. You see? So if you want to awaken you must UNDERSTAND the absolute in comparison to the relative. You see conversations as just conversations between individuals, from that lense you will have NO CLUE WHAT IS GOING ON!! When you start seeing conversations....as just YOU talking TO YOURSELF!!! THEN IT WILL MAKE SENSE!!! I AM FREAKING YOU!!! YOU ARE TALKING TO YOURSELF WITHIN A MOVIE THAT YOU CALL MY LIFE!!! Stop seeing me as some human!!! You aren't interested in truth you are interested in staying asleep!!! All this is said in love.

You see what you are. This is just your own interpretation of yourself. This means you don't like this aspect of yourself. Why are you so judgmental of yourself? Why cannot you be kinder to yourself? Why do you have a bias against conflict? Why do you fear conflict? Study that fear. What is twisting? Reality is a paradox, because I am you and you are me. That means twisting is self-evident, it is the fundamental mechanism of the dream itself and it cannot be any other way. So why are you against twisting? Also what did I twist? I merely pointed out that he holds a bias of psychedelics and has taken it as an absolute and revealed to him that every judgment he makes in reaction to what I said is how he feels about himself. Why do you hate the truth? All interpretation of any kind to any stimuli is a reflection of your inner world. If I hate physical pain and judge it as bad, its not because physical pain is bad its because I judge it so. So why are you resisting this illumination? What is the problem? What I have noticed is a lot of you only want peaceful messages, anything that shakes up your perspective even slightly and you lash out. This means you lack self-love. I keep saying over and over again, give yourself love. Stop looking at me WHICH IS YOUR MIRROR, WHICH IS YOU, and blaming me for your lack of comfortability. WAKE UP!!! If words on a screen can shake you up.....I wonder what the words of other people will do to you.

Axiom is a story that tells itself the story that it is a cosmic joke the end. Notice how Axiom is still telling a story. The story/dream/God, even erects stories where it tries to not tell a story. You are playing the ultimate game of denial, the NOT IT story. NOT IT!!! LOL. Here is a secret to escape all stories and traps you erect....The Truth IS WHAT IS. Use that as your guide. As long as you stick to that you can never be trapped, but if you avoid what is....in any way....then you are stuck. No Self- Realization is only one piece of the puzzle. An important piece but only one piece. All knowledge is known through contrast. You cannot realize a no self, without a self. The self LITERALLY DEFINES the no self. Without a no self there literally cannot be a self. The self is made up of the same thing as the no self. Which means they are one. One is permanent the other is impermanent. But in actuality its just impermanent expression arising in permanent non expression. The no self expression, cannot ever realize what it is, without a self expression. This is why the no-self is not a complete realization. It MUST acknowledge the self as well, so to avoid the no-self as just an appearance is to contradict. Why? Because there is no difference between the self and no-self, the self needs to appear different to create a contrast. But if the self is an appearance then so must be the self. So BOTH THE SELF- AND NO- SELF ARE APPEARANCES. You see? Anything you say about the no-self IS EQUALLY TRUE ABOUT THE SELF. Neo-Advaita just plays the game of denial because it FEARS ITSELF. Its how mantra is oh if you truly get this then you avoid having to come back into the dream....can you believe this nonsense? THERE IS ONLY DREAM!!! There is no where to go, there is no end to dreaming!!! You will dream for eternity!! This Neo-Advaita story is a hilarious denial of epic proportions!!! But I realize the purpose, because one thing they are really good at doing, is getting the separate self model story dropped. They are very effective at ripping you of all meaning and purpose. Nobody is better at communicating no-self better than Advaita. Their fear of the self is so profound, it actually makes them more effective. So it has value relative to that particular realization, after that...it will need to be dropped.

There is only dream. All is dream. All is story. What you are currently communicating is story. What you are communicating is an interpretation of said dream. You like all appearances of the dream were sent here to make sense of it. What you are communicating is your own sense of it. But your sense of it, is to deny you are making sense of it....while trying to make sense of it. This is a silly game, the game of denial that you are playing the game. You deny the dream, within the dream. It's a rather funny game this Neo- Advaita game.

1. Rend you aren't doing the work because you have made psychedelics into your God. Even Leo has stated that Psychedelic don't work for everyone, Ram Dass has said it, and Allan Watts. 2. I'm not pushing or defending anything, you already revealed you have a bias in favor of psychedelics which means your entire point of view on this topic is corrupted. 3. Crusading? Explain what crusading is? Could we not say that right now you are crusading for psychedelics? So if you are crusading why don't you follow your own advice? If you believe someone crusading means they need to leave the forum....then why are you here? Also what constitutes how much time someone should stay on the forum? Notice that when some resistance arises you are lashing out and trying to maintain control by trying to order me to do something. You say don't look down on me...and then in the next statement you try to recommend and suggest I need to take time off the forum....again why don't you follow your own advice and not look down? So notice we just revealed you just violated your own advice twice!!! You look down and you crusade!!! So your hypocrisy has been revealed. Whenever you criticize anyone, you reveal yourself to be a hypocrite....BECAUSE I AM YOU!!! I am merely illuminating to you, which you are resisting because of your bias that psychedelics are just a tool, no different than Kriya Yoga, or any other spiritual tool. Psychedelics give instant access to showcase you the various aspects of the dream, the fact that you think you can break out of the dream is laughable because all phenomena is dream. Even deep sleep is a dream, its the dream of no dream. There is no breaking out of anything, there is no destination, there is only what is. Oh and I do know whether you are doing the work or not your responses reveal all. I don't have to look down on you, in fact claiming I am looking down on you, IS YOU LOOKING DOWN ON YOU. This means that you view people who don't do the work as inferior otherwise you wouldn't interpret it as something to be looked down upon!!! Stop blaming me for your own interpretations. I'm not judging you... YOU ARE JUDGING YOU. Stop judging yourself!!! lol.

I will take your comment as expanding upon what I said, because I have noticed a lot of commenters just argue for the sake of arguing. Never made any statements to the contrary of what you said. In fact I agree completely. So I am just going to interpret the comments of others as additional comments to expand what I wrote.

You are absolutely correct....also I have no clue where my responses are coming from lol. I just read that stuff above as if someone else wrote it. LOL.

There are people who still believe that they can create rules or structures free of corruption, or that they can reduce corruption through legislation and checks and balances but this is ignorance, and arrogance and devilry. Why is it ignorance? Because humanity has tried to do this for well over 2000 years what makes you think your flimsy little system will be better? Arrogance because you believe your system can actually control human behavior? Devilry because you are trying to control others. So let's look at why corruption is always inherent. What was presented above was borne of fear, and is enforced through fear. Fear is not rational but it will be processed as such within the mind which allows you to justify any behavior out of protecting yourself and all that you identify with. Ask Americans about the two nukes that were dropped on Japan and they justify it by bringing up Pearl Harbor. Anytime you erect anything out of fear you create a dividing line between US and THEM. I have mentioned in the past that misunderstanding is ego. The only way to bridge a divide, to have empathy and compassion is to drop ego, but you erected those rules in the first place because you do not have empathy you have fear, and fear cannot have compassion because to be compassionate is to involve yourself in the troubles of others and take it upon yourself. But the whole point of your fear is to avoid troubles and to legislate their troubles from involving you. So your entire system is set up to not be compassionate and to be devoid of empathy. As a result, you set up a system to maintain order, but that order is motivated by fear of not getting what you want and the desire to get what you want. As a result that system which is supposed to prevent or lower corruption, is inherently corrupt because the motivation to erect such a system was corrupted in the first place! This is why in every system humanity creates corruption is inherent. You do not improve human behavior through punishment and fear, you improve it by truth and love. So how would you do it? First you would address the underlying feelings of unworthiness in the individual, help cultivate love of self and others. After you have sufficiently done this, you then have that individual face the consequences of their actions. This is not done by punishment, it's done by actually taking them to see the damage that was caused. Since you have helped that individual actually develop empathy, when they see the destruction they have caused with their own eyes, THEN redemption can begin. Now you can create a program where that individual is allowed to serve their community and work off their sentence. Now obviously there would be some exceptions as some are so mentally corrupted you may not be able to release them but for the vast majority this is not so. Otherwise you have this.... Until the US vs THEM mindset is overcome, corruption, discrimination, and prejudice will continue forever. Raising Awareness of understanding of the concepts of Self-Deception, Self-Accountability, and Construct Awareness are the tools which will help humanity overcome the story of good versus evil. Until a love of truth is cultivated, corruption will be ever present. Corruption= Love of Safety and Comfort.

I'm glad you get it. Yes its all ego games. Nothing to heal, nothing to attain, all is actually one and the same appearing through different forms of expression to be different. Once this is realized fully, then you are truly awakened. Its actually quite obvious when realized, and you see that all stories and interpretations are just dream. But also you realize....YOU WANT TO DREAM. You only wanted to awaken because the dream was a nightmare. Then you realize that a nightmare or great dream are one and the same. Now the ego has been exposed for what it is, a mechanism to have a life as a separate individual. A mechanism to experience the illusion of free will, a mechanism to experience the illusion of duality, all to explore consciousness.

Rend you really suffer from a lack of reading comprehension you said that I said you have to keep taking psychedelics, yes if you are trying to enter those states through psychedelics. You said psychedelics show you what is? HAHHAHAHAHA. Rend you reveal that you are not doing the work. The present moment is WHAT IS. Psychedelics don't show you that, right now IS WHAT IS. All psychedelics do, is show you the contrast between what YOU THOUGHT what is. THATS IT!! They show you the contrast, so you wake up to what is actually what is!! All learning is done through contrast, awakening itself is done through contrast!! Psychedelics just give you another contrast!! Also again I never said psychedelics don't impact your baseline, YOU SAID that not me. Don't put words into my mouth because EVERYTHING impacts your baseline. I wouldn't be making a thread discussing how to RAISE your baseline if there isn't an acknowledgement that everything impacts your baseline. Your baseline is influenced by attachment. Right now we know that you are severely attached to psychedelics that is why you are defending them. You actually think there is a difference between the present moment right now and a psychedelic trip!!! You actually think they SHOW you something, all they show you is that you are TRICKING YOURSELF, and for some reason YOU STILL HAVEN'T GOTTEN THE MESSAGE!!! At least you admitted you have a bias in favor of them. I love psychedelics personally but I realized they can become a trap in themselves which unfortunately you have fallen into out of ignorance. What you don't understand is everything is relative, what that means is how psychedelics benefit you, WILL NOT be the same for everyone else. You might argue that is because of resistance from the user, I would agree but it is that resistance which is a part of the infinite possibilities. You see no matter what tool, what path is taken, each POV within the infinite is going to react differently. When you attach to deeply to any method/tool, you become blind to this and argue for and push like you are doing now. What are you defending? Psychedelics are great tools, but that is all they are. Whatever statement you make about psychedelics is literally true for everything else. There is literally NO DIFFERENCE, than me sitting on a bench in the park, and me having a hellish bad trip. ONLY EGOS see difference. This is why for some, the psychedelic can enhance and create a spiritual ego where the person trips forever searching for something. There is nothing to find but the SELF, in all its different combinations of expression. The point of using this tool is to train your awareness from becoming attached, NOT TO INCREASE ATTACHMENT. But hey to each their own. Oh and here is something most don't know, you cleanse your body/temple, you'll be a living psychedelic. You already are right now, its just you are not aware of it and do it unconsciously. Psychedelics only show what is possible, once that becomes your baseline, you won't need them anymore.

Do you want to avoid getting stuck? Do you want to avoid getting stuck in a trap? I present to you a video that pretty much gives you all the different angles to look at the Spiritual Path and practices. Many on this forum who communicate fall into one or a few of these, but very few have a general understanding of what is being presented on this video. Watch it more than once, cultivate an openness and who knows what might happen! This video pretty much summarizes the whole shebang, its like taking all the different teachings and dropping them in one fell swoop 1 hour video. Apparently this is part 3 I haven't seen the two previous parts and in my humble opinion those others parts aren't as important. This one video houses all the teachings and explains them sufficiently with wonderful accompanying visuals. Share this with anyone you think has an openness for this.

Humanity is a story of a search for peace due to mistaken identity Humanity is a story of a search for love due to mistaken identitity Humanity is a story of conflict and war due to mistaken identitity Humanity identifies with fear, with constant comparison, with unworthiness at its core, Humanity is constantly ruminating about the future with dread and focused on before, Humanity is constantly trying to attain something and it can never fill their cup, Feeling like a brain in a skull, underneath they feel like a pop up, Humanity is confused, chasing leader after leader hoping someone else can save them, Humanity follows the newest trend like sheep, and are always playing for keeps, Humanity hoards because they feel empty, they strive because they fear stillness, Humanity constantly must distract themselves its like its own illness, They love to erect rules, and regulations, contracts, insurance, and guarantees, They operate in complete opposition from intelligent design, and scoff at impermanence with pride, Why? Because they fear to look inside, they are the forgotten ocean that fears its own tide, But this game cannot be played forever, eventually they will have to give in and resign, As death loomed ever more, an existential dread is projected from their core, The death of illusion draws near, awakening commences dissolving all fear A human is seen as a story played out on the screen of a universal mind, The Universe realizes why the search has ended because there was nothing and no one to find.

I've notice some people are against Leo's use of solipsism because of confusion and I noticed that confusion is coupled with this fear of annihilation and never existing again. I also noticed people are trying to create a distinction between sense perceptions and consciousness. It seems there is a resistance to understanding what is going on here. Sensory perception is no different than consciousness/awareness. It is this first attempt at distinction that is the cause of all confusion. I will explain AGAIN ad nauseum. Before your first memory of your current life there is a blank. UTTER COMPLETE BLANK!!! THAT BLANK IS YOU!!!! Do you get it? The blank....is you. When you are stated to have no qualia, no dimension, no time, no space, that is because YOU DO NOT EXIST!!!! Now....at the same time....YOU DO EXIST!! You say how can that be? Because....when you dream... YOU CREATE SOMETHING!!! AND WHEN YOU DO, YOU THINK...HOW LONG WAS I OUT? Now the realization of no self= BLANK. That's it. This isn't rocket science, whenever you go to sleep and don't dream you are the no self. Now the next awakening to the self, is the sense perceptions that create what we call reality. That is PROJECTED ONTO THE BLANK!!! Do you get it? When you dream, you project onto the blank a WORLD/UNIVERSE!!! This is how it works!!! You see how simple this is? Stop complicating things!!! So when you hear people say....oh I almost disappeared, or OH MY GOSH I WASN'T THERE. Look at them and realize their foolishness. Every time you go to sleep at night and do not dream....THAT IS AN EGO DEATH!!! Every time you go to sleep, and dream yourself as something other than your current ego which can be as a lion or even further an awareness of a lion galloping but no identification with that lion, the person at the end of their psychedelic trip would say "OH MY GOSH I WASN'T THERE." You see? This isn't complicated!! All this fear you have on your trips, is because you still believe you are human, YOU ARE IN DENIAL OF THIS!!! You CLAIM oh I know I'm not the body.....BULLSHIT!!! Stop lying, stop pretending. This is only complicated BECAUSE YOU ARE AFRAID!!! This message is so direct, so obvious, that its game over. You don't want to understand what is being said because you want to continue to wonder....what is actually true. Your direct experience is all you need to understand this. 1. You never existed as something, and you never will. 2. What you call existence is you, which is not a something, creates a something and identifies with that something. Through that process of identification you can become a something. 3. You are impermanent. Why is this important? It means as infinity you have no ground, but to not have a ground you must also have a ground. So you are both groundless and grounded at the same time. This means its impossible for you to not dream. You will always exist as both nothing and something forever. So this fear of annihilation is literally impossible because there is no where to go, because you CREATE A WHERE within your consciousness. 4. When you are completely unconscious, there is blank, when you are infinitely conscious you include the blank and everything that could ever exist. So the realization of self is a higher awakening because it recognizes both the unconscious and conscious aspects of itself from both extremes. 5. I mentioned before on these forums that motion would be impossible without all this. The same way flipbook animation works, the material world and motion works the same from the absolute perspective. When I walk down the street, me walking is an illusion performed by phasing human me in and out of existence. Without impermanence I could not walk. I would be one frame which never changes/frozen. So me walking down the street is a new frame being brought into existence and an old frame being removed. This means we are literally both dead and alive right now. Camera's are realities hints for you to realize this through motion picture and the frames being replace each time. Your Cell phone literally shows you this but you make a distinction between the video of your cell phone, and the video you see through eyes in what we call life. You avoid the truth because you don't like it, you overly complicate things because by doing that you can avoid the truth. This is because you are selfish and disconnected from love. I don't really understand how many times I have to simplify this, its straightforward. Once you accept what is being said here then you will really start to understand that ABSOLUTE SOLIPSISM is true, AND how Leo's INFINITY OF GODS WORKS. But I'll just say INFINITY OF GODS works through entanglement. Since Leo thought up a possibility in which God could exist in its own reality, it became so. But then through the recognition of that possibility, and the desire to connect to that possibility... he destroyed it. Since everything is one, whatever God becomes aware of is consumed into the ONENESS and dissolved of its illusionary distinction. What you would call death. ABSOLUTE SOLIPSISM is true, if it wasn't true oneness wouldn't be true. YOU ARE THE ONLY THING THERE IS!! Stop thinking you are human. Your awareness is not a human awareness, your awareness is the FOUNDATION OF ALL EXISTENCE. When your dream as a human is done....whatever is associated with that dream...is annihilated. Awareness= existence/creation. Lack of awareness= nonexistence/destruction. Since you cycle back and forth between these two extremes which are just states you are always both simultaneously. When you combine the extremes= God Realization. Who knew the truth was so simple?